Hullo, I'm back. Thanks for the follows and favs, I'll do my best for a better chapter~
I wish I owned Kuroshitsuji, but I don't, sadly.
Anyhow, I have nothing more to add and hope you'll enjoy this :)
ALSO, I deleted the preview from the previous chapter, because I didn't want to add it in this chapter just yet.
It will probably be back in a later chapter, sorry!
- Nikki

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A knock was heard on the door, then a few words were spoken. I couldn't make out whose voice it was or what they were saying, but I knew it was meant for me. I slowly sat up and felt a sharp pain in my head, which made me groan. I massaged my temple with one hand and threw the bed sheets off of me with the other. The door opened and a tall man came in. It was the butler.

'Hello my lady,' he said and bowed before walking to my bed. 'I believe you never told us your name.' I frowned. That's right, my name. My name...

'K-kiriyama Misaki,' I said rubbing the back of my head. I suddenly remembered, how strange. I turned to see the slightly younger boy enter the room. He crossed his arms.

'Misaki, is it? What a nice name, you're Japanese? My name is Ciel Phantomhive, I'm the head of this mansion.' He said and leaned against the wall. Then what seemed a gardener, a chef, a maid and another butler walked in.

'M-my name is Mey-Rin, you're really pretty!' The red-haired maid said, adjusting her glasses. 'I'm Bard, I'm the chef cook of this mansion.' Everyone went silent and Sebastian coughed. I heard a few snickers in the distance. I wonder what was so funny about it. 'I take care of the plants and flowers in and outside this mansion, my name is Finnion. You can call me Finny, nice to meet you Misaki!' He said with a big smile. He was kind of cute. 'That man over there is Tanaka, he has served us for the longest time,' Sebastian stated and told them to leave the room.

'Sebastian, it's late. Besides, I can't have miss sleeping in her shredded dress, please change her,' he said and left the room. 'Yes, my lord.'

Sebastian grabbed a dress out of the wardrobe that was standing in the middle of this room and walked up to me. It was a night gown, a rather pretty one. It must have been expensive.

'Miss Kiriyama, we do not own many women's clothes, this is one originally owned by my master's mother. I hope you do not mind,' he said. 'I-is it okay for me to wear this? I mean...' Sebastian nodded and touched my shoulder. I was startled, my breath was on the short side and I started panting. Suddenly a flashback popped up inside my head, showing a man touching me and stroking me. He was... about to rape me? A flood of emptiness and sorrow hit me and I pushed Sebastian away, I was scared. What happened to me? Tears rolled down my face and I slid down onto the floor and burrowed my face in my knees, shaking heavily.

'My lady, are you alright?' I didn't respond, all I could do was cry. I didn't understand at all, nothing made sense. All I knew, was that my mind was a mess and I wanted to get rid of these feelings. I finally stopped crying after what seemed 20 minutes and I looked up at the butler who was on one knee in front of me. He hadn't moved an inch. His eyes showed concern as well as excitement. I wiped my tears and got up.

'I need to use the bathroom,' I said without any emotion in my voice and walked off to the bathroom that was resided in my bedroom. I heard an "as you wish" as I closed the bathroom door behind me. I stripped down and looked at myself in the mirror. I hated my body, I was on the skinny side. I turned on the tab and splashed some water in my face, then noticed there was a bath tub in here. Maybe I should take a bath.

The water kept flowing in the bathtub as I put my hair up in a messy ponytail. That was one thing I did like about myself, my hair. It was long and had a beautiful colour. Many people thought I was weird because of my hair colour, they despised it. But I didn't. It was gorgeous. I sat down in the tub and stuck out my hand to grab the soap off the edge. I felt something sting my wrist and I yanked back my arm. It was a razor blade, neatly lying on the edge of the tub, on front of the soap. I hadn't noticed it there before. I grabbed the soap and looked at my wrist. That didn't even hurt. I lied down a little and continued staring at the small cut it had made. A little bit of blood was flowing out and somehow, it didn't feel so bad. It stung a little, but that was fine. My worries were gone for a bit, my mind focused on that very tiny cut. I shook my head and washed myself before getting out of the tub. I placed the soap neatly on the edge again and got dressed into that very gorgeous nightgown and opened the door to my bedroom again. It was a darkish red colour, with white curtains and a couch and coffee table. The double bed I was sleeping in, was light grey and on the left side of the room. The ceiling was white as well and the cushions that laid in the corner next to the window were the same colour as my bed. It was all so neat, as if someone cleans it every day.

'My lady, did you want something to eat, before heading to sleep?' I heard the butler say as he entered the room. He opened his mouth.

'My, my, that certainly looks good on you miss Kiriyama.' I blushed and looked at my feet. The nightgown I was wearing just reached above my knees, it was tight and had a low cut. It had the same colour as the deep black colour of Sebastian's hair. A bow was wrapped around my waist and had a silver white colour. The edges were made of lace, which were also silver white. 'I-I eh, thanks.' I managed to say without looking at him.

Sebastian bowed and left the room, a few seconds later, he entered again. He was holding a tray, it had two plates on it. One carried a cheese cake and the other two slices of toast, mildly buttered. A cup of tea was standing in the middle of those plates. He put it on my nightstand and sat down on the chair that was standing next to it. I sat down and took the tray in my lap. I started off with the toast. It was a bit hard to eat, as Sebastian was still looking at me. I tried not to blush, but I couldn't hide it. I finished my toast and put away the tray, then started on the cheese cake.

'It's delicious!' I said, stunned. I licked the fork after each bite and was halfway through until I dropped a piece between my legs. I didn't notice as I was fully enjoying my cheese cake. I suddenly felt a hand reaching between my thighs. I opened my mouth and sat there, totally paralyzed with a face redder than the deepest red, redder than his fire coloured eyes. I immediately clenched my thighs together and dropped my plate on the floor, which resulted in me apologizing and bending over to grab it. I realized his hand was stuck between my thighs, so I jumped up. I heard a snapping sound and winced in pain as my ankle gave in. I fell over, Sebastian got up to grab me but I accidentally pushed him back and we both landed on the floor. My nose started bleeding as I felt his hand right on my private parts. Sebastian remained silent, but his eyes showed astonishment and he didn't dare to move.

Eventually he tried to move his hand away, as I couldn't get off due to my sprained ankle, or so it felt. I felt his hand move and a soft moan escaped my lips. I burrowed my face in my hands and bit my lip. I rolled off him short after and curled up on the floor. I clenched my thighs together yet again. Sebastian sat up and held out his hand.

'What- What's that?' I said, still in disbelieve over what happened.

'I reached out to get the piece of cheese cake you dropped on the bed.' I was still in shock and my body wouldn't move. I felt kind of violated, but for some reason... It wasn't as bad as the first time he touched me. I felt rather at ease. He got on his feet and picked me up. I winced as soon as my ankle left the ground. It hurt.

'Now let's get this checked at,' he said and put me on the bed. He took my ankle and put some pressure on it. I groaned and put my hands on my head.

'I think you sprained it, my lady.' I thought so, it felt like I did. He wrapped it up in a bandage, but stopped halfway. He noticed slight marks all over my legs.

'What is this?' he asked me and I looked down. It looked like whip marks. Then again, a flashback...

I was pinned against a tree, in the middle of a forest. A man was holding me whilst another one whipped me across my body. It hurt.

I was soon brought back to reality and it appeared I had a panic attack and was crawling on the floor.

'No.. No, more. Please.' I cried out and pulled some hair out of my head, or rather, ripped. Sebastian took action straight away and sat on top of me, pinning me on the ground. It made my panic attack worse and I cried harder and harder. Sebastian bent over and whispered in my ear, 'it's okay Misaki, I won't hurt you. You're safe here.' He let me go as I stopped struggling. He did not get off me, he just looked at me. I was starting to regain my memories, I think? I didn't know. Maybe they weren't mine, maybe they were. Were those memories fake? No idea. I had to find out what happened...

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Boom~ the end.

Hello all c: thanks for reading and thanks for sticking around. I did my best on this one.
I was listening to Hatsune Miku - World is Mine and suddenly knew what to write!
Silly isn't it? How a song, totally unrelated, can give you ideas.
Anyway, hope you all enjoyed it. I might not be able to update until next week Sunday as I have a 37 hour work week ahead and a birthday this weekend.
But I'll try anyways, goodbye~
- Nikki