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As promised on twitter, here is your update for Save Me From Hell today! Important chap, and I should have a new Unbroken Feelings chapter soon as well! Enjoy

Chapter 4: Logan's POV

I woke up around 10 AM, and I found the bed empty. Chad must have been in the living room watching TV. I just laid in bed, happy that I didn't have to see his face right now. I loved Chad and I thought he was the one for me, but now I can't stand him. I should've listened to my parents, now look where I am.

"Logan! Wake your ass up!" Chad yelled.

I sighed…I have to get out of this house for good. I can't take this anymore. I hopped out of bed and walked into the living room before sitting down on the couch.

"Good morning," I said.

"Can I have a beer?" he asked.

"Get up and get your own Chad, I'm tired," I said.

"…What?"

"I said, I'm tired…leave me alone," I laid back and looked at the TV.

"What the hell did you just say to me?" he asked.

"Chad please, you can't keep doing this shit!" I spat with malice.

"I don't think you heard me," I heard him get up.

Before I could realize it, he was pulling me off of the couch by my shirt. I stared into his eyes as he slammed me into the wall.

"You're going to learn not to disrespect me," Chad seethed.

He threw me onto the floor and before I could move, he was on top of me, throwing punch after punch, causing me to yell in pain. I can't live like this, I can't take it anymore. I don't know what happened, but some type of strength came over me.

"You're going to learn!" He yelled.

"Get off of me!" I screamed.

"Shut the hell up!" He yelled back.

"I said, get the FUCK OFF OF ME!" I yelled as I pushed up.

I kicked him in the face, causing him to stumble back. I got up quickly and Chad looked surprised. He touched his nose and it was bleeding. He glared at me before running at me. My eyes widened and he charged at me.

I ran to the side, fearful of what he was going to do. He grabbed my arm forcefully, but I was acting on impulse. I punched him square in the jaw. He groaned and stumbled back a bit. I had to think if I was going to get out of this. That was when I noticed one of his old beer bottles sitting on the table.

He grabbed my arm again and began to push me back.

"You've done it now you little bitch," he seethed.

I looked at the bottle again before grabbing it and smashing it against the side of his head. He fell to the ground passed out. My eyes widened…what did I just do? I turned him over and listened to his heart beat and I sighed in relief when I heard it.

He was alive, but he would probably kill me when he woke up. I have to get out of here, this is my only chance. I got up slowly, scared I would be caught and I ran out of the door. I just ran without stopping.

I didn't know where I was just going and before I knew it, I was in the town. People were staring at me, but I didn't care, I just had to get as far away from home as possible. After about 10 minutes of running, I finally stopped in an alleyway.

I stopped to catch my breath. I backed up into the brick wall and I sunk down to the ground, tears running down my face. Why is my life like this? How could I have been so wrong about Chad? Where was I going to go?

I just cried and cried and cried for probably 30 minutes. Crying over my own self-pity and my circumstances and the fact that I moved far away from all of the people who ever loved me or cared for me against their wishes…why didn't I listen?

When I couldn't cry anymore, I got up. My stomach started growling, so I figured I should get something to eat. I felt around in my pocket and sighed in relief when I felt my wallet in there. I opened it and saw that I had a few dollars.

I left the alley carefully just in case Chad was looking for me. I looked everywhere…I was really nervous. I finally reached a restaurant called Kendall's Corner and walked inside. I probably had a black eye starting to form, so I was looking at the ground as I walked in.

"Hello, welcome to Kendall's corner, table for one?" she asked.

"Yes," I nodded.

"Right this way," she smiled, causing me to give a small, yet forced smile back.

I followed her and she led me to a small table. She set the menu down and I thanked her.

"Your waiter will be over in just a moment," she smiled before walking away.

I stared down at my menu, looking at what I wanted, but I was still nervous…and I refused to look up because I didn't want anyone to ask questions.

"Hi, my name is Car- Oh hey!" I heard a familiar voice.

I looked up and saw that it was the guy from the convenience store. Oh gosh, I don't want him to see me like this…I would've smiled at him if we didn't meet again under the circumstances.

"H-Hi," I waved awkwardly.

"Fancy meeting you here," he smiled.

"Yeah," I chuckled slightly.

"I'm sorry about bumping into you," he said.

"It's perfectly fine, it was an accident," I looked down at the menu.

There was a short silence.

"So, I never did get your name," he said. "I'm Carlos Garcia by the way."

"It's Logan Mitchell," I said silently.

"Well Logan, nice to see you again under better circumstances, can I get you something to drink?"

"A water please," I looked at him for a moment.

"Be right back," Carlos smiled before walking way.

I had no clue he worked here! I need someone like him in my life. He seems fun, loving, and smart all at once, not to mention he's nice…I just want to be friends with him. He came back with my water and took my order before walking away again.

He brought me my food, and I thanked him before eating. As I ate, I started thinking…he didn't seem interested in getting to know me, he was just really nice. At least that was how it seemed to me.

When I was done eating, Carlos came over, and he was supposed to have a check, but he didn't.

"Where's the check?" I asked.

"Let's just say it disappeared," he said.

"Carlos, you didn't have to do that," I rubbed my head. "You don't even know me."

Is it bad that my heart is beating really fast…like why would he do that? He could get in trouble, but he's did it for me! I want to hug him so bad right now.

"Don't worry about it."

"Well, here's your tip," I pulled out a 20 and handed it to him.

"Logan," he started.

"Keep it," I left the restaurant before he could do anything.

I felt good for doing that now…I'm just as nice as he is. I started walking around town, taking in the sights. I realized that I never really got to spend much time in this town since I dropped out of school, and it really has changed, but it was a nice change.

After going sightseeing I guess you could say, I found myself back at the restaurant. I looked into the window and saw Carlos waiting another table. He was so cute, and he looked so happy as well, but I could tell he was missing something…I wonder what his story is.

I walked back over to the alley behind the restaurant and saw down…now I didn't know what to do. I'd never been homeless before and I've never been in this situation…so I just sat there…

Carlos

My heart swooned as Logan left the restaurant. He seemed so genuine, but so nervous…I want to get to know him and his story because there's something about him that drew me in and that's why I said his meal was on the house. I would just have Kendall take it out of my check, but then he gave me a twenty dollar tip and left before I could do anything.

I thought about him for the rest of my shift…Logan. I wonder why he was here alone because no one as cute as him should be alone when he goes out to eat…I would've eaten with him if I wasn't working…Also another thing is that I don't know if he's gay, or just really nice…probably the latter. I'm sure he isn't even interested in me.

It was night time now, and the restaurant was about to close. Kendall left early, so he asked me close and he left me the car. It was almost 10 now and everyone had already left to go home, so I was the only one.

I made sure everything was clean before getting the trash and heading around back to dump it. I put the trash in the dumpster before noticing a figure next to it, causing me to jump. The dim light from the moon helped me to see just a bit.

"Logan?" I asked.

He didn't move…was he sleeping in this alleyway? I kneeled down to shake him awake. He sat up immediately and looked scared and then he saw that it was just me.

"Logan, what are you doing here? I asked.

"Carlos," he looked surprised now. "I uh, I don't know."

"Really?" I gave him a look.

"Okay," he said. "I don't really have a place to go."

He said it so quietly, I barely understood him. Even in the moonlight I could see his face turning red. Good job Carlos! You embarrassed him…now I feel like an asshole. I didn't mean to.

"Oh…" was all I said. "Sorry, I didn't mean to embarrass you."

"I'll be fine," he sounded close to tears.

I felt really bad for him.

"You can stay at my house," I said.

"No," he shook his head. "I can't intrude."

"I offered remember," I laughed. "You won't be…and you'll make it even."

"Even?" he asked.

"Yeah, I'm roommates with my best friends James, and Kendall, the owner of this restaurant," I explained. "They're really nice and understanding."

"I really can't," Logan shook his head.

"Yeah you can, I don't want you out here all night," I said.

"Fine, but only for a few days," Logan finally agreed.

"Good, now I just have to lock up and then we can go," I said.

I did so quickly before hopping into the car with Logan. I started the car and began the drive back home. I looked over at Logan a few times and he looked worried…I wanted to ask him about it but I figured it wasn't my business.

The way the moon was hitting his face made him look cute though, and the way he was rubbing his arm nervously…I need him. I know it seems like I developed some strong feelings really fast, but how could I not…?

We finally pulled into the driveway, and we got out of the car.

"This is a nice house," Logan commented.

"Thanks…between Kendall's business, my abnormal wage working for him, and James' modeling jobs, we live pretty well," I shrugged.

I led Logan up to the front porch. The lights were off so the other two were probably sleeping already. I unlocked the door and let Logan go first and I was right…they were in bed.

"Are you hungry?" I asked.

"…Yeah," Logan nodded slightly.

"No need to be embarrassed," I smiled lightly. "Whatever you want in here you can have…"

That's when I noticed that he had a black eye…

"What happened to your eye?" I asked, concerned.

"Uh…I fell and hit my eye…" he said.

"…That's a hard fall," I commented.

"Yeah, but it'll be fine," he assured me.

"Okay," I shrugged, figuring he didn't want to talk about it.

I fixed us something quickly and we settled at the table to eat. There wasn't much talking mainly because we were eating. I hadn't realized how hungry I was, and being in a restaurant all day doesn't help that either.

When we were done eating, I led him upstairs to my room.

"We don't have a guest room, so you'll have to sleep in my room…I hope that's okay," I said.

"If that's okay with you," he responded.

"Well, I have a big enough bed," I said. "So, let's get to sleep."

He chuckled lightly. I reached into my drawer before throwing him a pair of shorts and grabbing some for myself. We both changed before climbing into bed. It was an awkward silence and then I heard Logan's breathing even out, telling me he was asleep.

I turned over and closed my eyes at peace right now. I want to help Logan, and I'm going to help him no matter what…he's just what I need right now, even if he doesn't like me that way…knowing he's there is enough for me.

Okay, so Logan finally left, how will things play out?

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Question: How confused are James and Kendall going to be? xD How will they react?