A/N: Hey guys! There's a slight sex scene in this chapter so if you don't want to read that kind of thing... Well, you were kind of warned by the rating. ;) This is my first 'graphical' sex scene I've ever written so please don't get mad at me if it sucks, I got a little uncomfortable so I kind of cut it short. ^_^ Here we go:

Chapter 7:

"Regrets And Denial"

Dave Karofsky was pacing back and forth in his room. This was the second time he let someone tell him what to do. How could that buttboy of a teacher tell him what to do? He was changing and he didn't like it. He was the most feared jock in school for God's sakes; the one who took crap from nobody. Yet today in class he left without a fight - he had no idea why. He had turned seventeen a few days ago and that's when things started to change. He started feeling something. Like he knew his soul mate was around somewhere - somewhere close - and he didn't like it. It was one of those people who he constantly called out and threw in the dumpster. One of the people that he made their lives a living hell for just being themselves. Calling them disgusting, inhuman and other horrific derogatory terms. He couldn't be one of them. He just couldn't. He'd get harassed himself at school, no longer be the top-dog around, get slushied and get the crap beaten out of him every single fucking day at school. He just couldn't be a fairyboy like those fags in school. He was happy before being the guy that everyone wanted to please and be friends with. Now his thoughts and emotions have changed. Half of them being his old self, but the new half being full of hope and wanting to be happy... With his soul mate... A man... Oh fuck. "No. That's enough of that crap. I'm going to fight this. We have a huge football game in a few weeks, we're bound to win. That's going to raise my popularity to a whole new level. Things are gonna be awesome, you'll see." Dave told himself. He stopped in his tracks and gazed out of the window for a few seconds. It was pitch black outside. The darkness of the night had claimed absolutely everything in sight. The only things visible were the randomly dotted street lamps around the street that were breaking through the darkness and the stars above. They were all beaming so bright and Dave realized he was just like a specific one of them: The star that you see is shining brightly, everyone looks at it with wonder but you just don't realize that it's already dead, you're just seeing what it was before. The luminescent moon was not visible tonight. It was just dark. He sat on his bed and stared down at his wrists, wishing that the name would just leave already. That bloody name:

Sebastian Smythe.

Kurt was pacing back and forth in his room. It was eight in the evening and he was waiting for Chandler. It had been two days now since Mr Anders had stood up for him in class. Chandler had been acting a bit off and clingy yesterday, but today he was really sweet and back to his normal self. They had been talking and decided that they want to show each other how much they mean to each other. They were going to go all of the way this time. Tonight. After their date. He hadn't told anyone, which was quite strange since Kurt always has to tell at least one person everything, and that person would always be Mercedes. He couldn't get his teacher out of his head for some reason though. It was as if he had saved his image in his memory and the file would just randomly open to remind Kurt of how sexy he was. Kurt never has things for teachers since he hates the majority of them because they know that the students are constantly getting thrown into dumpsters by the jocks and do nothing, but Mr Anders is different... At least Kurt thinks he is. He believed he was ready for this. It might counter the whole soul mate thing. He may have already been "marked", but this would be more special and binding in a romance context. He was about to give up his virginity to a boy he loved with all of his heart... Well, the most of his heart anyway. He weirdly felt like he couldn't access part of his heart; almost as if it were locked. Starting to adjust his clothing, he stared at himself in the mirror. This would be the last time he would look in the mirror and be the innocent Kurt Hummel. The next time he would be Kurt Hummel, the boy who just had sex. A weird feeling took over most of his concentration. A very very slight feeling of dread, but he didn't know why. He ignored it though. He had to because at that moment, the door bell rang. Speeding down the stairs, trying to be quiet since the only other person home then was Finn and he had fallen asleep playing Halo or some other game on his X Box in his room over an hour ago, he answered the door to be greeted with a kiss on the cheek and a bunch of roses. After the "thank you"s, compliments on outfits and the exchange of kisses, they headed out. This was going to be a night that Kurt and Chandler would never forget.

-(A/N: WARNING - Sex scene.)-

Dinner had been a very romantic event for the couple. Chandler had taken Kurt to a posh Italian restaurant which you needed a lot of money to attend and hired people to serenade Kurt when they were holding hands and getting lost in each others' eyes. Kurt was ready, he kind of knew it. They were currently in Chandler's empty house, in his bedroom, kissing on the bed. Kurt was lying down and Chandler was hovering above him. The kiss was growing more heated by the second. Sliding from attacking each others' lips to letting their tongues dance together. They weren't trying to over power each other, they were just enjoying the moment and taking everything step by step. "Are you sure you're ready for this?" Mumbled Chandler after he backed away from the kiss for a few seconds to stare at Kurt in the eyes. The other boy thought about it, lifted the corners of his mouth into a slight smile and replied, "Yes."

Their jeans were now becoming too uncomfortable and incredibly tight. They stopped kissing and looked at each other with hunger and desire in their eyes. They were mentally undressing each other anyway, so why not do it now? They were going to have sex after all. Kurt worked at Chandler's shirt's buttons, smashing his mouth against his again. Chandler let need wash over him and broke away from yet another kiss and quickly slid his shirt of and let it fall to the floor. To his surprise, Kurt did the same for his shirt. Kurt didn't even stop to fold it, he just chucked it and pounced straight for Chandler's jeans. He unbuttoned them, slid them off, along with his underwear whilst Chandler once again mirrored Kurt's actions. They were both naked, Chandler on top of Kurt kissing each other with as much passion as humanly possible.

Chandler's mouth found its way to Kurt's neck and gently began kissing until he found the spot that make Kurt moan out loud. It was the most intoxicating thing Chandler had ever heard so he acted on it harder. Sucking and nibbling it, Kurt ran his hand up into Chandler's dirty blond hair, moaning and pulling him closer. "Ohhh G-god."
Chandler smiled into his neck and allowed his hand to wonder around to find the lube he had in his night-stand's draw which he bought today. They had agreed on no condom so they could feel each other. They were both virgins and safe so they didn't see the need for it. He didn't want to rush it just yet so he grabbed Kurt's penis in one of his hands, beginning to pump him. "Oh, Kurt you're so fucking beautiful." He praised his angel like boyfriend whilst attacking his neck and collarbone again. Kurt could barely string a sentence together so he could only get out the occasional 'God' and 'Chan' in between his moans of bliss.

Kurt couldn't wait any longer. "Chand-Chandler, plea... Please. I n-need you, now." Chandler smiled and happily lubed up his fingers so he could prep his boyfriend. "Are you sure babe 'cus we ca-" he was cut off by his brunette boyfriend kissing him again.
"I'm sure." He guided Chandler's hand towards his entrance. Chandler slipped two in under Kurt's instruction and moved them slowly at first. "Ahh. Chandler please.. Please..."
"What do you want, baby? Tell me."
"You. I need you in me. Now!" Kurt sounded so desperate, it turned him on so badly. His own cock now throbbing with need to be inside his boyfriend was unbearable.
"But I haven't finished prepping you..." Kurt lunged his hand towards Chandler's cock and pumped him twice. He grabbed Chandler's hips and pulled him closer. Chandler took the hint and lubed up his cock and gently pressed it into Kurt's entrance. Kurt winced slightly at the pain but didn't care, he demanded more and more until Chandler was balls deep inside of him. Chandler began to move, going in and almost fully out. It didn't take him long to find his prostate. Kurt bit his lip as the pleasure soaked his body. "No, no, I wanna hear you scream." Chandler said seductively, so Kurt obliged. He kept hitting that magical spot that made Kurt moan like a whore and scream his name. "Oh Chandler! More, please.. I need more!"
"K-Kurt.. God, so good."
A sharp pain hit Kurt in his chest but it was over rided by the pleasure he was feeling. The sex was now more rough since they were both too lost in the amazing feelings they were experiencing. Chandler was slamming into Kurt so hard it made the headboard of the bed move and bang against the wall.
"Fuck! Yes!" Kurt screamed. "Chandler, I'm gonna... I'm gonna..." He moaned out. Chandler was kissing his neck again. It was all too much for him, he was going to explode.
"Come for me baby." A moment later, Kurt had erupted all over Chandler's and his own stomach. Chandler was still pounding into him moaning his name. "Oh, I'm so close..." Then he erupted too. Kurt moaned once again at the feeling. He was being filled by his boyfriend and loved it. Chandler slid out of Kurt and rolled off of him, onto his back. "Wow.." He could manage saying as he tried to control his breathing. Both were panting like dogs that had just ran a marathon. Kurt rolled over slightly so he was resting on Chandler's chest. Chandler instantly wrapped his arm around his boyfriend and they both enjoyed coming down from their orgasm highs. "I love you."
Kurt smiled. "I love you, too."
That feeling came back. That sharp pain was worse. He could now tell where it was - it was in his heart. He jolted slightly and Chandler looked at him with concern written all over his face. "Baby, you okay?" He tightened his grip.
Kurt looked up with a smile. "Yes, sweetie I'm great. Amazing actually." He nuzzled into the dirty blond haired man's chest again and they both fell asleep. Before unconsciousness claimed him, he had one thing on his mind: Mr Anders.

-(Sex scene over)-

Blaine was sat on his bed clutching his chest. He didn't know what the hell was going on, but he knew it wasn't a heart attack. This was a feeling he couldn't explain. It was like his heart was being torn apart. It wouldn't go away. He had been having weird feelings all day but this was just out of blue. Half an hour of pure pain and he couldn't bare it. He felt like he should be in tears but he didn't know why that feeling had occurred either. Something weird was going on... With Kurt. Kurt came into mind. God, what the hell is this going to do to him? What's wrong with Kurt? I have to find a way to solve this. For once and for all.

A/N: Thanks for reading guys! I'm still a bit sick so I haven't been having all of my best ideas, however, the events in this are important to a later chapter. Please review! :D Thanks again!x