"I didn't think what I did with Blaine was that big of a deal. I mean, we were never official and I wasn't thinking clearly when I kissed you," Kurt stated as him and Jeremy sat outside Jeremy's shop. Jeremy closed his eyes and took in Kurt's words. He was right. They had just kissed once and it wasn't even a big kiss. Still, he liked to believe it meant something. According to Kurt, it hadn't.
"I know. I wasn't mad at you," he replied, opening his eyes. Kurt gave him a sad look.
"No, but you were hurt," he stated. Jeremy sighed.
"I mean, yeah, at first. I thought maybe you had some feelings for me. If you don't, then that's fine. I really don't care. Just don't play with my feelings," he replied. Kurt nodded.
"I never meant to do that. I just... Blaine was everything to me for the longest time and I just... It felt weird to see him and not be together," Kurt explained. Jeremy nodded.
"It's not your fault I guess. I shouldn't have looked too much into our kiss," he replied and went to go back in. Kurt grabbed his arm and frowned.
"I do like you, Jeremy, but I don't know what to do. I've only been in one relationship my whole life and he cheated on me. I don't know what to do in another relationship," he said. Jeremy's eyes widened.
"One relationship? Wow. When I was nineteen, I was already deemed as kind of a man whore. I didn't date everyone, but I also didn't just stick to one guy," he stated. Kurt groaned.
"See? Most people have more experience than me," he said. Jeremy laughed.
"You know I wouldn't laugh at you for not having experience," he told him. Kurt smiled over at him.
"I know... But for now, can we just stay friends? You were an awesome friend to me and when I'm ready for a relationship with you, then we can try," he said.
"When?" Jeremy asked.
"Yes. When I'm ready for a relationship, it will be with you," Kurt said.
"Don't say so and then chose someone else," Jeremy told him. Kurt nodded and smiled lightly.
"I won't... So can you call off Sasha now? He's been calling me everyday to tell me to make things right with you," he said. Jeremy laughed.
"He can't be that bad. He's like five foot three. What is he going to do to you?" he said. Kurt groaned.
"He's a lot scarier than you think. He-"
"Jeremy?" Both boys turned at the voice and looked over at Angel. The bleach blond haired boy poked his head out and studied Kurt for a second before looking over at Jeremy. "The store is going to open soon and I could really use your help."
"I'll be in there in a minute. Just let me say goodbye," Jeremy told him. Angel nodded and walked back inside. Jeremy turned to Kurt and then grinned.
"So... Is he?"
"A boyfriend? Oh god, no. He's my assistant. It'd be kinda weird," Jeremy replied. Kurt smiled.
"I'll let you go run your shop. Text me when you're home, okay?" he asked. Jeremy nodded and Kurt left. Maybe things wouldn't be so bad. Jeremy would give Kurt his time and hopefully, Kurt would eventually be his.
In case you guys are curious as to what all my OC's look like so far, Jeremy looks like the man in my profile picture, Jayy Von Monroe. Sasha looks like a drag model and his name is Anderson Brooks. Angel is more complex and his character looks like August Emerson in the movie Complicity. Just look them all up and hopefully you can put a face to the name.