warning! this fic is rated M! this is partially why! so much smut! omg so much sex. if you don't like it, skip down to near the end. there is more plot after I swear. I'd also like to say in my defense, I don't generally write things like this, so If the Smut is fail, I apologize!

Really good thing i don't own hetalia.

The two had moved clumsily down the hall way. Both desperately clinging to the other in passion. They reached the bedroom and Matt fell against the door frame pulling Gil against him. The albino moved to Matts throat littering gentle kisses from behind his ear all the way down to the curve joining his shoulder.

Fingers moved under Matts shirt and Gil pulled back lifting it off the blondes body and tossing it. It was in the way. He wanted to feel every part of that soft skin. His mouth hunger returned to Matts shoulder. Biting just hard enough to pull a broken and lustful moan. Gil smirked as he trailed further leaving a line of kisses and bites along Matts chest. Stopping only to flick his tongue over the blondes erect nipple.

Matts hands ran over the pale skin and up to tangle themselves in the snowy hair. he watched as Gils teasing decent reached his stomach. Matt groaned and leaned his head back against the wall his eyes closed and teeth on edge. It tickled but it felt so damn good! A gasp left his lips and he mewled Gils name as he felt the tongue tease just above his low slung sweat pants.

Gil smirked up at the blonde. he stood up again, pale hands pinning Matts against the frame. The beginning of a small sound of protest escaped Matts lips onto to be cut off by Gils hot mouth on his. Matt melted into the kiss left breathless as Gil moved to his ear and murmured "You make beautiful sounds. I wonder how many more I can cause?".

Gils hands moved down swiftly and hooked under Matts thighs and lifted the smaller man. He waited as Matt wrapped his arms around the albinos neck, his legs hooked around his waist and his face buried against Gils neck. When he was certain he wasn't going to fall Gil pulled him back from the wall. one hand under Matts ass while the other moved to his back. He moaned at the sucking that had started on his neck.

walking to the bed he sat with Matt on his lap. His hands moved to guild the others lips to his own. his tongue invading Matts mouth. a hand trailed down and brushed the smaller mans arousal. A whimper was let go into his mouth before Matts mouth presses harder against his. the sound was too much. Gil pulled back and flipped Matt onto his back on the mattress. He crawled between the still dressed legs to place a soft kiss on Matts lips before he yanked the younger mans pants down.

Backing off Gil discarded Matts pants and boxers letting them fall where ever. His eyes took it in greedily. Smooth milky thighs. lightly defined chest and abs. his eyebrows shot up in pleasant surprise, considerable length, pink and uncut. Gil groaned in appreciation. He was about to crawl back on the bed to the blushing blonde before him when Matt sat up. Without even a pause, the red faced man hooked his pants pulling them down.

Matt gazed up smirking (blush still on his face) at the lack of underwear. Gil was rock hard, precum already leaking. Matt licked his lips and leaned forward. His tongue barley touched the tip but Gil gasped and groaned. Matt smiled and took Gils head between his lips. he swirled his tongue around the sensitive member "Oh god Matt!" came the moan from above him and he bobbed down.

Gil was panting. His hands gently resting on Matts hair as he felt fire everywhere. Matts hands on his hips, the delicious feeling on the mouth on him... But he needed to stop him, he was getting too close. Groaning he pulled back and swooped down to kiss Matts now free mouth.

Without breaking his hold on Matts lips he pushed him back to the bed. He leaned over him positioned between Matts soft thighs. His hand traced down wrapping around Matts length and pumping slowly. Matt groaned and pushed Gil back out of the kiss moving to his ear. Teeth nibbling lightly on Gils lobe, Matt whispered with an edge of pleading. " Gil, please fuck me. Now"

Gils head spun, his stomach knotted and he let out a growl. Reluctantly taking his hands off the blonde, Gil reached beside the bed he opened a drawer and grabbed a bottle of lube. He slicked his fingers and positioned him self between Matts legs. He gently inserted the first finger past the ring of muscles. Matt took a sharp shaky intake of breath followed by a moan. Gil smirked and moved his finger slowly adding a second, then a third. All while watching the blonde squirm and moan under him. angling his fingers just right be brushed against the sweet spot. Matts eyes flew open and his back arched as he breathed out his name.

Gil withdrew his fingers and grabbed the lube again. He raised an eyebrow in question and was met with a frantic nod. Gil slicked his arousal and positioned it at Matts entrance. He entered slowly watching as Matts shoulders rolled back. It didn't take long for him to adjust. Gil started with a slow pace, his hand pumping on Matts erection to the same rhythm. his eyes soaked in the image of Matt below him. His chest rising and falling quickly, red gold curls stuck to his forehead and spread over the pillow, hands on Gils biceps , nails digging in. His violet eyes half lidded and completely lost in ecstasy. Gils pace picked up.

Both men were gasping and moaning each others names along with cursing and praising deities in several languages. Matt was uncharacteristically loud and it spurred Gil on. Pulling those sounds from Matt was making his head spin. Every move of their hips brought them closer and closer finally Matt half yelled "Gil I'm gonna.." the end of his sentence lost on a moan. Gil buried his face against Matts chest as both men found release together. Sticky wetness joining the sweat that soaked them both.

Gil stayed in the position for a moment as they caught their breath. then he rolled off the small blonde before pulling him against his chest. Matts arms went around Gils torso and his head rested against his chest listening to the rapidly pounding heart. Gil placed a kiss on the blonde curls and whispered "I love you Matt" before he promptly passed out. Matt still foggy hummed and followed suit, falling asleep.

Not long after, Matts eyes flew open. It was as if the words Gil had muttered half asleep had just been said. Gil what? Fuck... This was a bad idea. Matts mind started to race. Way too soon... He was still married...Oh god one of them was going to get hurt, what if Al found out. What if Gil knew he was thinking all this. Matt quietly slunk out of the bed and went to the bathroom. He needed to think... and clean up.

The shower cleaned him, but it did not stop his mind from racing. Matt paced back to his room in his towel. he was grabbing some clothing when his phone rang.

maybe it was because he was so distracted deep in thought. Maybe he knew who was on the other end. maybe he was feeling too guilty to care. He answered without looking at the ID.

"Hello?"

"M-Mattie!? You picked up! " a familiar voice squeaked. Als words became panicked and rushed "Mattie please, you have to listen to me baby, just let me explain! Come meet me for coffee and we can talk. Please Mattie I'm going nuts without you."

Regardless of possible excuses for him picking up the phone. There wasn't much to be said in his defense of the next word that came out of his mouth.

"okay".

first off! thank you B2 for the reviews! I really appreciate it! I would have sent you a PM, but i apparently can't!

now... *hiding behind a bullet proof glass wall* don't kill me! I can't just tie it up with a nice pretty bow and forget all the struggles can I?! not how life works. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I thank you in advance for any reviews! I appreciate any of them! I'd also like to say thank you for the follows/favourites. I really didn't expect anyone to read these when I put them up, so the numbers are a pleasant surprise!