Torture, heartbreak, loss is only pain while death is just darkness'

Hello my lovelies,

I feel ashamed...really ashamed. I promised to update every Sunday and failed dramatically.

I am truly sorry and I just swear that the next chapter WILL be posted next Sunday.

Actually no, I owe this, THIS Thursday I will post chapter 4.

I am sorry I can't post all these chapters together but after so many months I am still having trouble with that so I will post each chapter separately.

In order to view all just click on my main page and they will all be there.

This chapter is very short but I promise I will make it up in the next one.

Finally this chapter is dedicated to cuteybunnys18273 and a guest {you know who you are} ;]

They were the first to actually review my 1st chapter!

Thank you guys!

Enough of this, enjoy this short but thrilling chapter!

Until next time my lovelies...hehe...

My scream echoed in my ears as I fell to my knees.

I had been tortured plenty but this was the worst of all pains. I felt my powers being pulled to the wound since I couldn't contain the powers of the dead demons. Grabbing my stomach I slowely focused in and healed the injury. The wound still throbbed but it did not hurt anymore.

Taking advantage of my position Lithym grabbed me by my waist and laid me down in the floor. Pinning me down with his body he stared to carve swirls on my cheek with the knife. I probably would have screamed if I was not concentrating on trying to get him off me.

"Shhh, darling lets enjoy our time together." He purred stabbing the knife into my chest.

After that Lithym came to me each day and gave me a chance to heal for two hours. Those two ours were spent sweating, trying to heal. Each day I got weaker and weaker. When I was healing I used all my energy. So when he came back I was huddled up in the corner trying to be conscious.

On Wednesday my strength failed and I fainted. When I woke up I screamed from the pain for at least four hours, my throat bleeding raw. After that I spent the rest of the time trying to stay concious. While torturing me he drained some of my power and took it for himself while talking about his future plans and past memories of when we were children. I was offered his blood as food but I refused it. Earning an extra slap every day.

Finally came Friday. I laid on the floor as the last seconds of our contarct ticked away. Now was the final step. I had so many scars it was like not skin anymore but rather flesh ripped away. My clothes was torn and hair cut in odd layers. One of my eyes was bleeding.

But final step...I MUST do it precisely to make everyone believe.

Plus I must kill Lithym.

Summoning my strength I called on Seberus. Ordering him to come with Necroghar and the rest of his pack. The pack would come with a couple Mesfers in tow for sure. The rumors about my kidnapping must have spread like wild fire. But the most important was that they would record my death and let every creature know.

Yes my death, exactly that and no less.

Pushing myself to my feet I felt the contract chains that held me to this room break away.

Grabbing my daggers I rushed out of the building. A couple feet away from me stood Lithym on a strech of flat land..well dirt. Out of the corner of my eye I saw the pack had arrived with Necroghar on Seberuses back. Even so far away I could see his relief and pain. I felt him trying to send me a message but I blocked him.

The Mesfers arrived and I took the first step.

Rushing at Lithym I slashed at his throat while he cut off my arm. I howled a blood curling scream. I turned to see Necroghar had jumped off Seberuses back and was pounding against the invisible boundary wall.

His fists were becoming raw and I could hear him scream my name. But I just smiled at him.

What they did not know was I wasn't planning on dying.

Well kind of...

When I will have my heart ripped out, my body will turn to ash. Sound pretty deadly but a couple centuries ago I found the only plant able to restore any supernatural body and soul after you die.

Falling to my knees I pretended to cover my mouth while I swallowed the plant I secretly transported into my palm.

Ok I was ready.

Dropping the daggers I reached to my back, taking my bow I broke it in half and the took out two daggers. I heard gasps.

Yes these were called Death Souls. Anybody stabbed in the heart with them would instantly die and even their soul would just simply cease to exist.

Lithyms face betrayed obvious surprise.

I rushed at him, battling with him a couple minutes until the moment I purpously dropped one dagger. Taking the chance he grabbed it off the ground and rushed at my back with the dagger straight out. Preparing myself I turned at the last millisecond. He shoved the dagger into my heart while I returned the favor.

His mouth made an 0 of surprise and be both slumped to the ground.

At that moment everything seemed to happen at once as the boundry wall broke. The owner too wounded to support it.

The hounds ran to me with Necroghar in the lead,

the Mesfers simply teleported to me,

and I dropped like a stone in water.

Reaching into my boot I clutched an envelope to my chest.

Necroghar reached me first and put my head on his lap. I heard my hounds tear at Lithym extracting their anger on him. I relished in the sound of his screams. Reaching to Necroghar I clapsed his hand that was shaking. Giving him the blood stained letter he put it in his jacket.

"How are your wounds?" I whispered as blood trickled out of my mouth.

"W-why are you worried about me...y-you..." he trailed away choking.

"Well...I s-see you are fine...thats good?"

He stroked my hair, staying silent.

As I felt his warmth I said, "I am sorry for e-everything I ever did to you... Ciel is your destined mate, so Necroghar I want you to forget about me and live on."

He gave me a weak grin, "I will never forget you." I chuckled but choked on my own blood and stopped. Licking my lips I turned my head to see Serberus crouched next to me nuzzeling my hand. Stroking his head I looked into his eyes, talking telepathically,

Serberes remember the last order I gave you?

He nodded his wolf head, then here is my final order complete you dutys and I officially am setting you free. He nodded again and licked my hand.

Although demons cared less for their servents, Serberus and I always had a special connection. Ripping my gaze away from him I looked up at Necroghar. Using my useful hand I gripped him harder and swept all my powers left to him. I heard him gasp and slumped away.

Of course I was not an idiot.

When I will be reborn all my powers will be restored. But I wanted Necroghar to be strong and powerful. Safe from danger. I felt my body stiffen looking into Necroghars beautiful crimson red orbs I decided, and whispered into his mind,

I love you.

A tear slipped down his cheek and I closed my eyes as my body turned to ash.

All done , like I said very short I apologize...

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Also one reason I totally forgot about these chapters is because I made an account at Archive of Our Own. and have posted a different chapter there, It is an awesome site, much like fanfiction. Oh and if you want to you can check out my account which is ClaudeFaustes1414 on that site.

That's all for now lovelies thank you for waiting {if you did, if you gave up on me I totally feel you}

I will see you this Thursday of 4/2/15...heh,,,,