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BPOV

"No way!" Emmett booms, throwing himself down on the couch. "There is no way in hell I'm watching The Notebook again!"

"But Em! Bella's never seen it." Alice pouts.

"I don't care…save it for 'girl bonding' night or some shit like that."

"He just doesn't want to cry in front of the guys." Rose sits next to him and throws her arm around him. "It's okay to be in-touch with your sensitive side baby." She laughs.

"You cried?!" Jasper snorts. "Wait until the guys hear about this at practice on Monday."

"Not so fast Jazz. I remember hearing all about a certain twin of mine doing the whole 'If you're a bird, I'm a bird' scene with a little pixie." Jasper's face drops and Rose laughs. "You tell, he tells"

"You told her about that?" Jasper pulls Alice into his lap and looks over to Emmett. "Truce?"

"Deal. I don't want to put up with a team full of jerks handing me tissues every time they see me."

"Oh you mean like you did to Tyler after you found him crying in the library in elementary school?" Jasper smirks.

"Hey! He had it coming. Not only was he crying because Dumbledore died, in school might I add, but he fucking ruined the book for me. Asshole."

"Okay I think we've gotten off topic. What are we going to watch tonight?" Edward asks as he comes into the living room carrying a bunch of sodas.

"Why don't we play a game instead?" Alice asks leaping off Jasper's lap and heading to a cabinet below the TV. "Let's see….Life, Monopoly, Trivial Pursuit, Twister...OH! We can play truth or dare!"

"Bring it on! We haven't played truth or dare in forever!" Emmett pumps his fist in the air. "I'll go first. Jasper, truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"Whose idea was it to do the bird scene? Yours or Alice's?" He laughs

"Mine." He blushes and runs a hand through his hair. "Alice said how romantic it was so I took her to First Beach for a picnic the next day and yeah…" he trails off.

"O.M.G. Jasper you are like the best boyfriend ever!" Emmett squeals in a high-pitched voice and we all burst out laughing.

"Rose, truth or dare." Jasper asks once we all catch our breath.

"Dare." She says staring him down.

"You are going to regret that dear sister of mine. I dare you to call Mike and talk dirty to him." Her mouth drops open. "Maybe next time you'll think before you let my secrets out."

"I'm going to get you back so fucking bad Jazz." She pulls out her cell. "What's his number?"

He takes it, punches in the number and puts it on speaker. "Have fun sis." He smirks and leans back.

"Hello?" Mike answers after the third ring.

Rose takes a deep breath. "Hey Mike." She puts on a sensual voice and I put my hand over my mouth, already giggling.

"Who is this?"

"A better question would be what does this person want to do to you Mike." She makes a gagging face.

"D…do to me?" It comes out as a squeak.

"I wish I was with you right now. What are you wearing Mike?"

"Just my boxers."

"Would you take them off if I asked you to?" a shudder runs through her and Emmett falls back laughing quietly, tears running down his face.

"Oh god yes." Mike mumbles.

"Are you naked big boy?"

"Yes."

"Are you…" she blows out a breath. "Hard for me." Alice runs out of the room laughing and clutching her stomach.

"Yep." Mike answers and we hear movement on his end.

"What are you doing Mike?"

Edward puts his fingers in his ears and leans towards me. "I can't hear this…I'll be scarred for life!" He whispers in my ear through his laughter.

"Touching myself." Mike's breath is labored.

Rose looks horrified and glances at Jasper. 'Hang up!' he mouths to her and she hits the end call button.

"I hate you!" she says as she starts laughing.

"I can't believe you did that!" Alice walks back into the room wiping the tears from her eyes. "I'm sorry I had to go…I couldn't keep quiet!"

"Rose…I can't even…" Emmett sits up. "You hardly said anything and he got so worked up!" he laughs.

After a few moments everyone has calmed down and Rose looks at me. "Bella, truth or dare." She asks.

"Truth." I look at her nervously.

"How far have you and Edward gone?" She winks and leans against Emmett. All eyes turn towards me and my face heats up.

Edward reaches over and grabs my hand. "New question." He says.

"That's not how the game works!" Emmett cries. "She has to answer or she has to perform two dares. Thems the rules!"

"Dares and I'll do them for her." Edward pulls my hand to his lips.

"Edward…you don't have to do them. I'll take the dares." I turn towards Rose. "First dare."

"Give me a moment." She leans towards the guys and starts whispering to them. "Okay dare one… you have to jump into the pool in your underwear right now."

"Its freezing out Rose." Edward protests.

"It's a heated pool Edward." She argues.

"I know that Rose but she'll still have to get out in the cold." He glares at her.

"It's fine Edward." I lean over and kiss him before I stand up. "I've been in the cold while wet before. I'll be okay."

"I'm doing it with you." He stands and pulls his shirt off. "Come on love."

We get to the back door and he pulls his jeans off. I pull my shirt off and pull my shorts down. He looks me up and down and I blush again. "Like what you see Edward." I smile and do a little turn, showing off my lacy blue boy shorts and matching bra.

"Damn Bella!" Emmett hollers from the doorway where everyone is standing and watching us.

I had forgotten all about them and my blush intensifies as I step behind Edward. I grab his hand and open the back door. The wind hits us like a thousand needles.

"Fuck its freezing!" Edward pulls me to him and wraps his arms around me. "You assholes better have towels waiting for us." He says as we walk towards the pool.

We stand at the edge and he dips a toe in. "I'm so glad the heater is working." He laughs and jumps in, pulling me with him.

My body hits the water and I'm pleasantly surprised to find it very warm. I was bracing for cool water but this feels more like a warm bath. I break the surface at the same time Edward does.

"Refreshing huh?" He laughs and swims towards me.

"I know you said it was heated but I didn't think it would be this warm."

"My mom love to swim so my dad had this pool built for her a few years ago. He hated that she couldn't swim during the cooler months so he made sure it had the best heating system possible." He grabs my hand and we swim toward the side. "Let me know when you're ready and we can make a run for the door."

I nod and tilt my head back, enjoying the feel of the water. "I love to swim. My parents took me all the time when I was little." I smile at him. "My mom even found places for us to go swimming…you know afterwards."

I push away from the wall and float on my back, looking up at the stars. "You are so beautiful." I smile and flip over, swimming back to him.

"I love you Edward." I reach out and throw my arms around his neck, our lips come together.

His turns us around and presses my body between his and the wall. "I love you too Bella. So much." His lips travel down my jaw and run across my neck. His hips thrust against mine and I feel his arousal.

"Ung…Edward." I moan as he thrusts again. "Baby you feel so good." I wrap my legs around his waist and use my heels to pull him closer.

"I want you Bella." He growls and nips my ear with his teeth. I reach down and plunge my hand into his boxers. I grasp him and begin to pump up and down slowly.

"Fuck Bella." He grabs the wall with one hand and uses the other to pull my panties down. His finger dips inside me and his mouth cover mine, swallowing my moan. "So warm Bella."

He moves his finger in and out slowly and he uses his thumb to rub my bundle of nerves. "Please Edward." I cry out. "Please baby…I need…I need…"

"What Bella? What do you need?" He curls his finger and adds a second one inside me.

I let go of his cock and push his boxers down. "Please Edward… I need to feel you. Fuck me baby." He smiles against my lips and pulls his fingers out.

"With pleasure." He says as he slams his cock inside me. I throw my head back and he attacks my neck and the top of my chest with his lips. "So tight Bella. Fuck." He turns us slightly so my back is now in the corner. He grips the wall on either side of my head and uses it to thrust into me harder.

"You feel so good Edward…so fucking good." I bite my lip and my eyes roll back. It feels so much better than it did earlier. I didn't even think that was possible! His hand comes down and he rubs my clit.

"Cum for me baby. I want to feel you cum on my cock." His words mixed with the feel of his fingers and cock pushes me closer to the edge. "That's it baby…you're so close I can feel it." His thrusts pick up speed.

My hips match his, thrust for thrust. I feel myself getting get closer and suddenly realize why it feels different this time. "Edward…stop." I say my voice full of panic. He immediately stills and his eyes meet mine.

"What wrong baby? Did I hurt you? Are you okay?" He asks as he pulls out of me. I wince at the loss.

"You're not wearing a condom." I say quietly.

"I'm not…" He trails off. "Fuck!" He reaches back and grabs my panties and hands them to me. "I'm so sorry baby…I didn't even think…I'm clean if that's what you're worried about." He grabs his boxers and pulls them on.

"I wasn't worried about that and it's not your fault Edward. I'm the one who asked you to do it." I mumble looking down. "We should get inside. They're probably wondering what's keeping us." I pull myself out of the pool and head for the back door, Edward trailing behind me.

We step into the house and snatch up the towels that are waiting for us. We step into the living room and find it empty. "Where did they go?" I turn to Edward.

He walks to the coffee table and picks up a piece of notebook paper. "It says that they didn't want to interrupt our swim and it was getting late so they headed home." He looks up and smiles at me. "Oh and your second dare will come anytime they want." He laughs and rolls his eyes.

I return his smile but his drops. "What's wrong baby? Talk to me…please." He crosses the room and grabs my hands. "Don't shut me out Bella."

"I'm sorry. I just freaked out a little. I didn't even think about a condom…I just needed you right then." I look down. "You felt so good…" I trail off.

"Bella look at me please. It was as much my fault; if not more; as it was yours. I could have…I should have stopped and made sure we were being safe." He pulls my face to his. "I love you Bella."

"I love you Edward." His lips meet mine in a sweet kiss.

"Let's go get changed love. You must be cold." I take his hand and we walk up the stairs together.

"Why don't we go take showers, change into our pajamas, and meet in my room for a late night movie date? I'll even put in The Notebook if you want it." He smiles and I laugh. I give him a quick kiss before we part ways, heading into our rooms.

I grab fresh underwear, a tank top, some sleep shorts, and head into the bathroom. I take a quick shower, pull on my clothes, and run a brush through my hair.

'I wonder how many people he's been with.' I feel myself getting jealous at my train of thought. 'Relax Bella. He loves you. He has a past and so do you.' I know that but mine doesn't involve any other guys, I pout. 'Yeah but you can't change the past. And he doesn't want anyone but you. Get a grip Bella.' I roll my eyes at my inner monologue.

I give myself a once over in the mirror, step out of the bathroom and freeze. I get the sudden feeling that someone is watching my every move. My eyes dart around and I dash for the door. As my hand closes around the knob I hear my closet door slam open.

"EDWARD!" I scream and a hand covers my mouth.

"If you want your pretty little boyfriend to live I'd shut the fuck up right now." A voice whispers menacingly in my ear. He slams me into the door. "Did you hear me bitch?"

I nod and blink the tears out of my eyes. "That's a good girl. Now I'm going to take my hand away and you're going to stay quite aren't you?" I nod again.

He takes his hand away and pulls me away from the door. He yanks it open and pushes me into the hallway. I stumble and land hard on my knees. I look up and a sob escapes me. Edward is standing in his doorway with a busted lip and gun aimed at his head. His eyes meet mine and he reaches out for me.

"Move one inch more and you're dead." The guy behind me says and Edward stops. "What the fuck man?!" The boss said just the girl."

"I know but this little shit came out of his room when she screamed and I had to do something." The guy standing next to Edward shrugs.

The guy behind me begins to pace back and forth. "Fuck it. Bring them both. Caius can decide what he wants to do with the boy when we get there."

"Caius? Caius Cope?" Edward's eyes narrow.

"The one and only." The guy reaches down and grabs my arm, pulling me roughly to my feet. I cry out as he pushes me towards the stairs. He takes a gun from the waist of his pants and aims it at Edward. "Try anything funny and the boy dies with the pull of a trigger. Got it princess?"