The rest of the school afternoon was...a blur.
Jasper kissed me...
He kissed me...
With his mouth...
The world could end and I would be happy as fuck.
And he seemed smug about it too.
In our last class, he saw I was still smitten by it and he let a cocky smile overtake his features for the rest of the class.
After the last official bell rang, he helped me to his car and then guess what?
He held my hand on the drive home!
I wanted to play it cool, so I kept an indifferent face but when he looked over and smiled, well that broke and I smiled like a damn fool in love in return.
He then helped me up the stairs, we stood in front of the door for a few awkward seconds before he slowly leaned forward, pressed a soft kiss to my lips, and then went back to his car, got in, waved and pulled out as I was walking in.
Anyway, so here I was, sitting on my couch staring at my phone.
Jasper hadn't texted me since I got home, a whole frickin hour ago.
I didn't want to seem desperate and text him and be all 'So what does this mean?' or all 'does this mean we are like a thing now?'
No, I wanted him to text me.
But holy damn it was hard not to text him.
The only thing stopping me from rocking back and forth on the couch was my damn hip.
Otherwise I would be rocking back and forth, reach out for my phone, catch myself, then pull back, and start the whole process again.
I did reach out, bit my lip, pull back and stare at my phone, willing a text from Jasper to show.
"How was school?" I heard my dad's voice all of a sudden call out.
"Holy!" I jumped. I didn't hear him enter at all.
Damn you Jasper!
You have officially taken over my mind.
"You okay?" Charlie asked as he looked unsure.
"Yeah I'm fine" I nodded then went back to staring at my phone. I could still feel Charlie's eyes on me but I ignored him.
My phone had my full attention.
"You expecting a call?" He asked.
"Yeah" I nodded at I continued to visualize a text showing up from Jasper. Maybe if I visualize it enough it will happen.
I don't sound desperate do I?
Oh my gawd!
My phone lit up!
Faster than a strike of a cobra I reached out and had the text open ready to read in record time.
Want 2 come over for dinner?
I stared at my phone blankly.
He just invited me over to dinner, to meet his family? Like his parents?
I could just picture the disaster it will without a doubt turn into.
Clumsy little me, with my crutches, leaving a trail of devastation behind me.
Oh yeah, that would just be lovely...
And lest we forget the spat I had going on with his sister.
The chances of me igniting that platinum blonde hair a blazing were pretty damn high.
That or I shaving all her hair off and hot glue yarn in return...
Only thing stopping me from doing that is well, I don't have yarn, or a hot glue gun...
The Cullen's may have that stuff, but I'm not going to ask Jasper's mom for the supplies then go up and do that little entertaining trick, as fun as it would most defiantly be.
I'm not that demented...
"Dad!" I called as I continued to look at my phone.
"Yeah?" He answered as he walked back into the living room and sat in his chair.
"Jasper just invited me to dinner at his place. Should I go?" I asked, twisting my face in an unsure expression.
"I don't see why not" He replied.
"Well, I have crutches and...I don't want to embarrass myself" I grimaced.
"I'm sure you will be fine" He smiled.
"I'm not so sure" I bit my lip.
"You'll be fine" He smiled.
I nodded then looked at my outfit.
"I have to change!" I screeched in horror as I struggled to stand up.
I tried to quickly make my way to the stair case and looked up then groaned in pure displeasure.
I was really starting to hate these stairs.
Huffing an annoyed breath, I stated to make my ascent up the damn stairs.
Finally making it up the damn stair case from I hobbled my way to my door, awkwardly threw open my door, entered and tried to kick my door shut.
Pulling out my phone I realized I was having a blonde moment (no offense u pretty blondes)
I didn't even reply to the text...
Give yourself a pat on the back Bella.
And I was giving way to much thought about this.
I mean I stood in the middle of my room, wasting precious time thinking over how I should reply.
Should I keep it simple and just say 'Alright' or say 'I would love that. Thank you for the offer'.
What fuckin dilemma!
Deciding to be brilliant and combing the too with an 'Alright. Thank you'.
I went back to the world's biggest decision.
What to wear.
I had to think over many important attributes.
I didn't want to seem like I was too desperate and make it seem like to big a deal.
So maybe keep the jeans and change into a dressier top?
Deciding to go with that, I went to my closet and got the bold ruby color top. It showed enough chest without being a hoe and it had two quarter sleeves.
Resting my crutches again the desk I stripped myself of my current plain t-shirt and replaced it with the ruby one.
Getting out my phone I saw Jasper had replied.
B there in 10
And that was sent 5 minutes ago...
Mother hell!
Grunting I grabbed my crutches and made a mad dash for the stairs...or at least tried too.
Mumbling a few colourful curses I started to descend down the cursed stairs and almost made it down successfully when I lost my footing and almost fell but caught myself but can't say the same about my crutches.
Growling I hoped down the last stair and tried to bend down and grab my fallen crutches when I heard the door bell rang.
"Damn it!" I snapped as my dad answered the door and let Jasper waltz in.
Finally grabbing them I hoisted them up and under my arms and made my way to the door.
"Hello" I smiled.
Jasper nodded in return and smiled a bit shyly.
"Well, you two have fun. And stay out of trouble" Charlie smiled and patted Jasper on the back.
"Dad, all I'm going to do is smoke crack and get wasted out of my wits" I said sweetly, coupled with a sugary smile.
Charlie shot me a "Ha-ha" look and rolled his eyes.
Jasper handed me my rain coat.
"Thank you" I said softly.
He helped me get it on then out the door.
We copied the routine we did this morning and now were on our way to his house.
I was rapidly tapping my fingers against my knee, trying in vain to calm my over driven nerves.
We then went down a winding road, surround by tall strong oaks embracing the secluded road. Then an elegant house came into view and I forgot to breathe for a split second. It was beyond comprehension, the beauty of his home.
Jasper pulled the car to a stop, killed the engine and looked over at me, and smirked lazily at my awe stricken expression.
"You live here?" I squeaked.
Jasper's lips quirked in amusement as he nodded an affirmative. He then proceed to fluidly slide out the driver's door, shut the door behind him, went to the trunk and grabbed my crutches and then started to help me out of my seat.
After I was ready and steady he then lead the way to the front door, when it opened to show an lady perhaps in her late twenties, a gentle smile gracing her face as she came forward to greet us.
"It's so nice to meet you Bella. I'm Esme" She introduced herself while rubbing a comforting arm up and down my arm. I think if she could have she would have embraced me but settle for that instead.
"It's a pleasure" I smiled shyly.
"How are you feeling Bella?" I heard a voice ask.
I looked up and saw Dr. Cullen leaning against the door frame with a friendly smile coupled with his handsome features.
"I'm feeling great Dr..." I trailed off.
Dr. Cullen laughed good naturedly.
"My name is Carlisle" He grinned.
"Nice to see you again" I smiled.
Jasper came behind me and put his hand on the small of my back then made a gesture with his other hand, as if ushering my forward.
Smiling as Carlisle chuckled we all went inside and I almost chocked on my own spit when I saw the inside of the house.
It was...it was...
Magnificent!
There were pictures that decorated the walls. Some were of abstracts, some of landscapes or wild animals.
Or the odd mask placed on the wall.
It was all very cool, and well decorated.
"This is a beautiful home" I complimented shyly.
Esme turned to me, smiling softly as she led the way to what I was assuming the dining area.
We walking into this big open area with a big vast mahogany dining table with match elegant dining chairs.
I felt like I was dining with aristocrats for crying out loud!
"Oh my..." I gasped as I took in the room. Two chandeliers hung from the ceiling, a small fountain resided in the corner, the music of flowing water the soundtrack of the room.
"I hope you're hungry" Esme smiled as she left the room to walking to the kitchen.
"Starved" I said as I stood there awkwardly and looked to Jasper.
He just chuckled at my awkwardness.
Thanks Jazz, I really feel loved...
I looked up as I saw Esme walk in carrying a big plate, like it looked absolutely huge.
I felt like offering some help but I couldn't exactly...
She placed the plate on the table and walking back into the kitchen, Carlisle following her this time.
She waltzed right back in elegantly with another plate occupying food and placed it on the table as Carlisle walked in with plates and utensils.
He started setting up the table as Esme scurried around, trying to get things ready.
I tapped Jasper on the shoulder and he looked back at me curiously.
"Is it always this fancy?" I whispered to him.
He smiled and shook his head.
Oh great...they were doing this for me...
I wasn't that big a deal.
A nice humble family meal would have been fine. I felt kind of bad that Jasper's mom went through all this trouble.
"Dinner time!" Esme called out as she rang the cutest little bell.
Just then I heard feet pounding on the ground up on the second floor.
"Emmett!" I heard Rosalie's scolding tone.
Oh joy...
"Don't jump over the banister!" She continued.
Oh wonderful.
Was she his girlfriend or his freaking mother?
Just then Emmett bounded into the dining room, grinning, making is dimples prominent.
"Oh hey Bella! Glad you could make it!" He laughed and then sat down carelessly into one of the seats.
"Emmett" Esme sighed.
"What?" He asked innocently.
"Wait until our company sits down" She scolded.
I stood stunned; oh they were supposed to wait for me?
"Oh I'm sorry" I stammered and then went to take seat, Jasper making it a whole lot easier. He grabbed my crutches and rested them against the wall behind me.
"No problem dear" Esme smiled as she took a seat.
I noticed Rosalie and the rest of the family walk in and take their seats at the table as well.
I looked at everyone and smiled.
Alice openly grinned in return, Emmett smiled cutely, Edward smiled crookedly and Rosalie...well Rosalie...she didn't smile but at least she didn't glare.
Jasper reached out under the table and grabbed my hand then gave a gentle reassuring squeeze.
I looked over and smiled widely. He smiled sweetly in return.
I looked back at the food and my mouth watered in anticipation.
It all looked damn good.
"This all looks wonderful Esme" I said as I stared at all the food.
There was roasted baby potatoes with rosemary it think, with beef tenderloin steaks and sauté Portobello mushrooms.
I hope I wasn't drooling.
"Everyone dig in" Esme smiled widely.
Everyone then started to serve themselves. I waited until everyone started, I didn't mind going last but apparently Jasper did.
He grabbed my plate, and then started to put food on it.
He then gently placed my plate in front of me then started to serve himself.
I tapped his shoulder when he was finished getting his serving and he looked at me.
"Thank you" I said. He smiled sweetly in return and shrugged as if to say 'no problem'.
As soon as I tried the steak I swear to everything holy that my tongue started to have an orgasm. ((what's with me and orgasms? lol))
It tasted amazing!
Esme had to be a gourmet chef!
"Esme this is delicious! You are an amazing cook!" I complimented then stuffed more food into my mouth and almost moaned at the taste.
"I'm glad you like it Bella" She giggled delicately.
I nodded eagerly since I had my mouth stuffed at the moment.
I looked up and almost started laughing. Emmett had his mouth so full he looked like a chipmunk. And you could even see his dimples and that added to the hilarity.
"Manners!" Rosalie hissed as she smacked his chest with the back of her hand.
I felt like taking my fork, mashing up my potatoes a bit and flinging them at her.
"It's funny" I laughed and smiled at Emmett. Jasper even let loose a low chuckle.
"So Bella what do you like to do for fun?" Alice asked, her voice sounding all silvery and great.
"I'm your typical boring person" I laughed then continued.
"I like to read, not go out too much, maybe just once a week to hang with friends and chill out and listen to music" I shrugged.
"That doesn't sound boring" Esme said.
"Not at all. Sounds calming" Carlisle agreed with his wife.
"Thank you" I smiled softly, feeling a bit shy at the moment.
The rest of the dinner went by comfortably.
We chatted about useless junk, like the weather and school and if we had any plans this weekend.
It felt nice to say the least. They made me feel welcome. Rosalie didn't attempt to make conversation, which didn't bug me in the slightest.
And now Carlisle, and Esme were cleaning up the dinner table.
"Do you need any help?" I asked timidly.
"Oh no dear. You go on and have a look around if you would like" Esme smiled as she took more dirtied plates to the kitchen.
Nodding I turned and saw Jasper behind me.
He motioned with his head for me to follow him, so I hobbled my way behind him then he stopped at a case of stairs.
"You have got to be kidding me" I groaned quietly to myself.
I absolutely loathed stairs right now. I did not want to have to huff and puff just to get up them.
But at least they weren't narrow like the ones at home, they were wider and open.
Hopefully a lot safer too...
Jasper turned to me, smiled softly and started to help me ascend to the second floor.
It actually wasn't that hard and slow with the help of Jasper.
We then came to a vast wide hallway that looked great for a hallway. It was beautifully decorated and the far wall was actually a window.
Jasper then walked to a black wood door and opened it then motioned inside. I made my way and poked my head inside.
It was a bedroom. Jasper's bedroom I'm assuming.
The walls were black, with a black lining. There was a picture, more cow boy picture if you will. It was of a herd of horses running through a creek or river, watering splashing around them, in almost a magical way.
Then of course there were band posters of Paramore, My chemical romance and few other I've never even heard of.
The bed was made, with a black comforter that looked fluffy and comfy and a computer in the corner. The computer desk was glass with a big screen monitor the looked more like a plasma T.V then an actual monitor with one of those fancy small cute keyboards and a small wireless mouse on a black mouse pad.
The room wasn't messy but it wasn't freakishly clean either. There were no dirty clothes hanging around, except if you include that hoodie resting on the computer chair. But no dirty underwear or socks in sight.
Just the odd shoe here and there.
Overall it was nice and felt welcoming. You could feel Jasper's presence indented in this room.
Jasper went into his walk in closet and came out holding a guitar case.
Jasper plays guitar?
"You play guitar?" I asked shocked.
He nodded sheepishly and sat down on his bed. He looked over at me, smirked and padded the spot beside him.
Gracelessly making my way over I just plopped myself down beside him and regretted it.
It hurt like hell!
A bone chilling shock of agony shot through my leg and up my back.
I immediately tensed up, and bit my lip then groaned in the back of my throat.
I know you're supposed to breathe when you are in immense pain but I broke that rule and held my breath for a few seconds.
Oh yeah, I was a true rebel.
I think Jasper knew that hurt me, I tried keeping my reaction from him but he somehow knew.
Was he psychic?
Naw he probably just had some common sense.
I mean, carelessly throwing yourself on the bed while you have a damaged hip, yeah that's going to cause pain.
He reached over and started to soothingly rub my back.
I looked at him and I could see the open concern he held for me. I smiled.
"I'm okay. That just wasn't very smart" I smiled.
Jasper just snorted and shook his head then proceeded to strum his guitar.
I sat there absolutely motionless as he continued to play. It was divine.
The harmony and the notes fluidly changing without a hitch were amazing. It wasn't fast it was slow and calming and sounded absolutely marvellous.
I couldn't tell if he was just winging it and playing as he went or if he actually wrote this and had it practiced. It all flowed together wonderfully.
He looked up and saw I was staring in pure awe then he cracked a pleased smile and continued to play.
But the sad part was he couldn't hear how splendid he sounded. He had real talent. The music he made was...exquisite.
And he didn't even know...
My mouth twisted to the side, as I now sadly watch him continue to play.
Jasper looked up and his music trailed off as he saw my expression.
He looked at me in worry and my vision started to become blurry with the oncoming tears emerging.
I reached out to him, caressed his face and leaned forward then kissed his mouth.
He seemed surprised since he didn't respond for a few second but then I started to feel him melt and relax into the kiss and he kissed me back eagerly.
The kiss quickly turned passionate and hungry and Jasper then gently held my face between his hands as we continued to ravage each other's mouth.
Finally pulling away we both greedily sucked in much need gasps of air as we stared at each other.
I then placed my hand on his chest were his heart was and smiled.
~~~To Be Continued~~~
How'd you like that?
Was it okay? Was it too boring?
I would have had this posted earlier but it's storming like crazy here and well...I don't want my lappy fried :\ I love my computer cuz i love writing :D
So...right now im majorly risking it lol..not really...only take like 2 minutes to upload it lol.
Anyway, one person actually said I should publish this story and that if i did they would buy it. For some odd reason I almost started crying...
I like never cry... but I got misty eyed when i read that for some reason. You guys probably think...wow...WIMP! lol.
That was a big booster to my self esteem...now im a self centered bitch! I blame you!. i love u all :P
Anyway, I actually gave it some thought after I was done with the water works ahaha.
But it would need some major fixing and tuning lol.
I would need to change a lot but I would probably actually do it lol.
But it would have to be by a Canadian publisher in like Montreal or Toronto and Vancouver since i can't go to like New York times...but holy damn that would be amazing lol...ah nothing but wistful thinking: P
I even talked to my mom about it :P
She said go for it, ur an amazing writer, very creative...but from ur mom it's like aww thank you...but ur supposed to say that :/ :P
But she also said what if u made it big, what about university? I would still go lol. I look forward to that :P
I plan on saving under privileged pets :P
But i don't know...I gave it thought and it seems nice :) but chances of that happening are slim :( I love writing and wouldn't mind becoming an author :D
Wistful thinking :)
Anyway...i have a question for you guys lol
How old do you think I am? Try not to look at my profile lol. It not on their but I give a range. Honestly tell me what you think. How old do you think I am? Lol
13?...hope not lol
I was curious and im curious about ur answers...it actually just entered my mind lol.
Edward Cullen is not a vampire! He lives in the woods, doesn't kill humans & he glitters in the sun... the dude is obviously a fairy :/
Tehe :P
Reveiw! Pweaty pwease?...:P