A/N: Well, got around to writing this extra chapter faster than expected (obviously a good thing). Remember that asterisk'd Extra Chapter line in 'Concede'? This is what I was foreshadowing to! Get ready for some true love. However, allow me to point out:
THIS EXTRA CHAPTER IS PURELY LEMON CONTENT. I wrote this to extend the last chapter of 'Ambivalence' with the intense detail of Lelouch and Shirley's intimate night. The content is strictly for mature readers above the appropriate age. If you are not over the appropriate age limit, please hang in there until I write the final chapter for your tender decency. THIS IS THE WARNING.
Again, 'wait for me' until I can write the final (yes, final) chapter!
*Warmth
Pulse.
Pulse.
Pulse.
An ever insistent pulse was all Lelouch could feel along with the comforting warmth that radiated from Shirley. Her tight walls surrounding his member contracted against each shift in movement, and in turn he throbbed to her feel. He would never have expected sex to feel this great, much less experience such an extent of intimacy in his life. Yet here he was buried underneath her desire for him. Only him.
Her moans deafened his ears to everything else as she leaned in closer to him to lick sweat-coated skin. Her hair brushed against him with each sway as she grinded into him. Up and down, up and down, up and down. She set the motion for the passion, slaving Lelouch to her lust for sexual tension.
His hands could not decide where to find comfort; whether her hips would settle perfectly into his palms, her butt would be as plushy as a pillow if he squeezed, or her breasts would excite more of her mewls as she gradually drifted to insanity. The destination did not matter, for his mind could not make a decision; his mind was already meshed from the heat scorching throughout him. He could only think of how to satisfy this heat and to farther devour/be devoured by her.
Despite the many attempts to hoist himself up by the elbows to met in a needed kiss, she would push him back down to maintain her dominance. Without a doubt, he was completely under her control which he didn't mind –in fact, thoroughly enjoyed. Was this the only time that he was ever willing to be controlled by someone else? Shirley had already been the master to his heart, so even thinking such a notion was moot.
His breathing was hectic even though he tried to ration his stability. The constant tease of her narrow canal was too much of a burden on his erection as he was forced to reach deeper and deeper into her core. The pounding of her crotch against his didn't help the scenario as he helplessly followed her flow. He shut his eyes tight to bear against the fire raging through his member.
I'm not going to last.
Lelouch cursed his severely low stamina, especially at a time like this where it was a necessity. He would be the first to climax and become a disappointment to her. Though that didn't seem to be the likely scenario when he pried open his eye to see the wonder on her expression. Literally, she was plastered in glee as she bit down on her lip.
His name was silently muttered beneath husky moans as she continued to crash into him. Her legs rubbed against his as she sought to farther connect with him; her hands were busy caressing his chest as she breathed against his neck. In the wake of her scrutiny, he found it hard to believe that she was the one possessing the reign. His hands cupped over hers as he arched against her to compete in the heat; as expected, she met with the same ferocity.
His throat was significantly dry as he tried to whisper her name into her ear. Had he become dangerously dehydrated during all of this, or was the pleasure acting as a delusion to the thought? His hot breath cooled against her damp skin as they continued to fall into one another.
Pulse.
Pulse. Pulse.
Pulse, pulse, pulse pulse pulse.
The back of his mind sparked as he felt the urge arise to higher levels. Surely, his resistance had met beyond its maximum as he felt the liquid fire rush through his member. Desperately, his arms wrapped around her waist, his hands planted against the skin, his fingers dug deep into her curves as he instinctively pounded into her. A loud groan ruptured from his throat as his load shot into her.
As if by cue, Shirley cooed as she held onto him and forced herself down on him. She constricted against him as he unleashed into her, as if to extract all of him. Tears formed at her eyes, he barely noticed as he continued to strain in spasm from the climax. Once again his name slipped from her lips as she kissed- rather, ravaged- his neck to compensate the pleasure coursing through her.
Had it been minutes or seconds that passed by before he was finished? Lelouch didn't care as his body calmed down afterward. His breath was still shaky as he adjusted against her. He damned himself for the sudden release, but knew he couldn't do anything about it. Despite it all, he felt that his member still pulsed inside her. He knew what that meant as he brushed her hair aside to see her flustered face.
Her half-lid eyes drifted about before finding his. She struggled to support her nearly limp body as she looked down at him; her breathing was more labored than his as she attempted to compose herself. She gulped many times before licking her lips to form any words.
"L-Lulu, did you…" He nodded as he curled up to kiss her lips.
"Well, yeah," he lamely responded as he sought out to lick her lower lip.
"Does that mean you're-?"
Lelouch knew what she was alluding to, yet smirked in retort. Sure enough, the gesture confused her as she looked to him. Gradually, he felt energy returning to him as he pressed into her. This time, he was going to make her experience the rise.
"Don't count me out just yet." With ferocity, he sealed her lips in a passionate kiss as he continued to thrust into her. Those husky moans resonated past his tongue and into his mouth as he carried on. Frankly, he thoroughly enjoyed it as through rejuvenating his spirit.
She was no longer on top as he maneuvered against her. Now he shared a sitting position with her as he snaked her legs around his waist, providing him a smoother means of pistoning into her. As he expected, her legs coiled around him as she sought to deepen his access. Her voice grew louder every time he pushed into her.
"N-No, not there! Ah-AAAH-" she reluctantly protested in a contradictory plead as she clung to him. She bit down on his shoulder to fight back the strengthened wave plowing her mind. "Oh God Lulu, that's it! Right ther- AAAAH-"
He braved against the recurring urge as he bolstered his assault. He found the most comfortable path and increased his frequency. Evidently, the spot happened to be her most sensitive as she scrapped nails against his back to futilely embrace the pleasure.
His hands worked a certain unbeknown magic as he toyed with her breasts, examining each angle to exploit her vulnerability. The situation had completely turned around as she melted against his attention.
Despite the little amount of strength left in her, she pressed her legs into his lower back to drive him even farther into her depth. Hitting new reaches was doing both wonders and destruction to Lelouch as he fought to ignore the fire inside him. Like last time, it was meaningless.
His hand slithered down her stomach and onto her clitoris as he rubbed against it. She clearly didn't expect his move as she burst into a deafening scream tainted in lustful satisfaction; she was quickly subdued to the quaking power growing in her core. Her body trembled against his as she pressed into him.
"L-Lu-lu, I'm gonna-" He chuckled as he rubbed his nose against hers. He too was at the edge.
"I know. Same here."
"P-Please Lulu… say my name." Her voice was borderline dark and pleading as she searched for his lips through closed eyes. His tongue teased her as they met in a needy kiss.
"Anything you want, Shirley," he mused before the same spark fried his mind. His arms tightened around her after hers tightened against him. Almost simultaneously, the two were ruptured by their climax as they desperately clung against one another. Shirley shoved her head into the crevice of his collar while he stared up at the ceiling.
"OH LULU!" Her juices poured onto him upon her release, cascading the trigger onto him as he joined her. His seed erupted against her coating as he thrusted into her one more time with all of his might.
"SHIRLEY!" His face fought to uncover hers before he wrestled with her in a reckless lip-lock to muffle their pleasured screams. The moment seemed to last forever as they embraced each other in a primitive form of seeking one another: to cool the overwhelming intensity boiling them alive, to share the underwhelming binding of love with the other. Their hands fidgeted in attempt to intertwine and express their bond.
Awkwardly, the two held on as the rapid pulse between them raged on.
Minutes passed by the time it settled to a comforting pace. Their eyes were closed and nearly ignorant to the presence of each other, though their bodies compensated for it. Finally, Lelouch pried his eyes open to look down at Shirley, who in turn looked up at him. He found joy in seeing that she was panting as hard as he was, as well as damped in sweat like him.
"Shirley," he struggled to find the words he wanted to say. Despite being so naturally charismatic, he was decimated by their intimacy. Instead, Shirley simply kissed him and hugged against his chest.
"Thank you, Lulu; that was... my first time to experienced an orgasm." Baffled, he stared down at her innocent cuddle. He patted her on the head while he scuffled her hair with a smirk before bringing them down on the bed. He let her shift against his chest as he settled on his back.
"I'm glad I could be of service." He still felt her insides through his member, now shriveled from the release. He knew he wouldn't have survived more than a second round, he jested as he looked down at her. He attempted to withdraw from her fold, but she would move with him, preventing him from exiting.
He patted her on the shoulder to acknowledge the withdrawl, but she curtly hummed in protest as she squeezed against him. When she looked up, he noticed the need behind her intent.
"No, stay in me." She stretched up and kissed his lips to refrain him from speaking.
"I want to remember you –remember how you feel; to memorize your feel and this night for the rest of my life."
Frankly, Lelouch was not one to object. He too wished for the same thing, considering the expectation of the following day. Taking in the expected disappointment that would follow after dawn, and the probable extent of sorrow she will endeavor for a long time, he accepted her want.
"Anything you want." He found himself saying that quite often, though he knew the exact reason why. Simply put, he would do anything for her during the remaining time they had together.
A prolonged hum replaced her thanks as she snaked her arms around him and settled against him. With the little amount of stamina left in him, he looked to the window. Through the curtains, he could tell that night still prevailed. He reeled in the fact that dawn should arrive soon enough before his eyelids grew too heavy from the fatigue. His head rested against the pillow as he began drifting to sleep.
"Lulu?" Shirley's attention managed to reach him before the inevitable, and he hummed to confirm his attention.
"Thank you for tonight." Again, he hummed in agreement.
"I love you." Easily, she breathed out those three words against his chest as she fell asleep. He found both joy and pain in hearing those words. Despite the conflict of emotions and resolve, he smiled as he breathed out his answer.
"I love you, Shirley."
A/N: Actually before I forget, I have a serious question for you, the reader. I have come to a cross-road for the depth of my next entry. To simplify what I mean: either keep things as similar to the main story as I can, OR branch from the story and create my own path which expands into the depth/explanation/possibilities of the Geass. Of course, both focus on the relationship between Lelouch and Shirley, the decision will determine just how much action and plot will be developed.
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