Ch. 05 – I surrender

-Doctor-

I was nervous, Clara was staring at me without saying one single word. Maybe she didn't want to really date me. What if I fucked everything up?

"Clara, this is a really good oportunity to say something." She giggled and then smiled.

"Of course you silly!" I smiled back at her and told her to turn around so I could put the necklace on her. The moment she turned back around I pecked her lips lightly. I knew she wanted more and I also wanted to give it to her but something inside told me it wasn't a good idea. Not yet anyway. She yawned and I chuckled.

"Let's go to sleep? You can have my suite upstairs and I'll take the guest room here downstairs because with this foot I don't want to risk falling from the stairs." I saw her smirking.

"Is the bed on the guest room a single one?" I shook my head knowing exactly what she wanted. "Well then, can't I sleep in the same bed as you? I just wanna be close to you." I was ready to say no when she melted my heart with her last sentence.

"Okay, but I need you to behave Clara." She smiled.

"I promise!"

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Good behavior and Clara Oswald in bed were two things that didn't go together. She lied down beside me and kept her distance for about 10 minutes, then she came way too close, held my hand and put it around her waist. I remained still but there was no way I could sleep with her so close to me. After a while I relaxed, it actually felt wonderful to lay down holding her.

In the middle of the night I woke up with Clara moaning beside me, I slowly opened my eyes and saw she was still sleeping. She was curled up by my side rubbing her lower middle on the side of my leg. Fuck! I slowly shook her.

"Clara." She rubbed harder. "Love, wake up." I shook her harder. "Clara?" She lazily opened her eyes. I could see the exact moment she realized what was going on.

"Oh fuck, I'm sorry." She untangled herself from me ashamed. "I'm so sorry John." I knew I had to deal with it in a light way or she'd probably be mortified for the rest of the weekend.

"No problem, I just need to know one thing." I tickled her tummy.

"What?" She giggled.

"Who were you dreaming of?" She rolled her eyes and hit my arm lightly.

"Brad Pitt, who else?" She mocked me and I fake pouted.

"Damn, you really are into 50 year old men hun?" She laughed.

"No, I'm into one 50 year old man, he's gray and grumpy but I adore him anyway." Clara would be the end of me. I decided that I should give her something, I wanted to give her pleasure.

"And I'm so into a 28 year old impossible girl. She's a bossy control freak, but I adore her anyway." Before she could protest about the control freak thing I locked my lips on hers. And in between kisses I told her what I wanted.

"Clara."

Kiss.

"I want."

Kiss.

"To."

Kiss.

"Touch."

Kiss.

"You."

Kiss.

She bit my lower lip and guided my hand to her thighs the same way she did when we first met. I pushed her pants down and ran my hand on her bare thigh. I looked at her and saw her smirking.

"You never cease to surprise me Doctor." I chuckled and kissed her lips again. Clara opened up her legs adjusting herself to me, and that was my cue to push down her knickers and run my thumb on her core. She was so ready to me that I bit her lower lip in some kind of wild passion rush. She flinched and I backed away scared I hurt her.

"I'm sorry Clara." I said when I saw a bruise forming on her lip. "Oh my love, I'm so sorry." She hugged me tight not letting me get away from her.

"It's alright John." She said and guided my hand back to her core and made me press on her clit. "Fuck!" She moaned and I felt my own member twitch. Clara tried to touch me but I backed away. I wasn't ready for that.

"Today is all about you, my Clara." I said pushing two fingers inside her, she shivered at first but then started to move in the same rhythm as my hand.

"Touch yourself then babe, I wanna see you come undone as well." She whispered in my ear and I shook my head. "Why not?" I didn't want to risk going wild on her again. What if I really hurt her? I had to keep control. "Please love? I promise I won't touch you, I just wanna watch." I took my fingers off her and pushed my pants down making myself bare from waist down. I saw her licking her lips and chuckled.

"What do you want me to do?" I asked and she smirked.

"Touch yourself like you do when no one is watching. I'll try to keep up." Clara said running her own fingers where mine once were. I took a deep breath and grabbed myself, I didn't know why I was so nervous to do this in front of Clara, I mean, we already fucked. But this was different, now I knew I'd had to see her again, damn, I wanted to see her everyday. She's my girlfriend for God's sake. My hand were going up and down slowly, a firm grip. Clara opened up her legs once more and pushed two fingers inside herself moaning. "Fuck Doctor, you have no idea how much I want you. I get off thinking of you everyday." That made me fasten the speed of my hand and soon I was as delirious as her.

"You're so beautiful my Clara, from the first time I landed my eyes on you the only think I could think was how much I wanted to make you mine. And believe me, I've never felt like this for anyone." I saw her mouth turning into a huge "O" and I couldn't resist, I let go of my member and dived between her legs, I needed to taste her. She grabbed my hair and pushed me impossibly closer. I first licked her big lips, her marvelous small ones, then I pushed my tongue inside her, she was so close. I finally sucked her clit and she moaned loud coming into my mouth. My Clara was so perfect.

"So not fair that you can touch me and I can't touch you…" she said when she came back to her senses. Then I had an idea. I picked up her small hand, grabbed myself with my own hand and put her hand on top of mine. She wasn't touching my cock but her eyes sparkled with the possibility of controlling my hand that was. As the motion was getting faster and I was on the edge she could have touched me and I wouldn't have cared but she respected my wish and didn't do it. That made me love her ever more, and with her name on my lips I came all over our hands and my stomach.

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After we cleaned ourselved we were so exhausted that we just slept.

I woke up first and stared for good five minutes at Clara's sleeping form. How could a woman so beautiful had fallen for me, a grumpy old man? I wish I could wake up like this everyday. Clara opened her eyes slowly and blushed when she noticed I was staring at her.

"Morning!" I smiled at her.

"Morning sleeping beauty. I was thinking we could go out today, have you been here in Glasgow before?" She shook her head.

"No, but I don't think you should go out in crutches because of me, I'll come here often enough to know the city." Clara winking in my bed only in panties and shirt should be illegal. I picked up her chin and pecked her lips.

"Okay. What do you suggest then?" She smirked.

"I want to stay like this. In bed." We both laughed.

"Oh Clara, give your old man a rest, I can't stay in bed for long without my back start to ache." She giggled.

"Doctor, why do you live in such a big house?" I looked down.

-Clara-

That was a sensible spot for him. He looked back at me.

"I bought this house when I was young and engaged, I thought it would be a great place to raise my children." I felt like killing that stupid ex fiancée os his. He was so perfect.

"You know you can still raise your children here, right?" His eyes widened. "I'm 28 John, I can give you children when we get married." He gasped. Oops, maybe that was too soon.

"You think of marrying me?" I blushed.

"Well, in a couple of years, yeah. I mean, every time I get in a relationship I want it to last forever, especially with you. I can see us together 30 years from now." He shook his head.

"If I'm alive till then." I slapped his arm. "I'll be 80, Clara."

"I know, and I'll be a 58 year old woman completely in love with my husband." He hugged me unexpectaly and mumbled in my hair.

"Do you know why I don't like to be touched?" I shook my head. "The only time I surrendered myself to someone she cheated on my right in my face, so I promised to never let go of my control again. Then I met you and I feel like surrendering again, can you promise me that you'll take good care of the control I'm giving you?" I moved my head up to look into his eyes. I was overwhelmed with the love I found there.

"I promise John, after all I'm a control freak." He smiled and kissed my lips with such care that my heart melt in my chest.

"I wanna make love to you Clara, but..." I interrupted him.

"Let's start slowly, let's start with you letting me touch you, alright?" He nodded.

"I'm yours." I smiled at him and ran my hand on his cheek.

"And I'm yours."

To be continued.

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