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The last couple days were tough for everyone in Alexandria. Noah and some other poor man died and Tara is dying. I thought all this death was over. It is never over I guess.
My nightmares had gotten better but last night's was rough. The walls surrounding Alexandria were gone, like they disappeared out of thin air, and people were scared. The screaming attracted walkers that, you know. They didn't know what to do or what they were. I just sat there hopelessly as they lost against the dead.
I visit Tara who was laying on a bed with a bandage on her head, unconscious.
"How is she?" I hear a voice from behind me ask.
"I don't know," I say turning around to face Michonne.
"What happened?"
I remember Glenn and Maggie talking about it in hushed voices. Glenn seemed upset about Noah and he sounded angry too. Whoever he was with did something.
"I don't know," I sigh and look down to the floor, "I thought we'd be safe here but, you just can't avoid it."
She just stood there crossing her arms looking at me.
"Yesterday, I went over the fence to get a ball. The kids here have no idea what it's like outside. What if something happens here? What would they do?" I ask out loud for the first time. I've been thinking about that for awhile but, I couldn't ask anyone.
"They would have to figure things out I guess," she says but is interrupted by loud screams from outside. We look at each other and run out.
In the middle of the street I see to people on the ground, each had their fair share of blood coating there face, when I get closer I see one of them is Rick.
"You need to think about who you allow in here!" He yells.
"It's never been more clear to me now," I look over to see who's voice that was. It's Deanna. Her eyes look coldly at him. I forgot that her son died the same day Noah did.
He laughs sarcastically and breaths in slowly, "Are you talking about me?" He looks down and shakes his head, "you don't get it, none of you do!" He starts to ramble on but is stopped by a blow to the head by Michonne. She looks a little shocked herself. He is knocked out on the ground.
Deanna speaks, "When he wakes up, we will figure out what to do with him." Everyone leaves the street like nothing happened besides a crying women who lays beside a man on the ground. Her eye is bruised but it doesn't stop the tears from falling down.
Ron comes out of a house and so does the little boy named Sam. They run over screaming, "Dad!"
I leave the scene immediately to find Carl. He must be a mess right now.
I see the back of his hat and run over, "Carl?"
"I don't know why he did that, he's going to get us all kicked out!" He paces around for awhile then looks at me, "Leave!"
I walk away slowly and go home. I can't imagine how he feels right now. I should give him some space. Maggie and Glenn are talking again on the couch but stop as I walk in.
"Hi, what was going on out there?" Glenn asked. His coloring was a little off. I guess he is still shaken up by Noah's death.
"Rick hurt someone, we might get thrown out," I bite my lip.
Maggie looks at Glenn then at me nervously.
"You can tell her," Glenn says to Maggie.
She looks around nervously, "Gabriel told Deanna to kick us out yesterday, he thinks we are bad but, we saved him! How selfish!"
"Look, we need to keep it at a down low for awhile," I look around like someone's listening but we are all alone, "They don't trust us anymore."
Maggie bites her lip and Glenn squeezes her shoulder. I have never been this anxious in a very long time. I feel like I'm going to vomit, I sit down on a fancy chair. I suddenly feel light headed.
"We all need to lay down and stay in for awhile, alright?" Maggie says.
I nod in agreement. We lay in silence for awhile. I count the specks on the celling to keep my mind of what could happen next. I couldn't leave Alexandria. I been through enough out there.
I hear a knock on the door. Maggie gets up to answer it and mouths before answering the door, "It's Deanna." I sit up straight in my chair.
She comes in, "Later, as a community, we will discuss what will happen to Rick."
"Okay, where in when?" Maggie asks.
"I'm still deciding if you can come, I don't want any bias opinions," she glares at us.
"Okay. Well you know where to find us if we are invited," Maggie says with a fake smile.
Well, that was kinda of rude. She walks out and waves to us. What is going to happen to us? She thinks we can't be trust. She said we were making the decision as a community, are we not part of the community? My mind wanders and I began to sweat. I go upstairs to a room that I have been sleeping in. How many more nights will they allow me to sleep in this room? So many thoughts go on in my brain until I'm exhausted. I lay down and attempt to sleep.