As usually, twilight is owned by Stephanie Meyer; all I own is the plot!

Chapter 4: back to forks

(Nikita pov)

I released her neck and watched her fall on her knees, and massaged her throat, I remembered my human days, I loved her back then , but I was good, good at hiding it, in fact , There had been no progress with Rosalie, back then, though I Was on quite good terms with her sometimes-husband.

Emmett enjoyed having me around — he thought my bizarre human reactions were hilarious… or maybe it was just the fact that I used to fall down a lot that he found so funny.

Rosalie acted as if I didn't exist.

While I shook my head to dispel the direction my thoughts had taken,

I thought of something else. How sometime she used to stare at me for a long time before growling loudly when I caught her.

She took a big sniff, and her eyes widened, yepp she recognized me now,

How, how can I talk to her?

I know that now, she will start to feel the mating bond,

Will she reject me?

I gave her a soft look and turned around unable to maintain our eye contact any further, W….wait, Bella? Where a..re you going? There was desperation in her voice,

Her eyes wide and pleading,

I shook my head before facing her one last time "i am not Bella, not anymore "

I barely left her side when she pleaded "who are you then?"

I grinned , "Me….. I am Nikita Orion,"

I walked away this time leaving her behind me, after a while I fell on my knees my hand clutching my heart , it hurts , I didn't realize the actual pain of the mating bond will be that bad, hell, I stood up ignoring the pain that swelled inside of me, my father warned me of the consequences of denying my mate.

My house was as messy as ever, I reached blindly for my bottle of wine and decided to drink the pain away…

Flashback

I was down before I even knew it, I lost...

They dragged me to a chair, tying all my limbs up,

Then they brought a slot machine, instead of the normal one, This one has other words, like: hand, knee, eye, leg , breast, hair, stomach, kidney;

I got the left eye, the crowd cheered , they brought q spoon like instrument and started to pull my eye out, I was feeling everything, I howled in agony as they pulled my eye out, blood fell on the doctor who licked it, I screamed, my was body bouncing up and down, everything hurt ,I couldn't think anymore couldn't breathe, I was shaking on the bed snarls, growls and whines mixed in my voice, I heard a pop and turned around to see my bloody eyeball on a plate, I screamed in horror

(Rosalie pov)

I watched as Bella, No! Nikita walked away, I felt a pain in my dead heart, like something was tearing it up, and I longed to see her. I stood up and took off toward our house, only to fall on my hands and knees in pain, the pull was stronger and more painful, I whimpered loudly and stood up fighting the pain, schooling my face intro a blank face, i walked into the house my face betraying nothing of the pain I am in.

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