A/N: Hai There! GUYZ asduiaiuhda! What?! Imissedyousomuchthataiwanttocri lellelel XD Anywayzz I forgot to mention to u that the title of the chapters are real songs that connected to this topic of a certain chapters hahaha dats dat even makes sense? IM sorry for the late update! Da thing is mah school activities! Hey being a leader of more than 5 groups is very difficult. Anywayzz enough abawt talking about my personal life.. Anywayzz I hope you enjoy! One more thing I recommend you guize to listen to the song aka title of the chapter which is paradise while reading this.

""= Talking

BOLD LETTERS= important note, pov notif. Or effects. And A/N

'= Thoughts

Blah blah= Text messages and etc..

-Ritsu POV-

"Huh?! What am I doing here?" I found myself in a beige colored room that was decorated by a beautiful white curtains with an bunny imprinted on that specific thing. Its ornaments are two lilies in a blue colored pot. Then a typically college student's desk with a red colored lamp. Besides the desk there lies the huge bookshelf with books, novels, and even music magazine that are neatly arranged.

'Wow, this person must be a studious and organized one.' I thought as I examined the room while my hands stuffed on my pocket.

'This room is oddly familiar.'

As I examined the spacious room, my eyes averts the gaze to the bed. Their lies it bed side table as it reveals a picture frame with a photo. The photo reveals five girls who are wearing a Sakuragaoka uniforms.

I Tainaka Ritsu, for being so curious, I decided to walk to the bed side table. Then when I reached my destination, I took the picture frame. As I examined the picture.

My molten gold eyes widened as the photo revealed that it was my band!

"Ok, this is giving me Goosebumps." I said not to loud and not to silent while putting the precious thing to the place where it belongs.

"I need to explore this house first." So blame me for so being so curious. i couldn't help it hehhehe. It doesn't invade properties right? Besides the owner of this house is maybe close to me or my friends. Plus how do I end in this place?

So I decided to walk to the door reaching its knob. As I twisted it, it reveals a hallway that leads to the living room and to the bathroom.

I continued to walk but soon as I heard a two petite figures, one is seating on the green colored couch. I, myself decide to hide to the wall. Silently eavesdropping on their conversation.

"Hey Mio!"

My eyes widened as it sounds like my voice! What the heck two me? I started to panic as I saw someone that looks, act and sounds like me. And that certain person just talking to Mio! I started to walk in the hall way in circles. Sign of panicking.

"Ok calm the heck down will you Ritsu!" Great now I'm talking to myself. Am I crazy?

"Ok Just little peek won't be so bad right?" Ok as I said that I decided to form faint steps to the end of the hallway and I hide to one of its wall. With my ears and eyes that are eager to hear the conversation.

-Conversation Normal POV-

"Mio~~~~"The strikingly ochre haired drummer whose wearing a yellow black stiped pullover with black shoes and blue loose jeans said in a lazily tone.

"What now Ritsu?" The long silky ravenette said whose reading a book got interrupted by a certain drummer.

"Nothing! I just wanted to hear your voice." The tawny haired drummer puts her trademark grin as she scratched the back of her head.

"Mou~~ By the way why are you here?" The ravenette asked as she put her book onto her lap. Then she looked to the drummer wearing her questionable look.

Stormy grey orbs clashes to the molten gold orbs that the tawny haired drummer possesses.

"Uhmmmm... I just want to talk with you." The drummer being so flustered whispered.

"Is it important?" The ravenette lass questioned with her eyebrows formed a questionable formation.

"Yes...Very important." The latter said as she sit on the couch beside the bassist.

The latter feel like her head is going to explode because of the tension she feels. She even can feel the erratic beating of her heart. Like it's going to pump outside. She can feel the sweat dripping to her pullover. The latter can even heard the clock ticking, water dripping from the sink, sweat tingling from her sweaty fore head dwn to her pullover, she even hear her heavy breathes.

"Then go ahead. Ritsu."The bassist glued her eyes to the drummer. The ravenette is so curious on what the certain molten gold eyed going to say. Inside her head is full of thoughts on whether it's a trademark tease of the drummer or not.

'Here goes nothing.' The drummer swallowed her saliva as she thought those words. She closed her eyes for a second and breath heavily. Her arms and legs are shaking, sign of being so nervous. Inside in her mind there's a world war 3 going. Her thoughts are both fighting on whether the confession is going to be well or not. But in the end she gathers those courage inside of her heart.

"Mio remember the promise we made when we are just kids?" Ok blame the certain drummer for being so mindful when it comes to sweet memories.

"Ah... Yes? Why are you asking that?" The raven haired asked as she remembers the vow when they were just kids. She formed a faint smile as she remembers those halcyon days.

"When we were just kids I, myself made a promise that I will stay by your side for the rest of my existence on this world..." Ritsu said in a serious monotone. With her focused on the stormy grey eyes that the bassist possesses.

After that a placid yet so tension rising silence occupied the spacious room. The drummer being so nervous, stopped after saying the vow they've made. She looks at the alluring face of the ravenette. It was full of curiosity and her stormy grey orbs signifies to just continue on what the latter saying.

"Can I continue that promise? But not as just being friends..."The drummer gather her courage and braveness to say the last word. "But as being lovers..."

The other 'Ritsu' was just listening on their conversation with her golden eyes widened.

The ravenette was in the stage of shock. She doesn't know what to reply. She doesn't want to hurt her bestfriend's feelings. She just wait those words to just sink in her head.

As the tension rises, the silence became to invades the room. As on cue the roar of thunders agrees. So the ravenette decided to broke the silence.

"I'm sorry Ritsu...but we can be still friends right?" The ravenette did her best to reconcile the friendship they've built for so many years. She doesn't want to end it this way. Mentioning those words that the drummer said today. But her own feelings is very peculiar. By that phrase she said, she managed to form an angel-like smile. But that face of hers cannot even be describe by the author of this story.

Instead of running, she decided to break the silence. To just accept the fact that her bestfriend just see her just a friend...only just a friend.

"Yeah...we're still friends..."After that a awkward silence filled the room. Yeah, like one of those television dramas. When the one who confess got just rejected, followed by a silence. Yes very cliché.

Back to the other 'Ritsu'... Her eyes widened as she remembers those conversation she heard are just like the one that happened to her. The word 'I'm sorry' or 'we can still be friends' traumatizes her as well. Because in general nothing always is the same... you can throw a plate on the ground. You can sorry for the plate. But does the word 'sorry' brings the pieces of broken plate together and get fixed? The same thing with a broken heart. You can't just say sorry. You have to mean it. You need to do something to achieve something. It doesn't just apply on the topic called love, you can apply it on your daily life.

If you want to be successful, then be it. You can't climb the ladder of success with your hands stuffed on your pockets. If you want to have a happy life, then choose it. Because you are the one who is in charge of your own happiness...Nobody else.

She noticed a crystal clear liquid pouring the ground as she cried. She stared to the distorted image of the place. Then suddenly it disappears.

-Gasps-

"Ha?! So it was only just a dream?! So that explains why?!" The drummer awoke from a worst nightmare. She thought yesterday was just a dream. But she later noticed a sensation of pain at the back of her head. She touched it. Then she realized it was a bandage.

"It hurts so much..." She said it not just to her wound. But also to her freshly broken heart. Knowing that a heart could break but the pain can last.

"Awww... Why did I end up here?" The brunette talks to herself.

Then suddenly a figure of a boy showed up to her room.

"Onee-chan! So you're finally awaked? I was so worried about you." The spiky haired boy said in a worried tone to her sister.

"Satoshi! Why did I end up in my room? I thought I was wandering the streets?" The latter said in a doubtful tone.

"Well M- I-I mean I saw you on the dark alley. I thought you had a serious head injury... So together with my friends we've brought you to the hospital. Then mom rushed to the hospital without waiting dad. The doctor said it was nothing serious but all you have is to recover your strength, so that your wound could heal. The hazel eyed boy answered with his flustered emotion, sweat dripping to his shirt, even though the air conditioner is working.

"A-a-anyways!? Mom told me to you to go down to have some dinner." Molten gold eyes stared to the hazel eyes with full of doubts.

"O-ok?! I have to go now." With that statement the latter dashed to door and to the hallway.

"What a bad liar." The latter was intellectual enough to know a person is lying. She clench her teeth as she clench her to hands. Avoiding those tears from her amber eyes, threatening to fall.

'Why did everybody in this world need to lie?' She was being so angry at that time. She even cursed the world.

'Why would He let me suffers this much?' They've said nobody's perfect. It means that humans commit mistakes, humans can make regretful choices that causes them huge consequences, humans can even forgot who is the one who helps us in need. Because the truth is... we are only humans. We are not perfect. We are full of imperfections. When you have a problems or burdens, sometimes you question Him. That why would He let these things happens to you. The only answer is He wanted you to remember Him in all times. Don't just remember Him in times of troubles, when you need help, when you are worrying and scared. But remember Him when you have your achievements. All things happens for a reason... Always put that in your mind.

Ok back to the story because author-san got a little too carried away . ^^ :D

So without waiting for any time. In the matter of seconds she got up with that angry façade of hers. She went to her cabinet that are full of clothes. She grabbed a yellow checkered polo with a white Aero Style pullover, top with a black leather jacket. A pair of loose jeans and a white Chuck Taylor shoes.

Blame author-san for being not fashionable when it comes to clothes heheh . ^^ :D

The latter quickly dashed to her bathroom. There lies its toilet, shower, bath tub, and many more. She searched for its hidden fire exit. Then as she twist the knob it reveals a ladder that leads to the Tainaka's backyard. She climbed down to ladder then reaching to its ground. She escaped to her own home to rest and relax her mind, soul and heart even though she doesn't feel well. She is still mad.

As she remembers those angriness plotting inside of her heart, corrupting her own soul. The leaves rustles as she sprinted to the streets remembering those feelings made her even so infuriated. In truth they are only vexations to your spirit.

She always expect that life will always be good and enjoyable. Not to mention her happy go lucky attitude. She always knows that don't have ups and downs. But let's face it in life; if it's only happy moments, it is way too boring. Just like a heart monitor if it's flat that means you're dead if it has ups and downs it means you're alive. If your life has challenges, burdens, problems then it is more fun and enjoyable. You cannot appreciate happiness if you don't undergo sadness. You cannot experience being loved, if you don't experience pain first.

In life it is okay to expect, but always don't get your expectations went overboard. In the end you will get hurt. So always rely on yourself, work with your own hands so you can be dependable.

Madness plots inside of her lonesome heart as her furious expression printed on her face grew more serious. She continues to sprint just to reach her destination.

Back to her house, a worried boy looked to her room. After looking to her sister's empty bed and bathroom, he dashed to the stairs to reach the dining room, almost falling down the stairs. He exclaimed to her mother who is preparing the table for a leisurely dinner.

"Oka-san!" Gasping for air, the boy said in an uneasy way.

"What it is Satoshi? Didn't I tell you to get your sister?" The cheerful middle aged woman said while holding a handful of plates.

"Onee chan!"

"What happened to your sister?!" The woman starting to worried.

"O-onee chan is missing!" The boy shouted in an abashed manner.

With that statement, the plates fell to the ground forming into shattered pieces as the owner's eyes widened with her tears flowing down to her worried face pouring the ground where the shattered pieces of plates scattered.

Outside the window, to the forest is wolf standing at the edge of the cliff, with its furious expression the wolf cried as its letting out its anger to the world.

A/N: So I again Im sorreh for the wrong grammars, feel free to correct me. Also please R&R! :D

Background Info: Ritsu dreamt about the conversation then the conversation above was EXACTLY happened. Then after knowing that Satoshi lied and Mio probably hates her she is in the state of anger.

Was Satoshi telling the truth?

Who is the person that helped Satoshi to carry Ritsu to the hospital?

Was that person the cause of Ritsu's depression or not?

Is that person can make Ritsu recover?

Who is that certain person whose name starts with letter M?

Let's find out in the next chapter! Please R&R! :D