Hearing a ringing at my bedside table I stirred from my sleep and then saw my pink cell phone with a little crescent moon charm dangling as the ringing became more insistent. I looked down and smiled I liked my little chime it reminded me of an old song she remembered ever since she was little. My mother never sang to my sometimes my nannies did, but never this song… it has no words to it, only a tune.

Rin picked up the phone my hair flowing around my and she smiled happily "Hi Fuyu." There was a knock on my door she turned around and cupped the bottom of my cell, before raising my voice only loud enough to have the other person on the side of the door to hear me "Come in." A women walked in with a smile and she wore a maid's outfit and looked at me " Miss Rin, I came with breakfast."

I nodded and smiled looking at her "Thank you Nina." She bowed and left me after setting it the bed tray on my lap before excusing herself, she had been one of my main care takers from what I can remember. Picking up a piece of toast and munching on it I just remembered I was still on the phone with Fuyu "Sorry Fuyu I'm back." I sighed and munched as she told me how rude I was for not letting her know, because she was talking the whole time I wasn't listening.

"So bottom line is Rin I want you to come with me to party, Hiroko won't saying she has to take care of those boys of hers. I said hire a sitter but she is too stubborn to listen, if she doesn't make a little time to meet people she die old and alone."

I sighed if I don't give in to Fuyu I know I'll end up regretting it. I got up and walked over to my closet opening it and glared "What should I wear?" I started scanning thinking of how Fuyu dressed and if I should dress like her or how I should dress? Where would we go? Do I need to bring that pepper spray that I got last year for a Christmas gift as a gag 'My present is your life, the best thing money can't buy.' I rolled my eyes Fuyu gave as a joke but what kinds of people party?

A thought entered my head a bunch of drunks who don't have any manners or class, I might have been raised well with certain luxuries. 'But I'm no snob but people who just curse like sailors, drink just for the reason to make fools of themselves and people who treat others with no respect are people I just can't stand. When I think of people who party those are the only monsters I can think of.'

"So you mean it?!"

"Sure, just where and what should I wear. I'm not exactly the party expert."

"Don't I know it, just meet me at this address- You know what I'll just text the address. For now on what to wear just wear something, no birthday suits okay and wear something cute. Not Lolita! Well nothing to classy but nothing to trashy either."

I hear the phone click and place it on my bed then walk back over to the closet as I let out a sigh of anger and defeat "Seriously? Good rules. Fuyu needs to be more specific on things, she should of said something like a casual skirt or a nice shirt or jeans something would have been better than her rules. I think anything showing cleavage is trashy, her definitions are very different."

I purse my lips together and run my fingers along the hangers acting as if I'm looking for some secret file. Finally I find a long sleeved light lavender colored shirt with a black leather jacket, a black skirt with nude colored stockings that are black up to the knee with little teddy bear silhouettes and light lavender flat shores with black laces decorating under the lavender.

Smiling I took off my clothes tossing them to the floor and got dressed in the new outfit, I walked over to my jewelry box. It was one of those beautiful standing ones on the inside of my closet. I took a few steps in and opened the box pulling out a pair of black pearls, and pulled out a black pearl necklace. I put on the jewelry quickly and grabbed my hair brush did long quick strokes making my hair rain down my back like a water fall at night, with its silky black strands. I found a lavender beret and smiled seeing a put it on and frowned then threw it aside and looked for a lavender flower clip, I clips a little bit of my hair up and left the rest down and smiled.

Then walked over and put on light lavender eye shadow, and mixed in white, grey, and black giving it a smoky eye with a tint of light purple. I decided not to wear much cover up or blush parties have dim light right so why does it matter? I put on a tiny bit light pink lip stain and then pink shimmer lip gloss and walked over to my cell phone lying on my bed, and looked at the address.

Quickly grabbing a black glossy leather heart with a quilted pattern sew on and at rhinestone at each juncture point. Walking out of my room and down the stairs quickly surprising everyone, at my late night energy the maids and other servants stared at me as if I had grown two heads. I made my way to the entrance room and saw the butler flirting with an older maid and nearly laughed seeing his surprised face.

I spoke confident and clearly as I approached him "Please pull around the limo, I am going out." He couldn't speak merely nodded and was hesitant about it before nervously swallowing. My heart was pounding so loudly it was surprising even me, I hoped no one else heard after all this would be my first time 'Partying.' I walked to the door and saw it open as the butler opened it from outside, I walked to the limo and told him Fuyu's address.

I sat in the back it had cream colored interior and I pulled out a bottled water from the mini fridge that was stocked with some of my favorite snacks, after all I was the one who used it often. Mother and father are never home, they stay as far as they can away almost as if I'm painful to them. Looking outside the window to see the street lights lit up at night, their beautiful white brightness and smiled seeing the city passing me by as I sit relaxed.

My eye lids somewhere had as I listened to the soft music of violins and angelic music I felt at peace listening to classical music, of course I loved the pop music and rock music that other people listened to also. Something about classical made me feel all my worries, fears, everything negative just slip away from me I had a clear mind to think or just relax.

I heard the door open and just realized the limo had stopped and then saw my friend Fuyu climb in she was wearing a beautiful black blouse that showed a good amount of cleavage and black four inch high heels making her even more taller she now stood at 5'8". Her pants were torn and black leather pants she sat down right beside me, and grabbed a water too. Fuyu drank it quickly and started to text furiously and looked over at me and then at the driver before standing up and going to the privacy window, and spoke aloud "Drop me off at the next block on the first apartment building. Thank you." I looked up at her in confusion and the question that I thought of might have been selfish but I wanted to know.

'WHAT ABOUT ME?'

"Rin here needs to be dropped off at this club, Rin I will join you shortly… I-um well… I have grown up things to do you don't need to see."

Before I could protest she got out of the limo without me and the driver left quickly I felt defeated or ditched… actually more like abandoned. However I couldn't do anything, I really was excited to go to the club and yet now I would go alone. Looking up at the mirror I saw the driver look at me as if to check if I was alright, his face showed his sympathy for me. Everyone in the house I had come to call home knew I didn't have many friends nor did I have a lot of family, I mostly was alone. However I got used to it and didn't mind one thing I never got used to was the pity or sympathetic looks they would give. Seeing those looks only made me angry and now it just annoyed me to the very core of my being.

Deep within me I started to feel extremely angry and then got up and moved towards the door of the limo as it slowly approached the sidewalk to the club her friend had decided to go with her to, no the club her friend decided to ditch her at while she went off to sleep with some guy.

'Aren't friends supposed to come first?'

'Sisters before misters? Pals before gals? Bros before hoes? I know some of those are for men but aren't the morals the same? Your friends before lovers? The old maid who raised me said guys come and go but friends are forever…'

I took a breath before stepping further onto the sidewalk and saw the building it had the exterior of coldness, more like of false warmth. It was deep brown bricks with brown doors, it reminded me of chocolate with its color something tempting and sweet. However it as cold, it wasn't just because it was chilly it felt welcoming but also as if it was distant. Something about it made it hard to sum up in words but it reminded me of the same feeling I get when I walk up the steps of my house.

With light steps I walked toward the buidling's doors to enter the place she was told to go and saw the sign above 'Pleasure Pub,' written in gold or brass letters on a tan surface. It showed such beauty with something so simple, I couldn't help but wonder what the inside would look like. If the outside was beautiful then what would it look like on the inside? 'Aren't clubs or pubs whatever they are, aren't they loud and bright lights and fully of stupid rowdy drunks?'

'Peace and quiet is more my style, I'm more used to that. I hope I don't get a head ache from simply visiting for an hour or two, I agreed to come. However I don't want to stay long.'

I see a line that I hadn't noticed before and blink taken aback by how many people were standing in line for the approval to enter the pub. Looking at the line I proceed to walk and stand in the back when I do a man in a black suit looks at me he has on dark sun glasses.

I stared unknowingly at him I had not seen a man as mysterious as him, his hand moved to lower his glasses. Our brown gazes locked and I turned away only to have him approach me and when I saw him in front of me he smiled kindly which was strange. His head was black and he looked so mature as he spoke calmly "Hi there, you can go to the front of the line if you wish."

"I'm not sure."

"You will get in quicker, your beauty allows you to enter before the rest. Your beauty allows perks like a princess of the night."

My eyes lower in annoyance as I feel bile rise in my throat, 'I will accept quicker I get in quicker I get to leave and go home.'

I follow the man in the suit to the front as he asks for my age I tell him eighteen and he nods opening the door for me to enter. I couldn't help but notice the other people who were cursed with the burden of waiting in that so torturous line in the chilly night wind. Their hair was slowly being changed from its previous style to reveal how the wind changed the once tamed hair, and the shiver they began to all succumb to. They started to tighten in line trying to warm by standing close to one another… Yet I am allowed to go ahead.

I got many glares from the people in line, however I didn't want to think too much about it. I walked through the doors and looked around the building. It was cold at one moment and warm the next, but I when I say that I'm not meaning temperature. I speak of aura I guess is what you would say, I don't know I felt distantly welcomed.

The interior was all warm chocolate browns, and the floor was tan and brown mixed tiles and the walls were dark brown wood. The walls were beautiful least to say in a way it was breath taking with so much wood I felt as if I were in a beautiful forest, the scent even remained on the wood. The scent of forest greens and of polish too, it was a blissful scent.

The seating area had many tables of dark brown with the middle it was hollowed out with a glass coating in the middle was terrariums, foosball and tiny rock gardens. The seats were ranged from black leather couches with brown and tan pillows, to short light brown wooden chairs, and piles of cushions and pillows to rest and sit on.

The dance floor was basically a giant foot deep shadow box and the inside was black and gray river rocks with crystal blue water and little lily pads and lotus flowers, with bright orange, yellow, black and white koi fish. Above the dance floor was dangling crystal lights.

I felt as if I were being pulled to the bar, my eyes landed on its beauty it was river rocks and a glass shadow box merged into it with white black sand and beautiful reef plants and reef fish swimming happily in the bar top with little pool lights that were white little floating flowers. The stools were dark brown and tall made of matching wood from the walls. I traveled over to the stool and hopped on but when I got on the stool finally I wanted to laugh I flushed seeing my feet four inches from the ground.

'I'm so short. Then again I look so doll like when dressed up and I look adorable and really young which matches my personality… over all I love being short and right now I look so adorable.'

I was sitting quietly and smiled closing my eyes and listening to the music that was like a slow jazz song, I never really liked jazz but something just felt right hearing it now. I opened my eyes hearing a stool beside me turning my head to the right to see who it was I saw a man with a white toothed smile short blonde spiky hair and brown eyes. He had twin diamond earrings and a neck tattoo of some tribal looking thing.

He spoke Japanese with a heavy accent and I couldn't really figure out which kind. I haven't talked with too many foreigners and haven't seen many foreign movies nor travel. I raised my finger and the bar tender came towards me with a smile he had black hair and green eyes with a slight tan and a smile "Miss what would you like?"

"A cola would be fine." His nodded and smiled "What else? Scotch? Rum? Vodka?" I nearly laughed and settled with a smile and shaking my head "No, I don't drink." The bar tender seemed surprised at that and chuckled "A pretty girl who doesn't drink? Now I have seen everything."

"Why the hell did you come to a Pub if you had no intention of drinking."

"Not that it is any of your business a friend told me to meet her here, but she is going to be a little late due to a boy." I couldn't help but say it with disgust in my voice, I was still mad at her. Making me come here and wait. I swear it's always boys with her…

"Oh you mad at her?"

"No."

"I see, well how about I buy your cola? You should try vanilla in it."

"I would rather not, and I can pay for it."

"It's quite alright."

'Why won't he leave it alone?'

"Please I want to make a good impression with a pretty lady."

"Fine. But then leave me alone, please."

The bar tender put the extra flavor in my drink and then gave it to me, I took a sip and then the man got up and left going to the dance floor. I sighed and looked at my watch and sighed 'I'll drink this and leave. I've had enough.'

AN: my laptop is starting to crash and not save making it harder to type chapters, but I'll find a way saving up money ^-^ Please be patient you loyal people I love