December 5th

Izaya had been busy that month either at the gym in Shinjiku with the twins in their car seats watching him, feeding the twins or begging for sex from Shizuo. He still refused him when he was so desperate and Izaya was needing it more and more as days moved on.

Izaya was at home, feeding both his children as they suckled away on him, getting fatter by the moment. Shinra worried, that since it was christmas and it was cold out, if they were to get ill, they'd have a really hard time, with no extra fat around them. So Izaya always ensured they were always very warm and comfortable. He sat holding Takeshi and Asumi, only in their nappies while Izaya only wore his boxers. They loved the skin to skin contact and the living room had the heating on, so none of them were freezing.

Shizuo walked into the house holding carrier bags and went to the fridge to place the food inside. He walked over to Izaya and gave him a kiss on the lips then sat down beside him and wrapped an arm around his shoulder. "It's so cold out side. My fingers are frozen," Shizuo muttered as he looked to Asumi who was closer to him as she sucked happily on her mum.

"Get your jacket off and your scarf," Shizuo stood up and headed up the stairs to take of his clothing. When upstairs he saw that Hanako was trying to video chat, so he answered it. He saw the woman with a smile and headed down the stairs to get Izaya.

"He's feeding at the moment but..." Shizuo handed over the phone to Izaya who managed to hold the babies and the phone. Hanako smiled at the sight and how Izaya was constantly looking down at his babies as he fed them.

"I wanted to discuss what you could get the twins for their christmas," Izaya nodded and watched as Sena jumped up and curled up into Shizuo's lap and he stroked her ear softly. "The twins have been begging me for laptops each but I can't afford two of them. They asked for phones and tablets as well...and I just don't know what to get them,"

"I could easily afford all of that for them but would they get snotty after," Izaya fully knowing how bitchy they would be afterwards. He looked down to the twins who had their eyes shut, drifting off to sleep as they drank him dry. "Though I won't have anything to get them for their birthday," Izaya weighed out his options. "I'll get them laptops, I know the best type," he concluded and took Takeshi off of his nipple and lifted him up to burp him. Hanako squealed when she got sight of the baby who was now crying as he got burped. Izaya rubbed small circles in his back and tapped him softly and listened as he let out a little rift.

"Well done baby," Izaya kissed his cheek and let him down onto his nipple, if he could he'd feed them till they were wrinkling their little noses up at it. Takeshi happily opened up his mouth and continued to suck him dry.

"Baby, he's still so skinny. He's not getting any food into him," Izaya began to tear up.

"I know! I'm trying! They won't get fat! I'm trying!" Shizuo wrapped his arms securely around Izaya as he began to cry causing Takeshi to do the same and Asumi, who just gurgled in anger.

"Baby, I know, but if they get sick,"

"I KNOW! I AM TRYING TO GET THEM FAT!" Izaya cried harder and Shizuo grabbed both the babies and put them on the floor where their mat was and let them play under a small mobile together. Sena crawled over and rested her head on Asumi's legs and fell asleep.

Shizuo took the cat and shook his head and pulled out her ball of yarn and began to throw it and watched as she sprung around the spot playing with the ball. He returned to Izaya's side picking him up and sitting him down on his knee.

He kissed his neck lovingly then held the phone to see his mother talking with him, "Baby, get a doctor,"

"He comes in everyday for them. Asumi doesn't cry, they don't get fat. I am trying to help them," Izaya cried harder and hid his face in Shizuo's neck as he hung up his phone and put it on the coffee table and just snuggled into Shizuo's body. He wept into his boyfriends chest while he rubbed circles in his back.

Shizuo loved his children, he loved them so much but he didn't feel sad that Asumi never cried or that they were under weight and weren't getting fat. To him, they were, they felt a tad heavier and probably it was due to Izaya's milk he assumed. It wasn't as fatty as a mother.

"Baby, I'm going for a walk. I'll be back shortly," Shizuo kissed Izaya's head and got up, grabbed a jacket and left the house. He walked to a chemist and entered slowly then made his way to the baby formula.

"Can I help you?" A perky lady asked him.

"My girlfriend and I just had a set of twins and they were born extremely skinny and won't get that much fatter. They get fed over ten times a day and they have only gained about 3 ounces and they are a month old," The pharmacist nodded then walked down the isle a bit more and picked up a box and handed it to Shizuo.

"Some mothers have week breast milk and need these vitamins to make their milk that bit more richer and thicker. If she takes one now, she'll be able to have her milk start getting richer. We suggest take them about five times a day and it will get the milk richer and will stay that bit more richer," Shizuo bought the vitamins and went home and gave Izaya the packet.

He was sitting on the floor rubbing Asumi's stomach as she gurgled, she looked to her daddy for a moment then began to cry heavily, her arms flapping around, like she wanted him. He reached down and picked her up, and rocked her back and fourth.

"Did you miss daddy. It's okay. Daddy is back," he cooed to her. He was so surprised to hear her cry so heavily at his return. He rubbed small circles in her back until she was whimpering into his neck.

"So she missed you?" Izaya asked watching as his silent princess cried for her daddy. Shizuo nodded his head and kissed her cheek then sat down beside Izaya and lay Asumi on the floor and watched as she moved her arms up and down, like she was swimming.

"So what is this you handed me?" Izaya asked as he observed the packet and took out the sheets of tablets.

"I went to the chemist to see if we could make our babies fatter and they said if you ate them, it would," Izaya laughed and looked to the babies then at the tablets.

"Eat the tablets or the babies?" Izaya laughed and Shizuo laughed harder at that.

"The tablets. Have them five times a day and we'll have little tubby children," Izaya popped open a tablet and swallowed it down and picked up Takeshi who was began to cry and he could tell that a stinky nappy. Izaya pulled him towards him and began to un-do his nappy with him kicking his legs and crying even harder.

"You want me to clean you, so why are we kicking up a fuss. Keep still and let mummy clean you," Takeshi continued to cry and kick his legs while Izaya was handed the bag for changing and got a cold wet wipe to his bottom and cleaned him up as he continued to cry. He put a fresh nappy on him and picked him up for a snuggle and to calm him down.

The boy slowly began to whimper until he was quiet and was sucking on his thumb and cuddled his mother happily while he bounced him up and down and lovingly. He was cold so Izaya held him close. He was only his nappy and was about to get his pyjama's.

Izaya put his babies up to bed sang them their lullaby and went back down stairs to see Shizuo on his hands and knees, scrubbing the floor where Asumi had puked earlier. He could slighlty see the males boxers and had to go over and discover more to them.

He tiptoed over and put his hands on the fabric and raised the males plain white t-shirt for a better look of his back. He kissed softly and took a seat on his back, close to his butt and just sat like he was a horse and swung his legs casually.

"I'm trying to clean u-"

"Want to watch a movie together. I have some erotic ones?"

"Porn?"

"No an actual movie...with a little bit of nudity and sex," Shizuo nodded his head and stood up, grabbing Izaya and holding him up, so that he was giving him a piggy back. He plopped him down on the sofa and sat down and Izaya got the remote and his phone and turned the TV on and found some movie he could play from his phone and it would end up on the TV screen.

Shizuo wrapped an arm around him securely and tucked into watching the movie. He loved him. He needed him in his life, but he never responded back. He wanted sex more and more and he wants it so much with him. He wants to make love to him, but Izaya made the rules and it would be stupid to break now.

Just confess already.

Izaya rested his head on his boyfriends lap and took his hands as they watched the movie peacefully. Halfway through the opening, Takeshi began to cry so Shizuo rushed to see to him. He rushed up the stairs and heard Izaya on the other end huffing.

"Baby, what's the matter?" Izaya heard and frowned.

"I'll hire a prostitute. Shiuzo, I'm desperate now. Come down and have sex with me," He could hear a little moan from Takeshi, certain that he was resting on his dad's shoulder while he bounced up and down.

"Izaya...no. I've made this clear. You made it clear," Izaya huffed in anger then stormed out the house. Shizuo heard the door slam and turned to Takeshi who was falling back asleep again, "I like the idea of waiting until we both love each other. It feels special. I just want him to confess and when he does, I'll take him," Shizuo smiled at the idea of finally connecting with Izaya. He sat his baby down back in the moses basket and climbed into bed and stared up at the ceiling.

Just confess already.

So I still haven't wrote my plan, but I will soon. Hopefully. Please review.