DISCLAIMER: I don't own "Merlin",BBC I did Merther would have happened already and they would have had a gender bender I won't be writing this fanfic I would have people for that.

I just got back from al long trip and have been busy with heres your update.

Arthur's POV

Merlin still hasn't woke up after collapsing in the stables. "It's only been a day,Arthur.I'm sure she will wake up soon." Says Leon clearly seeing his King stressing over this young girl. "Who is she anyway?" he can Leon be so stupidly oblivious to who is right in front of him?I mean it's obviously Merls,but no he doesn't see him only the girl can no one see the boy I love is right underneath that body of a did I say love do I really care about him like that,I mean he is kinda cute when he is embarrassed and his cheekbones are hot but do I love him?I think I do with all my heart but I need him to wake up for me to tell him that.

"Sire,Who is she?"

"Leon can't you see?"

"See what Arthur you're starting to creep me out a bit?"

"The girl on the bed is obviously Mer-" Arthur was interrupted by a loud bang coming from the door slamming hand instinctively went to his find it was just Gaius awake and wanting to tend to his ward. "What happened?" he asked

Merlin's pov

It's so dark.I want to open my eyes but I can't I can hear people talking but I can't make out the words.I hear one word tho "Lake" and my mind goes straight to Freya.

"Freya." I mumble wishing she was here.I remember her smile when I held out the rose.I remember the kiss with tears falling out of our one moment filled with so much love. I can see her face as she dies in my arms.I miss her.I love her.

"FREYA!" I shout in anger and grief as I heard glass shattering.

Arthur's pov

I hear Merlin shout then the potions on the table shatter and the door to Merlin's room bangs open and I hear him breakes my heart to hear those heart renching sobs.

"Gaiuswho's Freya?" Arthur ask trying not to cry with the wave of sadness that seemed to hit him out of nowhere.

"That is not my story to tell,sire."