A/N: IT'S ALMOST BEEN A YEAR! OH MY GOD I AM SO SORRY!
I don't even know if I have a legible excuse, seriously. I've been busy buy…eh. ANYWAY I'M BACK WITH CHAPTER 16
Disclaimer: I don't own Shugo Chara
Me: I'm in such a Kutau mood omg. You don't even understand, anyway Enjoy!
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(Because, you're the reason why I smile,
It's been a while,
since every day and everything has felt this right)
A blonde hesitantly placed the phone next to her ear, there was silence on the other end but Utau was positive that the other teen was still there, seeing as he was taking a decade to answer Utau decided to speak again.
"Kukai?" she asked softly, somehow Utau had managed to grab her pillow and bring it towards her, in an attempt to calm her racing heart, the blonde hugged it as she waiting sitting cross legged on her bed.
"...Utau" the blonde heard him whisper almost in disbelief as to why she had answered. The blonde's eyes lit up slightly hearing his voice, for some reason the idol felt relief from it.
"Hi," she allowed a small smile, in spite of the situation.
There was a lengthy pause "Hey"
Utau rolled onto her back "It's been a while huh?"
"...Since we've actually talked? Then, yeah; it has,"
The blonde rolled her eyes, glancing towards the clock "So-"Utau blinked, her ears picking up a noise.
"Holy shit-"she whispered
"What's wrong?"
"Kukai- I'm home alone."
"And?"
"I hear something outside my window."
"..."
Utau gawked towards her window, eyes wide and alert. Slowly, the blonde decided on getting up and tip toeing towards her closet. "Souma- I swear to God there is a fucking thief outside." She half whispered- half screamed into the phone as she hid inside her closet.
"Uh...Utau-"
"SHHH! I don't want the bastard to think I'm home!"
"But Utau-"
"Oh my God, this cannot be happening. I must have been stalked by some pervert!" Utau muttered to herself, forgetting that she was actually on a phone.
"Utau!"
"WHAT? SOUMA KUKAI CAN YOU NOT READ THE ATMOSPHERE?! CAN'T YOU TELL THAT I AM IN A LIFE THREATENING SITUATION HERE?" Utau practically screamed into the phone, trying to get her point across.
Silence
Oh God, maybe I shouldn't have yelled at him-
"Yeah but, I'm the one who's outside your window"
"...What"
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Utau could feel her eye twitch as the two sat on her couch, her television playing some long forgotten program.
Kukai cleared his throat about to speak but was interrupted by the doorbell
Utau's face visibly lit up "The pizza's here!" she went ahead and opened the door causing the other teen to fall flat on his face comically.
Giving the pizza boy his money Utau then took her food into the living room. "You know, If you gave me a heads up that you were coming, I would've ordered more" she rolled her eyes before sitting down onto the couch once again.
Kukai shrugged his shoulders looking in the opposite direction and Utau inwardly winced.
Shit. Was he mad?
Utau placed two slices on one plate each and handed him a plate before leaning back with her own plate in hand, glancing at him every so often.
He wasn't eating
…..okay he was mad
The heavy atmosphere was back
Fucking peachy.
"….Aren't you hungry?" she asked after what seemed like hours
The teen besides her sighed, turning around to face her and it was then she could clearly see his face. Violet eyes went wide as she gently grabbed the side of his face to examine him, her food left forgotten. Dark circles rimmed under his eyes, his once energetic green eyes were half lidded and drained. He was terrifyingly pale compared to his usual tanned self and it was then Utau noticed just how stressed and tired he really was.
"Oh my God" she muttered, frowning "Did I cause this?" Oh dear lord no
Utau brought both her hands up to her head and pulled at her blonde hair "I'm a monster" she whispered before she whirled around to face him "You look exhausted, dear God are you eating? At least tell me you're eating. Holy fuck- You should be sleeping, you look like you're going to pass out any minute"
The teen besides her rolled his eyes "I'm fine" he waved her off, fighting back a yawn and taking a bite out of a slice of pizza
"Fine my ass" she muttered, tugging at her hair. Well, he was eating, that was a good sign. Maybe he stopped trusting her. That would explain the lack of responses she was getting.
Oh for the love of-! She was supposed to be the one who had trust issues and the one who was un-social! This wasn't how things were supposed to be!
It was probably karma again, coming back to bite her in the ass. This was all her fault damn it! She was tugging the strands of her hair harder now.
Fucking hell! If only he had her actual phone number! She would've replied and he wouldn't be so…un-Kukai! Why did Sanjou-san have her phone? She felt like she wanted to bash her skull against a wall or something!
It was then when warm hands took a hold of her own, bringing them away from the crown of her head "You're going to make yourself bald" he said bluntly.
It was then Utau noticed how monotone he sounded now. Kukai didn't do monotone.
It was official
She was now fucking terrified.
Amethyst eyes went wide and she spring out of the couch. Utau ran out of the living room, covering her mouth as she rushed into the bathroom and fell onto her knees, gagging as she let whatever she had eaten down the toilet.
Her eyes instantly watered "Amu was right" she bought her palm up to her forehead "I'm a terrible person"
The feeling of throwing up hadn't left and Utau could already feel the unpleasant feeling of it coming up her throat.
She then felt her hair being pulled back as she continue to spew out whatever the hell was exiting her mouth. She didn't have to be a genius to figure out who was behind her, Kukai one hand to rub her back while he held her hair back.
After finally pulling herself together and making sure to flush the toilet and wash her hands and mouth Utau turned to face him.
"I'm sorry"
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A/N: I SERIOUSLY AM SO SORRY I UPDATED AFTER SO LONG. UGH. I SUCK
I really want to finish this story .3. Since it's been up for ages so I'll try to update sooner next time!
R AND R