Hey I'm here with a new chapter Yah for me(And you guys of course)! And before I forget again like I always do...I want to give a special thanks to...DinoRhino hahah thanks for being my first reviewer on this story and I want to thank anyone who reads this and who are reading this chapter now so...Thanks...On with the story please... And yes this story will be in POV's if you were asking... Which I bet you weren't anyways
BTW:I don't own Disney or Dream Works but, if I did I would made a hell of a movie I'm sure of that no , I'm not 'sure of that',I KNOW that
Life of freaking Princesses isn't a fucking fairy tale there no such thing as happy ending or a handsome prince who will save you from your everlasting pain...No there isn't...at least not my life...I have a fate that needs to put out into action...Fate huh! -Elsa Fitzherbert of Arendelle and Corona-age thirteen
Eugene's POV
It's been weeks since we heard the news ,Rapunzel felt pity her uncle and aunt but, She didn't know them that well to feel deep pain for them like she did when she discover her parents die for age...At least they die happy...Right? But that has been four years ago, she over that, but .. THIS! This came today knowing that her last family contact were dead trying to come to her home place and NOW to make matters worse it's been over two years since we were marry and yes...We're trying to have child we try many times I'm not complaining in fact I enjoy the moments we try still...There's one problem ... we can't ...Rapunzel can't bear a child... And she has been beating herself up because that...
I can't do a thing about it
I her husband can't return her smile which stray her beautiful face
I can't bring it back no matter how hard I try no matter
I feel useless, pathetic, why I can't I help? Why do I have to be so useless? Why? Why me? Why her?Why she must suffer...? Why it cannot be me (A/N: Hey I going make something clear ,whenever we out of any POV it's the narrator's POV I just want to make that clear okay..? Thank you now that's clear back on to the story)
Out of Eugene's POV
Let's see it's kind of the same case, like with the queen...The late queen and Eugene feeling pathetic useless no matter what they do it wouldn't make a change to the situation that meant for them that they could do nothing .Nothing let us take this word and see what does it means...It means in this situation being incapable of doing anything for the better. To make this better, they can lift the world. Save a thousand of dying kids but, it won't make any change... Because of this the late queen had loosen hope... Hope
This is a dangerous this 'losing hope' It can take lives, break families, and so on so on...But don't worry dear reader he hasn't lose hope...Yet
Eugene was walking around the castle thinking and hoping what to do ...What can he do? Nothing worse that's for sure...Or can he make the things worse? Bringing his hand running down on his hair he smirks as an idea form into his head... A good I'm not sure but, it might be enough to take Rapunzel out their room where she been living for the past days more like dying slowly in there , burning slowly in her own hell
Back to Eugene's POV
But I have a plan...I just hope it's works my plan is pretty simple but, yet it could lift her hope which is dangerously low too...Low for my liking well...The plan is to bring to the first place I fell in love with her...The lake it brings so many memories to my head to much...The days were she was happy was...I wish she could smile now even if was just a tiny grin ...I remember how I propose to her...
Flash back starts
I saw her right there under the evening dawn light making her look as a fallen angel ,an angel that has fallen into my arms and I still can't believe that she fell into my arms...I mean how can a girl like her fall for a guy like me? I mean take away the deviously handsome looks and my charm who was I? A crook ,a thief , someone who doesn't deserve a girl like her and I still had the nerve for this? I love her too much to let her out my arms... To let her go
"Hey princess!" I call out to the girl or more well...Young woman her eyes light up to see me...Making her more than an angel maybe well what's more beautiful than an angel? My heart thump out to see her smile and I knew the answer what more beautiful than a angel? This beautiful woman in front of myself...Rapunzel is more beautiful than anything...
"Yes Eugene?" her soft voice rasp against my ears bringing to blush but, thankfully the night's clam dark blue hopefully hidden my ever-so-rare blushing...I look around the place and then it came to me...How and where to propose to her
"Can you meet me at the docks?" I said so nervously 'so not me' she quirk an eyebrow as if in confusion of what happening...
"Okay...At what time?" She said so quickly that I had to let a chuckle she blush and wal- well more like ran to me cupping my cheek making more nervous
"Um..,how about in a hour?" I ask playing with my hands not trying to have eye contact with my beloved girlfriend and hopefully new bride I mean how times she refused but, as stubborn like was I hadn't given up on her and I know I will never let her out of my arms otherwise from the fact that she has around her little fingers...
Out of Eugene's POV
Oh the young love! Beautiful right? The big great ego of the husband to be but, how is this going to end? Will they ever get married...They both share the same feelings what's keeping Rapunzel from saying yes? Well to answer that we'll have to enter the mind of Rapunzel to see the problem that's holding her long-waited yes...So there must a dark secret... Let's enter shall we not?
Rapunzel's POV
I wonder what's Eugene got prepare for me...I hope it's not a other marriage proposes he giving I mean...I do love him but, every time he declares his ever long love for me...It comes back to me... Her ..
Mother Gothel
My mother...Her words stuck on to me like a scar left by her to hurt me every day
Her everlasting words I remember them fresh in my mind..
'Rapunzel how you ever be love with someone like you?' she told me that every day that I learn to accepted it until it seem normal to her and me but that's not all...
'Rapunzel my beautiful flower...However can you land a man?' I got use to her words because she was supposedly my mother and...Mothers they want the best for you right? Because they ARE mothers I use to disagree silently with but, now I'm not sure does he really love me? Or he only cares for the crown which I behold? I want to feel love for me how can I be sure that he loves me?...I sigh walk down the kingdom my kingdom to be... Walking in the streets no, More like running the streets waving my hands at all the people I meet...Then I saw it what surprise me...I saw a young woman probably my age with big green eyes like mine and long straight black hair whit a short height wearing a messy green dress. She was getting rob the other person with a knife by her back she was in danger...just before I can do something a man came over hit the robber by the waist push the girl into safely while he face the other guy avoiding the knife which the other try to plug at him. The whole street was quiet and watches in awe as they fight finally someone react and help the poor guy. Lifting the crook and taking to trail and lifting the person who help the girl and the girl ran to the person yelling at him.
"Andrew! You did that for me?" she sob on his shoulder while he try to clam the mystery girl down well...just for I think I never seen her before well that kind of Mother Gothel's fault she never let me out of curse tower anyways I shook that thought anyway and focus on pair and their 'drama' that happening before me I look at 'Andrew' His short curly brown shoving in his eyes which were a light gray he smiles at the girl with a love sick glare lost in his eyes.. Like Eugene
He was truly in love .. Does she knows that? Does she know that's she lucky?
"You know Maria I'll risk anything for you...ANYTHING" then she looks to him at his light stormy-like grey eyes cupping his check and smiles sweetly "because I love you" everyone now cry aw including me but, nothing would of prepare us for this...
"I'm not ready.." She whisper low but, it was loud enough for me to hear his face fell as the girl slowly put her hands around her back walking slowly back as the guy look torn like his heart broken in two.
"Say what again?" He asks louder the second maybe in desperation like hoping she hadn't said those words pretending that nothing ever happen. Pretending those harmful words didn't touch his ears and didn't break his heart completely
And leaving a scar in his heart which no matter how much time can repair
"I'm NOT ready" she turns and face the man ,saying the words that tear his heart apart louder and with more bravely "And I DON'T LOVE YOU..." the man look torn but, with no way of being repair "And I want you to leave me ALONE not that I don't appreciate what you done for me I,.. Just can't" Then she ran away leaving the man on his own...Why can't the girl love him back why must she say no? Why? Doesn't she see that he loves her...Oh wait..isn't this like me?
I always left him crying inside
I didn't gave all my trust when he gave me all his
I breaking his heart and he just stands there
I'm insecure of everything
Then why is he still here? Why doesn't he leave me?
Why does he still love me?...
Then I realize it
HE LOVES ME , but why?... stop it! I scold myself he loves you. He one of the few persons who loves you and will NEVER ever let go of you...Why should let him go?
No I won't
and I can't I won't give up on the one thing that everyone wants and I have
True Love...
and I won't give up on him
Out of Rapunzel's POV
Love..the need of love in her life is what she desperately need...and fear the word that I hate because of the inhumane things we do for it...Love but it's something that always will need...because lets face the truth we are all crying out for love even as little new born's what's the first thing we do? Cry out for a touch for something to clams us down from the cruel and soulless world we cry for a mother touch...We cry for love but, the question do we deserve it? We as selfish inhumane people deserve it? The answer is quite simple no. We don't deserve but, yet we fight for it...Why do we? Maybe it's because were human and we crave for the forbidden...Why do we? I know this will never answer it's in our nature
Our human nature that we all have even deep down in our souls.
Even you
Eugene's POV
I wonder how Rapunzel doing now I hope she thinking about me like I'm thinking about her now well...She kind of all I think about...No matter how hard I try she stuck in mind and play on repeat all day long ( A/N:To all the people reading I'm going try and mix a song with this okay? Like I did on my last fanfic which I'm still doing the last chapter with the songs lyrics will be in bold and I going use some of the song not ALL of the song) like a song I guess it won't get out
I'm driving
I'm headed out to the show
You know I got my tickets
Center stage sitting in the front row
The music playing so loud
I can barely hear a thing
Still hear it when I get home
I hear her voice in my head all day long , Everyday her voice is still there
Cause its silence but I still hear this ringing in my ear
And this is what it all feels like me
Ever since the day she decided to leave
Its playing in my head like a movie
She left me well she didn't but she left my dreams to live with her. To live my life with her
It feels like she here but she not
She stuck in my head
She stuck in my head
She stuck in my head like she trap in my thoughts
And then you try and tell yourself to stop
But she all in your head
She all in your head
why does she do this to me?
In your head until your eyes is closed
I wish I could turn my mind off
She all in my head
She all in my head
And maybe I can get over her then a image of Rapunzel went into my mind her flashing smile which I melted for
I fell for her and bad..
Out at sea for seven days
I got so used to it
That now that I'm back on land
I still feel like I'm swaying
Its making me sick to my head
I'm feeling dizzy wondering if you miss me (yes)
I miss you already I think as I put flowers on the boat this got to perfect for her not got to...Has to it's for her my angel my everything like a curse for me... she has this spell on me
This is how I feel without you
And this is what it all feels like to me
Ever since the day she decided to leave
She left our dreams well...My dreams how will I be sure she won't leave this one?... No I think she can't will she can I thought as I made sure nobody was going to be here at midnight today will be full moon so everything is perfect at least for tonight...
It feels like she here but she not
She stuck in my head
She stuck in my head
And then you try and tell yourself to stop
But she all in your head
She all in your head
I try to get her out my head but, again why do I even try? I sigh and took one look at the scene before me the beautiful water spilling out, everything is good I looking for perfection neither good nor great ...The a thought of doubt went into my mind what if she say no again? What if I end up alone? Is she going to break my heart?
I don't know what it is
And I don't know how to get you outta here
But I know I cant get you off of my mind right now
After all we been thru
I smile and think the wild adventure we have to meet. How many ways she done to change me, and still will because that is what she does she changes or just brings out the best of people. She brought out the best of me.
And
All you put me thru
It's like just something
Something inside me
Wont let me let you go
This is what it feels like
How does it feel like ...
It feels like she here but she not
She stuck in my head
She stuck in replay she stuck in my head stuck in my head
She stuck in my head
And then you try and tell yourself to stop
But she all in your head
She all in your head
She all I hear all I see
All that I love ,all I can ever feel around me, every time I close my eyes I see her with big light green eyes ,short and uneven brown chocolate mousse curly hair. Her smile which can lighten the saddest soul , her happiness , her hope and her everything about her. The way she made me smile and melt for her. Again how does she do that?
In your head until your eyes is closed
I wish I could turn my mind off
She all in my head
She all in my head
She stuck in my head
She always been there and she will always be there no matter how hard I will try to get her out
If somebody else out there
If anyone out there?
Going thru this lemme know
That I'm not alone
I smile and start to think about her, her smile and how she always has even thorough she doesn't want me... And that doesn't matter because I will always want her
Out of Eugene's POV
Having doubts on this this Eugene? You shouldn't have any but, let's be reasonable for a moment what happen if you someone you really love besides you next to you,in your hands in your reach but, yet so far from your grasp away from you leaving you and your heart will be broken. Torn in two but, again you have the nerve to ask the person again... Eugene what would he do? Now that the doubt is pestering his mind bother him and trying to change his mind...Will that happen?
Rapunzel where was she now? Well let's see they're both having doubts about this
Rapunzel's POV
I love him and I hope there's still time... Time to fix the errors that I made over time
Eugene's POV
I- I love her and this time she will say yes I know she will say yes she has to right I mean the fifth time is the winner right? It has to be
Out of Eugene's POV
I get it, I get it they are in love but will they ever say and hear the yes? And what going to happen after if a no comes because it could come...Out of fear yes fear it does many thing many painful thing though the heart and the bone. Fear is something we can't avoid no matter how hard we try. Fear is something that is most develop in this story but, dear reader time will tell you of that later for now we will have to see the strength and their the faith in love that Rapunzel and Eugene have put this love story we will have to see because that's why your here to watch right? Because we can't interfere we're specters here to watch. That all we can do...Watch
Midnight ...Rapunzel's POV
I came to place where Eugene told me and I was surprise or blow away with the sight the moonlight hitting the lake giving it an angelic look and the wooden boat decorated with flowers I think a tear went out of my eyes because this was the place where I fell in love with him where it all happen , my heart beats faster then I hear his voice
"Rapunzel.." he says smoothly his voice music to my ears... When my eyes met his I felt a warm fuzzy feeling that fills all of me. Was this love?...This warm fuzzy feeling is that what you call love? Surely it can't be that love right? One more I look at him my heart melted and my legs were wobbling "May I have the honor to join you on this boat ride tonight" I giggled in the way he said it was lame but...Cute seeing my actions I cover my mouth at this he smirks at this I giggled and answer him
"You may have the honor of joining of this boat ride" I giggled at this as he help me in "What a gentleman I made out of you" He smiles and clear a strike of my hair out my face making me blush thankfully the moonlight hid it...Once when were in the middle of the lake he stroke my check and a blush up again what's wrong with me? I blush too much
"You know Rapunzel" he said as we were looking at the starts which made me feel love
"Yes?" I turn to him to keep my attention on him just for himself
"You have change my world I mean if wasn't for you I would of been in prison or worst...Only God knows what would have been of me.." I nodded because it was I change him but, not completely I didn't change him that way God knows I would of kill myself if that happen but, I did change his bad parts for the best because I love him and when you love someone you do the impossible. "And I never had the chance to thank you for being there for me.. For giving me the best chance to live...Thanks" a blush came to my face "Rapunzel.." He said softy grabbing my hands. "What's Love for you?"
I was surprise that he ask this "Well...It's giving the best of you to a person you care about not because he or she ask it's because you want to give the best to that person to make them happy" I told him sighing as I did that I wonder if he ever thought that about me or if he could love me even though I'm weird. I'm the girl who was lock up in a tower for eighteen years and I'm probably socially weird "Why?"
"I just want to know what you think about the topic..." I wonder why
"Oh" well this can't get better "Well, since we're talking about this, what do you think about love? Eugene?" He look surprise and softly smile at me with kindness his chocolate color eyes showing truth and a hint of love or a long distant look in his eyes I really hope it's love and not a long distant wish
"Well..My princess" He mocks me as he looks at the stars looking for an answer for my question taking his time making me more nervous "Love that is a simple word but, what is it? Or do we have it" My hearts stops as he said that and literary skips a beat "Love is base in giving your all and willing to give more to that person just to see them smile..." He stops at while looking at my eyes searching into the deep green of my eyes. "Or is it will to live your life and share with that person just having the bravely to share something that yours to someone you don't know but, you're willing to learn about?" I look at him taking deeply his words which were striking hard and fast aiming at my heart "Is it having the strength to give yourself to that person your whole self?.." He asks me "Do we have within us?" He looks at me breaking my heart as he takes my hand ,a tear running down my face he frowns but, he keeps talking to me "I don't know but, I know that I want to prove that I do have love Rapunzel" he said as he went down on one knee ,I gasp and cover my mouth with my hand this is happening ..It's happening "You have change into someone I thought I can never be...Rapunzel of Corona may you give me the honor to call yourself Rapunzel Fitherbert of Corona?" He said nervously while looking at me I couldn't respond
Should I? He frowns as it me a while to answer
I love him and that enough for me and that should and will be enough for Corona
I smile "You are looking at the future Rapunzel Fitherbert of Corona" I grin and kiss him passionately under the moonlight while I heard the birds singing but, I didn't care I only saw him it was only me and him the way it should be... Him and me ...
It will be always like this always...
After we finish kissing he smile and started to sing which surprise me Eugene never sings he doesn't like it he won't do it unless it was absolutely necessary or I had to beg him for it
"What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out" I giggled at that part as he sang it shoot me a puppy glare begging me to shut up for a while so he can sing as I slowly fell in the wonderful tune of his voice drowning in melodically voice of his
"You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright" I smile as the boat hit the ground he offer me a hand and we got out. Then he twirls me around surprising me again wow he can he surprise me! Even all we had been through he loves me... Yes he love me
"My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind" I join in the song making him smile then he open his mouth to sing again while dancing
"'Cause all of me
Loves all of you" He said as I blush hard thankfully the moonlight block that ,hopefully he didn't notice that
"Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you" here where I join in again making us dance faster
"You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh" we smile and laugh letting the moment take over and maybe we let take over are lives
Eugene's POV
She said yes to me... She said YES to ME!...
That surprises me but, she had to fall for my charms now right? And now we were singing I can't get how this girl can make do these things but, I'll admit it was cute to see her surprise face
"How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too" I remember when she shed her fist tear in front of me to save me life she is beautiful even when she cries ...I saw her try to hide a blush which I stop she shouldn't being hiding anything "Why hide a beautiful face?" I ask her causing her to blush harder I grin I always have this effect on her then she laughs and started to sing soaking the moment I heard her angelic voice
"The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you" I smile because it was true all of it was true I love that the way she would glare at me after I did something wrong but, she could never stay angry at me. I love the way her nose would flare up whenever she was annoy , I have fallen for her and hard I love that feeling this I sang whatever came to mind
"My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind" I sang the last note
"'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh" We stop singing everything was perfect and it always be that way right?
I never so wrong in my life
Out of Eugene's POV
Love...will it last? We will know that whit time that's what we need and don't get
Time... That's what we need right without it we're nothing think when is the last time you did something that doesn't involve time?
Learning requires time.
Horror are everlasting moments.
Happiness is the best way to spend time.
Love is the only way you forget time.
See? It all involves time no way it doesn't involve time. Or maybe something's are capable of being stuck in time
Flashback Ends
Eugene's POV
I remember it like yesterday but, that won't solve my problems now no it won't ... I look at my beloved wife who was staring at the clouds her eye like a long distant memory longing to get out of here longing for something else which I can't bring to the girl. That...That is tearing my heart apart leaving to nothing
I'm useless
"Rapunzel" I call out to her as if loud sounds can tear her apart she turns her eyes puffy red dark circles under her green big eyes the nose bright red she look pale for she hadn't sleep these past three days regardless... She looks beautiful to me but, I don't want to see her this way...No one should see her like this way...Weak , tried because she was always happy and outgoing now..Well it was plain depressing
"Yes?"She whispers like her soul had been taken from her only her with this mortal body.. Her own hell hole
"You need to sleep" I whisper but, she didn't hear me I give her a sad smile "Can you come with me now?" Her eyes gave me a small sorry trying to say sorry for all her sadness what she can't say in words she says it in actions her green eyes staring into mine's sending me a sad feeling regret, pain horror and mostly anger... And I see something else which I hope that I image... Fear I saw fear maybe it was fear for not being able of bringing a child into the world..Maybe it's something else...She wipes away her tears which were running down her rosy cheeks and gave me a force smile and she try to be happy she practically almost force herself to do that.. The Keyword here is Almost, it's like she doesn't want to be happy anymore thinking that she doesn't deserve what everyone else haves
Happiness such a queer word isn't it?
What do you guys think?
Out of Eugene's POV
He is right like you may ask yourself what is happiness? It's almost explainable like the word love ...almost Let's see what it is ,and that dear reader I swear to you that I'll do my best to explain that even thought my lack of experience on this term... I don't know really how to put this word on maybe I'll start like this
Happiness is mostly base on memories if I must say this is based on the lifestyle of your own life.. Which I must ask ...How was your childhood? Was a horrible one like mine was...? Oops too much information ...Well happiness is based on that the dearest moments you have with your love ones the moment you cherish because you will never know that might be your last one with them...Answer me this what is happiness? For you what is it? Happiness such a queer word for the world maybe it's that feeling of everlasting goodness you get when you share something with someone you love...Or not , but I assure you dear reader there is something out there that brings you this good feeling. That good feeling is happiness small but, in its own way it satisfies you holding the power of bringing that smile into your face. This feeling could reported in many way you may find in a season, a time ,a person, a book, an adventure , or simply something new but, there is something out there that can ALWAYS make you smile. Either it's power or wealth, popularity or love... But it's gives the smile on you face that things has power over you , and for Eugene that thing more like that person was Rapunzel...
"I'm not sure Eugene" Rapunzel said while twirling her hair, she wasn't sure if she was ready to go out to the world,is she? I don't know I'm not Rapunzel nor will ever want to be for I know what she will do in the future ..Because I know it , I know it all...But don't worry dear readers with the time you will know ,that's what we need time.
Right? But Eugene didn't want that he wanted his wife to be happy he wanted her to smile because when she happy he's happy
Isn't that how it always work... Making the person that person you happy then you will be happy right?...
"No you're coming". Eugene said to the new queen which turn in surprise never had her wonderful and perfect husband made do a thing that she didn't want to do in fact he did things that he didn't want to do for her. To keep her happy
" No?" She ask her husband with a new tone that he didn't heard before ever in his life it scare him by he took it in, for he didn't know the pain she had in her heart incapable of bringing a heir to the throne of bring a child... Incapable do any of you know what that feels. Being there excepted to do something but,you're incapable to do so? Of being incapable of doing what they have requested upon you?
"Please come out" He plead with his eyes leaving nothing to Rapunzel but said yes ... Because she loves him and that's how loves works right? It works that way "I need you" he almost whisper the last part bringing Rapunzel to see the reality of how much he needed her to smile to be happy to be her again he was her freedom, her love, her everything... She needed him ,looking at his eyes ,green on light brown.
"Yes...Yes I will come out" she answer leading Eugene to bring a bright smile making her feel light in pitch darkness of her soul bringing out to the light even it was dim... Then he grab her and lifted her up into his arms bride style .. She was smiling victory roar in Eugene's mind but he had to do the next thing... Until Eugene cover her eyes with a blindfold ,she frown a bit as he carry her over the castle's walls she had agree to come out but, she didn't come agree to blindfolded but, she doing this for him...Because he love him isn't that how it always work? Because it was her turn to make him happy. That's how love works right? Doing something you dislike for someone you love? Isn't that's how loves works? Making sacrifices for people you care about
I find stupid doing things we don't want for the sake of others but, then again if that didn't God wouldn't care enough to come save us, or ours dear mothers wouldn't keep us under their tender love which show each and every day our short live lives...
"Eugene?" Rapunzel softly said while she didn't see a thing but only heard the deep breaths of her beloved husband
"Yes sunshine?" Ironic right? Sunshine... I mean of her magical hair with the power of the sun... Eh? Well that's the last lame attempt to lighten the mood
"Where your taking me?" She ask him while he was itching inside to tell her but,it would of ruin the surprise he work so hard for... he had work hard for her now he can proudly show this to her , he wanting to see her face lighting up when he show her... Now what we need to know what he had prepare for her.
Is something she will care for? Or not? I do not know or need to know now but, I'm sure you guys need to know or rather want or demanding so since I take no interest on this topic I rather more suitable and convenient for you and I that we see what Eugene is thinking about this... Shall we?
Eugene's POV
She been asking me question since I carry her over the pond I gently put her down in the grass the sunlight lighten her up short brown locks of her hair, I uncover her eyes letting her take in where she was I enjoy watching her eyes widen , her beautiful big green eyes open in surprise she gasp a bit when noticing where are we standing a mossy green little patch of grass next to a small pond
"You remember" she said softly showing a true smile her soft small pink lips curving up at me my heart melts at her beaming face..
I remember...? Is she seriously asking that? After all I been through to just get to her ,to reach the unreachable and taste the desirable ... So do I remember? ... Yes , yes I do
"Yes I did" I whisper back at her touching her cheek that was now flushing pink "You look beautiful this way ... Don't change it" She blushes slightly and sticks out her tongue acting like a little child , and I love her like that
"Come on Eugene" She said while looking at the lake "I want to swim" She said all suddenly with a childish voice 'It's scares me a bit how quickly change her attitude' then she gives me a warm and honest smile , mischief in her eyes quickly telling me that she wants to get in trouble and when 'she wants something she gets IT...' I smile at her seeing her smile for real in weeks actually showing her true self in weeks or maybe like years .. It's been years since she acted like this..
Out of Eugene's POV
What he mean when 'It's been years since she acted like this'? What did he mean?
Dear reader, this is quite easy to explain actually lest see where it all started um.. Oh that's right Four years ago when Rapunzel's parents died... You see dear reader it wasn't a death of old age rather an old tale that's starts with revenge , the murder wanted, Rapunzel to suffer and that person knew how to do that. Yes, dear reader I know who it is and what he or she did but, this will be reveal with time, or you guys took my hint when I was starting this tragic tale... And no I won't tell you I'm mean where the fun in that?... When Rapunzel's parents died the new found princess who knew nothing about monarchy was taking over the throne was now feeling the weight of royalty. She was careless, free and clueless and she was Corona's new queen surely she will need help right? Yes and she needed lots and LOTS of it for one year she been trained to be.. Well let me see what way I'll put it um.. oh this is right ... Emotionless she learn how to not keep her heart at her shelve maybe this why she denied Eugene's proposals so many times before. She also learn how to be heartless and what's best for her kingdom meanwhile she was learning her uncle was taking care of the her KINGDOM but, even though he was taking care of the kingdom or Corona she didn't even got the chance to see her uncle because either she was caught in her everyday lessons or he was simply to busy to see the young gal. Reasonable for searching for a cure for his dying wife and taking care of two kingdoms all doing that at in his home country not taking notice of Rapunzel not because he was heartless well maybe he was cause he was shifted to be that way... Well because things were pouring into his mind consuming him also the guilt of not telling his beloved wife of how he find the cure ... and what he had risk. During that first year she had learn that her true nature wasn't approve by the Corona's court and if she wanted to honor her parents , she have to do it right or the kingdom will be handed to other person who was approve by Corona's Royal court so she had learn to suppress her nature making her feel empty inside... Maybe that was right she was empty inside the keyword here is WAS..I had to say if wasn't for Pascal or Eugene she would gone so deep that she wouldn't be remember as Rapunzel the kind soul rather she'll be a plain face wondering around the world.. That's was year one a hard one if you ask me.
In year two the Corona's Royal court,they had decided that she was ready for the crown that when her true nature was slowly disappearing if wasn't for the crazy things that Eugene did to bring the true self back to tell her keep fighting like saying to her 'You can be yourself and Queen at the same time' or 'Don't let them change you' things like that made her happy and glad it was constant reminder of who she was and who she didn't wanted to be.
In year three she was queen and her self but, she wanted to focus on that only and Eugene made that hard there, where she and he took days the ask themselves the same old question 'Where dose our relationship stands?' Rapunzel was sure it going great and it was handing on but, Eugene on the other hand was having doubts asking himself 'Does she even love me?' or 'Why do I even do this?' which is normal for someone who has been constantly rejected year after year... So in a way it's acceptable for someone like him he who usually more comfortable when answer and reassure quickly ,luckily for Rapunzel he was in love, and he fell so deep that he had to stay for her luckily for her ,or she would end up with someone who doesn't care for her well being at all.
Year Four she had been ask herself stupid question like 'Why does he stays with person like me?' she had the right to ask herself I mean who in the right mind would stay with the person who rejected them for three years straight?! So she was thinking what did he see in her ... So dear reader, what did he see in her... I don't know I'm not the right person to tell you that because I'm not Eugene ...After those four years of change in Rapunzel's life which made it harder for Eugene to get through her that's why Eugene was surprise in ways she was acting now because even through she finally accepted him, through those fours years of hard press and training ,she had lost herself...
Can you believe that?
She lost herself
Rapunzel's POV
I smile at him as he brought me here the lake... This was the place where he propose to me ... I thought he forgot,like the other guys the Royal court of Corona made me date.. I almost shudder when remembering that...
Flashback starts
"NO! I won't do it... You guys made change SO many THINGS but, BUT THIS?!" I saw the people giving me weird looks 'A new queen can't been seen as crazy' a voice in my head told me '1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8...9...10' I counted in my head the way I always have to do so they will have too, accept me. "This is the tipping point" I hiss at them
"Rapunzel" said one of the 'Royal pain in my ASS' "You want to accepted right?" I nodded the last thing I want is to dishonor my parents that is my weakness and they knew that. "Then you will DATE the prince of New England" and with that they left me
"Stupid Jacob..." I whisper "Stupid date" (A/N: Jacob is one of people the royal court of Corona)
At the date
"Hello my dear Queen" said the snobby prince of New England trying to flatter me into marriage but, that NOT going to happen.. Hell no I WON'T let that happen ... No way... I force in a smile at the prince and tried not to see, rude to him
"Hello..." Waiting for his name that I'm not quite sure they told that before. "Carlos... Prince Carlos your majesty, it's quite a honor to be in your kingdom.."
"Um... Sure" he grab my hand and pull me outside "Prince Carlos, what are you doing?.." I ask him waiting for an answer he smirks a grab my fingers tightly
"My queen I'm taking you to an adventure" 'I seriously doubt that ,the only one who could ever take to an real adventure is Eugene' I force a smile at him hoping not to show what I felt which was utterly disgust toward Carlos
"But, where?" I said a bit too demanding the royal court would had my head if they heard like this .. Especially in front of the prince of New England but , I don't care ... Why should I? It's not like they are making marrying him I him the way he's acting won't get him anywhere. He looks at me wondering my tone of my voice but, then remembering that he's a PRINCE and I'm a QUEEN he let's it slip
"To the nearby tree over" he said as pointing at the old oak tree with its beautiful fresh green leaves. "You see come on!" He yell with joy in his voice but, his eyes were a different story , they were telling me that he didn't want to be here like he's was force to be here...like me... That intrigues me usually it's me who doesn't want to be there. He grabs my hands and pull me there ,now I'm really confused he's sending mix signals to me "Sure if the Queen is too coward to go to a simple tree well...Poor Corona" He tease me , shocking me once again
"I'm not afraid of a little adventure" with that said I rip my hand out of his grasp... Strangely it made her feel cold and alone
Out of Rapunzel's POV
I'm not sure if we should get too deep in her past because, because it this isn't the story that going to be told but, for my own sake and your curiously.. We shall continue on this little take back ...as I will be here learning more
Rapunzel's POV
After weeks of meeting Carlos like he lets me call him that way ... Whenever I'm with him I feel something burning in me like what I felt with Eugene... Eugene I feel like I am cheating on him, which is not true cause were not dating I shut him years ago as that option for the sake of my kingdom but, he still is my friend maybe I should ask him about that... But that would hurt him right.. Would it?
Sure it would... he loved you - A voice in my head yells at me but, I can't stop myself from dreaming of Carlos
His beautiful grey's eyes looking deep into the dark forest every time he looks at me I feel my soul in his eyes even after weeks of knowing him .. I feel something new in me ... I'm not sure of that .. .
"Rapunzel?" a sweet voice ask me while I think peacefully about him
Maybe I was in love so what?
Your hurting Eugene-The voice screams in head and I want it to stop .. It's disturbing and hard to think with it so make the fake smile to the prince
"Yes Carlos?" I turn around showing off my fake smile he smiles at me , his dirty blonde hair covering his eyes
"I was wondering if you can.." leaving that note
"If I can?" I ask him
Stop right now!- The voice beg but, I can't because maybe I love him
You DON'T LOVE him- Yes I do I yell inside trying to convince myself . I shut the voice out and continue to talk to Carlos letting him take me somewhere else
-Weeks after-
I'm so stupid .. so , so stupid I had a little outburst in my room .. Tearing my blood red curtains and throwing my pillows at the wall knowing that the maids will clean , I didn't lift a finger neither care to clean at all ... I was alone once more ...
Mother Gothel was right I can keep someone I love
I mean I threw all I have in the trash for an illusion .. I can't believe myself
Letting out a loud groan I threw myself into bed closing my eyes and drifting to sleep ... More like forcing myself to sleep
...
I open to see an identical copy of myself but, she dress as an angel then I look at myself dress in black and red expect this was red cause by blood .. I watch in Horror as the dress which I was dress in was bleeding and dripping on the floor
"You did this" The other me said softy in quiet and lovely voice which I didn't knew I had. I look at her , she was wearing a white long silky summer dress her green eyes lighter than mine will ever be, long dark brown hair, her tone was demanding me to pay attention... But I couldn't because I take a look at me I gasp in horror as I saw myself. My skin grew darker until it was pale grey, my hair was nightmare black then my eyes they the- were the worst of all that has change.
They were completely black
"I did what?" I ask her,the angel me , she frowns a bit and garb my wrist lifting me into the air we fly through all Corona until we stop at a wooden door she push the door open and i gasp once more at the sight... It's was Eugene. His eyes were red and puffy and his nose was deep red. His chocolate brown eyes loss its glimmer I did this? "Did I do this?" The angel sadly frowns and nods her head her brown curly locks moving as she nod
"Rapunzel, yes yo did that you had broken his heart... The blood on your dress shows that" she tells me that as I look over to him.. To tell the truth I wish I hadn't ... It was soul-breaking to me he had lost it all because of me
"What have I done?" I ask myself more like accusing myself for thi- this inhumane thing that I have cause on that poor soul making him not living , nor dead but , he was just existing around the world occupying a matter in space... I look over at the other girl who was me.. "Can I fix this?" She smiles at me gently
"Yes Zel, you can... Do it while you still got time" Then with that she disappears in air as the sunlight left just leaving the shadows as company to myself, leaving me alone again
Fucking alone again
...
I woke form my sleep knowing what I have to do ,I went...
Flashback ends
My smile almost disappears at that thought but, looking at Eugene I can't be sad so my put a smile lurking for mischief eyeing the little pond next to me that's means we are going to get wet... Mustering the most innocent look I could ever get I went to Eugene giving the 'puppy look' he looks at me smiling at me back almost making me feel guilty for what I'm about to do. Almost... I quickly grab his hand pulling him near me and taking him near the pond
"Eugene" I said as sweetly as I could
"Yes?" He said with joy I smile at him 'he has no idea what coming for him'
"Please close your eyes I want to give you a surprise .. You know for all you did for me" that part was true I love for that , he smiles and obeys and with that I push him to into the pond he yells gasping for air as he comes up for air.
" Rapunzel!" He yells at me I laugh
"You should of seen *laughing* the- the look *gasping for air* on your fa-" I didn't even got to finish that sentence before he pulls me with a smug look on his face the I laugh ,we were laughing at the events that happen so quickly of forgetting the tragic thing that happen , are to come but,..
and there's one thing that I know for sure
I'm back
Out of Rapunzel's POV
Yes the former queen of pain and disillusion was back to her former self but, that not so important for now. What's important? Well don't tell me that you guys might have forgotten as we check on these pair? You did? Well might as well tell you and waste time... Simple we're we last left off in Arendelle remember? We left with Kai and Gerda and the new born,the special girl we left behind... Where are them now you may ask we that's easy to respond as you may recall in that late Queen's testament they were on their way to Southern Isles why you may ask as you may remember ... Do you? Well if you don't here are her words
"First as a queen I have lives at my sake and I want to make sure they are in good care so now I leave the kingdom in care of the kingdom of the Southern Isles whom gain my trust over the years. They will be in control of the kingdom till my beloved daughter has the age to do so whom at her age eighteen" Kai and Gerda when as quickly as possible to the shipping port but, the newborn scare grabs Gerda's fingers making hard for her to give her up. There's a reason why she loves children so much you see, in her younger times she and Kai had children of their own but, that was a long time ago all their children were grownups and left them a long time ago leaving the poor woman alone longing for another child. Which the queen and king were able to fill that endless hole in their broken hearts but, as quick as they came as quick they left. But, this time leaving a child in their hands like a blessing their hearts broken as grieving parents have a baby girl in their hands and for their own pain the girl was grabbing their fingers like their children once did and they had to give her away to people who save her.
"Kai?" Gerda softly says as she holds the child in one arm and the other on her husband shoulder , he looks at her with kind eyes he already knew what she going to say "What are we going to?" she cried as she held tighter on the baby girl her husband just look at her
"I don't know" he simply reply which was true as much they love the child they have to obey he queen last wish and as loyal servants and citizens they obey.. But their hearts can't bear it I mean who could? One thing is having your children all grew up but, that wasn't the reason well the reason was that their children die in battle for Arendelle in honor that's why they feel if they take the child in their owns hands they will be betraying their own children but, in little time they had fell for the little girl. Kai walk around looking at the sea horizon thinking 'what are they going to do?'
At the Southern Isles
When the couple reaches the docks of Southern Isles their smile that the child given them had faded because they know that after this the harder part follows after this one but, they need to hide their feeling from royalty
They always have to.
As they went to the gates with the girl in their arms to enjoy the-so-little-time they had together. They took her everywhere they went; they took her along with them when they got 'The ever so beautiful welcome that guards'. They took along with them when they got mock, they took along with they gone shopping and so on and so on. What they didn't notice that the newborn never cry nor actually bother the couple maybe they didn't notice because they where to suck in their problems to even remember the child , that's the funny part they were so worry about the child that they have forgotten the child and never notice that every time the girl was frighten the air got the couple knew that they weren't welcome in this kingdom they knew they have a problem a huge actually cause the late queen put her trust on THEM and that's a lot weight to put on someone shoulders so YOU must promise me that YOU WON'T do THAT when your soul leaves your body. THAT you won't leave that pain upon a person who loves dearly, they don't deserve that.
Getting back to the topic Gerda was worry about not sending the message to the King and Queen of Southern Isles she wanted to help her husband but, as a rule they had she had to ask him for help so he won't feel useless to help his wife. So her own way she was the one who was helping instead of him
"Kai?" she softly says to her husband "What are we going to do?" Hell they knew what they got to do but, not how to put in action. NO they didn't had a clue for that 'how to tell the King and Queen that their were now in the responsibly of another kingdom' I mean who can take that well... Maybe they are but, how to say it?
"Well we have that audience in a hour meanwhile let's just enjoy time with our little love" He smiles at the little girl at his arms giggling and trying to touch his fingers his soften at the sight of the child trying to reach warmth. Weird huh warmth? Well I won't be saying anymore
Gerda sigh at looking at her husband they did the thing that they swore not to
They have fallen in love with the young girl.
They were doomed to their hearts
-An hour later-
At the court in the presence of the two royals of this kingdom neither one one of them knew how to put the news out.
"Well..?" the king ask impatiently it has been five minutes since the two of them had been standing there ,in the beginning it was going great they introduce themselves then when the things fall down when they try to explain the reason why they were their. Bored the King almost yell them to hurry up almost
'Well better now than later right?' Kai thought as he open his mouth " Sorry my King and Queen for the delay well my wife and I, we don't how to give the horrifying news onto you Majesty,..."
"Well you might as well try" The queen said it more like snap well there is a reason for this too , Let's see how to .. How to explain it? Well The queen had recently given birth to her last and thirteenth child having a headache over thirteenth's children and she was wanting to relax by duties of a queen does not allowed that. She wanted to play and love her children but, a queen can't do that , maybe that's why she always wanting to hurry things to get back with her children and her newborn Hans. She wanted that and Kai and his wife can delay her so little time she got with her children.
Kai sighed he knew that there's no easy way to put the dramatic news they have to give "My dear Majesties since there's no way I can put this softer, well now both of you are in charge of two kingdoms." He said it as simply as that taking it as no-big deal which it was since he has to give all his loyalty onto the new kings or rather rulers of Arendelle. When Kai told this onto the king the queen's face change dramatically form bored and annoy to compete horror, because another kingdom means more responsibilities and father less time with her children. It meant more political meetings and go for weeks to other kingdoms rather than her own, to her own, her kingdom.
"What!?" was the only thing she able to sputter she know it was improper but, now she had no care for that no, not at all, The king seeing that quickly acted
"Wait! You mean my-our dears friends are dead and we are the last ones to ever know?!" The king reclaim and he open his mouth to say on more "And?" The king clam down a bit more like he force himself to because the king knew what Rapunzel didn't knew, he knew form anger no good comes out of it. If only Rapunzel knew that then, if only she knew that before. "What's? What's the proof that they have sent you guys to give us this, News?" When he said that, Gerda smile this was her part in this bloody mess she had to give the necklace onto the king she bow down in respect and handed him a simple golden chain necklace which had a silver snowflake at the end. The king gasp at the sight of this, it was the necklace the queen wore when both of they met and queen saw that too. Remembering the music and the sound of violins playing in the background inside her head and imagines of the king and the other queen. Once that was done the king gave back the necklace because it was still needed for later needs.
"Is this enough proof? My king?" Gerda asked He nodded and accepted responsibly of the new kingdom cause that the only thing he can do.
"For heaven's sake what happen to the child?" The queen yell out of fright she had a soft spot for children and not everyone knew that. The couple look at each other before telling the queen Gerda answer carefully to the queen not wanting to upset her
"She being take care of my Queen" She answer
"By whom?"
"By the one who save her"
"And who is that?"
That's when Gerda freeze she wanted to say herself and leave the baby but, couldn't no it her responsibility before her wants
"By.. Rapunzel of Corona" She sigh and just like that and with all do respect they left the king and Queen to give on the baby to it's rightful owner.. Rapunzel
-AT CORONA'S KINGDOM-
Gerda and Kai finally made unto this kingdom a shot in their hearts as they walk on this land knowing that this place is where the girl would be put for the rest of her life.
Away from their ever longing hearts
How where they ever going to do it?
Rapunzel's POV
After my little fun with Eugene which led to a fifteenth minutes make out and led to something more... Then I was found being call into audience by some people called by the names Kai and Gerda,... The names seem so familiar like I knew them before but, hey what I'm supposed to do? They say it's obviously important and they travel all the way from Arendelle just to get to me it must be a lot... I still wonder if an message left my aunt and uncle I mean they had to leave me something? Right? They have to leave something to me or have they forgotten? Anyways I went there to find this a middle age woman and man with a bundle of blankets in their arms
"Hello, To whom I may owe this pleasant visit?" I ask them as they stand in my court ,today isn't really my day I mean I had a lovely time with Eugene today just to be cut off by them. I just wanted to have a day off from being perfect example and just be me and act like me after a horribly breaking news. No!I have to make sure everything in my kingdom is perfect
That everything is going to alright.
They look at me eyeing as if to see if they going to find any imperfections in me well they can try and succeed I just want a day off.
"Um... Your Majesties" Kai said both to me and Eugene
"Yes?" my husband said a little bit angry because he was cut off today in a rather unpleasant way which I hope I will never remember... I still giggled at him it was so cute when he gets annoy. Kai flinch under his tone of voice but, boldly continue on
"As I was saying and I'm not sure how to put this..." He hesitated a bit like regretting to tell us this news. Which made me wonder what was this news that makes its so horrifying to not tell the king and queen? "... As you guys might know that our beloved rulers of Arendelle are well... Gone" I almost roll my eyes at that I knew for at least the four past weeks and now they thought it was the right time was now?
"Yes we did" I answer with cold tone in my voice they both flinch at that and Kai held tighter the bundle he had in his arms. Gerda put her hand on his shoulder to comfort him from me
"Yes, your Majesty" Gerda said trying to save her husband more discomfort and pain that he had cause "And our late queen has chosen you my Majesty for her greatest treasure" Her eyes somehow distant and sad I wonder why? Had my uncle and aunt left their riches? No that's Arendelle's treasure and I don't think that they will send me that. So what is it? What's the thing that obviously Gerda and Kai don't want me to have? Is bad? Or is it too great they don't want it in my hands? When Gerda had said this Eugene arched an eyebrow as if he was interested in something for the kingdom's sake for a change and now that was interesting
Eugene's POV
They had to interrupt us! They had to! What's so important to interrupt the king's duties of making sure that his ,his absolutely gorgeous and highly beautiful queen happy?! What so important? Then I heard the word treasure.. Now that's interesting
"Her greatest treasure?" Rapunzel speaks and tilts her head a bit "And that might be her kingdom?"
"No my Queen" Kai says "It's something else but,first" He smiles weakly "Are you a good mother?"
"I guess I could be if given the chance" She chokes up a bit her tears almost running how dare they remind her that she can't be a mother! At the sight her tears they frown feeling guilty for what they had done they should feel like that I mean you don't go on reminding people that that can't have what they want. A tear fall and I was furious
"No ,no my queen don't cry we had came with good news" Greda said what possibly can help her? Rapunzel look up her eyes fill with hope they better not mess this up, but for the first since the baby's news she had hope.
Hope... Such a beautiful word isn't it?
"You do?" She asks her
"Yes" And with that she went near us and left something in her arms at the sight she gasp so did I.
It was a baby girl with stunning light but, deep blue eyes which look like the sea at peace, she had almost white hair like snow hair. Rosy checks and an adorable little mouth. Her eyes were like the sea or rather like they were lost in sea... Just like her parents she look clam and just stare at us as if knowing we're going to keep her they were looking at my soul. Then a soft sweet came as she look at us I turn to look at Rapunzel which in love with the child cause this was our chance.
This child was our last chance to be parents... And we're taking it I heard a sigh besides "Promise you will take of her?" It was Greda who obviously fell in love with the girl at first sight.
"We will" Rapunzel whispers
We had fallen in love with Arendelle's greatest treasure... With a new chance and what do you do with chances?
You take them
DONE FINALLY DONE! I can't believe how long that took it's like forever and sorry guy for taking forever to update and now I'm proud of myself for finally finishing this chapter! I mean gosh it took forever well anyways I really.. really ,really,really, really hope you like or/and love this chapter. Please read and review
Anyways the songs I used were ' All of me' John Legend and 'Stuck in my head' by Donnie Klang this a song fic cause I love doing song fics so love you guys (and I would more if you review) again a shout to DinoRhino
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