A/N: ALRIGHT I'M BACK! I KNOW I TOOK LIKE A FUCKING ETERNITY AND I APPOLOGIZE! I HAD WRITER'S BLOCK AND I HAVE FREAKING EXAMS! D; I'M SORRY!

Readers: o-o...-shrug and scroll down to read the story-

A/N:...WELL AREN'T YOU PEOPLE SWEET! =3=! Well nvm that, ENJOY THE KUTAU-NESS!

Disclaimer: I do Not own Shugo chara, Or troublemaker by Hyuna and Hyunseung T_T

ENJOY!

xxx

Utau sighed as she stared out of the limo's window; it had been a month seen she had last seen any of the guardians, Him included. Utau's eyes had once again turned dull as she drove past a park with children carelessly playing around, pushing each other on the swings. Utau watched; envious of how carefree they were, they didn't have to worry about anything.

Life just wasn't fair.

Utau sighed once more, the children, along with the park fading away as the limo drove further and further away from it. Why couldn't she be like them? They were having a much better childhood than Utau's.

Utau resisted the urge to sigh once more, it was becoming a habit. What happened to her? This girl was not Utau; Utau was strong, never showing her weakness. However everything had went upside down the moment she had met that damned kid.

Fate must hate my guts, Was what her mind told her, Utau was never one to believe in silly things such as fate or karma but she couldn't help but want to blame something for what had happened.

Utau shivered at the memory, her father hadn't token it too lightly when he found out that Utau dared to disobey orders from Sanjo-san.

That fucking traitor! Utau's mind seemed to scream as she remembered how sweet Sanjo-san once was. Utau groaned, remembering how she had skipped out on the part of Kairi being a spy when she had talked to Kukai.

Utau didn't even know what to do anymore! Her life had practically lost all meaning with what had happened! Her father was an abusive idiot! Her brother- she didn't even know what to think about! And her mother was still in hospital with- Utau froze. With all the commotion she had forgotten all about her mother.

Utau never realised how lonely she must be. Trapped in a room all day and night, she wasn't allowed to leave the hospital either. Utau frowned, was her Mom as lonely as she was? Utau glanced at her watch.

6:00pm. Her mind stated. Visiting hours weren't over until eight!

Utau had never in her life felt so willed to speak with her mother, how long had it been? Months? With this thought in mind Utau immediately demanded the driver to take her to the hospital. She absolutely had to see her! It was obvious Ikuto hadn't stepped foot in that hospital to see her, and her father wouldn't unless it was important- which for him would probably be business issues.

Utau had used to visit her mother every week, to check on how she was and if her health had improved in any way. Utau frowned at how stupid she was, how could she of forgotten her own mother!

Sighing in annoyance Utau allowed herself to calm down. She was beginning to forget everything she had taught herself. Never to show emotion, whenever her mask seemed to crack something bad would always happen.

Xxx

Utau grimaced as she walked in down the corridor towards her mother's room; it had been so long since she had last walked through these halls, and even it if had only been a month. Truth be told Utau didn't really feel odd at a hospital, she had gone to them all the time as a child and the nurses would often throw her pitiful glances- Utau had always hated it. She absolutely did not need to be pitied.

Utau sighed as she faced the door of her mother's room. All she had to do was open the door and she would see her mother, since when did Utau become to desperate to see her fragile mother? She had long convinced herself that she wasn't needed! Utau was just fine on her own! It had always been like that yet here she was, standing in front of the damn door.

Shaking her head once more Utau faced the door with determination; she absolutely needed to see her mother and she would defiantly see her now!

...So why was she being a coward and standing behind the door? She hadn't visited her mother in around four months. Did she hate her? Well Utau would defiantly hold a grudge if she was stuck in some hospital and not have anyone visit her in four fucking months.

Finally gaining courage Utau knocked onto the door and opened it slowly, cautious. Utau blinked when she noticed her mother was fast asleep on the bed, well fudge. She had stood out there debating on whether to go in or not for nothing. Sighing Utau closed the door and placed the flowers she had bought hurriedly before she came into a vase on a coffee table.

Utau watched her mother sleep peacefully, she blonde hair spread all over the place, and the blanket seemed to have fallen off. Utau gave a small smile and walked over towards her bed, fixing the blanket so that it was properly spread over her, quickly kissing her mother's forehead Utau sat down and scribbled on a piece of paper, writing the usual 'Get better soon!' comment, along with an apology.

Finally, signing the note Utau got up and left the room, giving her mother one last glance as she did so before she left.

Xxx

Utau watched half heartedly at the video of herself and Ryu had been in. Everyone seemed to approve of the video. Utau watched as it began to load onto Youtube. Utau honestly felt like she was going to die of boredom, there was no doubt about it. She would die of boredom and have the whole world blame easter for it. Utau amused herself for a while with the thought before she once again returned to being bored.

Sighing Utau got up, leaving her laptop alone to continue uploading the video, Utau yawned and glanced at the clock. Usually she would be in school at this time but nooo. She had to drop out and go back to homeschooling! Couldn't she just become like a superhero with a secret identity so that she could still go to school?

Utau rolled her eyes, the thought of the old Disney show 'Hannah Montana' came to mind at the thought of having two identities. Utau snickered as she imagined the absurd idea of wearing a wig to go to school and being some pop sensation at night. Rolling her eyes at the idea Utau pulled her hair into a high bun, deciding to go out.

Utau smiled as she walked out, humming to herself as she did so, deciding to take a little break Utau went to Starbucks, ordering herself a caramel Frappe. Once she had gotten her beverage Utau began sucking on the straw as she walked around town.

Utau's freedom was short lived as soon she had gotten a text from Sanjo-san.

Utau,

Hinamori Amu and the rest of the guardians are still in school!

Now's your chance to grab the humpty lock, Kairi has informed me that the joker had seemed to forgotten her humpty lock at home! Grab it and while you're at it look for the embryo!

-Sanjo-san

Utau frowned at the request but did as she was instructed. Throwing away her now empty cup to the nearest trash can Utau turned to look at Il. Who nodded, and it wasn't long until Utau could feel the wings on her back, Character change.

Xxx

Utau smirked, this was way too easy; here she was, holding Up the humpty lock in Hinamori Amu's house. Utau took a quick glance towards the clock on her bedroom wall and cursed under her breath, school had just ended meaning she was probably on her way home right now.

Muttering every swear word she knew Utau dashed for the window, glancing behind to check if she had messed anything up in her room that would give her away. Utau smirked when she found nothing out of place.

Utau opened the window but froze as she did so. Aw fuck. Why did everything happen to her? Utau began mentally screaming curses as she saw Hinamori and the guardians walking. All to Amu's house! Fate hated her.

Utau scowled, closing the window and looking around for any other means of escape, Amu's parents were home so the front door was useless!

Don't panic! Don't panic! Don't panic!

"Mama! Papa! I'm home!" Utau heard from downstairs.

PANIC! PANIC! PANIC!

Utau's eyes immediately caught onto the closet, covering Il's mouth, not worrying about Dia since she was always mute, Utau ran and quickly hid inside. Grabbing her phone while inside, Utau turned it to silent in case fate decided to screw her life up even more than it already was.

"Amu-chi Your house is so nice!" Utau heard some preppy kid shout, what was her name? Yadda or something?

"Yaya, my house isn't that great!" another voice spoke, Yaya huh? Well she was close.

Utau mentally cursed as she heard the door open, turning her head Utau almost screamed on the top of her lungs.

Utau wasn't sure if she was hallucinating or going crazy. Utau stared bewildered at her brother who was sitting in the closet with her, looking bored as hell.

What the fu-

Ikuto turned to her and shrugged causing to wonder if he was here to molest Amu. Shrugging it off Utau help up the Humpty lock towards him causing Ikuto to stare at Utau like she had grew another head.

Shrugging Utau listened to whatever the hell they were talking about.

"So what are we supposed to do about Utau and Ikuto?" Amu asked,

"Well they're related right?" another voice spoke, the guy with long purple hair Utau assumed.

"Well duh, Ikuto's Utau's older brother." Kukai spoke.

Utau scowled, obviously he didn't listen to when she told him to stay away.

"But how are they related to easter?" Yadda- Yaya spoke.

Utau rolled her eyes, slightly relieved that Kukai hadn't said anything. Atleast he had some sense, she didn't want him blabbing about her past.

Tadase sighed. "Well I can answer that."

Well fuck.

"I should have told you all earlier."

Here comes the back story. Again,

"What is it Tadase-kun?" Amu asked

"Years ago, Utau, Ikuto and I used to be best friends."

Utau rolled her eyes once she heard Amu and Yaya gasp. This wasn't some fucking crime scene, was it really that hard to believe that they were once close?

"Anyway that was until, they decide to betray me."

Everyone gasped, Utau's mouth dropped open. The fuck! Who did she betray! Almost on instinct Utau turned to face Ikuto mouthing 'Did you do it?' Ikuto blinked and shook his them mouthed it back causing Utau to stare at him like he had grew another head. 'Of course not you idiot!' Utau mouthed.

"What did they do?" Rima asked? Utau wasn't sure.

"Well when we were all kids Utau and Ikuto's father had run away so the two stayed at my house because their mother was stuck in hospital for some reason."

Utau frowned, annoyed that he had decided to yap about her past without any permission.

"Anyway one day Ikuto had stolen the humpty key from my grandmother, later him and Tsukasa left with Ikuto and Utau's father's violin."

Utau blinked, she remembered having her brother and Tsukasa leave for around a week but nothing about the humpty key. Utau turned to face her brother with a questioning look.

"Anyway Utau was left with me, her mother got remarried though to the director of easter."

Everyone gasped. Again. Seriously, they acted like herself and her brother had committed murder or something.

"Ikuto still had yet to return and Utau and I were thirteen, Utau kept going to easter for an unknown reason, it must of been bad though-"

"She was modelling." Kukai interrupted raising an eyebrow at Tadase causing everyone to look at him questioning.

"She told me she used to model for them when she was young," he said, shrugging.

Utau smirked, mentally thanking him.

"She was?" Tadase spoke, confused.

"Yeah, she was." He replied.

Utau nodded in approval,

"How did they betray you Tadase-kun?" Amu asked.

"Last year when we were fourteen, I had this crush on this girl, before the guardians came along. We were best friends! But Ikuto also liked the girl! I told Ikuto and Utau, Utau tells me to go for it and ask her out, by the time I gather up my courage to ask her- Ikuto's already dating her. He even steals my Grandmother's treasure. He took the humpty key, he fucking stole it!"

Utau was sure that her jaw dropped onto the floor, what the fudge cakes was he blabbering about! Did Tadase have a concussion of some sort? Ikuto didn't steal some damn key! Yes she vaguely remembered Tadase's first love, but Ikuto had a crush on her at the time! She didn't know that Ikuto liked her!

The room fell silent.

"Then what did Utau do?" Kukai spoke up.

Utau nodded, what the fuck did she do!

"Utau...she-"

Xxx

A/N: MUAHAHAHAHAHA! I DIDN'T FINISH THE SENTENCE! THEREFORE I AM BEING EVIL. BEHOLD ME IN MY EVIL GLORY! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA- anyway thanks for reading 8'D! R N R!