Hey there, here's the next chapter. Much shorter than the last one, but then again that was kind of a peace offering, now wasn't it? This chapter shows Itachi's and Sasuke's thoughts on their night out and um, yeah.. some sexy stuff might be happening as well. ;)

Chapter 7: Thinking things over

Itachi sits on the edge of the bathtub, head in his hands. When they got back to the cabin, he quickly went upstairs and locked himself up in the bathroom, not saying anything to the other band members.

'Shit,' he mutters desperately. This was bad, really bad. The images and feelings he had back in the gay bar still clearly imprinted in his mind. The way Sasuke moved and danced with that guy. He felt such a sharp sting of jealousy going through his entire body while looking at the scene in front of him. He had lost control, something snapped inside of him. He wanted to protect his brother, but on the other hand he felt this nagging urge to ravage him on the spot as well.

Sasuke telling him he was gay didn't help either. Itachi wasn't necessarily gay, but he would think of himself more as bisexual. He had found women as well as men attractive in the past and he had quite a lot of experience because of the sexual contacts he had had, but never, ever made one of those people feel him like he was feeling now.

And it scares him. It scares him to death as he is locked up in that bathroom, knowing his alcohol induced brother is probably sitting on the shared bed in the room right next to him. He knows he has to keep his distance from his little brother, because he can't deny the fact that he finds him attractive as hell. The whole episode with that Dastan boy only made it worse. And he knows it just keeps on going from bad to worse if he doesn't take any action. Or.. actually, that's the whole point of it, taking no action whatsoever.

Just that look in his eyes his little brother had with that boy, and then that man in the gay bar. So sensual, so needy, so damn erotic. Addictive. He wants to see that look in his brother's eyes again, but he wants to be the one that causes it.

Of course his little would have urges. He's eighteen, for god's sake. At the peak of his sexuality. Sasuke would probably have sex with anything that comes his way at his young age.

Itachi remembers when he was the same age as his younger brother is at the moment. Sasuke was still thirteen, not thinking about sex in any way. But Itachi went out almost every weekend, drinking with Kisame and Deidara, trying to find a partner for the night. He wasn't necessarily a 'slut', because he had, no.. he still has, high standards. He wouldn't just have sex with the first person walking his way and chatting him up. He would make it a game of predator and prey. If there was someone that caught his eye which was quite a rare occasion, he would take things slow and steady. Well, only for that particular evening, of course. It didn't matter to him of the person was a woman or man, because attraction, for guitarist, is not about gender. He would make the person want him, desire him, lust after him all night long by just flirting and exchanging the occasional looks. Sometimes he would dance with them if the music was good, but he wanted to postpone the moment of physical contact as long as possible. And when the other person was going crazy of want for the handsome young raven, he would take them home, fuck them and ask them to leave immediately right after. It was no strings attached. He didn't have the time for a relationship, it was all about getting off.

But as the raven grew older, the need of release slowly disappeared. He was satisfied with only his hand again. But then this had to happen. It lightened that spark within him again. And it created a everlasting sea of flames inside of him. He knows he has to find a way to put that fire out, or at least dull it a bit down. Avoidance is a good place to start, but he has to share a bed with his very object of fixation tonight. That is not exactly a good place to start his avoidance. The raven knows he has to keep his calm tonight, but he is pretty sure that he will definitely not get any sleep.

In the room next to the desperate guitarist, Sasuke sits on the edge of the shared bed. His brother had been in that bathroom for a long time now. The young raven sighs deeply. What happened just now on that dancefloor? He was dancing with the blonde-haired man and suddenly his brother was in front of him. His eyes looked furious, as if he was ready to murder someone. Sasuke was afraid when Itachi had closed the space between them, he was the object of this murderous gaze, but then Itachi just hugged him tightly. And it had confused the vocalist like hell.

And then they started dancing. And Itachi was swaying his hips to the beat so.. perfectly. Sasuke felt mesmerized by the sensual moves of his older brother's body. He made it look like his eyes were closed, but he secretly peered underneath his eyelashes, because he just couldn't take his eyes off the older raven. And Itachi had just.. he just kept looking at Sasuke and it made him feel so.. wanted. But uncomfortable. It was an uncomfortable stare, one that made him feel that those onyx eyes, much like his, were just looking right through him. Into his goddamn soul.

He felt this urge to just.. feel his brother. Feel all of him, as they were not touching in anyway yet. Maybe it was just the alcohol in his blood speaking, but his body moved automatically. He closed that unwelcome space that was between his brother and him and it had felt so good. He could feel Itachi's chest brushing his, just very lightly. But somehow it wasn't enough for Sasuke. He needed more contact and put his hands on his brother's shoulders. Their faces were so close, and Sasuke just had the urge to close that gap between them. But that would be so.. so wrong and he knew that. He turned around then, trying to clear his own mind, but it only made things worse as he felt the heat radiating from the body behind him. He had this very strong desire to just close that miniscule difference that was between them. He had wanted it so badly, it scared him. He was not thinking clearly at all. Turning his back to his brother only made his desire grow stronger. This desire to just.. push his ass to his brother's privates. And he secretly hoped that he would feel something hard and ready there.

But just when he was about to do just that, the heat radiating from behind him was suddenly gone. And he fucking disliked it. Oh yes, he was very disappointed with that. And when he had turned around, he had seen this.. fear in his brother's eyes. The set of onyx eyes were wide open, as was his mouth and the guitarist looked absolutely mortified.

Had Itachi sensed what the younger Uchiha was thinking? These forbidden thoughts.. It was not good, Sasuke knew that. But he just couldn't help it, right? It was just his teenage body speaking that evening. And then it came out of the mouth. 'I think it's time to home, Sasuke.' Yes, he felt very disappointed.

The younger Uchiha closes his eyes. They are dry from staring to that spot on the floor in front of him for as long as god knows what. He is definitely sobering up now. He opens them again, to see Itachi with wet hair coming from the bathroom, a towel around his waist. Their gazes meet for just a second, but Itachi quickly averts his as he rummages around in the dresser to get some clothes. And as fast as he came out of it, he is back in the bathroom again.

Oh yes, he definitely had know what Sasuke was thinking that night. He had to, because not once had he been so shy to get dressed in front of his younger brother. Normally, he would just get dressed next to Sasuke. Them being just brothers and all..

Sasuke frowns upon this. This is definitely odd. Itachi emerges back from the bathroom in his full pajama's. Sasuke raises an eyebrow at this, but proceeds to take off his own clothes, not caring about his brother seeing him at all. He strips down to only his boxers and scoots up on the bed to pull the covers over him. Itachi joins him on the bed and slowly gets under the covers as well. The older raven tries to keep as much distance to the younger one as possible.

'Goodnight,' the older of the two murmurs. 'Goodnight, Itachi.'

But Itachi isn't having a good night at all. At some point, when he had been lying awake for over two hours, Sasuke had scooted over to him and is now spooning his older brother. One of his arms is lying over Itachi's waist, very lightly touching his chest. The younger Uchiha's groin is tightly connected with Itachi backside as he lies flush against him.

This is torture to Utachi. Pure fucking torture. Well, there goes avoidance.

Itachi is trying to wiggle out of Sasuke's grasp, but is met with the edge of the bed. Sasuke only scoots closer to him when he does that, craving some kind of bodily contact, and the two brothers are lying together on just a tiny part of the bed. A sigh escapes Itachi's lips, but turns into a gasp when he feels something hard pushing against his backside. Sasuke breathing is going from slow and steady to significantly quicker and heavier as Itachi feels his younger brother moving against him. Grinding his hips into Itachi's ass. And Itachi know this is.. definitely.. not.. good. It gives him two options. 1. Get out of Sasuke's grip and probably waking him. But that would be very embarrassing for the younger Uchiha who apparently having some kind of sexual dream. 2. Turn around and push him softly to the other side of the bed.

Option 2 sounds better to Itachi, because he doesn't exactly want to wake his brother and embarrass him. He slowly turns around in the tight grasp and when their faces are side by side he knows he has just made a big mistake.

In front of him is his little brother's face. His eyes clenched shut, mouth slightly open, breaths coming out quickly. The arm around Itachi's waist tightens and then moves to the front of Itachi's pajama shirt, clenching it tightly with his hand. The other hand joins quickly, the smaller body once again flush against the larger one. Sasuke's head falls onto Itachi's shoulder and quick but heavy puffs continue to come out the vocalist's mouth.

And Itachi just lies still, frozen on the spot, as his little brother grinds against him, pushing his groin into Itachi's. And when the body next to him suddenly stiffens and he hears a gasp right next to his ear, he realizes that Sasuke just reached climax.

And when he looks down in-between them, he sees a small wet patch on Sasuke's boxers. Their groins still flush against each other's. And a bulge in his pants. Realization hits him.

His cock is rock hard.

Thanks to his younger brother.

He strongly pushes Sasuke away and immediately gets up from the bad. The raven hurries to the bathroom and locks it. He looks down, the bulge in his pants quite evident. He can take care of it, but he is sure that it would make him feel disgusted with himself. Getting off on his brother getting off. No, that was definitely not an option. A cold shower would have to do.

Have some patience with this story please, because an incestuous relationship is not something that just POOF happens, you know? There's gonna be drama and denial and shit.

Review please, I would really like to know your thoughts on this chapter and the story so far. It would make me a very happy girl :)