I felt like i owed you guys a longer chapter .. i'm really sorry it took so long. I hope you're "0happy with the chapter, if not tell me what you want me to change in the storyline.

I made a little time jump, just saying so you don't think you missed a chapter or something.

LOVE ME, DON'T LEAVE ME

Santana opens the door, and there she stands. She still looks the same as a week ago. Still in a raincoat, still on her pumps. But her mascara is ruined, and her hair is a mess. She looks cold. The look in her eyes breaks Santana's heart, as they stand there in the doorway, staring at eachother.

Santana jumps off the doorstep, into Brittany's arms. "Where have you been?"

She hears the girl sniff and she holds her tighter. "Hey .." she whispers. "Don't cry .." She looks up at the blonde and wipes away a tear with her thumb.

"Let's go inside .."

Brittany nods softly and Santana takes her hand, leading her inside. She closes the door behind her. "Noah isn't home right now, but he'll be back in a couple of hours.."

They sit down in the living room, Santana is still holding her hand. "Brittany ..? What's wrong, sweety .. What happened?"

She shakes her head and eventually looks up at Santana. "I'm sorry" she whispers out. Santana shifts closer and takes the girl in her arms. "Oh, sweety .. Why?" she looks at her "Why are you sorry?"

"I left you"

Santana bites her lip "You did .. And I have missed you terribly, do you know that?"

"Yeah .." Brittany whispers.

"Why did you suddenly leave? Why didn't you contact me or even told me where you were?"

"I just .." she takes a deep breath. "I didn't want you to be angry .."

Santana holds the girl tightly and sighs. "I'm not angry. I'm not, I ... I just missed you so much .."

"I missed you too ..." Brittany loosens her grip and looks at her. "Sanny?"

"Yeah, baby?"

"Can you make chocolate milk?"

Santana hints a smile at her. "I'll make as much chocolate milk as you want me to .." She gets up and pulls Brittany up with her. She takes off Brittany's coat and throws it over the coach.

"Sweety .. Your clothes are all wet .. You must be freezing .."

Brittany gulps and nods slowly.

"Put on some of my clothes and get into bed, I'll be right up, okay?"

"Okay .." Brittany whispers, and she slowly walks upstairs.

Santana gets into the kitchen and heats up some milk. She grabs the choco powder and a box of cookies and as the microwave pings, she takes out the cups and places everything on a tray.

She holds still in the doorway to the kitchen, and leans against the wall. She closes her eyes, takes a deep breath, and then continues her way upstairs.

She doesn't see Brittany laying in her bed, there is only a bump to see under the sheets. The blonde's clothes are thrown on the floor, and the curtains have been closed.

Santana puts the tray down on a chair, and without saying a word, she crawls into the bed behind Brittany, and holds her from behind.

"I love you" she whispers in the blonde's neck.

"I love you" she breathes against her skin.

"I love you" she says quietly. She presses a soft kiss on Brittany's hair and shuffles impossibly closer.

"I love you too .."

It's been two hours.

Santana sits up in bed and watches the girl sleep. She looks exhausted, but at the same time so peaceful when she's sleeping.

She softly strokes a hand over Brittany's hair. "My little angel .." she whispers, barely hearable.

She kisses her head and carefully gets out of bed. She tucks Brittany in, makes sure she's covered and warm everywhere and then walks out of the room, leaving the door slightly open.

She walks over to the bathroom and lets the water run in the bath tub. While the water gets warm, she goes downstairs to search for bath pearls, when she suddenly gets scared by someone.

"God! Puck, what are you doing here?!" She hisses.

"Uh .. I kinda live here?"

Santana frowns and signs that he has to keep it down. "Ssh .. She's sleeping .."

"Who?"

"Brittany .."

"She's here?" Noah whispers loudly, receiving a nod from Santana.

"Yes. And I would like you to leave her alone. I have no idea why yet, but she's in an emotional state right now and I don't want her to feel even worse."

Puck looks at her offended. "Hey, I'm not that bad .."

"No .. I know, I'm sorry. Just .. Help me find the bath pearls, will you?"

He nods "Sure .."

When Santana eventually finds what she's been looking for, she goes upstairs again, after telling Puck once again that he has to stay quiet.

She slowly walks into her bedroom, seeing Brittany looking at her.

"Hey .." she says quietly "You're awake .."

The blonde nods and hints a small smile at her. "Do you want to talk?"

Her voice still sounds tired, but she sounds better than before.

Santana shakes her head. "Take a warm bath first .. We've got plenty of time to talk .."

Brittany seems a bit confused at first, but eventually she gets up and walks over to Santana. She sighs, before softly kissing her on the lips.

"I love you too .." she breathes against her lips.

Santana shivers, and the girl walks out of the room. Even like this she can still cause her to be speechless.

She smiles as she hears a surprised squeek coming from the bathroom, and she slowly walks downstairs.

"Hey, you're not joining her?" Noah comments as he sees Santana walking into the livingroom.

Santana rolls her eyes. "Maybe later"

"What happened with her anyway?"

Santana sighs and sits down next to him. "Honestly? I still don't know .."

"She won't tell you?" He asks frowning and she shakes her head.

"No, no she wanted to talk but I told her to take a warm bath first. You should've seen her, Noah. She looked so broken .."

"Wow .. Some messed up shit I guess"

Santana can't help but to smile at him. "I guess so .."

Half an hour and a couple of Spongebob episodes later, the two hear footsteps coming down the stairs. Puck quickly gets up.

"I uh .. I'll just .. do, something .."

"Yeah .." Santana replies, and Puck disappears in the hall.

Brittany walks into the livingroom and Santana smiles at her. "Hey baby .."

"Hi .."

She sits down next to Santana, on the place where Noah sat before.

They stare at the tv screen, Spongebob wobbles through his little village and does some crazy shit as always.

"I .."

They look at eachother and chuckle. Santana nods. "You first .."

Brittany takes a deep breath "You probably want to know where I went, right?"

"Hmm .. yeah .."

"I went to France .."

Santana frowns and looks at Brittany confused. "You .. What? Why?"

The blonde sighs 'There was this thing I had to attend, and .. Well, it was in France .."

"What kind of thing? Wait .. You're not a drugdealer, are you?"

The blonde giggles "No .."

"Then what was it?"

She sighs "It was .. A job interview."

Santana is even more confused. "A job interview?"

"Well, yeah ., kinda .." Brittany replies, while biting her lip.

"In France?"

"I .. Yeah .."

"For what?"

"To uh .. To run a dance school .."

Santana looks forward again and leans the back her head against the couch. She closes her eyes and sighs.

"And you want to do this ..?"

"No, I called it off."

Santana looks at her and frowns "What? Why? This could've been a great opportunity for you!"

"I don't want to take great opportunities without you .." she shrugs.

Santana bites her lip and cuddles up to Brittany. "You should've at least considered it .. I'm not going anywhere by the way, you won't have to do it without me .."

"Sanny?"

"Myeah?"

"I'd have to move to France if I took the offer .."

Santana looks up. "Really?"

"Well, yeah. 'Cause the dance school is in France." The blonde giggles and Santana smiles sadly.

"Ofcourse .. That's why you blew it off .. But this all still doesn't explain why you left in such a rush, and why you were so upset earlier .."

Brittany sighs "I left in a hurry because .. I was scared, Sanny.. To leave you alone and that you would be mad at me or forget me while I was gone, or that something would happen to you when I wasn't there and .. And I didn't want to go but I had to .. And also because I had a flight to catch and my agent would've killed me if I missed it .."

Santana nods, processing everything Brittany just told her. Suddenly she looks up. "Wait, you have an agent?"

"Myeah .. Don't you have one too?"

Santana frowns "Well yeah, but .. I didn't know that you needed one?"

"I told you one time, don't you remember, Sanny? I told you I was a dancer. You were curious because my agent called me that night."

Santana narrows her eyes, trying to recall the memory.

"It was one night we were laying in bed .." Brittany explains, and then she chuckles "Oh, I guess you didn't hear .. You were probably thinking about some other things" Brittany giggles.

Santana glares at her and softly pokes her "That never happened, okay?" She says, trying to hide a smile.

Brittany smiles at her "I'm sorry San .."

"It's okay .. You know what?" She jumps up.

"What?" Brittany asks excited.

"Enough of the depressing shit. Let's do something fun!"

"Yay!" Brittany claps her hands as she jumps up and Santana laughs at her.

She loves how the girl can suddenly go from serious to super cute and childish.

"What are we doing?"

"Hm .." Santana hums. "You can choose"

Brittany bites her lip likes she's thinking hard and suddenly she smiles brightly. "Can we go feed the ducks?!"

Santana laughs and rolls her eyes "That is really something you do for fun?"

The girl nods, still smiling widely.

"Okay then" Santana chuckles. "But you might wanna put some pants on first."

Brittany looks down and smiles "Oh .. I forgot"

Santana watches her hop up the stairs and smiles. She could never get enough of her.

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