Okay so people got confused last chapter... let me explain it...

JsP: No he sadly did not get kidnapped... It was an ambulance that he went into. Cherry started to drag Ponyboy out then got hit by part of the ceiling. Two-Bit then picked Pony up and got him to safety.

poison437: sorry by making you confused. The best I can explain the laughing is that he was asked a bunch of questions and answered with shut up...?

AND...( this person was not confused but I don't her to feel left out)

Bloodyblackrosepetals: Yes, I think Soda might get fired from his job at the Dx, PUN INTENDED!

Okay so this chapter will have some brotherly love (NOT Yaoi or slash) because I was randomly writting and I realized how much I loved it (it was Soda and Pony but Soda is not here at the moment so it shall be Darry!)

AND there will be a nurse oc in this but NO ROMANCE SHE IS USELESS TO THE PLOT. Just needed her cuz it was a hospital ya know?

Warning: Death(just the mention of who died last chapter), brotherly love, swearing, and PTSD,

If you want the link for a PTSD website I used here it is: mental/post_traumatic_stress_disorder_symptoms_

and yes, I know that they didn't know about this mental illness during the time frame. They doesn't get diagnosed or anything.

When I woke up I was in a white room. White bed, sheets, walls, and seats. It made me feel like i was sitting in a straight jacket at one of those crazy padded rooms. Yet I wasn't, the beeping of the heart monitor and needles stuck in my arm told me it was a hospital. I tried to sit up but I was tied down to the bed. Why was I? It made no sense. Maybe I was crazy. Darry and Two-bit sat, asleep, in the chairs of the room. Maybe they could tell me.

" D-Darry?" My voice cracked horribly and it was hard to speak. He stirred but did not open his eyes.

" Two-Bit?" It still was hard to speak but it sounded better. Two-bit didn't even move. Perhaps I could try to make noise? No, I can't move. It seemed hopeless that I could be untied. That was till a nurse came in. She looked startled that I was looking at her but she smiled and asked,

" How ya feeling honey?"

" Why am I tied up?" I responded, ignoring the question. Everyone asked me that. You had to say yes or people start to question you. I hate when people know my secrets because when they look at me I see it in their eyes. It scares me because what if they tell other people? It would be like the world was in my head.

" Do you not remember? You were having nightmares. Screaming and moving so much we thought you might hurt your self." She looked at me like I was dumb.

" How long was I even asleep?"

" Eh... Not long. You slept all yesterday and almost all today its like 9:00 pm." She seemed to be getting annoyed with me questioning her so I didn't talk to her. When she shut the door Darry jolted up. He looked at me and gave me a smile.

" Hey Ponyboy..."

I smiled back at him.

" Your head bugging you? Two-Bit said you hit it pretty hard and the doctors say you got a concussion."

I shook my head. It felt fine actually. I don't remember hitting it. I don't even know why I am here.

" Really?" He laughed awkwardly. He stared at me after a remand quiet.

" Are you hungry? Bet I could sneak you some of the cherry pie they have in the cafeteria." Darry stood up as he waited for a response. I couldn't give him one. A girl screamed in my head. I fought against my restraints and screamed with her. Two-bit woke up and ran out the door.

"Get them off of me! Get them off!" I yelled frantically. Nurses ran into the room. They tried to calm me down. My head now started hurting and I screamed even louder. One of the nurses stuck a needle in my arm.

" Ow..." I started feeling drowsy and it was hard to keep my eyes open. I decided to give up the fight and close them.

The restraints were gone when I opened my eyes again. Darry was gone but Two-bit was reading a comic on the counter he obviously wasn't suppose to be sitting on. I poked his leg with my foot and he fell to the floor. I covered my mouth to keep from laughing but a few giggles escaped my mouth.

" Damn kid! You trying to scare me!" He laughed and stood up. He picked up his comic and went to the uncomfortable plastic chairs.

" What did you even want?"

I shrugged.

" I see. That is a very interesting answer." He jumped up, " So interesting that it matches one of a murderer! Ponyboy! Did you kill Jerry the fish!"

I laughed and shook my head.

" Dang it!" He sat back down, " I guess I will never solve that one." They door swung open and Darry came in and he looked stressed.

" Hey Superman! How is Cherry?" Two-Bit whispered to Darry but I still could hear them. Did something happen to her?

" Two-Bit..." Darry didn't try too keep quite," She is dead!" He must be lying.

" What..." Two-Bit looked at him. His eyes turned at dark grey and I could tell he was about to cry.

" Ponyboy are you alright?" Darry turned to me. I guess I was making some funny noises. Oh ya and I was crying. My head didn't want me to remember so I didn't want to remember. Darry took me off guard by suddenly hugging me. I wasn't alright to be honest but I didn't want him to worry so I just nodded my head.

" I swear I'll fucking kill the bastard that hurt you and killed Cherry." Darry's grip on me tightened.

" I don't know what happened though..." I mumbled.

And I never want too.

LONG CHAPTER! Please review it makes me sooooo happy! and ideas are welcome!