Hi guys! Here's chapter four, hope you like it! School's starting again soon and I will post new chapters when I can, probably on the weekend or on wednesday.

Chapter 4 - What Should I Do

I woke up and was faced with only darkness, I was confused for a moment, I looked at the time and saw it was half past midnight.

I was shocked for a minute. When I turned on the light, I took on my surroundings and remembered I had fallen asleep after lunch.

Suddenly, I noticed I had a note of my bedside table, I picked it up and read it, it said:

"Dear, I saw you asleep and didn't want to wake you, if you're hungry I left you something downstairs.

Love you,

mom"

As if on cue, my stomach grumbled, well I guess it's time for food then, I thought.

I went downstairs to the kitchen, opened the fridge and found a box that said "Anna", I took it out and heated it up on the microwave. While I was waiting, I thought about the dreams I had, all of them had Elsa in them, as usual, but after my mom and Hans knew about it and were okay with it, it was like something changed. And a part of me was happy about that, but another part of me couldn't stop thinking that Elsa should hate me for not showing up.

And that, once again, occupies my mind fully.

I take the food out of the microwave and start eating.

I tried to block those thoughts, but I couldn't help but think that I couldn't live without her and that my life changed since I met her, and lots of other things.

Tomorrow, well today since it's probably one am already, I was going to apologize to her so much, I just hope she doesn't hate me...but meanwhile, something else was in my mind, the feelings I had for her. If she did hate me and never wanted to talk to me again, I would never be able to tell her that I love her or even know what she felt for me. Well, it is my last chance, I thought. As I remembered my talk with my mom, I decided that I would tell her and find out what she felt for me. Once I finished eating, I washed my dish and went upstairs. I changed into my pajamas to get more confortable, and lied on my bed, thinking of how I could tell her. A lot of things went through my mind, but they were either stupid or not special or good enough.

After a while, I looked at the time and saw it was two am, since I had an idea of what I was going to say to her, I decided it would be best if I went to sleep. I got into my bed and still lied there, thinking for a while. After I went to sleep, I set my alarm and then, fell asleep after a while.

All night I only dreamt about Elsa and what her reaction would be when I confessed my feelings to her.

When I woke up I realized that my alarm hadn't rung yet. When I looked at the time I saw that it was early, like, really early. I was so nervous that I couldn't even sleep. So, I got ready, ate and thought about what I'd say to her.

At half past eight, I turned my computer on and started getting ready to talk to Elsa.

When I entered facebook, I saw that she wasn't online yet so I decided to wait for her. I didn't have to wait long though, after a few minutes, she was online, I instantly started typing out my apology.

"Elsa, I am so so so sooooo sorry for not coming here yesterday like we planned, I felt awful about it all day, I overslept, but that's no excuse for what I did, please forgive me, don't hate me."

I stood there looking at the monitor and she began typing a response after one or two minutes. This is what she said:

"Oh Anna, you don't have to apologize, I understand. I have to admit I was a bit sad and disapointed about not being able to talk to you, but I knew you'd have a reason for it. And I could never hate you, you know you mean a lot to me."

Well, she doesn't hate me, that's great, I thought, she said I meant a lot to her, I sighed. Maybe she feels the same? Well, there's only way of finding out.

"Well, I'm glad then and you mean a lot to me too, umm can I tell you something?"

This is it, I thought, relax Anna, you can do this.

"I'm glad to know that then :) Of course Anna, you know you can tell me anything, actually, I have something to tell you as well."

Well, that was unexpected.

"Oh if you want to start first you can Elsa, what I have to tell isn't very important."

"Oh I'm sure it is since you asked it that way, but since you don't mind, I'll start then."

I waited for her to tell me what she wanted to tell me. A part of me was wishing she was going to tell me what I was going to tell her.

"Well, you already know I had and have a complicated life and have been through a lot. But, since that message you sent me on youtube, a lot has changed, because of you. The bad things still happen, but while I talk to you, it's like all the bad things disappear for a while. You're the first person that I can count on or talk about anything, besides my brother. And then you have your cheerful personality, you're funny, you're positive, you're just plain awesome. And, even if you don't think so, or someone has told you otherwise, you're beautiful. Really, your hair, your freckles, your eyes, everything. Well, in case you haven't figured it out yet, what I'm trying to say is that, I love you. I fell in love with you since that first message but was too scared to tell you about it. I understand if you don't love me back, you don't even have to say anything, but I wanted to tell you"

I was schoked, actually, schocked is an understatement. I didn't even blink, my heart started beating even faster, and I was jumping on the inside. Everything screamed: "ELSA LOVES ME! ELSA LOVES ME!"

I started typing a response when I realized I had been like that for almost three minutes.

"Elsa, I don't even know what to say, well, I'll start with the obvious, I love you. That's what I was going to tell you. I've loved since before I even met you, I just had this feeling you were a great person and once we started talking, you proved me that. I loved to hear you sing, still do, mind you! XD I listened to you all the time, literally all the time XD I never expected you to like me too, but I'm glad you do. Thank you for what you said and the compliments, they mean a lot, specially coming from you. And you're beautifuller, not fuller, just more beautiful :P Like, your hair, your eyes, you look like a princess out of a Disney movie or something.

Which is not a bad thing, at all. But oh well, me rambling... I feel the exact same things you do and I've never felt this way about anyone before. So, yeah, apparently, we didn't expect the other to like us back, but as we can see it's mutual, which is great, at least I think it is, but oh I'm just going to shut up now XD "

For some reason, I was nervous about what she would reply. After a minute, she did.

"Oh Anna, you have no idea how happy I am, I might be almost crying actually, I never expected you to love me too. No one had ever said those things to me either, oh god I'm so happy that you like me too :)"

I was almost crying myself, for the same reasons.

"Oh Elsa, I know what you mean, I feel the same :) Actually, I was going to get some tissues, do you want some too? XD"

"Hahaha yes please, if you wouldn't mind XD"

We spent the rest of the afternoon like that, until we had to go to bed. We never had felt more at bliss or with so much love, and while thinking of each other we fell asleep, already longing for the following day, when they would talk again.