5. Messy Love (From Messing with Love universe)
While Hephaestion was a prisoner of his captors, he had had a lot of time to think when he was conscious. He mainly thought about his lover and what Alexander would be doing to get him back soon.
The more he thought about it, the more he realized how messy their love was at that moment.
Hephaestion would never be Alexander's only again, as Ox had raped him repeatedly; he was no longer a trustful soldier because his Companions and the King might think he had revealed important information during his torture.
He was a complete mess and he was no longer sure if he was worthy of the love of his king.