This is it folks, the final chapter. Sorry it has taken me so long to update I hope it is worth the wait. Lots of fluff, love sexiness and smut in this final chapter.
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3 Months ago
Olivia rolled onto her back and stretched out across the bed, her whole body was aching and sore. She turned her head and looked at the clock on her bedside table, a little shocked to see it was almost half one in the afternoon. She sat up and pulled her pillow up behind her and sat back. She moved a little and looked around the bedroom floor and saw hers and Elliot clothes still lying where they left them the night before and smiled as she recalled what happened.
Elliot had been so gentle and so caring. He explored every inch of her body of her body with his mouth and hands, kissing, touching, licking and biting softly it had felt amazing. She closed her eyes as ran her fingers lightly over her chest and stomach just like Elliot had hours earlier. She squeezed her legs together to try and ease the dull throb in her pussy as she bit her bottom lip. Her fingers brushed over the scar on her breast the one made by Elliot's replica badge. She remembered how she felt his tears as he kissed the scar over and over before his mouth slipped to her nipple and he gently sucked it into his mouth.
She sighed and ran her fingers down her body and under the bed sheet that was covering her from her waist down. She spread her legs and slipped her hand over her pussy and thighs and felt the sticky remains from their love making.
"I don't know I leave you alone for five minutes," chuckled Elliot from the doorway as he watched her hand move under the sheet. "And you start touching yourself," he said as he felt this cock hardening.
She opened her eyes and looked over at him. He was leaning against the door frame naked holding a tray with two glasses of orange and some fruit in a bowl.
"Yeah well I woke up alone and you weren't here," she said as he walked towards her.
He put the tray down on the bedside table and pulled the sheet off her in one go and climbed onto the bed and between her legs.
"You are so beautiful," he told her as he hovered over her body his erection pushing against her pussy.
"El….don't," she said her voice just above a whisper and her cheeks going red.
"What you blushing for?" he asked her.
"I don't know, I guess it's still a little new hearing you talk like this to me. Especially when you're so….naked."
"My words make you blush."
"Yeah, after all those years we were together to hear you say stuff like this is like a dream. We were partners and friends for so long," she ran her fingers lightly over his chest and down his sides. "I used to long to hear those words from you."
"Believe me when I tell you I wanted to say those words to you so many times, and now I have it feels so natural."
"It does huh," she smiled.
"Yeah just like kissing you does," he said leaning in and kissing her softly. "Just like the way you touch me does," he said shivering as she took hold of him. "And how I touch you, feel you and make love to you," he smiled as he pushed his hips forward as she gripped him harder and guided him to her entrance.
"I have to be honest with you," she said before biting on her lip as he pushed into her slowly.
"I'm not hurting you am I?" he asked holding himself still.
"Just a little tender from last night, just take it slowly."
"I can stop Liv, I don't want to hurt you," she could see the concern on his face and reached up to cup his face.
"I don't want you to stop; I never want you to stop."
"You're sure?"
She nodded as Elliot pushed himself fully into her.
"Now what was I saying?" she asked him as he began to move in and out of her gently.
"Something about being honest," he said breathing against her neck.
"Right…. I was a little nervous about us being together like this."
"What do you mean?"
"Well…..all those years….. All those thoughts I used to have…..shit El," she gasped as she spread her legs as wide as she could and he began to circle his hips as he pushed deeply into her."
"Just relax," he smiled into her as he felt her tighten around him.
"All those years I thought about you … I was scared….scared it wouldn't be like I thought."
"And now?" he asked lifting his head and looking down into her eyes.
"Now I don't know why I was so nervous, everything was beyond perfect, and the thoughts I used to have been tame in compared to this."
Elliot kissed her softly as she wrapped her legs around him and he moved deep within her, their bodies moving as one.
"I love you so much Liv," he mumbled in her mouth as they kissed. "So fucking much."
"I love you to baby," she breathed back as she felt him jerk inside her and release deep within her coating her inner walls. The feeling of his release was all it took for Olivia as she came, holding him tightly to her as her body convulsed and shook.
They both lay in silence for a while catching their breath, before Elliot lifted his head and smiled at her.
"I think we need a shower to clean up," he laughed.
"Not just yet," she told him. "I don't want to let you go yet," she said as she clamped her inner walls around his softening shaft. "Just five more minutes.
Elliot nodded and leant his head against his hand and looked down at her, brushing her hair out of eyes.
"When do you need to be back in Washington?"
"Not for a few more days. I'm still not fit to be back at work yet, so Gibbs told me to…"
"Shit El, I completely forgot about your injury, did I hurt you?"
"Liv I'm fine, I just can't go back to work till I get the all clear from the doc. But even if I hadn't been nothing would have stopped me last night and this morning," he grinned.
"How much trouble you in over what you did?"
"A bit. I guess it helped that the director has a young daughter the same age as the girl I saved. I will be given the shit details for a while and Gibbs said to really punish me, he is going to stick with me with DiNozzo."
"Hey Tony isn't that bad."
"You try putting up with him on a stakeout, he is so annoying. I don't know how Ziva hasn't killed him yet."
"The same reason I never killed you when you were an annoying prick… because she loves him."
Elliot smiled at her. "Yeah I kinda guessed that, there is way too much sexual tension between them."
"That's what Munch said about us two."
"And look how right he was," he said rubbing her nose with his. "Why don't we have a shower and then I will take you out for breakfast."
"Or why don't we order some food in, have a shower then eat breakfast in bed… naked," she grinned.
"Hmmmm I like your idea way more," he said as he felt himself beginning to harden inside her again.
"So I can feel," she said before his mouth crashed against hers and kissed her hard as he pushed up into her.
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Present Day.
Olivia rested her head onto Elliot chest. "You awake?" she asked him it was almost dark now. They had both fallen asleep for a lot longer than they thought they would.
"Yeah," he said kissing the top of her head. "I guess we should move and go and check on Eli and Abby, and make something to eat."
"Been thinking about that, why don't we go into town and get pizza tonight?"
"Sounds good to me," he said stretching. "Then after pizza I have plans for you."
"Oh you do, do you," she said pushing herself up and off him.
"Older kids on island, Abby has Eli for the night damn right I have plans for you," he said wiggling his eyebrows and smirking up at her.
"Well in that case Stabler," she said holding her hand out for him. "Let's go and get the two explorers, so we can get back," she said pulling him up. He fell into her and wrapped his arms around her waist holding her to him.
"I love you so much," he told her.
"I know you do and I love you as well."
"I just wish I had told you how I felt years ago instead of hiding it and pretending the feelings I had weren't real. I wasted so much time."
"We both did, but like we have already said we got here in the end."
"Yeah but….." he said looking down.
"But what?"
He sighed and looked back up at her. "I see how you are with Eli and the rest of my kids, I just really wish… I wish I could have given you that. And if I hadn't been so weak and just told you the first time I split from Kathy how I felt, instead of being a coward, we could have had that."
Olivia reached up and cupped his face.
"The thought of having a little version of me and you running around," he said to her. "I wish I could give you that."
"El, I realised years ago that me having a baby would probably never happen, what with work and stuff and now I guess it is too late."
"What if it wasn't? What if we go speak to someone and find out?"
Olivia looked at him shocked. "El….."
"Liv, I want to have a baby with you, or I want to try and have a baby with you. And not just because I know it is something you have always wanted, but because I want to. I want a baby with you Olivia Benson."
"El I saw your face when Kathy told you she was pregnant."
"Yeah I know, But I was upset because it was with Kathy. I was ready to leave that part of my life behind, as far as I was concerned my marriage was over to her and I made one mistake. But now I wouldn't change a thing. I love Eli so much and he has brought so much joy to my life."
"Elliot, your 50 next year, I will be 48 do you really think starting a family that late in life is a god idea."
"Yes, because I know the love we will have for this kid would be out of this world. I want a baby with you Liv," he reached up and wiped away the tear falling down her cheek. "What do you say?"
"We might, I might not be able to."
Elliot shrugged "We won't know until we go and see someone," he kissed her lips and grinned at her. "Olivia Benson would you do me the honour of having my Baby?" he asked kissing her nose.
Olivia chuckled and sniffed dropping her head to his chest. "How about we just go and talk to someone about our options first, see if it's even possible."
"That's all I'm asking," he told her holding her tightly to him.
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3 Months earlier
"Hmmm Liv…what ya doin baby?" he asked her sleepily his eyes staying shut.
"Exploring," she told him from under the sheet. "You had your go last night it's my turn now," she said smiling against his stomach as she kissed and licked his solid ab muscles.
"Okay," he smiled opening his eyes a little and looking at the clock. It was not long after 5pm. They had ordered breakfast that morning after their shower before making love again and falling asleep. Waking up another two times during the day to make love again. They just couldn't get enough of each other.
Elliot lifted his head and put another pillow under it and looked down the length of his body and watched Olivia moving under the sheet. He jumped as she moved down her lips gently brushing against his lower stomach and down his thighs just missing his growing erection. He reached for the sheet and pulled it off.
Olivia looked up and grinned at him. "You want something?" she asked him.
"Just to watch you," he smiled back. "And to make sure I wasn't dreaming. Do you have any idea how many times I have dreamt about being woken up by you kissing me under the sheet. The amount of times I would wake up in the cribs hard because of the dreams I had about you. I might have been married at the time but it didn't stop me wanting you all the time," he said as he brushed her hair out of the way and held it back so he could watch her as she licked the full length of his erection circling her tongue over the slit and tasting the pre cum.
"Mmmmm," she murmured against him before she took him fully into her mouth as she got on all fours so she was hovering above him and able to take him deeper.
"Jesus Liv," he groaned as he watched her and she took him fully into her mouth. "I think I just died and gone to heaven," he told her as he dropped his head back and closed his eyes his senses going into overdrive at the feel of her mouth sliding up and down his shaft, as her hand went to his balls and massaged them at the same time.
"Liv…sweetheart," he panted. "You need to stop, you need to … I'm gonna cum baby."
Hearing those words Olivia sunk down lower on him relaxing her throat and taking him as deep as she could, the tip of his cock hitting the back of her throat.
"Holy shit," he grunted as he jerked into her mouth and released, Olivia swallowed taking everything he gave her as his cock pulsed in her mouth. Elliot dropped his arms to the bed as his body totally relaxed after he gave her everything he had.
Olivia kissed the tip of his now limp cock and looked up at him and smiled. "You okay," she asked him smiling.
"Never better," he grinned, his eyes staying closed as he continued to calm his breathing. Olivia kissed her way up his stomach and chest and lay down on top of him resting her head on his shoulder. Elliot lifted his arm and ran his fingers lightly up and down her back. "You know I talked myself out of coming here at least three times yesterday," he said kissing the top of her head.
"You did?"
"Yeah. I didn't want to put any pressure on you. You said you needed time and I didn't want to rush you."
"So what changed your mind, what made you finally turn up?"
"I knew how hard Cragen leaving would be for you. I knew you would deny that you were hurting and you would say you didn't need anyone."
Olivia lifted her head and rested her chin on his chest.
"And the main reason… that I love you, and I wanted to be with you, no matter how mad you might have got."
"I would never have got mad with you," she said kissing his chin. "When I was sat in the taxi on the way home I was praying you would be here waiting for me. I just got this strange feeling you know."
"Yeah I know, we always seemed to know when we needed each other….. When Lewis had you, I got this feeling when I was out in Afghan," Olivia stared at him as he talked.
"What do you mean feeling?"
"I don't know, I just….. I couldn't concentrate, I felt sick like something bad was going to happen, I just didn't know what. I wanted to call Gibbs but I couldn't, it drove me crazy for days and then I got the message about you….. and when I found out what had happened."
Olivia reached up and wiped away the tears rolling down his cheek.
"No more tears," she said moving up and over him and kissing the tears.
"I don't think I can promise you that," he sniffed. "This is why I never liked going to therapy when we worked together, it makes me soft," he chuckled.
Olivia kissed his lips and reached down between them.
"Oh I don't know, you don't feel all that soft to me," she said taking hold of him and stroking him a few times before she lined him up with her entrance. "In fact you feel pretty damn hard to me," she said sinking down onto him fully.
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"That was fun Dad," said Eli from the back of the car as they pulled up into the campsite. "As much as I love camping, nothing beats going out for pizza and ice cream," he said as the lights of the car swept over the campsite area and stopped on all the kids.
"What they doing back here?" asked Elliot jumping out the car. "Has something happened," he asked them rushing over to them.
"Calm down dad, everything is cool," said Kathleen.
"So what you guys doing back here, I thought you were spending the night on the island?"
"Yeah well, we kinda lied," said Maureen.
Olivia came over and stood by Elliot. "What do you mean you lied?" she asked her.
"We had something to take care of," she said to them. "Do you two even know what date it is?"
Elliot and Olivia looked at each other and shrugged "August the 4th," said Elliot.
"And that date doesn't ring any bells?" asked Richie.
"No why?" asked Olivia.
"I knew it," said Lizzie laughing. "I told you they wouldn't even realise."
"16 years ago today, ring any bells?" asked Kathleen.
"Oh my God," said Olivia smiling and looking at Elliot. He looked confused at first then a smile spread across his face.
"I can't believe we didn't realise," he laughed.
All the kids and Abby laughed.
"At last the penny drops," said Maureen. "16 years today you two became partners and neither of you remembered," he said to them.
"We figured it might happen, you were never any good at remembering dates dad," said Lizzie. "So we organised something for the pair of you," she said taking hold of Elliot's hand as Richie took Olivia's and they guided them down to the shore.
"You see the lights on the island," said Richie.
Elliot nodded still not sure what was going on.
"Head for them," he said as he pushed Elliot and Olivia towards the small boat.
"What do you mean head for them?"
"There is a little surprise there for the both of you," said Maureen. "Now go."
Olivia looked at Elliot and shrugged before climbing into the boat and Elliot followed.
"Have fun," said Eli grinning.
"I hope so," said Elliot as Richie pushed the boat out and he grabbed the oars and began to row out into the darkness towards the lights on the island.
3 Months earlier
"So what happens now?" asked Olivia as she dropped the toilet seat cover down and sat down facing Elliot who was lay in the bath.
"What do you mean?"
"This…. me and you," she said waving her hand between the two of them.
Elliot grinned "I think we just fuck like rabbits for the rest of our lives." Olivia picked up a towel and threw it at him laughing. "What?" he laughed. "It's definitely something we are good at."
It had been four days since he had arrived on her doorstep. Olivia had finally left that morning to go into work but up until then they hadn't left the apartment and spent most of the time naked and making love.
"I mean are we going to tell everyone we are together, that your back?"
"Do you want to tell everyone?"
Olivia shrugged.
"Brian already knows, so he will probably mention it to the guys."
"He is gone," she told him. Elliot looked at her frowning. "He took an undercover job the morning after he saw us. Apparently he Is going to be away for a few months. And I know he hasn't told the guys, cause trust me they would have mentioned it this morning."
"Liv if you want to keep things quiet and just between us for a while I don't mind."
"You don't?"
"No. A lot has happened over the last few months. If you need time to get used to this, to us, I don't mind keeping it quiet from the guys, however….."
"You want to tell the kids," she finished for him.
Elliot nodded. "Do you mind? I just… after everything that happened I don't like keeping things from them."
Olivia stood up and pulled Elliot's shirt over her head dropped it to the floor leaving her totally naked. She watched as Elliot's eyes wandered over her body and he licked his lips.
"No I don't mind," she said stepping towards the bath. Elliot lifted his hand from out the water and ran his fingers over her stomach lightly touching the few scars she had left from Lewis making his way down and lightly brushing over the top of her pussy. Olivia shuddered at his touch making Elliot smile.
"You're so beautiful," he whispered sitting up and leaning out the bath to kiss her stomach. "And if it means I get to spend all my time hidden in your apartment when I see you, and your naked like this all the time, then we never have to tell the guys," he smiled against her skin. "Because the last few days we have spent together have been just perfect."
Olivia ran her fingers through his short hair as he kissed his way over her skin. "I never thought I would ever be this happy," she said kissing the top of his head as he wrapped his arms around her waist and hugged her tightly. "After everything that has happened over the last few years, I began to lose myself for a while. I was changing and it wasn't into a better person….. I didn't like who I was becoming, who I was without you."
Elliot lifted his head and looked up at her. "Well I'm back now, and so are you. And I have no plans on ever leaving you."
"You can't promise that El, neither of us can. Not with the work we do."
"Well I promise to do my best to try, how's that?"
"Sounds perfect," she told him. "Now scoot back so I can get in," she grinned at him as he moved back and she stepped into the tub.
Present day
"Your kids are pretty amazing," she said as she looked out across the dark water towards the small lights on the island.
"They have their moments," he smiled. "I can't believe they knew when we became partners."
"I can't believe I forgot."
"Me either."
"You mean you actually knew the day we became partners?"
"It's not a day I'm going to forget easily, but the day I really remember is the day I first saw you."
"That was the first day we met El."
"I didn't say met, I said the first day I saw you," he chuckled.
"That was the first time wasn't it?"
"Nope. Cragen had mentioned we were getting someone new in and I would be partnering up with them. I didn't want a new partner I was happy working alone. Cragen told me to get over it as I didn't have a choice and neither did he. He was told we were getting someone new and that was final. He didn't even know who we were getting. I got in touch with a friend of mine who worked for 1PP who got your name for me so I could check you out, see what kind of cop you were."
"You snooped on me," she laughed.
"Yeah well all Cragen told me was what he was told, which was nothing. Unfortunately my friend in 1PP is useless and he told me your name was Oliver Benson and you were in court testifying that afternoon."
"Oliver?"
"Yeah," he laughed. "Anyway I told Cragen I had something to do and headed down to court to check you out. When I got there you were on the stand, however I didn't know that it was you as I was looking for. The defence attorney was trying his best to trip you up. I sat there gobsmacked as you turned it around to your favour. I couldn't keep my eyes off you. You were so strong, so sure of yourself and so fucking sexy. I remember thinking to myself how I wished it was you I was getting as a partner, and then I had to remind myself I was married and to behave myself. I kept forcing my eyes away from you looking for this guy who was supposed to be my new partner. It wasn't until they said "You can step down now Olivia Benson," that I realised it was you."
"So why didn't you stay and introduce yourself?"
"I couldn't. I needed time to calm down and sort myself out."
"Sort yourself out?" she grinned.
"Yeah, I had a raging hard on," he grinned. Olivia put her hand over the side of the boat and splashed him with water. "I had to just learn to control myself around you and pretend I had never seen you before."
"I can't believe you have never told me this before."
"Yeah well I was a little embarrassed at the time for going and checking you out….. were nearly there," he said nodding to the small beach where the lights were.
Olivia felt the bottom of the boat scrape across the shoreline. Elliot stood up and jumped out into the water and pulled the boat up onto the beach. He held out his hand for Olivia and helped her out the boat.
"Such a gentleman," she smirked. They stood side by side and looked at the small lights leading away from the beach making a small lit path.
"Come on," he said following the lights into the trees.
"Oh my god El," said Olivia as they came to a small clearing. There was an airbed covered in blankets and pillows, surrounded by small battery operated lights. A canopy had been strung up over the top of them giving them shelter in case it rained. "How did the kids do this, it's so beautiful?"
"I don't know," he said wrapping his arm around her waist and pulling her to him.
"There is a note," she said pointing towards a cooler box. Elliot stepped forward and picked up the envelope.
"You want to open it?" he asked her.
"No you do it," she smiled leaving his side and walking around the bed.
Elliot opened the letter and pulled out a piece of paper and another envelope. "Okay," he said hold up the other envelope. "It says not to open until later," he told her handing her the envelope.
"What about the other one?" she asked as she dropped the envelope on the pillow.
"It says to enjoy the night. There is food and drink in the cooler have a good time." He bent over and opened the cooler box.
"What we got?"
"Strawberries, grapes and squirty cream," he said wiggling his eyebrows making Olivia giggle. "And….. two bottles of champagne."
"God I love your kids, they know us so well," she said wrapping her arms around his waist.
"Yeah they do," he said kissing the top of her head. "So what do you fancy doing?" he asked her. "It's dark and we have this little island all to ourselves."
Olivia looked up and grinned at him. "Let's go for a swim."
"A swim?"
Olivia nodded and stepped back from him and pulled her t-shirt over her head and pulled her shorts down. Elliot stood rooted to the spot watching her. No matter how many times he saw her naked she always took his breath away. She reached behind her back and unclasped her bra letting it fall to the floor.
"You are so fucking sexy," he said his voice deep and low.
"So are you… Now strip," she ordered him. She laughed when Elliot quickly pulled all his clothes off and stood naked in front of her. Olivia reached for his hand and led him out the tree line towards the water edge. They walked side by side into the water in silence.
Olivia shivered slightly as the cool water crept up their bodies.
"Shit," said Elliot gasping as the water reached the top of his thighs. Olivia giggled.
"Yeah laugh it up Benson," he hissed. Olivia reached over and took hold of his cock in her hand and gently squeezed it.
"Just making sure it doesn't shrivel too much in the cool water," she said as they carried on into the water. They turned to face each other when the water was up over their waist.
"Trust me," he said. "It would take more than cold water to make it disappear when you're naked."
"So I can feel," she said stoking him a few times before leaving loose of him and wrapping her arms around his neck. Elliot pulled her to him wrapping his arms around her, she could feel his erection pushing against her stomach. She moved her arms from around his neck and down his back to his ass and squeezed his cheeks. "The amount of times I wanted to squeeze this over the years," she smiled and Elliot laughed.
"I thought you wanted to swim Liv?" he asked her as she ran a single finger down between his ass cheeks making him jump.
"Yeah," she said kissing his chest, sucking his nipple into her mouth.
"Yeah," said Elliot his hands going to her hips and gripping them. "Liv…."
"Hmmmm," she mumbled as she continued to suck and kiss his chest.
"Liv, look at me baby," he said his so deep Olivia though she was gonna cum right there and then.
She stopped kissing him and looked up at him and smiled.
"Time to swim," he grinned as he picked her up and threw her back into the water. Olivia screamed before she went under the water. She resurfaced a few seconds later coughing and spluttering.
"You prick!" she spluttered glaring at him. Elliot couldn't help but laugh as she stood in front of him, her wet hair plastered to the face.
"Hey you said you wanted to swim," he said. "Not grab my ass and suck on my chest."
Olivia said nothing as she moved towards him, pushing the wet hair out of her face. She looked pissed and Elliot was worried he had spoilt the night. He wanted to say something but couldn't take his eyes off her as she came towards him, her wet skin glistening as water dripped down her chest. He swallowed hard as she stood in front of him again. Elliot watched as she licked her lips.
"Liv…. I…..I'm….." he stuttered as she tilted her head staring up at him.
"Fuck me," she said to him her voice just above a whisper.
"What?"
"I said fuck me, right here, right now."
Elliot looked at her and couldn't help but smile.
"God I am one lucky bastard," he said as he lifted her up easily in the water and she wrapped her legs around his waist.
He reached down between and stroked himself a few times as he kept his eyes locked on her before lining himself up with her entrance and lowering her down onto him. Olivia bit her lip as she felt him stretch her and filled her completely, and Elliot groaned. She wrapped her legs tightly around him and began grinding herself against him clenching her inner walls as she did.
"Jesus Liv," he groaned as he dropped his head to her shoulder and began sucking gently as he thrust up and into her.
"Harder," she panted.
Staying inside her Elliot turned in the water and walked back to the shoreline. He lowered her to the sand and lifted her legs over his shoulder before thrusting hard and fast into her.
"Oh god….. yes baby, that's it," she panted. Elliot leant forward keeping her legs over his shoulders as he rested his hands by her shoulders and pushed hard and fast into her. The only sound to be heard over the lapping of the water was the sound of skin on skin as he pounded into her.
Olivia opened her eyes and looked up at him as she grabbed him round the neck and pulled him to her kissing him hard.
"Oh fuck," she gasped as he withdrew from her almost completely before thrusting hard back into her over and over, her body jerking almost violently as he slammed into her. They had had hard fast sex before but nothing like this.
"Hard enough for you," he panted as sweat rolled off his body.
"Don't….. don't stop, so close."
Elliot watched as she dropped her head back against the sound her mouth open as he kept up the fast pace, never easing up, he was so close but wouldn't came until she had.
"Come on baby…. You need to …cum."
"You…first."
Elliot looked down at her.
"Over me," she panted.
Elliot shook his head and smiled. It wasn't like they hadn't been adventurous in the bedroom before, but taking her this hard and this fast was something new. He nodded and moved faster and harder feeling his release building. He pulled out and took hold of himself dropping her legs to the floor and stroked himself hard as he released over her pussy and stomach. Olivia reached down and rubbed her clit hard sending her over the edge as she came, her body arching upwards and shaking.
Elliot watched her as he drained the last of his seed over her both of them gasping for breath. He watched as Olivia moved her hand up over her stomach, her fingers slipping through his cum. Elliot watched her as she spread it over her stomach, before raising her fingers to her mouth and licking her fingers clean.
"I made a bit of a mess," he said linking his fingers with hers as she moved them back over her stomach.
"I wouldn't say a mess," she smiled up at him. He leant forward and kissed her softly tasting himself on her lips.
"I didn't hurt you did I?"
"A little, but it was good pain."
"Why like that, tonight?"
"I don't know, I just looked at you stood there in the water naked and I needed you, wanted you. I wanted you hard and fast…. I needed to cum, no foreplay just hard sex."
Elliot grinned at her "Well it was so fucking hot," he said kissing her again. "You are so fucking hot."
Olivia smiled against his lips.
"We should get washed off," he said to her as he crawled back away from her and knelt back looking down at her. He watched as she moved her hand back down towards her pussy and spread her legs.
"Not quite yet," she sighed as she slipped two fingers between her folds. "I'm not quite finished," she said as she began to rub herself. Elliot licked his lips as he watched her pleasuring herself, her fingers sliding up and down her slit and inside her glistening opening.
His cock hardened and he took hold of himself gripping himself hard as he jerked off whilst watching Olivia's fingers as she rubbed and slipped inside herself.
"So close….already," she moaned lifting her head and smiling when she saw Elliot pleasuring himself. His cock hard and pulsing in his hand. "Come on my pussy," she ordered him.
Elliot didn't know what had made her like this tonight but he wasn't about to complain, this had to be the hottest sex he had ever had. He moved his hand faster and harder and felt his balls begin to tighten as his release got closer and closer.
"That's it baby," she said her voice husky and dripping with sex as he spread her legs even wider and moved forward the tip of his cock hitting her fingers and pussy as her jerked himself off.
"Fuck!" he grunted as his body jerked and his hot seed spurted from him covering her fingers and pussy as she carried on rubbing herself using his cum as lubrication. Elliot's hand slowed but he kept hold of himself as he watched Olivia pleasuring herself and her body began to shake as her climax built and she screamed his name as she came.
Finally her body relaxed and she stopped rubbing herself.
"Jesus Christ," she sighed opening her eyes and grinning at him.
"That's one way of putting it," he smiled down at her. He reached out for her and helped her to sit up pulling her to him and wrapping his arms around her. "That was amazing," he said kissing the side of her head.
"So friggin hot," she chuckled.
"Yeah," he said laughing with her as they held each other tightly. "You ready to get cleaned up now?" he asked her.
"Yeah, then I think we should open the champagne."
"Sounds good to me," he said standing up and helping her up to her feet. He ran his fingers over the sticky cold mess on her stomach. "You know we can't keep wasting this if we are going to try and have a baby," he grinned at her.
"Oh I'm sure there is plenty more where that came from," she said leading him into the water.
3 months ago
"I don't want you to go," said Olivia watching Elliot from the doorway as he packed his bag.
"And you think I want to leave," he said dropping his clothes and walking over to her and pulling her to him. "The last week has been amazing," he told her kissing the top of her head.
"I just hate the thought of sleeping alone and waking up by myself. It never bothered me in the past."
"I will call you every night," he told her.
"It won't be the same, and what happens when you get sent away again."
"I don't know Liv, we are just going to have to work around it. I know it's gonna be shit but what can we do?"
Olivia sighed "Nothing I guess."
"I will come and see you whenever I get time off and you can come to Washington whenever you can."
"When do you think you will go oversea again?"
"Depends what the Doc says when I go to see him next week. Until then I will be working with the rest of the team in Washington."
She lifted her head to look at him "Promise me you won't do anything stupid. I can't have you being shot again."
"I promise you. As long as you promise me you won't try and do everything yourself. You're in charge now let your team do the work, and take time out for yourself."
"I will try, can't promise you that I will, but I will try my best."
Elliot kissed her softly before turning around and going back to his packing. "Expect a call from Abby once I get back to Washington."
"I'm surprised she hasn't called already."
"She has, numerous times I just hung up."
"El!"
"What?... we were busy at the time, or we were about to be busy," he chuckled.
"She is going to kill you when you get back."
"Yeah I know," he said closing his bag and zipping it up. "All done," he said looking at her. Olivia nodded and didn't even try to stop the tears. "Hey," he said stepping over to her and taking her in his arms again.
"Don't go," she sobbed. "I'm not ready for you to leave yet, I need you here."
"Shit," he said quietly holding her tightly to his chest as her body trembled against his.
"Don't go," she begged him. In all his years of knowing her he had never heard her beg anyone for anything. He ran his fingers through her hair and kissed the top of her head.
"It's okay baby, its okay," he whispered.
"I just can't watch you leave," she sniffed. "I can't watch you drive away."
"Then don't," he said cupping her face and lifting her head kissing her softly and passionately tasting the salt of her tears. He led her slowly to the bed.
"El…."
"Ssshh," he told her capturing her lips again as he began to slowly undress her and lying her on the bed as he slowly made love to her.
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Elliot woke up a few hours later and looked at the clock it was just after half one in the morning. He gently slipped out of bed and got dressed making sure he didn't wake her. He picked up his bag and headed into the kitchen and took a note pad out the drawer.
Hey baby
I didn't want to wake you to say goodbye. If I saw you cry again I would never leave, and if I'm not back by morning Gibbs and the Director will kill me.
You said you couldn't watch me leave you, I'm never leaving you sweetheart you're now stuck with me.
I will call you in the morning when I get back. Please don't be mad at me for going like this it's just as hard for me to go believe me.
I love you Liv, you're everything to me and I will see you soon
El
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
He took the note back into the bedroom and lay it on the bedside table next to her. She had her back to him facing the centre of the bed. He bent over and very lightly kissed the top of her head.
"I love you," he whispered turning around and walking out the bedroom.
He grabbed his bag and quickly left the apartment running down the stairs to the parking lot and getting in his car, throwing his car into the back seat.
"Fuck!" he yelled punching the steering wheel as tears rolled down his face. He couldn't just leave like this, he couldn't leave her to wake up alone. He wiped his eyes and climbed out the car slamming the door behind him and turned around to head back up to the apartment. He jumped as his phone rang, he reached into his pocket and took it out and saw Olivia's name and he answered the call.
"Don't come back up," she said to him as soon as he answered.
"I …. How did you…."
"I know you remember."
"Yeah," he said a small smile on his face.
"I got your note."
Elliot leant back against the car. "I didn't know how else to leave, I couldn't watch you crying again."
"I knew what you were going to do, when you distracted me with sex," she chuckled.
Elliot's smile got bigger "Well it worked for a while."
"Yeah it did, but I know you need to go, so get back in your car and go."
"You know I would rather stay here with you, right."
"Yeah I know, but we both have a job to go and as you said you're not leaving me."
"Damn right I'm not, and Washington isn't that far away, I could be here in a few hours on my bike."
"Still a long way to come for a booty call," she chuckled.
"Liv I would travel to the moon and back to make love to you."
They both went silent for a while.
"Get in your car Stabler now," she told him.
Elliot smiled and opened the car door climbing in.
"Drive carefully and call me as soon as you get home."
"I will, try and get some sleep….. I love you."
"I love you to Baby," she said as they both hung up.
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Present day
"I can't believe how warm it still is," said Olivia reaching across for another strawberry.
They were both lying naked on their stomachs on the airbed eating strawberries and drinking champagne. They hadn't bothered getting dressed since their swim in the lake earlier.
"I know, but there is definitely a storm coming," he said leaning across and kissing her shoulder.
"You could be right it's clouding over and getting really dark. Do you think we will be okay under here if it does?"
"We will be okay as long as the wind doesn't get up, it's a large shelter cover so we shouldn't get wet."
Olivia looked at Elliot and smirked.
"What?" he asked her.
"I'm hoping to get really wet later," she said biting the strawberry between her fingers and licking her lips.
"What the hell is up with you tonight," he smiled leaning across and kissing her tasting the strawberry on her lips. "not that I'm complaining."
"I don't know, must be all the fresh air, being one with nature. Or maybe it's just because I have the sexiest fiancé, with the cutest ass, amazing body, gorgeous eyes and beautiful smile."
"Stop, your gonna make me blush," he smiled. "However it is all true."
"Your such an ass," she laughed.
"But such a cute one."
"Yeah," said Olivia smiling. Elliot looked at her and his heart flipped. Nobody had ever looked at him with the love that Olivia just had. He brushed her hair behind her ear.
"You're so beautiful," he said his voice just above a whisper. "And I will never get tired of telling you that."
"And I won't ever get tired of hearing you tell me that, I waited so long to hear you say that."
"You're beautiful," he said again leaning in and kissing her softly.
"I think it could be time to read this letter," she said reaching over and grabbing the letter handing it to him.
Elliot shook his head. "You read it," he told her. "It's addressed to both of us."
Olivia opened the letter as Elliot poured them some more champagne. "You want me to read it out loud?"
"Yeah," he said moving closer to her. He put his arm around her waist and slipped one of his legs between hers as he lay slightly on her.
Olivia opened the letter and took out the piece of paper.
To Dad and Olivia,
First of all we hope you are enjoying your anniversary. We wanted to do something special for you and we hope we done okay. You both deserve it.
When we were younger we never really understood the work you both done and the good you were both doing. But most of all we never realised how much you both needed each other to do it, and its only recently when we talked to Captain Cragen, Munch and Fin that we realised how much you were there for each other and kept each other safe, and the dangers you went through, throughout your partnership.
Olivia you made sure you kept Dad safe and sent him home to us each night. Which is something we can never thank you enough for? You always backed each other up and trusted each other no matter what.
Olivia not only did you keep Dad safe but you saved our Mom and Eli. You looked out for Kathleen when she was in trouble, and you might not know this but dad and his mom are finally talking again because of that visit. We all owe you so much.
We wanted to let you know how happy we are and that you both deserve to be together.
We love you both so much and we can't wait until Olivia is officially married into the family, although to be honest Olivia you have been part of our family since the day you guys became partners.
Have a great night, love you both
Maureen, Kathleen, Richie, Lizzie and Eli
Xxxxxx
Olivia sniffed and wiped her eyes as Elliot kissed her shoulder. "You okay?" he asked her.
"Yeah," she nodded wiping her eyes again. "God I love your kids."
"And they love you," he said moving over Olivia's back and straddling her thighs as he kissed the back of her neck and shoulders. "Almost as much as their dad does."
They both jumped at the flash of lightening followed by the rumble of thunder as Elliot continued to kiss her back and shoulders.
"I'm always gonna love you Liv," he whispered into her ear as he slipped at hand between her legs and groaned when he felt how wet she was. He took hold of himself and guided himself into her.
"Oh god El," she said pushing her ass up to meet him as he entered her.
"I'm gonna love you till we are old and grey," he said moving slowly and deeply inside her. "I'm gonna be by your side every day for the rest of our lives," he said linking his hands with hers as they moved together his chest pressed against her back. The thunder rumbled above them as it began to rain. "Tell me your mine, and only mine. Cause I'm yours Liv. I have been for 16 years and one day."
He thrust deeply inside her. "Tell me baby, say the words."
Olivia turned her head to look at him.
"I'm yours El, I always have been and always will be."
"Always," he said against her lips.
"Always," she replied as their lips crashed together.
The End
I had to find a way to end this and I thought this was a perfect way. Thank you all for reading and the great reviews throughout the story.