I cough up blood into my hand, there are more bruises on my body than before, My stomach hurts like hell, and the cuts on my body are bleeding once again. They hurt me again. I wasn't even doing anything to provoke them, I was just reading my favorite book, called InsanitybySusan Vaught. sometimes I wish I could just take a chainsaw and hack them up into tiny little pieces but if I did that I would end up being on the run from the stupid ass authorities.

I sigh in frustration, when I get home I hear mom and dad screaming at each other and then a very loud SMACK as flesh hits against flesh, my eyes widen in horror, I mean sure they get into fights every single day but it never got so bad that my dad would hit my mom. I stumble up the stairs to my bedroom, the minute that I enter my room I immediately notice a note on my desk, I smile in happiness, It seems as if Ollie is the only person to make me smile.

To My Dearest Tarah,

I know you probably don't think of yourself as much, but you mean the entire world to me. I've watched you as you went throughout your day at school, I've watched you walk home every night, I'm even watching you right now…

Though believe me when I say these feelings are as real as you are. I promise to always be there for you.

With Lots of love(and cupcakes),

Ollie~

Okay then, that isn't creepy at all, note the heavily indicated sarcasm, but it still made me smile none the less. Then I notice a cute little pink cupcake that has blue frosting on it and has heart shaped sprinkles on it, I smile at this cause this is the sweetest thing anyone has given and made for me. I giggle in delight as I take a bite of the cupcake, mmmm, it tastes like strawberry-wait a minute! Is it that a hint of blood and human flesh? And yes I know the taste of them very well thanks to my older brother who made me eat this stuff once and I ended up vomiting it up. I narrow my eyes at this once deemed delicious cupcake in horror. I spit out the cupcake bits into the trash.

I walk over to my mirror and thats when I see my eyes turning red with neon green swirling rapidly in them and my black hair turning white, FUCK! Its happening again! A cheshire grin forms on my face, I notice that my canines are sharp, like razor sharp, and then malicious laughter erupts from my lips. My pupils turn into slits, I turn and look at my bed. I get down on my hands and knees then I take out the Knife I always keep under the bed, this knife, which by the way is bloodstained, I only needed to use once, and it was on my stupid older brother, but he is dead now, so who should I kill this time, hmmm, how about my dear old father?

My cheshire grin becomes wider as I open the door of my bedroom and I then slowly descend the stairs. I can't wait to decorate the walls with his blood.

As I slowly descend the stairs as their arguing becomes even louder, can't they just fucking shut up?! When I enter the kitchen door I hide my precious knife behind my back and enter. I see mommy's back facing me and daddy's face facing me as well. I sneak up to mommy and quickly grab her tongue when she is in the middle of what she is saying and yank it out causing mommy to gag and scream so I just stick my beauty in her mouth and with a quick slice cut off her tongue so she cant scream or talk then I take out a needle and thread. Then I just carefully but quickly sew her mouth shut so she cannot make a single sound. I throw her down onto the tiled kitchen floor and smile as she looks at me with horror and fear making me giggle.

"Mommy, now I won't have to hear your nagging voice anymore~!" I tell her with a Cheshire grin.

I turn to daddy who looks at me with so much fear and terror and runs to the phone and starts to dial 911 so I just walk over and slice the connection cord killing the call.

"Daddy, you don't want your death to be even more painful, do you?" I say with a fake childish facial expression and voice slowly walking towards him. Daddy stumbles backwards in fear.

"Get away from me you freak!" He screams at me.

I stop walking towards him and my hair covers my face as a dark aura surrounds me as my facial features also darken becoming very dark and very deadly.

I become full of anger and rage as a sinister grin forms on my face, my eyes holding much more insanity than before, "Daddy Dearest, YOU REALLY SHOULD NOT HAVE SAID THAT!"

I slowly walked forward as Daddy backs away against a wall "what should I rip out first" I said out loud, "hmmm OH I know, the heart!"

Then I look up innocently at Daddy "You're heartless so don't need it anyway"

Immediately I use my small hand which is holding the knife and roughly stab him in the stomach and start to cut swiftly up to his heart as he writhes and screams in agony, his blood already pooling around him as I grin in sick pleasure. I get to where his heart is and cut a big circle around it. I smile at him whispering, "I guess you know better than to call me a freak, huh?", and rip his heart out laughing like a mad woman. Tears stream down his face as his screams die down, "why are you crying daddy? Its what you deserve, you shouldn't be fucking crying, You should be smiling!" I scream laughing crazily. I then cut out his other organs, ripping them thoroughly as I cut out each one, throwing them everywhere as his blood stains my clothes and the floor.

"how bout I give you a permanent smile?!"

I press the blade against the left side of his cheek and swiftly carve a smile in his cheek, then I do the same thing with the right side of his cheek as his life dulled out of his eyes. I shall keep his cold heart though, it will make a lovely gift for my #1 bully from school.

I turn to do the same with mommy but there is no life in her eyes and she is deadly pale and there is not facial expression which tells me she is already dead from having choked on her own blood cause of her mouth being sewn shut.

"awww, no fair! She didn't even suffer like daddy did!" I scream pouting childishly in anger. Then I hear a man's laughter and clapping come from the doorway of the kitchen making me instantly turn to face him. My eyes widen as I see a man with strawberry kissed blonde hair,bright cerulean eyes with pink swirls, freckles all over his face but some hidden with makeup, and clothes that match the colors of his eyes and a light purple vest with a bright blue bow-tie.

"well, that was quite a show you put on there and I could not help but enjoy it~!" He says with a creepy smile.

Suddenly a name comes to me and I think it is his name, "O-Ollie?" I asks which makes his smile grow bigger and creepier, "is t-that y-you?"

"Poppet, I am glad that you are able to recognize me when you have never even met me before~!"

A huge smile instantly forms on my face, "OLLIE~!" I scream in joy and I immediately tackle him in a hug making him giggle.