IV
Next day Melkor woke up and didn't see his lover on the bed. "He had already gone to his own duties", thought the vala, thinking if the maia could be really upset with himself. Some time later, he saw his lieutenant commanding the orcs and lesser servants, until "her" eyes saw the dark vala.
- My lord - "she" said, in a very formal and polite form, bowing toward him.
- Good morning, Mairon.
- Good morning for you too. I am going to see some of my own servants, they started building the fortress in Dorthonion.
With one more bow, the maia went away. Melkor remained observing his lover in his beautiful female forms, and thought immediately in "her" politeness and at the same time coldness with him.
"I cannot oblige him being lovely with me, as I cannot oblige him to love the baby. Oh Mairon, you can be so difficult sometimes..."
The day was very busy for both the ainur, and in the end of the day Melkor was too tired. He laid on his bed and suddently Mairon came to lay with him. Both were needed of some resting after all those tasks and etc.
The vala was the first to break the silence.
- It is so bad to sleep with anger.
- I agree.
- So let's not sleep with anger today, my dear...
Then he kissed the cheek of his lover. But Mairon was not willing to be "sweet" so easily.
- Did you encounter with another lover last night?
- I do not have another lover but you; you are my unique lover from some centuries until now. You now that.
- But you told me last night-
- That was not serious, Mairon.
- I really dislike bad jokes.
- I was angry. Why did you reject me yesterday?
- Perhaps for the same reason you sometimes reject me too. For example, when you are too tired. Or when your need of sleeping is higher than the lust. Things like these.
- But you have never denied sex before, Mairon...
- Because I was in a "fána". A "fána" is a body with too many liberties. I was never tired, never sick. Always willing to do everything I wanted - including sex with my desired master. But... with this pregnancy I had the first "disease" I could try in life. I have already been hurt before, but never put in an uncomfortable situation caused by my own body. This pregnancy has long effect sensations in my body, one of them is being dizzy and the like. This is all very new for me.
- So you didn't deny me because of myself...?
- Of course not. I desire you so much - and with this phrase the maia's eyes burned with fire - I was not wiling for anything yesterday, neither the work nor delegation I take so carefully toward the lesser servants.
The vala noticed it was true.
- I thought you were being mad at me because I have forced you to maintain the baby.
- I didn't stay happy with this. But you are my lord, and it is my duty to keep your baby if you tells me to do so.
That was a wonderful quality of Mairon. He could be very angry with difficulties, but when they were beyond his capability of overcoming, he just got resignated and kept on going with his life. As Melkor didn't allow him to interrupt the pregnancy, Mairon just accepted this fact and was trying to find a way to live with this as better as possible.
- Mairon. I do not want to annoy you.
So he kissed his lover's cheek again and the maia sighed.
- For us being well again I want to give you a compensation. I know I was rude to you, you were in a bad moment and I need to be more patient with this pregnancy - although patience is not the strongest quality I have... but you deserve a compensation. What do you want?
Mairon thought for a moment and then told:
- What can I ask?
- Anything I can give you.
- I want you to not saying again you are going to have other lovers. This hurts me so much, you can not imagine!
Melkor thought he could imagine, yes. He was too jealous with Mairon, and the simple idea of him having another lover just hurt his heart. And the maia was not even close the much jealous the vala was. But then Mairon continued.
- I also want some patience with my limitations. You know, pregnancy and the like. I hope all can be normal again in the end of the eight months. Yes, the woman who told me I am pregnant also told me I am about one month pregnant. And I cannot demand your love... love is something we cannot demand...
- You already have my love and do not need to demand it, my dear...
-...but I can demand a kiss. Please, kiss me...
- On the mouth?
- Wherever you want to kiss me.
The vala smiled and kissed his lover's neck, the face and then the mouth. The kiss then became intense in a few seconds. The lust became intense in the body of the vala, but he thought if the maia would like to have sex...
...but the doubt didn't need to be so long. Mairon soon whispered in his lover's ear:
- Master, please, fuck me...!
The sound of these words delighted Melkor so much...
- Do you want me, Mairon?
- Yes, I do want you so much...!
Then the kisses turned to be caresses and tight embraces. Melkor took off all the clothing of his lover, and his own too. Still kissing Mairon, he put his hand in the feminility of his lover and started stimulating "her" there.
- Huuuun, my lord...!
"She" started moving her hips agains his fingers, feeling the pleasure grow more and more. But soon the vala stopped pleasuring the maia like this and started kissing "her" breasts, her stomach, her thigs. Then he licked her feminility one, two, several times and Mairon just moaned loudly for him.
- Oh yes... yes, suck me so good...!
The maia grasped the vala's hair with "her" hands and moved "her" hips against his mouth and tongue, the pleasure escalating more and more... when he stopped all his activity again.
Melkor laid upon his lover and looked into "her" golden eyes. The frustration was evident. The golden eyes were burning in fire.
- Why didn't you let me finish...?
- Because I want you to feel your orgasm in my dick... my bitch...!
Then he passed his hard member on her clitoris some times; he saw two lust teardrops running on her beautiful face and noticed it was enough. She needed that so much.
With a single thrust, Melkor penetrated his lover. It was so tight, so wet. So good.
She moaned, closing her eyes and embracing the vala so hard. And moaned twice, three times, four, five... with each thrust inside herself, she moaned.
Melkor put in and out of her, kissing her neck, her face, her lips without stopping the movements. Soon Mairon started moving her hips against his lord's lenght, and they continued this pleasuring dance.
Soon she orgasmed around his dick, almost yelling in pleasure. But Melkor was still too far from his own peak. He was not annoyed with this; he was liking so much having himself inside her. He was learning how to enjoy not only the climax, but all the moment.
They continued the pleasuring dance - and still kissing, still embraced to each other - and Mairon orgasmed the second and the third time. Then finally the vala reached his climax, moaning loud and grasping tight the body of his beautiful maia.
So they rested, Mairon with his blond head against the vala's chest, kissing his hands as he used to do after sex.
- I love you, my lord... I adore you so much...
"She" was telling the whole truth, Mairon loved his dear master so much. But Mekor thought... how could she love himself so much and not the child? "Her" own child?
- Mairon, this is so unfair.
- What?
- You had three orgasms and I only one.
The maia laughed loudly.
- In a woman body this is easier. This can be one of the advantages of being a woman... but you. Why were you "softer" today? Most times you are more "aggressive" in the sex...
- I was afraid of hurting the baby inside you.
The maia rolled his eyes in a boresome way.
- You don't want to hurt the baby but never cared about hurting me!
- Mairon, he is smaller and more fragile than you! Are you jealous of your own child?
- I am jealous of anyone who could have your love more than me.
- Is it the reason you don't want to be a mother? Jealousy? Mairon, he will be your son too! Besides, parental love is different. I will not stop loving you because of a child!
- Oh, I can be very illogical with this, but... I still cannot accept this child properly.
- I hope you can not only accept but love him soon.
Mairon sighed another time and then went to the bath with Melkor - and then sleep with him, in his warm and good embrace.
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On the other day, Mairon woke up in his lover's arms, and this was so delightful for him. So many ages had passed, and he loved the vala with even more love than before. When Melkor also woke up, they looked happily to each other and kissed in bliss - a very different beginning of the day than the last morning.
- My lord, I love you so much. I am so happy staying here with you. If I could, I would stay in his arms all day long...!
- But you can do this if you want, my darling. I am the only master you have, so if I let you be free for one day, you are free.
- And the duties...? The constructing of the fortress in Dorthonion...?
- Oh please. Just one day will not mess anything. Stay with me, my darling...
The maia was so tempted... it could be a so good idea, to stay with his beloved vala all day long...
- That is fine, I agree.
Both the ainur smiled and kissed again.
The rest of the day was filled with the maia taking care of his lord's hair and clothing - he liked so much doing this - too much talking about "those abhorred elves", walking around the vast and wide rooms and corridors of Angband and Mairon didn't resist giving too many orders to the lesser servants. He just wanted everything tidy. Completely.
In the end of the day, completely taken by that bliss, the vala told to his lover:
- My dear, I was thinking about something.
- What?
- You know, even the mortal and abject edain have marriage parties. I want one too!
- Y-you? With... me?
- Yes, my dear.
The maia became totally surprised. Oh, one more of his master's emotional decisions...
Melkor however took that as a rejection.
- Unless you don't want this.
- Of course I want! - Mairon's eyes shined and burned enthusiastically - I want this so much, this could be wonderful to tell everyone we are together... but... is not it too early? How could we organize everything?
- Mairon, you think so much in organization! It is simple, we have everyone here. I can send some heralds to inform the other servants and it is done! We don't need food in a party like this, we don't eat... well, the edain we have under our service eat, but fuck them...
- My lord... so do you want to show our union to all?
- Of course, my darling...!
The vala kissed his partner's lips and then said:
- And in this party I am going to tell everyone that you are pregnant of a child of mine!
Mairon had almost forgotten all the thing about being pregnant. The day had been so happy... but now he needed to not annoy his master with rejection or other similar feeling toward their baby.
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The party was done. It was more like a reunion and an announcement occasion than a party itself. Parties were not common in Angband. But when the dark vala took an idea, he would do it.
All the people reunited in the grand throne's room, Melkor sat there and took his precious maia in his arms, kissing and grasping his body with no worry about being in public. In one moment the vala stoop up and shouted to everyone:
- Silence! I want to speak!
Everyone silenced. Mairon also stood up but also remained quiet.
- Tonight we are celebrating my union with Mairon. Some of you remember the time he was commanding Angband in my absence.
The immortal ones present remembered. Melkor had too many maiar and other immortal minions among his servants and soldiers. But the edain of course didn't remember. It was a long time ago.
- He was at that time - and still is - the most lotal, the most dedicated ally I ever had. So, I think "she" - well, now he is as a "she" - deserves to be my spouse. We want to show our allegiance to everyone. In all aspects, he has been my ally - why not being my spouse too?
So he kissed his maia's mouth in front of everyone. All applaused. Everyone already knew Mairon and Melkor were lovers, and they didn'r expect that title of "spouse", but it was not strange to anyone that Melkor, in one very remote day in the past, wanted to marry two another ainur - Varda and Arien - and was terribly rejected and hated not only for them but almost for all the Arda; but if he could trust someone again, he could be capable of marrying. And no one - ever - was more trustful to him than Mairon.
After the kiss, the dark vala started speaking again.
- My minions! I have one more notice to give you. Some of you could notice Mairon is in his feminine form during a month or so. Well, it occurs because "she" is pregnant of a son of mine!
More applauses. Too many. Mairon covered his ears with his hands, for him that kind of noise was a mess, and he disliked mess so much.
- The birth is expected for eight months from now. I am going to be the first vala to have a born child!
More applauses. In this mess, Melkor was happy but Mairon not. He touched his lover's arm and then whispered in his year.
- Please, let me say some words to them.
- OK, my darling. Hey, everyone, SILENCE AGAIN! Mairon wants to talk to you.
All the room becam silent. So Mairon started:
- As our lord told us, I was one day the commander of Angband in his absence. Do you remember what was my policy at that time?
Some balrog, maia and immortal, raised his arm.
- You can tell everyone what it was - told Mairon.
The balrog answered:
- It was to work in complete silence and stealth.
- Exactly. And we rebuilt everything and now have all this kingdom again. Some at that time didn't believe Angband could be rebuilt, but I proved the contrary. Now we are together again, everyone. The realm of darkness is yet greater than before. But this was only possible because we acted not yelling to anyone we still had a secret work in the darkness awakening. And now we can act in SILENCE again. Toward the construction of Dorthonion, and toward this child too, the silence policy remains. If some enemy knows about this child, he or she will try to slay or kidnap the child only to ask for some compensation or even to cause emotional pain to me or the lord Melkor. The same toward me. People outside know I am his most trusted ally, but not his partner - and now spouse. Do NOT tell this to everyone, or the enemies can also take me as an "emotional" issue to annoy or bargain with our lord. Do not be show off! Was I clear?
Everyone in the room nodded. Melkor would like to show off his maia and his child, but the advice of Mairon was very reasonable, and he could recognize this.
So the party continued through the night and the vala just told everyone to continue it if they wanted, and then he went to his private room with his partner.
- Mairon. I am so happy tonight. It is only a pity we need to do everything in secrecy...
- This is our fate, my lord.
- I get so surprised you left your position in Valinor just to follow me. You were the admirable for everyone, and only because of me now you turned to be the abhorred...
- I don't mind. I keep on being the admirable for you, and this is what matters...
With a smile, the maia kissed his master's lips.
- But, my darling... I have decayed so much... I was beautiful and powerful, and now I am totally incarnated, with burned hands, lame and I don't have the same power I had... perhaps neither the half...
- I know, my darling... but for me you are as adorable as always.
Mairon kissed the vala again. And then Melkor noticed another great quality of his maia: he was not easy to love or even to have simpathy toward others, but when he could love, he loved with all his heart, soul and strenght. Longer and longer, as it has been his lover toward Melkor for millenia.
And with this happy thought, Melkor fell asleep thinking that if some day Mairon could love their child, he would love more sincerely than many "normal" mothers.
To be continued
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This is going to be nice! xD Sauron is getting more and more willing to accept the pregnancy.
The "admirable" and "abhorred" thing is because "Mairon", the original name of Sauron, meaned "the admirable", but when he went to Melkor's side he was called "Sauron" which meaned "the abhorred". But he didn't want to be called like this; in "The Two Towers" Aragorn says the name "Sauron" is prohibited to be told or even spelled in Mordor. And in some texts it is told Sauron remained calling himself "Tar Mairon", the admirable king, even after the downfall of Númenor (after the second age). For Mairon it was enough to be "the admirable" for Melkor, once the vala still called him in his ancient name in the fic - and probably in the legendarium, because Melkor called himself "Melkor" to Húrin and Sauron calls the vala "Melkor" to Ar Pharazon in Númenor, so I think they called themselves in these names - Mairon and Melkor - while in their own realms.
In the next chapters, the progress of the pregnancy.
Kisses to everyone!