"Are you sure?", Lee asked, his voice noticeably quaking, still needing reassurance that Lucy was ready to cross this line with him.
"I'm sure. I want you inside me, now"
Lee sat up on his knees and Lucy watched, biting her lip in anticipation as he put on a condom. He pushed her legs apart and she moaned when he began to tease her, rubbing his hardness along her glistening folds before positioning herself at her opening.
"Lee, please", she pleaded.
"I love you Lucy", he breathed.
"I love you too".
Lucy held her breath. Lee didn't move his eyes away from hers when he finally eased himself inside her, inch by incredible inch. Her mouth fell open, a whimper escaping as she stretched to accommodate him.
"Oh…God.."
They stilled, getting used to the feeling of each other. For some time they could only look at each other in awe as they felt a powerful emotional and physical connection. For them both there was a sudden clarity, as everything made sense at last. Even more than that, there was a feeling of having finally arrived at a destination they had been heading towards for so long.
Lee's hands trembled as he gently swept Lucy's hair off her face, this small but tender gesture making her feel both safe and loved. Lucy sensed Lee's nervousness and he looked almost vulnerable, though she had a feeling that just below the surface there was something untamed waiting to be released.
"Lee, are you ok?"
"You know I'm supposed to ask you that?…But, hmm, I'm ok, I'm just trying to control myself".
"I need you to start moving", she begged, squeezing him with her inner muscles, causing him to emit a strangled cry of pleasure.
Doing what she asked he gave a few small movements, slow and gentle, as though testing the waters. He circled his hips experimentally, moving his hardness inside her, feeling and mapping every part of her walls before withdrawing almost completely. Sliding himself inside her heat again he drove a little deeper this time but still kept his thrusts shallow, wanting to make this last.
"Lucy, it feels so good to be inside you, you feel incredible. So warm…so tight".
Leaning down Lee kissed Lucy, hard, nibbling her bottom lip whilst tangling his fingers through her hair. They continued to move together, keeping the pace slow until they found a rhythm.
Needing to change things up a bit, the friction being created between them in this position threatening to send him over the edge, Lee rose onto his knees a little, bringing one then the other of her legs to wrap around his middle as he pulled her hips towards him, his other hand holding himself up on the bed. She gripped onto to his shoulders for support as her body rose up into an arch shape, her head all but the only part of her still in contact with the bed.
Lee groaned when Lucy squeezed him between her thighs, and he heard her whimper as he began to stimulate her sweet spot with every languid stroke, the pleasure meaning she hardly noticed how much her muscles were having to work to stay in the yoga-like position in which she'd found herself.
After a couple of minutes though, her muscles started to complain,
"Aah..oww…Lee"
"You ok?". Lee stopped moving, concerned.
"I…got cramp….need to work on….flexibility"
"Sorry", Lee breathed, attempting to make her more comfortable.
"That's it, pull me closer, lift me upwards towards you and sit back on your knees. Let me ride you"
Lee did just that, as Lucy wrapped her arms around his neck. He tried to keep himself inside her as he rocked her upwards and towards him until she was kneeling astride him.
Lee watched, panting heavily as Lucy lifted herself almost completely off him then sank back down, impaling herself on him. Her mouth opened and her eyes closed as her walls stretched around him, taking him deeper inside her than their previous position had allowed. Pausing again to adjust, she slowly began to move up and down, controlling the pace now. Pulling her as close as he possibly could to him, Lee nuzzled and nibbled his way along her neck and shoulder as she breathed against him.
He kissed a path across her collarbone, then his mouth reached her breast and he captured her nipple in it, suckling, causing her to moan ever louder as her hands wandered across his back, his own taking a firm hold of her backside. As Lucy ground herself against Lee's pubic bone, the combination of friction in all the right places sent her close to the edge. She buried her head in Lee's shoulder, muffling her cries. Feeling Lucy's teeth scrape across his skin, he'd never felt more alive.
"It's ok, I love the sounds you make, it's so hot. No-one can hear you but me. Be as loud as you want".
Lee's words resonated deep inside Lucy. He certainly knew all the right things to say, how to push her to the brink.
Lucy pushed Lee down onto the bed then, moving off him for a second so that he could move his legs into a more convenient position. She held his hands down, and took him inside her again, bouncing up and down a few times before bending her body over him, splaying her hands across his chest then grasping his arms, moving closer until she was flushed against him.
Lucy's breasts grazed then pressed against Lee's chest, her flesh moulding into him as she moved on top of him, skin gliding against skin. Lee had never experienced sex this good, this magical. He loved the intimacy of this position, the feeling of her surrounding him, taking him over.
"Lucy, I feel so close to you. I've never felt this close to anyone".
"Me neither", Lucy whispered before her lips found his again. Each deep and drawn out kiss they shared now was peppered with little shallow ones, sometimes just playful bites and nibbles as they struggled for air.
Eventually, their torturously slow pace was not enough for either of them. Lucy felt a clawing, knotting inside her belly as her need for release grew. She rolled off Lee and pulled him on top of her. He drove his hardness back into her tender flesh again, his thrusts becoming increasingly insistent, more frantic as he listened to signals her body gave out.
"Harder, please. I need more…", Lucy implored as she gripped onto Lee and raked her fingers across his back.
Lee lost control then, his movements became animalistic though not quite rough, their rhythm becoming more erratic. Like she wanted him to possess her, Lucy thrust upwards to meet his thrusts, encouraging him to pound even harder and deeper.
Holding on to Lucy's hip, causing her to sink further into the mattress, Lee buried himself to the hilt, then again and again. With every movement their bodies slammed, collided together, limbs entangled and the sounds of their cries and moans crescendoed as they travelled ever more quickly towards the finish line, to completion.
Lee reached between them then, found Lucy's already engorged clit and rubbed furiously until she came with dizzying intensity, waves of ecstasy pulsing through her. Electricity set alight every nerve ending in her body, and the throbbing heat which originated at her core, surged like fire through her until her whole body quaked and thrashed uncontrollably. The orgasm she had experienced earlier had been intense, but this time, it seemed to come from even deeper inside her, if that was possible.
The blood burned in Lee's veins as he heard her loud and desperate cries. Lost in his own sensation, the sound, and her finger nails digging into his skin, brought him back to reality. As he felt her walls contract around him, clenching him, he followed her over the edge.
"Lee stay with me…", Lucy breathed as her limbs went weak and her arms fell to her sides.
"I'm here, I'm…"
Lee never finished his sentence. Instead his body shook violently, as he convulsed and exploded within her. A blinding white light followed by a wave of euphoria as his muscles finally relaxed and he collapsed on top of Lucy, nestling into her shoulder and threading his hands into her hair. Fearing he was squashing her, he propped himself up with his elbows.
A small tear had formed and begun tumbling down Lucy's cheek and Lee, observing this, was concerned. Had he hurt her, had he been too rough?
"Lucy, why are you crying? Tell me I didn't hurt you, if I got carried away I'm sorry…"
"No. I'm just happy, emotional, sort of relieved if that makes sense. I've waited so long for that to happen and I'd started to think it never would"
"So you're okay?"
"Never better".
Lee kissed the tear away, then kissed her tenderly but passionately on the lips.
When he pulled away from her lips Lucy looked at Lee, his skin was flushed and there were beads of sweat on his forehead. His hair was dishevelled, and the perspiration had brought out his natural curls. He looked both sexy and adorable, and she couldn't help but smile.
Unable to hold his weight off her any more, he moved off Lucy to lie beside her, turning to face her. He took her hand and gently played with her fingers.
"Lee?"
"Yes?"
"You said you wanted to make this special for me. Well it was, it was more than special, I just want you to know that…Was…was it special for you too?".
"God yes, it was just…wow. I'm not sure I can explain just how amazing that was, other than…wow. I want you to know, that I'll do my best to make every time just as special".
"Thank you. I Love you Lee".
"Love you too…Lucy I'm going to try my hardest you know, to be a good husband and dad. I'm going to get off my backside and do stuff, achieve things. I'll prove to everyone that I'm good enough for you"
"I know you are, and that's the most important thing. Did you just mention being a dad?".
"Yes"
"I wasn't sure if you wanted children, you know when I wanted you to be my sperm donor you were so reluctant"
"This is different. I think I'm ready or closer to being ready than I ever was. Believe me the idea still petrifies me but I want to make you happy and if that means doing something that scares me then I'll do it".
"But I wouldn't you to think I was pressurising you".
"I'm coming round to the idea actually. Lots of little Lees and Lucys running around our feet".
"Steady on, who said anything about lots?! Let's just take one step at a time. We'll get married first, then maybe start trying and see how that pans out".
"The trying, I like the sound of that, if it means we get to do this more often".
Lucy giggled, and moved to rest her head against Lee's chest, snuggling into him. She liked the sound of that too.
As she lay contentedly in Lee's protective arms, starting to drift off to sleep, Lucy somehow knew everything would be all alright from now on. Lee stroked her hair, he was tired but didn't want this moment to end. Watching Lucy now, as her eyes closed and she began to murmur softly, he felt complete. There had been something missing within him for so long, the last piece of the puzzle. Lucy was that piece, he knew that now.