Hi you guys, I know the last chapter was ruff but it will get better in this chapter. Promise!:P Anyways here it is and I hope you like it!:D

Four's P.O.V.

Its been three days and I still haven't seen Tris after what happened to her. I miss her. I miss her voice, her lips against mine, her warmth coming from her fragile body when she sleeps next to me. I miss her so much I can't stand it. I gave the nurses a letter last night to give to her but I don't know if shes read my letter yet. I've cried every night since shes been in the hospital, that might kind of make me sound like a wimp, but I can't help it. I've never been so heart broken of someone before. I literally mean nobody, shes the first person that I've ever loved. I'm going to see her today and I'm just so nervous.

Tris's P.O.V.

Its been three days since I've been attacked. I'm starting to understand that Tobias wasn't the person who attacked me. But all I remember in the stimulation's the attackers made me go through, was Tobias attacking me. I understand that it wasn't him now who was really hurting me, it was only just a stimulation but I do know who hurt me physically, Peter and Drew. I just remember being cut deeply by Peter and Drew on the arms and then having needles go in my neck at least ten times, and in all of the stimulaton's Tobias was attacking me. In the stimulation's I just remember him hitting me, cutting me, and fighting me. In one he raped me. I know now that it was not Four but I'm just so scared to see him now because of what I said to him. I'm so nervous.

Four's P.O.V.

I'm walking down the hallway following a doctor to see Tris. We walk until he stops me before he opens the door.

"I'm not sure how shes gonna react when she sees you but, she seems to know that you weren't the attacker now." I nod. I'm so relieved. The doctor opens the door and Tris was standing out of the bed. She looked up at me and stared.

"Tobias?" She asked.

"Its me." I say. I can feel my eyes starting to water and my heart is pounding.

She runs over to me crying and wraps her arms around me. I wrap my arms around her and I cry into her hair. She jumped a little when I hugged her. I guess she still must be scared of me.

"I love you so much." I say stroking her hair.

"I'm so sorry I said that." Tris said. I could feel her sobbing into my chest and her grip tightens around me.

"I know you didn't mean it." I said.

"I didn't." She said murmuring into my jacket.

"What did they do to you?" I asked her. I pulled her away from me a little so I could see her face. Her face was red and she looked like she had been beaten down. I hated that.

"They injected me with serums and during the stimulation's someone was hurting me." She said quietly.

I understood now, they made it to where I was hurting her in the stimulation's.

"Was it me who was hurting you?" I asked her.

I saw another tear roll down her cheek and she nodded.

"Yes." She said looking down at the floor. I felt horrible, I would never hurt Tris, and now she probably is still a little bit scared of me because of the stimulation's.

I held her chin to where she was looking at me.

"I would never hurt you. I love you so much and the thought of you being scared of me, scares me." I said to her. I was looking into her eyes and she held my face in her tiny hands.

"I love you." She says. I love her so much and shes the only one I want to be with.

"I love you too." I whisper against her lips. I kiss her passionately and she kisses me back running her fingers through my hair. I run my hands up and down her waist. We broke away panting as I held her in my arms. A nurse came in and walked up to us.

"You can be discharged from the hospital today, but you need to be careful." The nurse said.

I smiled at Tris and Tris smiled back at me. I love the way she smiles at me. It makes me feel warm inside and its almost like I'm home. Not my home back in abnegation with my father, but a home with her.

"Okay." Tris said to the nurse. The nurse left the room and I was still holding Tris in my arms.

"Lets go back to my place." I said.

"Okay." She smiled at me. She went to go change out of a hospital gown and we headed back to my apartment.

We got back to my apartment as she walked through the door. I shut the door behind us and hugged her from behind. I could tell she was still sort of scared because she jumped and her breath hitched.

"I'm so sorry If I scare you." I said whispering against her neck. She looked at me and smiled.

"Its not that you scare me, just the thought of you hurting me scares me." She said looking down.

"I promise, I will never hurt you." I said.

"Okay." She said quietly. I kissed her neck from behind and I heard her gasp. I got in front of her and kissed her on the lips. She kissed me back and I picked her up gently. She wrapped her legs around my hips as her hands moved up and down my back. Our kiss deepened and I carried her to the bed.

I only want her.

Sorry its been a couple of days since I posted a chapter. I've been very busy. But yeah here it is and I hope you like it!:P Warning: Lemons in the next chapter!:P Xoxoxo Sweetposioncupcake