-...AUTHOR'S POV CHAPTER...-
Lavi: Oi! Moyashi-Kun06! Congrats on publishing ya 4th chap!
Moyashi-Kun06: ...
Lavi: Hey! We need ya to get working on the next one!
Moyashi-Kun06: ...
Lavi: Hey? Ya ok?
Moyashi-Kun06: I feel empty...seriously...I feel so blank...
Kanda: Great, now ya gonna let those who read your fic's be let down?
Moyashi-Kun: I tried...I posted that chapter to see if anyone is there...if there was anyone there that likes my writing...
Allen: *Just got back from cafeteria eating* Ehhhhhh? But you love writing!
Moyashi-Kun06: I love writing so much...but...what is the point of writing a story...if you are the only one that likes it...? *looks down*
Kanda: Che! Don't let it get to ya! That's just low.
Moyashi-Kun06: I don't care if I am low or high or even in the middle...I just feel so scared...
Allen and Lavi: Scared of what?
Moyashi-Kun06: I'm scared of making those who read my fic's and stories mad and frustrated...I know I make my stories confusing, and making everyone seem like they are at a stop sign...I want to fix that...but now I try to make clues, make some understanding...but now it seems and feels that I can't...I'm hopeless, an awful writer that lets those who read her stories feel confused and mixed up!
Kanda: Moyashi-Kun...
Lavi: Moy-Kun...
Allen: ... *Silent*
Moyashi-Kun06: I-I think I c-can't do this anymore...
Allen, Kanda and Lavi: WHAT?!
Moyashi-Kun06: I am terrible...
Kanda: This isn't for attention isn't it?! *Glances at Moyashi-Kun06*
Lavi and Allen: *Looks too*
Moyashi-Kun06: Now why would I do that if there is nobody to even notice me in the first place...? Maybe I should just write my own stories and read them myself in the dark...I really want to publish a real story, but I can't just have my family and friends saying I can do it...I really want to know others opinions...but...maybe I should just stick to being unknown...
*All quiet*
Kanda: I believe you should keep writing.
Lavi: Me too!
Allen: Me as well, Moyashi-Kun06!
Moyashi-Kun06: Huh?
Kanda: I know you have been through a hard time-
Moyashi-Kun06: SO, those who bully and tease me is hard? All the loss...All the mistakes I did?
Kanda: It's rough and not easy.
Lavi: But you still write, despite those who say you couldn't write, the tragedy, but, your proud of yourself being an Otaku!
Allen: Open your eyes and see, truly see, those who read, favourite, follow and review on your stories.
Moyashi-Kun06: Yeah, maybe I will, I am just so messed up at the moment...I'm sorry for being a screw-up.
Kanda, Lavi and Allen: *Smiles* SHE'S BACK!
Moyashi-Kun06: And this time, I'll make some sense in my stoires/fic's! I shall improve and try not to put up a stop sign!
*All smile*
Moyashi-Kun06: T-Thank you all for your support so far, It's just I am so stuck up with negatives it got to me. I am scared many of you will me mad and frustrated with me that I made you all in a puzzle and mixed up with my works. I wanted to try hard and make things better by adding some clues or understandings...but I guess I felt useless and couldn't. Now I look back to see many following, favourit-ing and review non the less. It makes me feel happy you all put up with me, especially with me writing this. :,) I will get back on track, but, maybe not now. ^^" Thank you all, I love you all, I really want to apologise for my lack of being an author. I really do. I wanted to get this message out so badly, I have been keeping it sealed for some time, ok, for a long time..
But I am afraid you all would think of me as an attention seeker, she wants more reviews, freak or just a messed-up weirdo teenage girl that has a passion for writing and drawing. So, Thank you to those so much that don't think I am and to those who have supported me. I really do, from the bottom of my heart appreciate it so much. *Heart*
Moyashi-Kun06, Allen, Lavi and Kanda: THANK YOU! *HEART* AND REMEBER! NEVER STAND STILL KEEP WALKING! *MEGA HEART*
-...END OF AUTHOR POV...-