I could feel the grogginess and darkness starting to dissipate from my conscious as I slowly woke up from the dark abyss of slumber.
I scrunched up my eyes and stretched while groaning softly and finally opened my eyes and looked in Jasper's peaceful slumbering face.
He had his arm thrown over my waist as I was snuggled up to his chest. Sighing and wanting nothing more than stay cuddled up I knew I had to get up, and fast.
Gently taking his arm, I slowly and carefully manoeuvred it around and off me and softly rested it on his side.
Slowly sitting up, trying to make as little movement as possible and looked over at the clock.
5:37 PM it read.
Looks like we slept for a few hours. I really hope no one walked in while we were asleep. I would never live it down with Emmett...
Slowly getting up from the bed I looked around and saw my bra by his computer chair. Slowly creeping over I bent to pick it up quickly and snapped up and went to walk away when I banged noisily into his computer chair.
Son of bitch! I was supposed to frickin stealth!
But then I remembered...I could rip alive a chain saw in here and he wouldn't hear it.
But there was the matter of his family...
Crap.
I quickly scurried around the room, frantically searching for my discarded clothes.
I didn't want someone to walk in and see me in my birthday suit. That would just state what happened.
After finding all my articles of clothing I carelessly threw my clothes on and ran a relieved hand throw my slightly tangled locks. Looking over to Jasper I saw he was laying on his back, chest and abs in the open for all to see.
Maybe they would know anyway, even if I was fully clothed and Jasper still naked, under nothing but a cover. Walking over to the bed, I gently ran my hand over his chest and relished at the hardness of it, but then shook my head of fast oncoming thoughts and shook Jasper awake.
He breathed out a sigh and his eyes fluttered open. He looked at me, smiled tiredly and held up his hand in the 'I love you' sign.
I couldn't help but smile goofily in turn and returned the sign.
"You should get dressed" I stated.
He sat up and nodded then threw his legs over edge, the cover barely covering him as he stretched.
It should be a sin to look the good.
Biting my lip, I quickly turned around and immediately walked the bathroom near his room. Shutting the door behind me looked at my reflection. My hair looked like a bird nest.
Great.
Letting out frustrated growl I went rummaging through the bathroom drawers and found what I was looking for. The best man made tool.
A hair brush.
Quickly I ran the brush through my tangles thinking about what transpired earlier. The events that took place that were unplanned.
But isn't that the way it's supposed to be?
If we had it all planned out I think I'd be so nervous I'd probably back out.
Putting the brush back in the drawer I looked back at my reflection and sighed. I looked slightly tired, even though I just woke up.
About to reach for the door knob I was hit with full force terror.
We didn't use a condom.
And I wasn't on any birth control...
Son of a fucking bitch!
This is soooo going to bite me in the ass!
I was seventeen for fuck sakes!
Hell, I was barely seventeen!
I was not ready to be a mother at my age!
If I wasn't knocked up Jasper and I were investing condoms and the pill damnit!
Maybe we would get lucky...?
"The chances are slim though..." I thought in silent horror. I was in the middle of my cycle. For all I know I already ovulated and am now nursing a 2 hour old sea monkey!
Fuck!
Do I tell Jasper?
I wonder how that will go.
"Hey we didn't use protection and you may have just knocked me up"...
Yeah right...
Probably just scare him away.
Putting on a brave front and forcing a smile on my face, though I probably looked like a female pedophile instead I opened the door and entered Jasper's room, him lying on his bed, fully clothed, which really was such a shame, reading a book.
I walked over to the bed and sat on the edge. Feeling his mattress dip under my weight her looked around his book and smiled softly.
"Want to go downstairs?" I asked.
He nodded just as Esme called us down for dinner.
"You mom just called us down for dinner" I told him. He smiled as he sat up, took my hand, entwining our fingers together he stood up, bringing me with him as we made our way down stairs.
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Dinner at the Cullen's house was pleasant. But I was slightly uncomfortable.
At the time, I didn't care that I was banging Jasper like a salvation drum buuut...now after the effects well...
What if they heard?
I doubt Esme would mention anything. She was too nice.
But still, it was at the back of my mind.
And I still was a little on edge from my little reminder in the bathroom.
But Jasper seemed comfortable enough, not at all a tense hot mess like me.
For some odd reason I felt like blurting out "We didn't use a condom!"
That wouldn't be weird or awkward at all...
And I knew once I got home...it would just get worse.
And to think...I had around two weeks of this until I knew for sure.
That was when I was expecting Mother Nature's oh wondrous gift.
Fuckin bitch!
I remember when I first got my period, I was so proud to finally be a woman...now its like "Fuck you! I hate this shit!"
But now I was driving home, the sun just slightly above the horizon, the sky mostly painted black with just that elegant streak of gold.
Seeing the house come into view I was wondering if I was going to start to hyperventilate.
I was so nervous to be around Charlie.
I left this house an innocent being and came back...well not so innocent.
And I still had the insane urge to blurt out "We didn't use a condom!"
Parking the truck and sighing, trying to grow a back bone.
Let's see how this goes shall we?
Getting out the truck, slamming the door behind me I started to make my way up the walk way.
This was a sure failure!
I might as well throw in the towel and just yell "We didn't use a condom!" now.
Walking in the door, holding my breath I took off my shoes and was about to make a mad dash for the stairs when-
"Bells?"
Son of a bitch...
"Yeah?" I asked, my breathe slightly shaky.
"Did you have a good time?" He asked.
You have no idea...
"It was alright" I replied.
Psh it was more than alright, it was damn heavenly.
"That's good" He replied.
"Yup. I'm kinda tired. I think I'm going to go to bed" I said as I made my way to the stairs.
"Already?" He inquired.
"Yeah. Night" I said as I made my way up the stairs.
"Night" He replied back from the living room.
Quickly walking into my room I went straight to my computer desk and pulled out my planner.
The 16th was when I was expecting Mother Nature's wonderful blessing infuriating gift.
That was nine days away. Could I survive nine torturous days?
I guess I have no choice but to give it a shot.
Throwing the planner back in the drawer I went to my closet, pulled out my nighty, slipped into it, crawled into bed and was out like a light when my head barely hit the pillow.
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The next week was great.
I have completely forgotten that little scare that happened earlier that week but...it hasn't been resolved yet.
But it was out of my mind.
Jasper's and I's relationship has gotten even better, if that is possible. We are more open now and carefree.
We haven't made love again but that's totally okay. Relationships are not built on just sex...though sex is amazing. ((Or so I hear :|lol))
But this week has been great. Jasper and I have been spending more time together. And I have slightly improved my sign language so we talk in simple conversations in sign.
And Jasper has also taken me on a few dinner dates also.
It has just been amazing to put it lightly.
And Charlie was going to take Jasper and I to a baseball game in Seattle on the 16th!
Jasper and I were stoked. And it just so happened that Jasper is a baseball fan and is actually a pretty good player.
I've seen him and his family play, though Esme and I sat out. I and baseball don't mix one bit.
It was a known fact that I was bound to hurt either myself or someone else.
And it was the 14th today! Just two more days!
Time skip. **day of the game**
Today was the game. I was excited but not as excited as Jasper. He was totally pumped.
I didn't mind baseball but I wasn't exactly your type of girl who likes sports.
And Jasper was on his way to pick me and my Father up and take us to Seattle so we would get there in time for the game. It was either my truck, which they both doubted my baby would make it there or the police cruiser, and like hell was I riding in that thing.
So it was Jasper's expensive dream ride.
Just then as I was grabbing my hoodie so I would be already when Jasper arrived I saw Jasper's black Mercedes pull up on the street and park.
"Dad Jasper's here!" I called out as I made it to the front door.
"Okay" I heard him reply as I heard his ungraceful feet stomp on down the stairs.
I walked out the door and walked towards the car and automatically sat in shot gun.
Jasper looked over and smiled then leaned over to kiss my cheek since my dad was walking towards the car, having already locked the house.
The drive to Seattle was pleasant. It was silent but every now and then my dad and I talked about the most random of things, whether it be about the weather, or the tress embracing the highway.
We then saw the city limit come into few and I couldn't help the butterflies of excitement that fluttered in my stomach.
After finding the arena, we walking into the arena and I was amazing. It was frickin huge!
And loads of people were already there, and the game didn't start for another 45 minutes.
After scooting around random folk we finally found our seats and sat down and waited for the game to start.
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After the game was finished we went to a nice restaurant. We were seated at a nice secluded booth in the back and the waitress walked off that is when dad decided to speak.
"How did you guys like the game" He looked at both Jasper and I.
In all truth, I barely knew what was going on, but it seemed interesting.
"It was alright" I smiled. Charlie chuckled, probably already guessing I didn't have a clue what happened.
Jasper grinned at my father and held up his thumb for "thumbs up".
"Glad you liked it" He said to Jasper. Jasper nodded in return.
"So you two have anything planned for the week?" Charlie asked.
"Not as of now no" I shook my head.
"Just going to go with the flow?" Charlie asked.
"Pretty much" I smiled.
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After dinner we started our way back to Fork which was about only ten to five minutes away. I ended up passing out for most of the way, so I guess the drive was pretty quiet for Charlie.
Pulling onto our street and parking the car in front of our house Charlie leapt out and started to walk up the walk way, letting Jasper and I have our private farewell.
Jasper leaned over softly pressed his lips to mine, meaning for just a innocent kiss farewell that quickly turned into a fiery battle for dominance.
After a few more seconds of hot tongue sex, Jasper slowly pulled away and looked at me with a smirk while shaking his head in amusement.
Pouting slightly, that just made him chuckle at me, he pressed another quick kiss to my lips, one that was impossible to turn into anything else and pulled away.
Sighing, I held up my hand in the "I love you" sign and grinned like a fool when he returned it I finally made my exit.
Walking to the front door, I turned when I heard the purr of his car engine fade away.
Walking in I took off my hoddie, hung it up, slipped my shoes off and went straight for the stairs. After all it was well past midnight.
"Good night dad" I said as I descent up the stairs.
"Night Bella" He called back while taking a break from chugging his water down.
Making it up the stairs I went straight to the bathroom to get ready for bed with my nightly ritual. I washed my face, and then went to use the toilet.
About to get up I felt a nagging in the back of my mind. After getting up and flushing I stood there for a second, trying to figure out what the hell I'm forgetting.
Shrugging it off I went to my room and grabbed my PJ's and started to get dressed in them when that damn feeling came back.
I was forgetting something and it was bugging the hell outta me.
Was I really that scatter brained?
Going to shut my computer off for the night, like every night I looked at the bottom corner to see the time and also saw the date.
I froze and I felt the color drain from my face.
That's what I had forgotten...
It also seems like someone else forgot something...
Mother Nature seemed to have forgotten my monthly gift...
Fuck. My. Life...
~~~~~~To BE Continued~~~
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