A/N: HAIZZZ GUYSZZ ^^ KAWAII FACE XD. First of all, I'm sorreh for not updating any of mah storrehs. The thing is, I have so many school work stuffs.. Like the student council elections. Then I won in the elections . The 4th periodical exams. Which I almost top on almost everything XD. (I don't really study that much…. Lel XD) And the announcing of honors.. Which I placed on the position of being 1st honorable mention XD… Which of course, a blessing from HIM. Then lastly, the clearance XD.. I rushed at signing mah clearance. So I can finally have mah summer… OK enough with the talking! Let's begin on the reading! (rhymesss XD)
"blah blah"- Talking
BOLD LETTERS- important note, POV notif. Effects and also A/N
'blah'- Thoughts
Blah meh - Text msgs and etc..
A lonesome figure sprinted across the vast yet so dark alley. Only illuminated by the street lights. Frantic footsteps can only be heard as the latter began to gasps for air. Memories of the past began to haunt her.
Words can be used as a praising thing or a tremendous meaning of pain. Words are knives. Words can be so flattering. Words have the power to break each other feelings. So, before you speak. Think if it's nice. Think if it's necessary. Think if it cannot hurt the feelings of an individual. If you choose not. Then you are just a bastard.
As the helpless individual began to sprint. But first of all, why is she running in the first place? Is that because she wanted to get tired? The answer is no. We all know that running away or avoiding the problem doesn't resolve anything, right? Avoiding problems is a choice. A choice, that will lead to a tumultuous debacle. Choose to face this problems and be a human. But alas, the brunette choose to run from her problems.
Those past events began to corrupt her mind. Looking at the alley in pain. She isn't quite sure on why is this happening to her. She suffers like hell. The brunette cannot handle the pain anymore. The muscles of her short legs felt pain. But she just brushes of away as she continues to sprint almost passing the small chapel.
She almost passed at the chapel. Her peripheral vision can distinguish the place. Then she halted at her action. Shooting glares at the white chapel with its light source is a bright light bulb attached to its female socket located at the top of the oak wood cross.
Clenching her teeth, trembling in anger, words cannot express her angry façade as her two hands clenched so hard, as she saw the sight.
Looking at the sight with her aura that screams- Don't Mess At Me At This Time. Even the stray dogs will not be even close to 1 meter to her.
"-Tch- You don't exist." The brunette muttered in a monotone. When she says that statement the wind began to grew cold. The swaying of trees began to join. The rustling of leaves and newspapers began to move to the feet of the brunette.
What makes her say that? Why did He is involved in this situation? The tawny haired drummer just wanted to just accept the fact that the confession didn't end up well. In fact it even left a scar on her heart. Blinded by the fact that He doesn't think that it is the right time or He don't think that she was the right person. The confession just had the impact to destroy the certain drummer, resulting the drummer to despise Him.
Is loving back someone is that very hard? Yes, it is very hard because if you love someone you have to sacrifice anything you have. You have to open your mind, heart and soul to that person. You have to make a commitment to each other. If your love is not that true or pure. Then what's the sense of loving that person if your love is just full of lies? It will only result on hurting that person. Then depression will strike his/her. It is okay to tell the bitter truth than seeing their smile by your sweet lies.
Truth hurts, words are knives but later on you will appreciate those hurtful words because it will set you free.
But don't blame Him for letting this happen to you. In fact He is just writing the story of your life. Also don't compare your story to some happy endings like those in some fluffy fairy tale like stories. Because they are written by an writer. While yours, is written by Him.
If the drummer had powers, she would just choose to rewind the time. Just to correct her mistakes, and doing the right thing. But alas... we are just only humans that can commit mistakes.
Just then when she proceeded on doing her actions. She was later interrupted when a man stepped in out of the blue, saying..
"I'm afraid you're wrong... young lady." An old man just showed up in front of her, with a smile written on his face.
Ritsu's POV
Just as I proceeded on walking down the streets. I was later interrupted by an old man. Great, now I have to face this oldie that was saying I am wrong. I turned around to him. I guess this oldie is a priest or pastor or whatsoever. Judging by his looks and clothing style. He was wearing a grey buttoned up shirt with clerical collar wrapped around on his neck. He wears black slacks and a pair of black leather shoes. He wears some old school glasses.
Okay back to the story.
"Uh... Who the heck are yah?" I asked him shooting glares at his cerulean eyes.
"Young lady, name is not important why don't you just sit with me on the nearby bench."
"Okay, oldie I don't have the mood to talk somebody right now. Because I have a rough time yesterday." I stated as I turn my back on the other side crossing my arms then closing my eyes in annoyance. Because seriously? It is hard to commend your trust again, if you are just going to hurt yourself, again and again. But also don't forget to give others a second chance. Because everyone deserves a second chance. You will never know if they will become the source of your happiness. But if they end up hurting you, then don't give them a third chance anymore because they will only hurt you the same way they hurt you at first. But, if you love that person so much. You will become a martyr for the sake of your relationship.
This kind of relationship doesn't only exist among lovers. But it also exist among families.
Just as then I turned to the old man. He was already seated on the nearby bench near at the chapel.
"Come on, seat here." He said gesturing me to seat beside him.
'What da heck?! This oldie is surely testing me.' Anyways I should go and seat beside him. Besides he looks pretty harmless plus he's a priest or pastor. So maybe I should trust him.
So I decided to seat beside him. But in the matter of seconds he is just looking on the vast skies. Wait- Is this guy messing with me? Alright Ritsu time out, I'm going to sprint again to streets or to be specified wandering the streets like a beggar.
Gritting my teeth furiously, while slowly standing up. A hand touched me. What!?
Staring at his eyes and face. His façade said that. Don't go. What da heck?! What's wrong with this?!
"I believe that you don't have the attitude or virtue of being patient." Saying in a very monotone voice.
"Why don't you take a seat?" He asks while staring onto my face. Leaving me there stunned. Wow, I mean what? I guess his words are true not to mention that I got hurt for a moment there. So without hesitating, I managed to sit beside him. While staring to the cold ground, legs crossed.
"What's that all 'bout oldie?" I asked out of the blue.
"I was just testing you." He answered my question. And that made me shock that he was testing me earlier.
"But why?!" Curiosity got over me. But why was he testing me in the first place?
"Young lady, earlier you said that He doesn't exist... I know in your mind that you questioned Him that why does He lets this misery corrupts you... The only answer is... He is just testing you... On how strong you are. And how patient you are, waiting for the right person... Because patience is not the ability to wait.. But the ability to maintain your attitude and faith while waiting." There was a pause between that. "Oh, how brave you are declaring your love to a person... especially to your bestfriend. People like that deserves to earn respect.. for having courage and strength to confess" He said those words. While I broke the gaze to the ground then looked at him.
Woah!? Did he mention the word bestfriend?! How does he know about that?
"How did yo-" I asked at him but got later interrupted.
"I know the intensity of pain you're undergoing through... But don't let that affect you... It is normal to questioned Him. But don't put all the blame on Him... Maybe He got reasons on why He doesn't favor to your relationship. Or it is not the right person or time... Everything happens for a reason. He has a reason for allowing things to happen... We may never understand His wisdom, but we simply have to..."
Okay, this person has some words of wisdom coming directly from his mouth.
"There is a time for everything. But judging by your looks, you want to have power to reverse the time. You bargained to Him, that you want to reverse it to undo your actions. Dear, you can't change the past... But you can work at the present then change the future. You don't have to worry about the future."
Long silence dominated the place. As the cold wind began to the my skin. He began to open his mouth while into his eyes... like it was staring into my soul, with a serious glint in it.
I sat beside him then returning as his gaze. I felt that my aura screams "Serious Ritsu is in Da House!"
Wutt?! Dang you author! XD
Okay, great thing to ruined the frickin mood.
Why is he telling me this things? Does he know me? Does he know what happened to me? I started to doubt him. But I always keep in mind that I need to listen to him. For the sake of myself.. But is he my mother? He even preach at me, like his my mother or relatives. Heck my mother is even a better disciplinarian than any teachers at this world.
I was spacing out that moment until...
"And now, you are now angry." Swallowing his lava as he began to continue. "I know it is wrong to judge a person. But don't be like a pathetic person, begging her to love you back... That's wrong.. What's over is over... I know loving can hurt.. It hurts sometimes. But it'll make you feel alive. But as time goes by, time will heal you.."
Eyes widened.
"Don't let your heart bleed. 'Cause only words bleed."
Legs shaking.
"Smile, even if it's fake.. Because smiling is the best makeup that you can wear. Laugh, even if you hurt. Because He doesn't want to see His child being so broken and shattering into pieces. Also it boast your immune system." He smiles at me. Then he continued on speaking... or preaching at me. "Don't let anyone get to you...
"You're beautiful regardless of what anyone says to you."
Ouch... My head just exploded. As my heart pumping loudly.
Just as he began to stand. I stand too. But I asked him a question first.
"Wait, How do you know that something odd or unusual is happening to me?" I questioned him.
He reply me his cheerful smile.
'Huh?! What?'
"Real eyes, realize, real lies..."
By that simple yet meaningful statement just awaken my comatose soul. Realizing that I was a foolish person for cursing Him. Even getting angry at my family. And the whole world.. Wishing to myself, that I don't wanna live. I even lie to others that I feel good, but in general not... I must be grateful then. To Him. And that mysterious person... Speaking of that I must thank him.
Just as I searched for him. I saw him but got he was disappeared in the cold mist of air.
Shocked at first. But quickly changed by my smile.
"Humans are mysterious creatures." At last, I finally smiled.
Because a Hero has finally saved me.
"Now where now? I don't want to go home.. Because things will get awkward...Hmmm.. Oh! I know! I will go to Mugi."
I said those words as I began to walk to the streets.
A/N: HAIZXC Guyzzz… I apologize if there are so many grammar errors ;-;.. CAuzz English is not mah native language or mah mother tongue… Pls bear wid me! XD.. Anywayzz I will try to update Define Love Okay? :D. Then I will work on mah new projectsss… So pls R&R… Also critics and reviews are greatly welcome. Feel free to correct meh! XD
Does the old man helped Ritsu to feel better?
Why Ritsu is going to Mugi?
Who is the person that helped Satoshi to carry Ritsu to the hospital? (last chap question)
What lesson did you all learn in this chapter?
Again Plsss R&R! =D
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