Title: Remember the time
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Chapter 6: His unforgettable kiss
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A/N: This chapter is kind of short, sorry I'll make the next one normal size again. I just wanted to update before school starts again. Ugh, I don't want to go back, I'm going to miss lying around in my pajamas and eating bags of chips all day, I want to be a bum forever! But life will go on.
I'm warning you though, there's alot of curse words in this chapter and stuff, so if you don't like that kind of stuff then don't read on.k thanks.
Later.
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I couldn't stand the way he was looking at me, glaring at me as if I had stole something precious from him. I didn't feel like talking, I just wanted to drop him off at his house and pick up Akami so I could head home. I was tired, my body was sore from dancing and my feet were numb. I didn't have the energy for a fight, but apparently Inuyasha thought he could squeeze one out of me.
"You guys are disgusting." He spat, filling the once silent car with his aggravated voice. I sucked in a deep breath, trying my best not to just pounce on him and start hitting him violently over the head. I was doing him a favor, taking him home when he didn't have a ride and here he was, throwing it back in my face.
"What's so disgusting about us?" I replied as calmly as I could, keeping my eyes fixed on the road ahead of us and away from the angry idiot beside me.
"Kouga was all over you tonight and you guys were fucking making out on his porch right in front of me." He growled, keeping his smoldering golden eyes trained on me. I refused to even spare him a glance, he was drunk and angry, I was smart enough to know not to push him when he was in this type of state.
"What do you expect from me Inuyasha? I've been dating him for half a year, do you think I would just stop treating him the way I always do just because you were there? It's not my fault you were watching over me like some guard dog, you could have looked away." I said, trying as hard as I could not to let my anger rise in my voice. He was being so stubborn.
"So you fucking lead me on like some whore and then drop me when your little wolf boy comes around? Is that how it is?" He yelled, his voice rising a notch higher with anger. Whatever calm facade I had, snapped in half when I heard his words. I turned my head in his direction, glaring at him just as harshly.
"Leading you on! It was one dance Inuyasha, and you were the one that asked me! Don't fucking pin that shit on me, I didn't ask you to start throwing yourself at me." I yelled, my patience with him wearing thin with every passing second. I didn't want to lose my tempter, but he was making it impossible.
"I wouldn't have thrown myself at you if you didn't look so god damn sexy tonight! You fucking did that on purpose didn't you? Showing up wearing that tight ass dress and practically showing the whole world what you had underneath! You have a thong on don't you? I could feel it through your dress when we were dancing, it was that thin!" He growled, his voice mixed with fury and agitation. At this point, I could barely contain my anger from boiling up.
"Don't raise your voice at me! I'm tired of taking this bullshit from you! We're not together, so I shouldn't have to have rules on what I'm allowed to wear and who I'm allowed to be with!" I shouted back at him, restraining myself from strangling him and trying to drive without killing us at the same time. It was very difficult.
"I can raise my voice at you whenever I want. Like right now, FUCK YOU KAGOME, FUCK YOU! You're only dating Kouga because you know I can't stand him, am I right Kagome? Is that it!" He yelled loudly, causing me to lose my concentration and swerve the car dangerously towards a stop sign before gaining control again a minute later.
"I'm not doing any of this for you! I'm dating him because I like him! Nothing you say is going to change that Inuyasha!" I hissed, sending him a hot glare before flipping my hair off my shoulder and turning away.
"Fucking liar." He scoffed, turning away from me to glare out of the window. Silence washed over the car once again, and I was left listening to the sound of the cars flying past me as I drove to his house.
I couldn't stand the dead silence, it was making me even more upset so I clicked on the radio and tuned it to my favorite station, where a familiar song was playing.
I've lost myself today, and I'll be gone tomorrow
So it seems - life is just a broken verse
And it keeps playing in my head
Reminding me my death is true
Yes we're friends, just friends
Inuyasha was still facing towards the window, but I could tell he was listening to the song, we always did like the same type of music. Ever since I could remember. Since he wasn't saying anything, I figured if I just kept quiet, we could get through the rest of the night without another fight.
We've come a long way and somehow it's not over
The end just seems so far away
But I know the light in your eyes is fading
And If you hold on tight, we'll make our way out
Yes, we'll find it again
I snook another peak at him to see if he was still looking at the window, but when I did I met his powerful gaze.
If you say goodbye, then why does your heart lie?
In that blue dress soaked to your skin
But you look so good in blue
You look so good in blue . .
I pulled the car over wordlessly, parking it on the side of the road. We were nearing his neighborhood and I knew he had more to say to me, and I had a few things to say to him as well. I couldn't help but think how ironic the song was as I stared into Inuyasha's golden pools, he still looked a little angry, but his eyes had softened considerably. I wondered what he was thinking when he looked at me like that, his eyes slightly glazed.
Don't hide behind those brown eyes
Your secret is safe with me
I didn't know how to start, so I waited for him to speak first . . and he did.
"Kagome . ." He sighed, slouching slightly in his seat.
"Sorry about . . all that shit I said. You know how I get when I'm drunk." He apologized, refusing to meet my gaze.
"Yes I know too well." I agreed, partly shocked that he had just apologized and partly worried. It's funny how a simple song could lighten his mood. He turned to look at me, uncertainty in his eyes.
"Did you mean what you said about Kouga, do you really like him?" He asked and I sent him a questioning look, wondering where he was going with this.
"Why would I lie? I do like Kouga . . a lot." I said but as soon as the words left my lips, my thoughts questioned them immediantly. Do I really feel that way about Kouga? I couldn't help but wonder. I could see Inuyasha stiffen in his seat, his eyes hardening.
"How does he make you feel?" He asked a bit roughly, and by this point I was very confused. Why was he suddenly so interested in my relationship with Kouga?
"Umm . . he makes me feel . . good." I said slowly, not sure what he was getting at. I almost squeaked when he suddenly appeared closer to me.
"But I can make you feel better." He whispered lowly, and with that he bent forward and separated the space between us so suddenly I couldn't even comprehend what was happening. My eyes widened as I was suddenly overpowered by the feel of his lush lips against mine, so soft and warm and needing . . I couldn't even remember the last time he had kissed me, it was so long ago. His kiss felt so natural, I couldn't help but close my eyes and allow myself to kiss back.
I was so lost in the kiss, I forgot what we were doing was wrong, and as soon as I realized what I was doing I pulled away, intent on breaking up the kiss and snapping Inuyasha back to reality. We were both taken and no matter how right it felt, it was all so wrong.
"Inuyasha - what are you doing?!" I gasped as soon as I had pulled away, looking at him with wide frantic eyes.
"Only what I've been wanting to do ever since we broke up." He whispered huskily, grabbing my arms and pulling me towards him for another kiss. By the time his lips met mine the second time, I had been prepared for it and I tried to pull away immediately . . but he wouldn't let me.
"Inuyasha! STOP! This isn't right!" I yelled, trying to slap his hands off of me but he held them both down.
"Let me GO!" I screamed, finally managing to get my right arm free from his grasp and instantly slapping him in the face. His head moved with the motion of my slap, but he didn't seem fazed by it. He didn't even make a sound.
"Fuck Kagome. You know you want this as bad as I do! You fucking know it!" He growled, smashing me towards him again. I turned my head away before he could kiss me, thrashing out of his hold and hitting him on the chest.
"STOP!" I yelled, hitting him as hard as my strength would allow on the chest as many times as I could. I was close to tears now and I was still fighting him, hitting him as much as I could until the energy had left me, and I was tired of hitting him.
"Kagome . . " I heard him say as he grabbed my arms to calm me down, but I was still fighting him, still angry that he had kissed me. "You fucking jerk." I whispered hoarsely, letting out a small sob as a tear trailed down my cheek.
"I hate you! I hate you so much!" I yelled, and before he could react I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled his head towards me, locking his lips in a bruising kiss. I could feel him kissing me back immediately, his arms working their way around my waist and pulling me into his lap. The kiss was so intense, like we both had been deprived of kisses for our whole lives.
I could feel him licking at my bottom lip and I opened my mouth, allowing him entrance. He entered smoothly, sliding his tongue languidly over mine as we both got a taste of each other. The feeling was so good, I felt like I never wanted it to stop. I missed his kisses, no matter how many times I had kissed Kouga, it just wasn't the same. No one could make me feel the way Inuyasha did. No one knew exactly what my body craved and needed except for him.
I slid my arms fully around his neck and ran my hands through his hair, enjoying the feel of his soft locks against my fingertips. His hands had found their way unto my bottom, which he was groping roughly, pressing me tightly against his chest and creating a warm friction from his jeans. I let out a soft moan, and smiled into our kiss when I felt his body respond to that, his hold on me getting tighter.
Nothing was running through my mind that night, except for how good it felt to kiss him again.
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"So let me get this straight . . " Sango began, shooting me a bewildered glance before continuing.
"You kissed Inuyasha?"
I let out a soft sigh, and answered her question for what seemed like the twentieth time that day.
"Yes Sango I did."
"Like . . on the lips?" She asked, looking at me skeptically.
"No, on the ass. What do you think?" I scoffed sarcastically, annoyed by her constant questions. It was my fault for coming to her house in the morning, dragging her out of bed, and blurting out my whole situation. If I could go back in time, I would have just kept it to myself.
"But aren't you dating Kouga?"
"YES! That's why it's a problem! Sango, have you been listening to anything I've said?" I asked angrily, sending her an annoyed glare.
"No, I was too busy falling asleep on the kitchen table when you were telling me, if you hadn't barged in here so early I would have been more awake!" She snapped defensively.
"What the hell? It was only nine o'clock!" I yelled, looking at her incredulously.
"Exactly! That's early for me on a Sunday!"
I swallowed down the comeback at the tip of my tongue and rolled my eyes. "Whatever, you're not much of a morning person are you?"
She sent me a blank look. "Hell no."
"Well I guess I can't blame you . . sorry for getting mad, I'm just kind of stressed right now." I explained and she sighed, patting my shoulder as she walked by to get a drink from her fridge.
"Don't worry about it Kags. It was only a kiss, everything will be fine." She assured, sending me a warm smile.
"But - what about Kouga?" I asked, turning to look at her as she sat down next to me.
"Just don't tell him. It will be your little secret." She winked, taking a sip of her soda.
"I guess I could do that . . but what if Inuyasha tells him?" I asked, gasping at the thought.
"Don't worry, he won't. He has a girlfriend too remember? He's smarter then that, trust me." She said and I nodded my head, realizing Sango's words were true.
But how am I supposed to face Kouga now?
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A/N: Review please and I'll update as soon as I can! By the way I wrote that crappy song around the beginning, because I don't want my story being deleted on here, but anyways yea . . review.
