Izaya sat in his bedroom bored. Shizuo had taken the twins for a walk and some fresh air. It was now the 24th of December. It had now been a year since they first hooked up and now Izaya was even more desperate for sex. He was burning for release. He sighed and lifted his phone that lay on his stomach and brought it up to his face. He went online and found male prostitutes and ordered one. He texted Shizuo that he was and he just laughed as a response.

Not long later the door bell rang and Izaya walked in and found a very ugly male, well Shizuo was beautiful and handsome and sexy and this guy was nothing compared to him with dyed blonde hair, blue eyes and was wearing a white shirt, "Come in," Izaya led him up the stairs and into the bedroom. "What's your rate?" He asked simply.

"What's your position?" The male asked afterwards as he began to take his shirt off and lay it down on the bed. Izaya pointed to his half of the bed and began to take his shirt off. He sat at the end of his bed thinking of the position he wanted to be in.

"I want to bottom," he smiled and the other male nodded his head and took his boxers off. The prostitute almost sighed in relief and kissed Izaya's neck seductively.

"Role play and bondage is extra. I except payment after...so erm for a bottom that would be 500 for an hour," Izaya didn't mind and leaned back and let the prostitute kiss him. He kissed his neck then moved round and kissed his stomach, and down to his groin and kissed his dick over the clothes.

Izaya heard the bedroom door open and saw Shizuo standing their in shock, "WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!" Shizuo went to grab the male he didn't know but Izaya got in the way and Shizuo threw him to the side and he hit the dresser. He curled up in pain and then looked up to Shizuo with anger.

"I texted you! You knew about this!" Izaya screamed from the floor. Shizuo hissed and shook his head. He shook his head furiously, glaring at Izaya. He did text him. He did say but how could he? How could he? How could he think that this was acceptable.

"I am your boyfriend. This is cheating! You are cheating on me! How can you think it was alright to call some whore," the prostitute was about to defend himself from being a whore but he really was a whore and he was so much loving the idea of fucking a male. The whore stood and grabbed his boxers knowing this wasn't good. The boyfriend had returned. This was never a good sign and usually he just ran out of there, but the blonde before him was blocking the door way that he couldn't leave.

"I have asked for sex the last month and I haven't gotten anything!" Shizuo grabbed the prostitute by the arm and threw him out the room and he fell over the banistar and landed on the couch. "GET OUT OUR FUCKING HOUSE YOU WHORE!" Shizuo screamed at him hurling his clothes at him and just let him leave. "I don't even- I can't even look at you right now. What the hell? I am your boyfriend! Why?"

"I was desperate and I told you. I've told you for a while now that I'd hire one. Shizuo it's been a year. I want sex,"

"Your virginity is mine! It was always mine! And you'd throw that away by giving it to him! You said you wanted to wait until we said I love you. You have not said it me. You clearly don't give two shits about me," Shizuo walked into the kids room and picked up a couple of warm bottles pre-prepared and another changing bag and stormed out.

Shizuo pushed the pram out of the room and Izaya scampered down the stairs grabbing the pram, "Where are you going with them!" He cried.

"Away. I'm going to stay with a friend to clear my head! They are coming with me," he looked down to see that both were actually crying hard and Izaya touched their heads but it was a faint touch before Shizuo walked away. Izaya grabbed his elbow, gripping his arm and trying to pull him back.

"You can't leave me. Please. Not now! No. I need you,"

"Izaya let go," Shizuo said as calmly as he could. "I just need some space. I'll be back soon. If I stay I will hurt you and I can't hurt you," Izaya pressed his head into Shizuo's back and felt him move away and the door slam.

Shizuo headed to Sabaru and Kadota's as it was so much closer than Shinra's and they had baby equipment for the twins. Shizuo headed into their apartment, tears streaming down his face. He tried to wipe them away but they continued to fall. His face stung with the cold.

He went into the lift and pressed the button and looked down to see his quietly weeping children. He bent down and kissed their foreheads and took their small cold hands and promised them that it was alright, despite that being far from the truth. He knocked on the door and waited until he saw Kadota.

He frowned, stepped out, shutting the door behind and looked to Shizuo who had tears still falling, "Can we crash here for a bit. I can't look at Izaya without wanting to crush his skull in."

"Erika and Walker are here...so if you don't mind drunk them, then come in," Shizuo thanked him and walked into the hall and took the basket off the pram and followed Kadota into the living room.

"Hey!" Sabaru greeted him. Shizuo smiled softly then sat down beside Kadota and brought out his crying babies and let them cuddle into his chest. He lay Takeshi on his lap as he gave his attention to Asumi who was screaming by this point.

"Shizuo...why are you hear? Can't have a party with babies," Erika whined, drunk off her ass. Shizuo rolled his eyes and spoke to Asumi to calm her down.

"Did you get scared. Daddy didn't mean to scare you. It's okay...mummy is fine. Daddy will be fine," he whispered to her and she slowly calmed down but she still gurgled in sadness. Shizuo took her cold hand and held them trying to warm her up.

"When the bells go for christmas, hold me," he whispered to Asumi as she looked up with her amber eyes and just saw Izaya so much. He bit his lip and bent down to cry into Takeshi who was no longer crying but was reaching up to put his hands in his dads mouth or through his hair.

Kadota took the twins and handed them to Sabaru while he sat closer to Shizuo and pet his head softly, "What happened?" Kadota asked. Shizuo bit his lip just remembering that whore with his lips on his boyfriend. He growled in frustration and turned to see Takeshi who was whimpering. He held his hands out for him and took his little baby and kissed his cheek and began to undress him. He was in this large blue one piece. And he looked like a little star with it on. He un-zipped it then took him out of the very stuffy outfit and brought him up to his shoulder and pat his back.

"What did Shizuka do? What happened?"

"She ordered a prostitute and I walked in on them getting it on," Sabaru gasped at the thought Izaya doing such thing. "He did send me a text that he was but I thought it was a joke,"

"He?" Erika asked.

"Sorry she. My head is all spacey," Erika nodded and went to touch Asumi but Shizuo grabbed her hand and shook his head slowly. Izaya didn't want others touching them. The phone rang and Sabaru stood up to get it.

"Hello?"

"Sabaru. Put Shizuo on," it was Izaya. He brought the phone over and handed it to Shizuo whispering Izaya and sat down next to Kadota who was playing with Asumi and she just kicked her legs into his stomach. He was almost winded every time.

"If it hurts put a pillow in front," Shizuo put the phone to his ear but Takeshi took it and sucked on it. Shizuo laughed softly and pulled the phone away only to have Takeshi scream in his ear.

"What do you want?" Shizuo growled while shifting Takeshi away from his ear.

"I want to talk to you about this. You can't hurt me here,"

"Izaya...is your cousin Shizuka. I should have known that you would so something like him," Shizuo saved himself from the weird looks from Erika and Walker. "Shizuka. I'm hanging up. Don't call me,"

"I WANT TO. I WANT TO MAKE THIS UP TO YOU!" Izaya screamed down the phone.

"YOU HIRED A FUCKING PROSTITUTE! IZ-SHIZUKA THAT IS CHEATING! HE TOUCHED YOU IN PLACES WHERE ARE RESERVED FOR ME ONLY!" Shizuo screamed at him. He looked to Takeshi who was trying to hid his head in his dad's top. He whispered to him that he was sorry and that his mother was a pain in the ass.

"YOU'RE TAKEN YOUR SWEET TIME TO TAKE YOUR RESERVATION! MY ASS IS BORED WAITING FOR YOU!" Shizuo almost chuckled at that. He loved him so much but he was so pissed off but it pissed him off that he couldn't get completely pissed off at him. It pissed him off so much.

"You were the- Takeshi give me the phone," The said boy took the phone and was sucking on the top and Izaya could hear his baby sucking on the phone.

"Baby, daddy and I are trying to talk," Shizuo managed to pry the phone away and put the soggy phone to his ear and continued to talk to Izaya.

"You were the one who said we should wait until we confessed to each other. I would have had your ass plenty of times before," Sabaru sniggered along with Kadota and Shizuo blushed and looked to Takeshi who was fast asleep. Izaya was silent on the other end and Shizuo sighed, "I'll phone you tomorrow. Just leave me in peace," he hung up and watched as Takeshi grabbed the phone and sucked on it again.

"Sorry do you mind. He'll scream and I'm not in he mood," Sabaru nodded his head and watched as Shizuo stood up.

"Gonna bath the twins and put them to bed. Sabaru help me," The two stood and headed into the bathroom and put the twins into the water. They held their necks keeping theirs heads out off the water. Shizuo grabbed a bottle of the baby oil they always used and rubbed that on their bodies then used it on their hair and used a jug to rinse them.

Shizuo lifted Takeshi up and held him in a large fluffy towel. The two rushed into Ryunosuke room and dried the twins and put them into their pyjamas. Sabaru walked over to Ryunosuke and gave him a cuddle and a kiss before handing him over his toy.

"How old is he now?" Shizuo asked.

"A year and 3 months," Shizuo smiled and watched as he sat up on his own and raised his hands for another cuddle. Sabaru took a seat in the rocking chair and cuddled him happily. Shizuo looked to Sabaru who was talking to his baby and he responded so well.

"They have the pram, they can sleep in their with you on the couch," Shizuo nodded his head and headed back through into the living room with his children and put them into the basket and handed them the bottle he brought with him and helped them to drink it. He lay them down in the bed and let them sleep. He kissed their heads and gave them their teddy bears and let them sleep in peace.

Erika and Walker left after the twins were put down to sleep and Shizuo just lay on the couch watching the TV quietly while Sabaru and Kadota went to bed early. He looked to the clock to see that it was two minutes to midnight and heard a knock at the door. He frowned and went to the door. The chain was on, so no one could get in without him letting it go.

He opened the door and saw Izaya standing holding a large rucksack, "What?" Shizuo grunted and turned to see Sabaru and Kadota come from their room and frowned as he spoke with the person behind the door.

"What idiot bangs on the door in the middle of the night?" Sabaru hissed. Shizuo shut the door so he could get the chain off and re-opened it to show the two their visitor. Izaya chucked the bag to his feet and was about to speak but stumbled forward.

"Are you drunk?" Shizuo hissed and the brunette nodded slowly. Shizuo growled and went into the kitchen, found a glass cup, poured water into it then handed it back to Izaya who glared at it.

"Drink up...you'll get a bad headache and I am not dealing with telling our famillies about the twins alone," Izaya nodded slowly and took a sip while Shizuo stepped forward in his shirt and boxers and tucked Izaya's blue top into his jeans. He zipped up his jacket properly and fixed his hair at was terribly messy and stepped back.

DING DONG

"Happy anniversary," Izaya muttered out and Shizuo nodded his head and felt as Izaya ran into his arms and embraced him. Shizuo didn't have an urge to push him away so pulled him in close and let his head droop.

"You are mine. No one is allowed to touch you. Do I make myself clear? You are such an idiot, you know that? A big stupid idiot. An idiot that I can't get fully mad at when I wish I could," Izaya cried into his shoulder nodding his head.

"I am an idiot..." Izaya pushed himself away and pointed to the bag that was at his boyfriends feet. "You never grabbed stuff for yourself, so that is for you. It's just a change of clothes and stuff...good night," Izaya went to stumble away.

"Sabaru...can you take him home for me? I don't want him to get hurt," The said male disappeared into the bedroom and returned with a jacket and the keys to his van and patted Shizuo on the back as he led Izaya home.

Shizuo shut the door and headed back into the living room to watch the shopping channel. They were trying to sell authentic brown coffee tables. From the irritating limited sign that bulged in the corner, he was almost certain that Izaya could phone up with all his fake names and they'd still have plenty left.

Izaya had told Shizuo about the about of names he went under. Shizuo had counted 73 of them and only remembered about three, there was Shizuka - the obvious one to remember; Nakura - he was about Izaya's age. He had a good life but had problems and was trying to kill himself; Sasori - an old man that was good for perving on girls.

There was a whole fleet of them and it was scary with how much Izaya kept up with them. They were like characters in anime. He couldn't mix the two up from each other and if you did he was scolded with 'Nakura is the one my age. Nakuna is the one younger than me. Come on, keep up,'

Shizuo sighed and looked down to his children, Asumi was protecting Takeshi again, she had her hand over his face and he happily had his arm tucked away. He smiled at them with the love he held for them. They were his children. His precious little son and daughter. He was scared that they would have his strength and he was certain that they did.

Their kicks while being not as strong as their dads were very powerful for someone who couldn't even hold a bottle or hold things and still was shocked when they moved their arm and leg. Their kicks were like little punches and the winded Izaya on more than one occasion.

He'd have to teach them how to hold back, Shizuo could only wonder how his parents did it, but he doubted they really did much to help. He didn't want his children to be scared of their strenght. He didn't want them to have his anger and fear themselves. He wanted them to be comfortable with themselves and be happy to run around with other children.

Shizuo turned the TV off and lay down on the sofa, he brought the pram closer so that he could peer into it. He turned their heads round, as he heard it was good to alternate and for them not to sleep directly on their heads as it changes the shape of it. Takeshi moaned from the movement but cuddled into Asumi, his hand reaching out for hers and some how tucked it under and fell back asleep.

Shizuo smiled, today they were going to meet their aunties and their uncle. Today they'd beat their other grandparents, their great aunts and uncles and their second cousin. He was beyond nervous but excited to branch out on the family.

Bit early to write christmas but what he heck, I don't care.

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