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Lenny ray sat at the front wheel impatiently drumming her finger against the steering wheel, there wasn't any real beat it was more an outlet for nervous energy. She had had enough of thinking and waiting and waiting and thinking, annoyingly she was about as a clear as mud on what she was doing. Right now she was stuck on the highway, no further away from Charming and no further away from the real root of her uneasiness. Jackson.

Just thinking of his name made Lenny slammed her palm into the wheel in sheer frustration, why had she been so sure she could tame him? He was one of the Sons, he answered to no one and was a law on to himself. Lenny figured she had been a means to an end, hell he probably had a bet going to bed her. That was more the style of The Sons than the champagne and flowers she longed for. Laughing at her own stupidity she flicked the radio on for some distraction and let the sounds of the country CD in the player fill the car whilst she leant back sighing. More waiting.


It was a full two hours before she heard any movement on the highway, when she heard the roar of the bike engine Lenny literally leapt from the front seat in excitement. She threw her hand up to shield the sun away so she could focus on the figure that was fast approaching her, when her vision adjusted so did her stomach. She would be sure to kill her bastard of an Uncle when she saw him. This was by far his dirtiest trick by a million miles.

She stepped back as the bike slowed to a stop ahead of the car, shoving her hands in her back pockets to stop from randomly throwing any objects that weren't attached within reach at the approaching Son.

"Having car trouble, darling," Lenny hated how that one word made her stomach flip.

"Why are you here?" No point beating around the bush, besides there was more than likely a bleach blonde some where near by with her knickers around her ankles just waiting for Jackson Teller to return.

"Whoa, little lady. No need for that temper," Jax was purposely taunting her, trying to get a rise. Truth was he was feeling like a sack of shit and had door to lay the blame at.

"No need?! You're fucking kidding me, right? Or are you that brain dead?" Lenny raised her eyes as Jackson stood still and seemed prepared to take the onslaught of her rage.

"Englighten me, Lenny," he wanted to her say it.

"Enlighten you? Why don't you enlighten me you little prick?," Lenny shoved at Jax as he stepped closer to her, she saw him stumble back and was acutely aware that the rage in her stomach was bubbling over, " lets start with the blonde whore that kept your bed warm last night? What was that? One last freedom fuck? Or were you just showing me you still have your pick of the desperate girls that cling to Teller-Morrow, I mean do you think I should count myself lucky that big shot Jackson Teller considered me for more than one night?"

Jax's silence only pushed her further, " You know what? I honestly can't believe I thought you were different. What the fuck was I thinking?" Lenny laughed as dragging her hair out of her face so she could see Jax standing before her speechless, no Sons for back up, no women to feed his oversexed ego and no Gemma to defend him. He looked different, almost embarrassed, maybe even apologetic. Lenny contemplated their situation momentarily, the way she saw it she had two options and both needed her car to be fixed so they would start there" I'll enlighten you to the fact you're going to fix this piece of shit truck,"

Jax seemed to look a little more relaxed as she allowed him to lift the hood and address the problem, luckily he'd brought a few spare parts on the back on the bike. Rather than stand back like a little girl Lenny helped him but did so in silence, it killed her that they could read each other like a reflection no words needed. When Jax was satisfied he'd fixed the engine he dropped the hood and turned to Lenny.

"See, nothing I can't fix Lenny," they both knew they weren't talking about the car at this point. He held her gaze and could see he'd gone too far this time and he didn't think words would fix the damage he had caused. His heart ached at the fact Lenny was so dead behind the eyes, he'd managed to dull the fire in her eyes. Usually he'd see the fire building when was ready to tear him a new ass hole but this time he saw nothing, He prayed beyond believe he could some how fix what he'd done.

Reaching out he pulled her close to his body, his strong arms started at the tops of her arms holding her to him allowing him to assault her mouth, Lenny groaned but didn't resist like he feared she may. Turning Lenny so she had her back to the hood of the car Jax pushed her down and raised her legs to rest at his hips, he looked down at Lenny and felt his throat dry as he swore for a second her eyes light up in the way he loved but she closed her eyes as he leant down to kiss down her exposed throat. He felt her hands claw at his dirty blonde hair holding him, scratching down his back as he continued kissing at the hollow of her throat pulling a sound from Lenny that drove Jax crazy. It was a soft moan that told him she was loving everything he was doing to her right then and there in this moment and all Jax knew was he wanted this moment to last a lifetime. He took his time between biting at Lenny's neck and placing soft sweet kisses along her collarbone, he could feel how much she wanted this, even if she denied it her body was betraying her.

Lenny couldn't think at this point, her mind was blank and all she could focus on was the man driving her crazy, Jax knew exactly what to do to drive her to edge and that was the only reason Lenny would accept for the fact she was lying down on the hood of her car with her ankles wrapped around Jackson Tellers waist at the side of a highway in broad day light.

"You ready, darling?" Jax's husky lust filled voice brought Lenny back down from the mountain she was slowly climbing. Not knowing if she could trust words right now Lenny grabbed the lapels of Jax's cut and pulled him roughly down so she could kiss him, there was a heat to the kiss that showed Jax this wasn't the time for the chocolate and flowers approach, this was an animalistic need for them both. A need that both knew how to fulfil for the other, in ways only Lenny and Jax could express without words.

Lenny felt Jax's coarse hands force her jeans and panties down past her hips giving him access to what he needed, he smiled despite himself as he felt Lenny's small hands fumbling with his belt and within seconds she had freed his erection from its confides. He gasped as Lenny took it in her soft hands and stroked the length, Lenny smirked as she watched Jax take a sharp breath to gain some composure but the smirk soon disappeared when Jax grabbed Lenny's hands and pinned them above her head. This gave him the access he needed to position himself at her warm wet center, with out warning he pushed himself inside her and both moaned at the feeling. Jax waited a second to watch Lenny and held her gaze as she bit her lip, the second her head fell back and her hips rose up to meet Jax's Lenny felt him pull out and suddenly became aware of just how much she wanted Jax and not just in the physical sense. Before she could overthink it too much Jax began slamming back into her eliciting a ragged cry from Lenny, she began panting spurring Jax on who was nearing the top of his own mountain. Jax spilt his seed inside Lenny as he cried her name out, he began to wipe her hair from her face as they lay together both catching their breath. But before they could get comfortable Lenny pushed Jax of off her so she could pull her jeans back up and began to adjust her hair tying it back up in a bun off of her face. She watched Jax swagger over to her doing up his belt and made a grab for Lenny's hips, hoping to pull her in for a kiss but Lenny stepped back wards raising a questioning look from Jax who was smirking nervously.

"You okay, Lenny?" Jax barely whispered as he looked at Lenny who was stood a few feet away but suddenly felt a million miles away, he could sense she was nervous by the way she balled her fists and clenched her jaw.

"Now I'm going to enlighten you on what's going to happen now," Lenny took a deep breath, before she looked deep into Jax's eyes to make sure he completely understood what was coming, " you're gonna get on your bike and drive back to Charming and I'm gonna drive a million miles in the opposite direction. Consider that the last time you will ever touch me Jackson Teller,"