Chapter 14:

"Because I'm..."

Blaine was actually starting to piss Kurt off. All he seemed to talk about was either himself or how hot Kurt looked. I mean he was happy he had finally found him, but he imagined Blaine being different. More... Romantic or something along those lines. He didn't expect him to be an ass the majority of times. He had to give him credit, he did greet him for their coffee date with a bouquet of pink and white roses. They were absolutely beautiful. He had also gave him a very light kiss on the lips which nearly melted Kurt into a puddle of mush because even the slightest touch for Kurt was the sexiest thing on the planet.

After Blaine ordered a normal coffee and Kurt ordered a non-fat grande mocha, the taller boy paid and they headed to a table near the back, him leading Kurt to it with his hand pressed to the small of his back.

As they sat down, something caught Kurt's eye. It was Chandler. And he was with... Him. Dale. Dale fucking Dixon. Anger and hurt flooded his veins as he saw the two kissing and giggling as they nuzzled closer to each other, completely ignoring everyone around them. They were in their own little world and Kurt felt like screaming. He knew he really shouldn't feel like that considering Chandler was a complete jerk and he was currently sitting with his soulmate, but that just reminded him of the feeling he kept getting. It was the same feeling he got as soon as he woke up with the tattoo of the boy that was sitting opposite him's name. The feeling of longing and wanting to search, to feel whole with your soulmate. To find them. He did't understand it since he was currently with his soulmate, but Kurt tried to push that to the back of his mind.

Blaine had apparently sensed his rage as he raised one eyebrow and leaned forward slightly, placing his cup away from his lips and back on the table. "What's up?" he asked. Kurt eyed him and sighed, looking down at the table. "Hey, you can tell me, y'know?"
"I know. It's just..."
"Juuuuuust?" the taller boy pressed on.
"My ex." Kurt clarified.
"Oh. Where?"
"Over there." the blue-eyed boy gestured to the two with a nod of his head in their direction. They were still not a part of reality.
"Him? No offence hun, but what the hell were you thinking? He looks like Where's fuckin' Waldo. And what the hell's up with that knit hat thing?" he asked, bitterness masking his voice as his hand flew up, circling the back of his head when mentioning the hat attempting to dramatically mime it. This earned a giggle from Kurt.
"Well, no offence, but there is quite a likeness between 'Where's fuckin' Waldo' and yourself and god, I know. I have no idea."

They were there for another hour just talking and giggling. Chandler and Dale left the coffee shop thirty minutes before the other teens did.

The two teens walked, hands intertwined, down the abandoned streets. They were walking in comfortable silence, until the taller boy broke it with a question that would change everything. "Why did you feel so pissed about that guy before?"
"I just... I'm not sure. I just did." Kurt looked him in the eye.
"Okay, just wondering." he responded with no emotion whatsoever.
"Hey, Blaine?" Kurt asked. No response. "Blaine?" No response. "Blaine?!" Kurt giggled and bumped their bodies together.
"Oh! Right. Blaine, that's me. Yeah?"
"Can I ask you something?"
"You just did," he rolled his eyes.
"I mean. Oh let's not start that. I just wanted to know... Do you feel... Different?"
"Different?" he questioned. "How so?"
"You know. Just. Different. In our situation. Please don't get mad or anything, but I don't..." Kurt looked down.

"Well, I-" This was it. The moment Sebastian could get what he finally wanted. Sebastian smirked evilly and turned fully to stand in front of Kurt, stopping them in their tracks. 'I'm definitely gonna use this to my advantage. I wonder if it'll work though...'

"You do know about the joining right, Kurt?"
"Joining?"
"Yeah. When two soul mates get joined together to feel... Whole." Kurt lit up at that. He was happy he chose his words carefully.
"That sounds sweet. What happens?"
"We have sex."
Kurt's mouth dropped open, his jaw was on the flaw. A feeling of horror had washed over him.
"What?!" he squeaked, shock stampeding his thoughts and emotions.

The next school day brought a rather satisfied and pleased with himself Sebastian and a quite terrified Kurt to its campus. Kurt had spent the time mulling it over, trying to gather his thoughts and feelings. He didn't want to go through with this, especially after what happened with Chandler. He didn't understand why. He needed help. Someone to talk to. He couldn't use Rachel, she was a huge blabber mouth. He couldn't use Finn, he was his step-brother, and that would be super awkward. And that definitely rules out his dad and step-mother. The other Glee kids wouldn't understand. He did have someone to talk to though. He thought about what Mr Anders had said during their last conversation. 'Well he did say "anything"' Kurt thought as he headed to Mr Anders' classroom.

He headed down the familiar track, looked through the slightly frosted glass window in the door to see if there was anyone in there. There was. Mr Anders was alone. 'Good'. He knocked twice and was once again granted entry. He opened the door.

"Mr Anders?" he asked.
Blaine looked up from the work that he was currently grading and smiled at the student as the younger boy walked towards him. "Kurt. Hey. What's up?" he asked with a smile on his face. He placed down the pen and folded his arms on his desk, giving him his full attention.
"Well... Remember when you said I could come to you when something was bothering me?"
"Yep." Blaine's face fell. "What's wrong, Kurt? Are you okay? Did something happen? Are you-?" the teacher was cut off by Kurt.
"No, no, no. I'm fine. I think. It's something else. I've found my soul mate."

Blaine's heart was pounding really freakin' hard, he felt like it was about to break through his chest. 'Oh god, he knows. He know. Play it cool. It's fine.' "Kurt I-"
"He introduced himself to me a little while randomly in the corridor and I felt like I kind of hate him." the student continued.
'Wait, what?'
"I felt like I kind of hated him." Kurt clarified. 'Fuck! I did it again. Damn I have to stop doing that!"
"He was such a pervert jerk, but I got to know him and he turned out to be kind of sweet and-"

Blaine had completely tuned Kurt out at this stage. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. He was so confused it was unbelievable. Wait, was this other fake guy the one Kurt was kissing in the corridor the other day?! 'God, I think I'm gonna be sick.' he thought to himself.

"-he said we have to have sex to be properly joined so I can feel like we belong and-" 'WHAT?!'
"I said-" Kurt started with an annoyed tone, starting to pace in front of his professor. He sighed heavily. "No offence, sir, but are you sure you don't need a hearing aid or something?"
Blaine blushed. "No I-uh," he cleared his throat. "Never mind. Continue." He didn't want to hear anymore, but he had to find out what the hell was going on.

Kurt had explained the majority of the situation to the older man and Blaine felt like killing almost everyone that would come into contact with him in the next hour. He was so pissed off he felt like he was going to explode. He shot out of his seat and yelled "Kurt, you can't be fucking serious that you're going to just fuck this random guy because he says it's gonna make you feel good?!"
Kurt was shocked to say the least. He was now angry. He had no idea why Mr Anders was yelling at him. He got closer to the older man himself and yelled in reply. "Excuse me?! What the hell gives you the right to-"
"You're the one who came to me, remember?! Fucking hell, Kurt, this is complete bullshit!"
"Bull-bullshit?!" he snapped. "Who the fuck do you think you are?!"
"Someone who thinks you shouldn't just sleep with this twat and be a freakin' moron!"
"Why?! Why not?!" Kurt screamed. Blaine couldn't help himself, it came out like word vomit. The words came spilling out before he could control himself.
"Because! Because I'm..."

A/N: Oooohh... Haha. ;) What do you guys think so far? Sorry to say, but I've lost my plans for some future chapters so from now on, I'm going to do it completely improvised since I don't want to spend ages just rewriting them when I can be updating easily and quickly. I tend to write better with no plan anyways. Please review, follow, etc. I really appreciate it. Thank you! x :D