Chapter 5

A little slow chapter but things will build up in due time. Please review….again it means a lot to me that you have taken the time to read…..smiles…..

"He is what?!" Gemma yelled.

Jade repeated to Gemma that Jax was going Nomad. She went to the garage to tell Gemma about Jax's decision.

"Sit down."

Jade removed some papers from a seat across from Gemma's desk at the garage and wait as Gemma processed the information she just told her.

"You have to talk him out of it." She said

Jade looked at her like she was crazy.

"I tried Gemma. I'm not his old lady I can't talk him into anything."

Gemma rolled her eyes at Jade and got up from her desk and sat next to her.

"You have more power over him than you think."

Jade shook her head.

"There is a lot going on between him and Clay and I can't fix that."

Gemma got up and paced back and forth in her own thoughts.

"Bring him by my house tonight. I need to talk to him."

With the sound of motorcycles pulling in they both got up from their seats and looked out the window.

Jade instantly became furious as she saw a skinny white chick on the back of Jax's bike.

Gemma studied Jade's face.

"You are going to let her be up on Jax like that?"

Without answering Jade flew out the door walking toward Jax as the girl planted a kiss on his lips.

Oh hell no!

Gemma looked out the window smiling to herself. "That a girl." She said.

"Who the hell is this?" Jade asked getting up into the girls face.

"Who the hell are you?" she replied back just as bitchy.

Jax took off his helmet in record speed and wedged between the two ladies.

"Who is she Jax?" Jade had to control the volume of her voice.

"I was just giving Ima a ride from the temporary studio we set up. She is a little upset after what happen to Luann and just wanted someone to give her a ride."

Jade looked at Jax as if he grew three heads. He knew damn well this girl wanted more than a ride she wanted to ride him.

Pushing Jax aside she got up in Ima's face.

"For now on you find a ride from someone else. Stay away from him." She warned

Ima smiled "Or what are you going to do?"

Before Jade realized it she drew back her hand and slapped Ima dead in the face.

"Oh shit!" Jax pulled Jade away from Ima.

"What is wrong with you? You crazy black bitch!" Ima shrieked.

Something took over in Jade as soon as she heard the words black bitch. With all her strength she pushed Jax away and went after Ima.

Jade pushed her to the ground and got on top of her to lay multiple punches to her face. Before she knew it her Uncle Bobby, Juice and Jax had to pull her off of her.

"Let go of me!" Jade yelled as Jax grabbed her waist to lift her up and walk her to a safe distance from Ima.

"Stay away from him!" Jade yelled over Jax shoulder.

"I'm fine put me down Jax." She said in the calmest voice she could muster.

"You have to calm down Jade." Jade glared at Jax and without a word she walked to her car.

"Where are you going?" Jax called after her. While getting in her car Jade looked over to Gemma who was standing outside her office. Jade saw the look of pride on Gemma's face and a small nod of approval from her. Jade got in her car and drove off with Jax yelling after her to stop.

Jade wish she could turn her phone off but she needed it on for work. She was sick of Jax calling her. She just did not want to talk to him at the moment. She needed time to calm down. She could not believe she went off on that girl the way she did. That was not like her. She did not get into car fights with women. She was a social worker for God sake! Well technically a lawyer as well just not practicing. What was Jax doing to her? After Jax fifth call he finally left a message. He apologized and said he would never give Ima a ride home again. He said he cared about her and did not want her to be angry with him. He also told her Gemma wanted her at her house at 8pm. Shit! Jade thought to herself she forgot Gemma wanted to talk to Jax. She had to be there as she did not want Jax to go Nomad. Mustering up enough strength and removing the ice bags from her sore right fist she began to get dress. Her hair was all over the place and she did not have the strength to deal with it. So when she took a shower she conditioned washed her hair for a quick wash and go style. It has grown so long now at her mid back (thanks to all the naturals on YouTube videos) but with water shrinkage it was a little below her shoulders. Jade pulled her hair up into a cute afro puff. She put on a pair of large, silver hoop earrings, jeans and a cute t-shirt and headed over to Gemma's. Jade had to pop a Xanax before she got out the car at Gemma's. She knew she would need one to calm her nerves when it came to the Teller's. She had not had many dealings with Clay Morrow but he looked like the type that will have her popping more Xanax.

Clay opens the door for Jade and follow behind her into the dining room. Jax and Gemma were already seated.

"Hey sweetheart." Gemma smiled at her. "Don't you look cute. Have a seat I want you here to hear this." Jade felt Jax eyes on her as she came into his view. He pulled out a seat next to him. Taking the seat next to him Jax scooted his chair a little closer to her. "Hey" he whispered to her. Jade was melting inside. "Hey back" she said finding her fingers instinctively scratching at his beard. Grabbing her hand he kissed her palm.

Looking over at Gemma she began to tell her story of what happen to her a couple of months back. Gemma told in detail of her rape by a crew that SAMCRO was having problems with. She was told to give a message from a man name Zobelle to Clay to stop selling guns to color. Jade was processing the information and was knocked back to the present as Jax slammed his hand on the table. It didn't faze Jade that The Sons were dealing guns as she knew they were outlaws but she never needed or wanted to know the details of how they earned their money. However she was becoming more intrigued in their dealings as she was becoming more involved with Jax. Jax got up and hugged his mother and squeezed Clay's shoulders in reassurance. As Jade looked on now she see why Gemma would tell them what had happen to her now. She was trying to stop the rift between them and keep Jax from going Nomad. It seemed to be working. Jade looked over at Gemma as she tried to keep her tears at bay.

"Gemma please tell me you went to the hospital."

Gemma nodded her head yes.

"Tara helped me."

"Who's Tara?" Jade asked.

"She is Abel's doctor." Gemma answered. Jade was about to accept that answer until she looked over at Jax and read the expression on his face. It was a look of familiarity and a brief look of fondness as if he was remembering a moment. Was it a moment with this Tara? Gemma looked back at Jade and Gemma knew that Jade would eventually find out who Tara was to Jax. Jade still looking at Gemma began to piece together what she could. Knowing a woman like Gemma she can't see her going to 'Abel's doctor' for help after her assault. So whoever this doctor is she has to be close to the family and by Jax expression it must be him she was close to. So an ex-girlfriend that Jax obviously still harbored some feelings for.

"Gemma I know Clay is here but do you need me to stay the night just in case you need anything?

"No baby. I'll be fine. I will call you later ok?" Jade leaned over to give Gemma a hug. It must have been really hard for her to have to keep the whole ordeal to herself….well this doctor Tara knew anyway.

As Jade walked out behind Jax she saw him pick up his vice president and men of mayhem patches off the counter. As observant as she tries to be of her surroundings she did not even notice he did not have those patches on his cut. So the vote must have come in for him to go Nomad. Gemma's timing was impeccable.

Jax took Jades hand as they walked to her car.

"Can I take you up on the offer you just gave mom?"

"What to stay with her tonight?" Jax pulled her to him and wrapped his arms around her. He buried his head in the side of her neck and whispered he did not want to be alone tonight.

"You won't be. I will follow you home."

After following Jax home Jade took out her overnight bag from her trunk. Jax looked down at the bag with a puzzle face as he opened the door.

"I need overnight bags because I never know if I will be called in the middle of the night for a client that has to have in-patient psychiatric care. Sometimes I am at the rehab facility or psychiatric unit all night," Jade explained as she walked in the house. They were greeted by Neeta who was holding Abel. Jade remember Neeta from the disastrous dinner party Gemma had.

Jade was immediately drawn to the baby again and relieved Neeta and took Abel and sat down on the couch. Jax handed Neeta some cash and she was gone. Jax sat beside her and Jade reluctantly handed his son to him.

"I'm going to go take a shower." Jax looked up from Abel. Jade knew instantly what he was thinking.

Jade leaned over and gave Jax a quick peck on the lips when there was a knock at the door. Jax quickly handed Abel to Jade, got up and withdrew his gun. Jade became alarm.

"It's alright. Go to Abel's room."

Jade quickly walked to Abel's room. Her heart was pounding. Who could be at the door so late? Jade shut and locked Abel's room door and sat in the rocking chair. She pulled out her cell phone out of her pocket ready to call 911 if she needed to. After a few moments of silence the door knob turned and then a light tap on the door.

"Jade it's me and Clay." Jax said through the door. Jade sighed a sigh of relief and got up to open the door.

"Hey. Sorry to alarm you." Clay said as he took Abel from Jade's arms. Jade just smiled at him and left him and Jax with Abel to go take her shower.

After her shower she tip toed past Abel's room not to disturb Jax and Clay. Passing the room she heard bits of their conversation. They wanted to kill the people who assaulted Gemma. Could she blame them? She just wishes she did not hear that part of their conversation.

Jade went to sit down on the couch as she did not feel comfortable going into Jax bedroom for the first time without him. She looked down at the couch and her slight OCD began to surface. She just took a shower and had on clean black boy shorts with a pink tank top. Did she really want to sit on the couch? How many women has he been with on this couch? How many grungy men like Tigs sat on this couch? Jade had to swallow hard and slam the door on her OCD and sat on the couch. She needed to lotion up anyway and did not feel like doing that standing up.

On the way out of Abel's room the scent of cherries or strawberries hit Clay and Jax's nose. Walking toward the living room they found Jade on the couch with one of her legs up rubbing lotion into them.

She was a beautiful sight. Feeling a little guilty of where his thoughts were leading Clay looked away quickly. Which Jax caught from the corner of his eye. Clay was older and wise enough to know that women come in all shapes, sizes and colors and this one sitting on Jax couch was a stunner. However he believes any woman of color being old lady to the president or vice president of a white MC club would raise a few eyebrows. He knew Chibs wife Fiona was part black but Chibs was not the president or vice president of the club. He didn't know for sure but he thinks they may be a little more tolerant where Chibs is from. He really didn't know but he does know how people think in the good 'ole United States.

Clay hugged Jax on the way out and waved at Jade. "You kids have a good night. Don't do anything I wouldn't do." He said with a huge grin on his face. Jade chuckled "Good Night Clay"

Jax sat next to Jade and began to caress her brown thigh.

"Abel's asleep."

"That fast?"

"Yep that fast." He said as he leaned over to kiss her. Jade removed his hat to run her fingers through his hair.

"You not mad at me anymore?" he asked between kisses.

Jade took a couple of his rings off without answering him and sat them on the coffee table. She took his hand and put it down her shorts for him to feel how wet she was.

"Does it feel like I'm mad?" she asked as his fingers glided into her.

Jax smiled. "No not at all." As Jax fingers slid in deeper Jade gasped and closed her eyes. He felt so good. She could not wait to have him inside of her. Just at that thought Jade had the image of Gemma's face as she was telling them about her ordeal. Jade open her eyes to find Jax intensely looking at her as he pleasured her with his fingers. She pulled his hand out and instantly regretted it. He made her feel so good.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"Jax we can't." Jax looked confused.

"Jade please don't do this to me." Jade can see how much he wanted her as he was bulging from his pants. She hated to do this to both of them but after what Gemma went through in what she told them tonight it just did not feel right for them to be together at this moment. When Jade told Jax what she thought he sat back on the couch and after some thought agreed with her. She was right. It would not be right.

"Let me take a shower and we can get in the bed. I promise I will keep my hands to myself." He told her as he led her to his bedroom. Jade let out a breath of relief thank God it was not as bad as his room at the clubhouse. She did however side eyed the sheets. Jax let out a laugh as he knew exactly what she was thinking.

"Neeta did laundry today. Plus it has been awhile since I brought anyone to my bed."

Jade sat cross legged in the bed as she watch Jax undress. After taking off his sweatshirt and t-shirt she admired his physique. He was so handsome. She loved that he had his son's name Abel tattooed on his left pec and a "In Memory" to his father tattoo on his right forearm. She just wanted to lick him from head to toe. Jax began to take off his pants and Jade's hand went up to cover her eyes.

"Jax!"

"What?" he asked playfully. She could hear him drop his pants and then slide off his underwear. They sounded like boxers. She wanted to look so badly.

"I've seen and taste you before. Do you not want to see your man?"

Still holding her hand over her eyes, her mouth fell open. Did he just say he was her man? Maybe she could take a little peek. She knew as soon as she did within seconds he would be inside her.

"Jax go take you shower and quit playing. You know if I see you what will happen and we decided not tonight."

Jax chuckled. "Well suit yourself" he said as Jade heard retreating footsteps. As he was leaving Jade widen one of her fingers to see his backside. His Sons of Anarchy tattoo took up most of his back. My God his ass….Jade quickly turned around and threw her face into the bed and let out a muffled scream and smelled Gain detergent. It seems Neeta did do laundry.