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Whoa, it's been a while since I updated this fic! I got a few reviews and remembered this one. I've been so focused on Unbroken Feelings lately, but I think this one deserves an update :) Enjoy!

Chapter 5: Logan's POV

When I woke up the next morning, all of the memories of yesterday came back. There was the alley and sleeping in it, but Carlos was at the front of my thoughts. He was so sweet!

Not only did he pay for my meal yesterday, but he seems to genuinely care and gave me a place to stay for now. He's really nice and I would like to get to know him better, but I'm scared because of Chad...he was really sweet like that in the beginning and what if he found me?

I looked to the side and saw that Carlos wasn't there anymore. I looked around confused before the aroma of French Toast hit my nose.

Mmmm Breakfast sounds good right now and that's probably where I would find Carlos. I got out of bed, I was still pretty sore from getting beat up yesterday.

I walked downstairs and stepped into the kitchen, where I saw two guys that were taller than me.

One of them had blond hair, and piercing green eyes...he was kind of intimidating if you ask me, but he was making french toast.

The other was a brunette like me, his hazel eyes were friendly and he was gorgeous! I wasn't attracted to him or anything though. This must be Kendall and James.

They turned to look at me when I walked in and things got really awkward. They were just looking at me and I was looking back. They were obviously confused.

"Um, hi I'm Logan," I said, not meeting their eyes. "I know you're probably confused right now, but Carlos said that I could stay here for a few days."

"Oh...I'm James," the brunette flashed his bright white teeth and shook my hand.

"Kendall," he smiled. "I think I saw you yesterday at the restaurant."

"Yeah," I nodded. "Greeat food by the way."

"Thanks," he smiled again. "Here have some breakfast."

Maybe Kendall was nice after all.

"So, where is Carlos?" I asked.

"He goes out for a run every morning before anyone wakes up," James said. "He should be back any minute.

"Here you go," Kendall set the plate in front of me.

"Thank you," I gave a small smile.

It was still awkward because I could tell that they were uncomfortable and just being nice...I mean, I was uncomfortable myself.

Just then, Carlos came walking in, sweating and breathing heavily from running. He had on shorts and a tank top, which showed off his biceps and holy crap, they were so defined.

"Hey guys," he said. "Logan, how did you sleep?"

"Pretty good, thanks," I said.

"So, I assume you met Kendall and James?" he smiled, sitting next to me.

"Yeah," I nodded slightly.

"They were nice right?"Carlos asked.

"We're nice people," James seemed offended.

"Yeah," Kendall agreed. "Tell him Logan."

I smiled a bit. "Yeah, they were nice."

"Good," Carlos smiled.

"So Logan, what happened to your eye?" James asked. "Did Carlos stab it with his di-"

"James!" Kendall and Carlos cut him off, punching him.

I could feel my skin turning red and I looked down. Carlos gave him a warning look.

"It's nothing like that," Carlos glared at James. "He needs a place to stay for a few days, so I'm being nice and helping him out."

"Well, you're welcome here," Kendall said. "You're really quiet though."

"I had to be where I came from," I muttered, even though they heard me.

Awkward silence...after like 30 seconds, Carlos cleared his throat and changed the subject.

"Well, today we have to work, so you can just hang out around the restaurant, right Kendall?" Carlos asked.

"Yeah, of course," Kendall said. 'We could even show you a few things."

"Cool," I smiled.

"Come on, lets go get ready," Carlos said.

I nodded and followed him upstairs. I like Kendall and James. They seem nice and fun like Carlos.

"Kendall and James are crazy, but you learn to love em" Carlos chuckled.

"I like them," I said.

"Good," Carlos smiled. "I think they like you too."

He went into the bathroom to take a shower, leaving me in his room to look around. It was a pretty cool room, now that I was actually seeing it. His walls were purple and he had tons of posters from video games to boybands and other stuff.

There was his bed and a tv hanging on the wall and he had a desk in the corner, with a laptop on it. I walked over to the desk, where there were some papers on it.

I looked at the papers, which had ideas on it for movies and tv shows and a little bit of a script. I was looking at a few of them when I heard a voice.

"I want to be a producer," Carlos said.

I jumped and turned around.

"Oh Carlos, you scared me," I sighed. "Sorry, I didn't mean to snoop I was just..."

"It's okay," he chuckled. "I have a degree for Film Production but I have to find a way to get on the map, so I'm working for Kendall until then and also working on some scripts that I can do myself."

"Cool," I nodded. "I was in med school...but it didn't really work out," I said.

"What happened?" he asked, concerned.

"I don't really want to talk about it," I shook my head.

"Oh, that's fine. Well, the bathroom is free," he said.

That was when I noticed for the first time that he was just in his underwear. I saw his well-defined chest and those abs that look amazing, more of his arms and I scanned down to his legs...I found myself wishing that I could see what was in his underwear.

Dirty thoughts Logan!

"You checking me out?" he asked, amused.

"No," I blushed.

"Well, your turn," he repeated.

"Oh," I scratched the back of my head in embarrassment. "I don't have any clothes with me."

"It's fine, you can use some of mine," he pulled out underwear and a t-shirt. "I know it's kind of weird, but it's the only option and they're clean. I'll have clothes for you when you come back. Towels and washclothes are in the closet in the bathroom.

"Thanks Carlos," I took them and walked into the bathroom.

I took a shower, still thinking about Carlos body and his personality and his goals, which are really nice goals! From what I saw, it was a good script, I think he could make it.

When I was done, I dried off and put on the stuff he gave me before walking back into the room. Clothes were on the bed for me, but Carlos was gone.

I put them on and used some gel to spike my hair up into that faux hawk look I usually have before walking downstairs into the living room where Kendall and Carlos were waiting. I guess James already left.

When Kendall and Carlos saw me, they both smiled.

"Your hair looks amazing!" Kendall commented.

"Thanks,' I smiled. "THis is my usual style, I hope you don't mind me using gel."

"Not at all, James gave it to me, even though I can't really use it anyway," Carlos smiled.

That's when I realized that when Carlos found me, and when Kendall and James saw me this morning, I must have looked like a complete bum because my hair was all over my head, I was dirty and I was wearing pajamas.

"Alright, let's go," Kendall said.

We left and got into the car. On the way to the restaurant, we had a lighthearted conversation and I really did like Kendall and Carlos as friends...they were nice and we had a lot in common.

I found myself smiling more, laughing more, talking more...I didnt have these kinds of interactions when I was with Chad.

We got to the restaurant and Carlos and Kendall clocked in and they were working, so I met everyone that worked their and started talking to anyone who didn't have anything to do.

Throughout the day, Kendall and Carlos would show me how to do certain things when they had time, so I was always occupied and I would wash dishes when everyone else was too busy.

Then, when Carlos had his break, we sat at a table and ate , while talking and I told him about my dreams, just left Chad out of it.

Overall, it was a fun day, but eventually it was time for closing. It was just the three of us, so we were joking around and cleaning up before going home.

When we got there, James was waiting for us with pizza and a movie.

"Finally, I''m starving," James said when he saw us. "Oh, and Logan, nice hair."

I returned his smile with a thanks. After we all had food, we sat down and watched The Sixth Sense. After the movie was over, we went up to bed and Carlos and I got into our shorts.

"How did you like today?" Carlos asked.

"It was great," I gave a lopsided smile.

"Good, I could tell you were happy," Carlos smiled. "I wanted you to have some fun."

He knew something was wrong about my past, but he wasn't pushing.

We got into bed and it was back to awkward sides. I was shivering because I was a little cold, and Carlos noticed.

"It's a bit chilly isn't it?" he asked.

"Yeah,"I nodded.

"I'm chilly too...maybe we could um, cuddle together in a friendly way to stay warm?"

I looked over at him, amused.

"Uh, yeah," I nodded.

I scooted over to him and he wrapped his arms around my body. I was pretty tense, even I could tell.

"Relax, I won't bite," he said soothingly.

I nodded and did, melting into his embrace, and I felt alot better this way too.

"Goodnight Logan," he said.

"Goodnight Carlos," I replied.

My head was on his chest, so it wasn't long before I could feel that he was asleep, but I laid awake, thinking of this great day with these great people and it felt amazing to finally have people in my life...they made me feel worth something. Not to mention that I can't deny my feelings for Carlos and I'm laying in his arms right now.

It made me smile, and for the first time in a long time...

I fell asleep with a smile on my face.

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