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Chapter 14

I woke up with a smile on my face. Last night, when Carlos suggested that we hang out, I was a little skeptical, but the more I thought about it, I realized that I got more time to hang out with him and rekindle that friendship that we had before that kiss. It was amazing, but a part of me regrets doing it at this point.

I got ready for work and went downstairs to make myself some breakfast. I was surprised that no one was down here yet. I figured that right now, Carlos was out on his run, but that doesn't explain where Kendall and James went.

A few minutes later, Kendall came downstairs and walked into the kitchen, but he was pale.

"Morning buddy," I smiled.

"Hey," he walked to the fridge. "You and Carlos can take my car today, something I ate last night gave me food poisoning."

"Oh, that's why you look terrible…"

He just looked at me.

"…In the best of ways," I chuckled. "Anyway, I'll make you some soup before we leave."

"Loges, you don't have to do that," Kendall said.

"I know I don't have to, but that's not going to stop me," I winked.

I walked to the fridge and started looking for what I would need.

"Where's James?" I asked.

"He had a 5 AM shoot this morning," Kendall was rubbing his head.

I walked to the cabinet, handing Kendall some Tylenol and a bottle of water.

"Headache?"

"You're the best," he chuckled. "We really need to get you back into med school."

I smiled, going back to making the soup.

"James is going to be a grouch when he gets back isn't he?" I turned to Kendall.

"Definitely," Kendall nodded. "You two are lucky you don't have to deal with it."

At that moment, Carlos came in, sweaty and out of breath.

"Morning fella," he grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge.

"Morning," Kendall and I said.

"Oh Kendall, by the way," he stopped before going upstairs. "Can Loges and I leave around 3 today. We want to have some bro time today."

"Of course," Kendall smiled, looking at me.

"You're the best," Carlos patted his back before going upstairs to shower.

I wouldn't even look at Kendall because I already knew what look he had on his face.

"Make a move," he said.

I stopped and looked at him, before shaking my head and smiling. I finished Kendall's soup and then Carlos and I headed to work. We talked a bit on the way there, but nothing big. Once we got to work, I watched as Carlos took over. It never occurred to me that if Kendall wasn't around, that Carlos would be in charge, even though it makes perfect sense.

Work was pretty average, nothing big really happened. Time just seemed to go by so slow though because I was excited about what Carlos had planned. When it finally did hit 3 o'clock, Carlos left Donna in charge and then we were on our way.

We got into the car and then I turned to Carlos.

"So, what do we have planned?" I asked.

"Well, when I was talking to you a few weeks ago, you mentioned something that I think would be fun…like go to Disneyland," he smirked.

"Awesome, I've never been," I smiled.

"Then let's go to this magical place," Carlos started the car.

We drove to Disneyland, and let's start with the fact that just being in the parking lot felt energizing. It's surprising that as long as I've been here, I've never been to Disneyland. I always told Chad that I wanted to go, but he never took me and then things got worse, and you know the rest.

We went into the park, and I was immediately overwhelmed with how much there was to do.

"What's the best thing to do?" I asked Carlos.

"I don't know," he laughed. "This is my first time too, but we'll figure it out…together."

I turned to look at him, who broke eye contact and started walking more into the park, so I followed him. There were a bunch or rides and attractions that we started with first. It was such a friendly place. We took pictures Mickey, and Goofy, and Minnie, Donald, and Daisy. We went to a show that they were having, we just went everywhere.

By the time that we had done everything it was just past seven. I was holding a big stuffed Goofy that I had won. I had brought a Mickey for Kendall, just because I know that he likes Mickey.

"That was so fun!" Carlos smiled as we walked to the car. "Now I'm starving."

"Yeah, let's go get something to eat," I said.

We got in and drove to the nearest restaurant. We had dinner, where we talked about our day and how we had to come back with Kendall and James. After dinner, I thought we were going to go home, but apparently not.

"I want to make one more stop," Carlos said.

"Where?" I asked.

He pulled into the parking lot of the park.

"I want to go for a walk," he said.

I wasn't going to point out that we walked through a theme park for three hours, so I got out of the car and we started to walk. I will admit, this was a more relaxing walk because there wasn't much going on, and we could just talk.

"So, what made you want to be a doctor," Carlos asked once we had started to walk.

"My grandfather was a doctor," I said. "When I was little, he would always teach me medical stuff. Most young children wouldn't pay attention, but I found it interesting. Every time I saw him, I was waiting to learn something new about medicine, but he died when I was 11, and I vowed that I would be a great doctor like him."

"I'm sorry to hear about that," he said. "You know tons of medical stuff, so I think you'll be a great doctor."

"Thanks," I smiled. "What made you want to be a producer."

"I love films," Carlos shrugged. "I thought I would play hockey, but I wanted to try something different when I went to college, so I picked film, and I loved it. There was so much to learn and enjoy and there's always room for creativity."

There was a few seconds of silence.

"Logan, why did you let Chad control you like that?" he asked. "I know I haven't known you forever, but you're a pretty strong guy."

"He broke down my barriers," I sighed. "I was always so strong, so sure of where I was going and I had willpower, but he found my weak spot at some point."

"What is your weak spot?"

I thought about it for a moment.

"Manipulation," I said. "He manipulated me into isolating myself from my family and friends and then he took advantage of the circumstances. I chose a guy over my family."

"Is it you being gay that your parents don't like, or Chad?" Carlos asked.

"Probably both. They never liked Chad and since he was the first boy I dated, they probably just don't want me dating other guys," he said. "But I'm done trying to please them. I have to find life on my own."

Carlos only nodded in response.

"Can I ask you a question?" I looked at Carlos.

"Shoot."

"Why have you been acting so weird lately?" I asked.

Carlos stopped. He glanced at me and then he sighed.

"The kiss…"

Well, I figured as much.

"I'm sorry," I said. "We kind of just got carried away, but we can move on from it. I miss having you by my side. I didn't mean to make things awkward between us."

"Logan, you didn't," he chuckled.

"What do you mean? I'm so confused…it caused you to act differently but you didn't hate it?"

"Logan," he sighed.

"I just want to know what's going on?"

"I like you a lot," he looked at me. "So much that I can't stand to be around you without calling you mine. When I'm not around you, you're all I think about and when you I am around you, all I can think about how happy I would be with you."

I just stood there, stunned by his confession honestly. When I didn't say anything, he grabbed me lightly by my face and smashed his lips into mine. I immediately melted into the kiss. This just felt right. It was sudden, but it wasn't rough; it was romantic, but not sexual; it was amazing and cute.

Carlos pulled away with a bit of a blush on his cheeks.

"Do you want to be my boyfriend?" he asked in the cutest voice.

I responded by smashing my lips back to his. That gave him all the answer he needed.

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