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Will and Sonny were cuddling on their bed. Exhausted. Will's breathing still showed how passionate was this reunion for them. Yes, they're happy, they love each other, they have a beautiful daughter, a perfect life. Will couldn't stop smiling for minutes what got Sonny's attention.
- Hey, what is this about? – he said while he playfully got his husband's chin and started to play with his lower lip.
- Nothing it's just, do you remember for our first time? You wanted that so badly, and please don't tell me you didn't. – he said on a sassy tone and tossed himself up from Sonny's arm so he could see the other's expression clearly.
- Yes, I'm not denying anything honey. I'm guilty in that one, but I confessed back then too. – Sonny couldn't help but laughed at the memory, he planned that so well and then Lucas happened. That was awkward.
- You made my first time so special, and you know what? Nothing changed. You always make me feel like I'm something special. I wanted to told you this because I said things in the last few months, things I really, really regret and I know that we already talked about this but I just, I still don't know how I got so lucky to have someone like you in my life. – Will's voice were shaky and his blue eyes started to fill with tears. He almost lost the love of his life and even the thought of it made his heart ache.
- Hey, you're an intelligent, sexy, smart young man, I am the lucky one here! - Sonny still couldn't believe how insecure Will was. When he lost Paul he thought that his life was over, that he couldn't be that happy again and then this beautiful human being named Will Horton came into his life and literally changed everything.
Will's tears started to fall. Sonny know what this was about, he still haunted by his betrayal. Maybe he forgave him but Will never forgave himself. He pulled his crying husband closer to him and gave him a little kiss at his forehead. He didn't want to talk. He just secretly hoped that someday they will really leave the past behind. Not just because of Will, but because of himself.
The next day Sonny woke up early, Will was still sleeping. The night was really long for them, he didn't want to woke him up. After a quick shower he went to the club, he had some paper work to do before the morning rush. T was there already, he prepared the tables for the first customers.
- Hy Sonny, you look awful today. Long night, huh? – T said with a cheeky smile on his face what made his boss smile a little.
- Thank you, and yes, it was a long night but unfortunately not because of what you think. – Sonny's smile gone and he took a big sigh. T knew the situation between the husbands, he was the one who helped Will in their rough times. Fortunately he chose not to ask anything and disappeared in the storeroom for some cups.
The rest of the morning passed quickly, the costumers kept him occupied. But after the rush hours were done, T and Ben were more than enough for the club. His thoughts flooded his mind and he just needed to talk to someone. He didn't want to go to his parents, despite of their reunion, they already worried about him and Will. He called the only person who could understand his worries.
- Hello Paul! Are you at home?
He didn't noticed that a pair of angry green eyes immediately turned at him.
- I'm glad you called! – Paul greeted Sonny in his house while he has poured a glass of whiskey for both of them. Maybe it was early for a drink like this but the other one needed it.
- I just can't talk to anyone else about this. – he accepted the alcohol and drank a sip of it.
- It is about Will, isn't it? – Paul did the same as the other and sat next to him on the couch.
- Is it that obvious? I seriously thought that everything was okay between us but in the last few days, you know since Ari's birthday, he started to close up again. I don't know what to do. I said like a million times that I forgave him and still, here we are.
- You know Will. He likes to pretend to be strong but at the meantime… he still has doubts. Not in you or in your love, but in himself. Show him your love, your trust. You really can't do anything else at this point. – Paul gave a sad smile to Sonny and put his hand on the other's leg without even realizing it. Sonny's eyes slowly turned there, but instead of pulled the other's hand away, he put his own at it. When he looked up he met Paul's affectionate look which brought some beautiful yet buried memories back in his mind, but before either of them could speak Paul's phone started to ring.
- You should answer that. – Sonny moved away on the couch and awkwardly started to play with his wedding ring. What the hell was he doing?
- Mark? I'm really glad you called. – Paul said on a happy tone of voice but his eyes were still on the other guy in the room.
- It's perfect, I will see you there. Bye! – and with that, he hung up the phone.
- Did you meet someone? – Sonny asked with a big yet strange smile on his face and drank the remaining whiskey from his glass.
- Yes, maybe it could work this time. I really like this guy.
- Great! It's great! I'm really happy for you. – in the meantime Sonny got up and headed to the door.
- Wait, I think we have to…
- No, just forget it. Like it never happened. – the guest said with a concerned look on his face and moved out of the house, leaving a worried Paul alone again.