Chapter 4: Impatient

WARNING: Contains Smut

Holly

"Are you sure Hol, she's straight or that's the verdict from the last time we spoke, are you really going to date her?" Rox eyed me from the other side of my desk, she had begun to fiddle with her empty coffee cup. "I'm positive I want to try, see where this all leads." I held my trashcan out to her, I hated when she fiddled. Rox showed up at my office this morning after I had dodged her 4th call this week, after some coaxing I had finally filled her in on the past week's events, that fact that I had a date with Gail tonight. I sensed her nervousness, she didn't want to deal with heartbroken Holly, it's a lesbian stereotype after all, falling in love with your straight best friend. "I can't remember the last time I saw you smile this much Holly." Rox threw her cup in the trash and shook her head at me before smiling.

Rox and I had been friends since my first year of MED school, we had gone through our residency together and she has been there threw break-ups, meltdowns, my highs, and all of my lows. Rox pushed me in the right direction when I needed it and held my hand when I went down a path I wasn't sure of. "It's not going to be easy Rox I'm aware of that. Gail is, complicated to say the least. I'm willing to take this risk." I shrugged finishing my own coffee. "if she hurts you, I'll kill her, or put her into a coma." Rox flashed a toothy grin before standing up. "Call me later." she quickly exited my office.

My mind went back to my bubbling excitement, I had a date with Gail tonight, our first date, 7 seemed to be arriving too fast and painfully slow at the same time, causing a minor panic attack to reveal itself. My outfit which consisted of tight jeans, heeled boots, a form-fitting sweater had been laid out this morning before I left for work. I made reservations yesterday after she had agreed to the date, I'm supposed to pick her up from her frat-house apartment she shared with Chris and Dov. The last week had been a whirlwind of emotion and crazy work hours. I missed her when she wasn't near me, the thought made me crazy, we had only been seeing each other for a week, I knew I was in deep with Gail.

Officer Awesome: Please don't hate me :/

My Dork: why would I hate you?

Officer Awesome: ugh…

The knot in my stomach I had been trying to detangle all day came back in full force; I knew what the next text would read. Gail and I had been out to dinner before, we had spent hours on the floor in my flat eating, and we had met for lunch, and gone for coffee. All of these were normal for our friendship, today I had been a ball of nerves. It is our first date, she is my girlfriend, and we were dating. Ok we were not dating yet because tonight would be our real first date. My phone dinged and I didn't want to check it, dreading the news Gail delivered unceremoniously through text message.

Officer Awesome: I need a rain check on tonight, I'm tied up with work at the moment…

I knew dating a police officer wouldn't be easy, I knew that the fact that Gail and I both worked for the police department would cause issues. I did not think it would start this soon, I had just finished dressing when Gail's first text came through.

My Dork: Yeah, no worries, we can reschedule.

I typed out my response and hit send before kicking out of my boots and changing into a pair of running shorts and a hoodie that smelled perfectly like Gail. I had taken off my makeup and settled onto the couch watching a movie when my phone rang. Sad that I wasn't getting my date with Gail, but I knew that work came first right now, too much had happened in the last week for our schedules to match up.

"Dr. Stewart" I breathed into the phone doing my best to sound like myself, I knew my voice would give away my current mood. "I'm sorry" Gail sounded small on the other side of the phone, her voice just above a whisper. "Gail its fine, I know work takes priority at times." My doorbell rang, I eyed it door suspiciously I hadn't been expecting anyone. "Hang on a second, someone's at my door." I padded across the flat and opened the door shocked to find Gail on the other side. "I have an hour, maybe." Gail grinned, standing in full uniform in my hallway. "I'm sorry, I had to cover a shift and Chris is in the car outside, if we are called I can run down. Technically we are on a dinner break." Gail held up a bag with takeout containers, I moved to the side, letting her into my flat.

"Gail." I smiled as she, quickly discarding the bag of food on my table. "I'm glad you're here." I pulled her to me brushing my lips over hers lightly, testing the waters, Gail leaned farther into me as her lips parted allowing me to deepen the kiss. Gail's heavy uniform jacket prevented me from feeling her shape, I did not care how hot her uniform made her, the jacket pissed me off. "Hol, I can't." Gail sucked on her bottom lip as I slid her jacket off her shoulders onto the floor, pulling at her collar as my lips met hers again. "why not?" I breathed, still dissatisfied with the fact that I couldn't find the skin of her back or arms. The only exposed skin I could find were her hands and lips. "mhmm" she hummed and backed away from me blinking at me. "if I have to leave I'm going to die babe, I can only be so worked up and god you're sexy." Gail's eyes raked over me and I felt extremely self-conscious of wearing my pajamas and no makeup. "Have you eaten?" Gail picked her jacket up off the floor and hung it on the hook by the door.

"No, I was going to have a salad later." I couldn't hide the smile that had appeared just from her being here, I wanted her all to myself for the night but I would make due with the time we had. "eww, you're lucky I'm here, I brought Thai food." Gail grinned, grabbing the bag and walking into the kitchen. I wanted to kiss her, to take her to my room and strip her out of her uniform. My thoughts were broken when her radio crackled to life, my heart sank thinking she would have to leave after only just walking in. "It's not for us." Gail handed me a plate with food before settling on the couch with her own plate, it took me a moment to follow her, sitting close to her side.

"I'm sorry I canceled." Gail raked her fingers through her hair, causing it to stand up; her eyes and that haircut did things to me that I could not explain. That, combined with her uniform, I found it extremely difficult to control my urges. "Gail, its fine. Things will come up, we will learn to work around them." I smiled just glad to have her here now in any capacity.

We ate in a comfortable silence content with our closeness, I loved that we didn't need to fill the silence. Once we had finished eating, I leaned into her for a moment and sighed in annoyance before moving back to my side of the couch. "hmm?" Gail's eyes were concerned, following my sudden movement. "To much stuff on your belt." I glanced down at the gun protruding from her hip. "Sorry." Gail watched me apologetically before checking her phone. "I should get back out to Chris." Gail pouted before standing up and semi-fixing her hair.

"Are you on shift tomorrow?" I asked following her to the door, not ready to let her leave just yet. "I don't know." She looked down, towing at the rug next to the door. "Dov and Andy are still at the hospital, we're still short staffed." Gail met my eyes; they were a Chrystal clear blue. "Call me when you wake up tomorrow." I smiled, helping her into her jacket; I knew she couldn't give me a 100% answer. "Stay safe." I fixed her collar, also using it to pull her to me. "I will." she smiled before her lips met mine, for a quick and soft kiss that I wanted to deepen, but I knew she had to go.

The clock read just after six when my phone rang for the first time, I didn't even check the name on the screen, I just buried the phone under my pillow. It kept ringing presently for 10 minutes. At 6:15 an incessant knock on the door drug me out of bed, ok it wasn't a knock as much as a violent banging. "Hang on!" I yelled as I made my way down the stairs. Rubbing my eyes, I could feel how my hair had fallen from the rubber band in my sleep. I perfect dream had been interrupted by the stupid phone and whoever happened to be on the other side of my door, my mood had peaked to pissed off. "yeah?" I ripped the door open and Gail stormed in pulling me with her.

I didn't have time to say hello or be surprised by her presence before her lips crashed into mine, she quickly spun me around and pinned me to the door. "you need to stop looking so fucking hot." Gail started kissing along my jaw, one hand gripping my hip the other roaming the door behind me. "mhhm" I pulled her closer to me by her front pockets, I heard the soft click of the deadbolt sliding into place. I did't care about locking the door, I just wanted to kiss her again, her lips were back on mine, the skin at the small of her back that my hands instinctively sought out was warm and soft.

"Is this going to happen every time you see me in my pajamas?" I nipped along her jaw, keeping her as close as possible hoping I hadn't been dreaming. "Maybe." Gail grinned before capturing my lower lip between hers. Unlike our other kisses, this kiss lacked the control and softness we had previously shared. This kiss created a new level of hungry, every movement driven by primal instinct.

"How did the rest of your shift go?" I asked gulping as she nipped just below my ear, trying desperately not to moan. "No words, no more talking." Gail grabbed my hand and dragged me upstairs to my room. I obediently didn't say anything else I just watched her once we reached my bedroom. Her eyes turning cobalt blue once they locked with mine, my mouth went dry as I pulled her to me. Slowly leaning in Kissing her, feeling her tongue almost instantly seeking entrance. I parted my lips and moaned as her tongue brushed my lower lip before meeting mine. I didn't have time to savor the feeling her before she reached down and drug my tank top over my head forcing us apart. The coolness of the air caused goose bumps to form instantly, Gail smiled quickly at me before reaching out to grab my hips. "So fucking sexy." Gail mumbled, pulling me against her, her hot hands on my bare back did things to my knees, making me weak.

"mmhhm." Gail kissed along my neck, pulling me back towards the bed as her hands explored my exposed back. "Warning" she breathed, watching me pull at the hymn of her shirt. "hmm?" I regarded up at her confused, dazed, and high on her kiss. All I wanted right now, no, I needed her fucking shirt to be on the floor next to mine. "I'm not sure what I'm doing." She looked at my hands and I felt guilty all of a sudden. I may have pushed her a little too far, wait, she start this, my shirt came off first.

"Baby, we don't have to." I searched her eyes, looking for a sign that she might not be ready, I was so turned on that I may pass out if I don't find a release soon, but I knew that I didn't want to force her to do anything. "Take it off." Gail demanded, lifting her hands, I didn't hesitate I pulled her shirt over her head, revealing perfect porcelain skin and hard pink nipples. "I'm not stopping, I'm just saying I'm not skilled." Gail breathed kissing me again, she pulled me flush against her and I melted at the feel of her skin, pushing her back onto the bed.

Feeling her skin on my skin brought on a new high, Her skin is soft and smooth, a distinct contrast to her rough and sharp personality. I pushed up and pressed my thigh between her legs and she arched into me. "God" she moaned, her eyes locking with mine before fluttering closed. I leaned down and kissed along her jaw nipping softly at her skin. "Are you sure?" I breathed sucking her earlobe into my mouth gently scraping my teeth against the soft skin, my hands roughly gripped her hips. "God yes." she moaned providing me with the remaining fuel to go from a smoldering pile of coals to a raging fire. I pushed firmly into the junction between her legs, exciting a moan so distracting I almost forgot the purpose of my movement. "Baby, you have no idea how much I love that sound." I breathed capturing her lips between mine, keeping my rocking slow ,I didn't want to push her over the edge just yet.

I pulled back to undo the button on her jeans, watching her chest rise and fall, her nipples calling my name, I knew I needed her to be naked before I started. I knew that, I would be pissed off if I had jeans covering my prize as I worked my way down her body. "Hurry up." Gail protested lifting her hips off the bed to help me remove the offending clothing. "Did you plan this?" I asked sucking in a breath, realizing she had nothing on under her jeans, her pink lips looked delicious. "I've been planning this for three days." Gail reached up and pulled me back down to her by the back of my neck. She quickly used her hips to gain the upper hand rolling us over and settled on top of me. "I've been planning this since the fucking case you left for the other night." she smiled and pulled off my shorts leaving me naked under her.

"Hol, you're perfect." Gail leaned forward, and sucked gently on my nipple, slowly running her tongue over its peak. "Fuck." I moaned feeling her smile against my skin as we both fought for control. In past relationships I had been the instigator hardly falling into a submissive roll, and I definitely didn't plan on being submissive the first time Gail and I had sex. I wanted her to cum; to taste her, the feeling of her lips on my skin, that feeling drove me crazy and I lost my ability to move. "You know what you're doing," I rasped feeling her hand on my lower stomach, drawing maddening circles just below my belly button. "mhmm." I whimpered in anticipation of where those circles would lead. At this rate, I wouldn't last more than a few seconds, Gail only added fuel to the flames that heated my body to concerning levels. If I hadn't known the statistics, I would have assumed that spontaneous human combustion were possible by how hot I was becoming.

I blacked out when her tongue trailed lower and she took my clit between her lips. I lost my ability to speak, to make coherent thoughts; my brain could only focus on the immense pleasure of her actions between my legs. Every noise that left my throat grew to be more animalistic than words; I couldn't believe this was happening. As much as I wanted to savor the feeling, to prolong my release, I came hard within a few minutes suddenly regaining the cognitive ability to scream out her name.

She watched me as I came down from my high, her hands and chin resting on my pelvic bone. "You taste good." Gail breathed kissing my inner thigh causing me to shudder, every never ending in my body still too sensitive from her early manipulation. I whimpered softly as she kissed her way back up my body.

"Did I do ok?" Gail asked burrowing her head at the base of my neck, her weight pressed against my side. "Baby." I panted, trying to catch my breath, my heart racing and thudding loud enough I'm sure Gail could hear it without being pressed against me. "I don't know if you can tell," I turned to her before kissing her forehead. "But you just made me cum so fucking hard." I laughed lightly running my nails up her spine finally feeling my body start to calm down. "That was sexy." she smiled tracing a bead of sweat down my side, I bucked into her, her fingers tickled my skin. I watched the goose bumps form on her skin and my previous need to drive her crazy came back in full force.

I gently pushed her onto her back and hovered over her, searching her eyes for any sign that she wanted me to stop. "Gunna show me how it's done now?" Gail asked with a smirk, her fingers pressing into the small of my back. I rolled her nipple between my thumb and form finger, needing to know how she reacted to the stimulation, pleasantly surprised when she hissed and bit her lip. "Maybe." I breathed kissing her long and deep, massaging her nipples slowly with my fingers.

"mhhm" Gail moaned into my mouth before I pulled away . I kissed my away to her left nipple taking it between my lips, Gail's back arched as my teeth grazed the skin. I ran my tongue along her breast wanting to memorize the taste of Gail, lavishing every inch I could reach. I trailed open mouth kisses down her body, running my tongue along the contours of her flexing muscles. I made it to her hip when I noticed a four in scar along her hip; I could easily make out the placement of the stitches by the discoloration of the skin. Knowing that Gail had been hurt, pissed me off and I almost asked her what had caused the scar, and then the smell of Gail's arousal washed over me and the scar had been all but forgotten. Gail smelled sweet and god I needed to taste her.

I looked up only to find Gail's eyes dark with lust watching me as she massaged her breasts roughly. "You smell amazing." I breathed kissing her waiting lips, not letting my tongue delve further. "mhhm" Gail moaned, arching into me seeking out contact. "You taste even better." I mumbled to myself and ran my tongue along the full length of her slit. "Fuck!" Gail moaned gripping her breasts harder as her hips hovered above the mattress.

I took her clit between my lips and sucked gently feeling her fingers lace in my hair, she tried desperately to pull me closer to her. "God Holly." she moaned, rocking towards my tongue as I ran the length of my tongue against her sensitive bundle of nerves. "Right there." she groaned causing me to smile against her. I knew she needed this, we had been on the edge of painful teasing for days now, and fate had kept us apart. Right now, I had found heaven in the taste of her and the sound of her moaning. "Holly." she whimpered arching higher, she was close and I knew exactly what she needed to reach that tipping point. I slowly slid two fingers into her slick core, feeling her contract around them instantly. "Fuck!" she rasped louder than before as I slowly worked in and out of her.

"HOLLY! FUCK!" she screamed her hips bucking wildly on the bed as I sucked her clit into my mouth, causing her to come around my fingers, her hips finally falling back on the mattress. Gail shook as I slowly pulled out of her and made my way up her body and laid next to her. Gail's breasts were red from her own abuse, I could see the hickey I had knowingly left at the base of her throat, we were both sweaty and panting and on cloud 9. "You just ruined my life." Gail laughed, kissing my collarbone. "How is that?" I asked, running my fingers along the scare I had seen before, my curiosity again peaked. "No one has ever made me cum like that babe." she breathed kissing my neck tucking herself against me tangling her legs with mine. "mhhm" I hummed and drifted to sleep, completely exhausted and content to have Gail in my arms.