Chapter 4: Actual Love
Hey babes sorry the story has been rushed so far, I'll be better I promise, and now for Chapter 4!
Lucy's P.O.V
I wake up with the sun shining through the window, I turn around to face Gray and see that he is already up.
"Good morning" He smiles down at me, causing me to blush. "Sleep well?" I ask.
"Best sleep yet, what do you want to do today?" Gray asks sweetly.
I haven't actually put much thought about it, I felt sick to my stomach when I did think about it. I don't really know why. Gray obviously noticed my change in mood and kissed my forehead. I looked up at him, "Do you think I'm a bad person?"
"Of course not, where is this coming from?" Gray answered sitting up and looking at me.
"Because… I don't know, I just feel bad. I feel so stupid of thinking I loved Natsu when it was always you. I feel so sick to my stomach thinking about it, and going back to the guide? I don't know. I'm so angry and I don't know why." Tears roll down my cheek. I don't want to be dishonest to Gray, I had to ask him.
"Lucy, you're perfectly fine. Sometimes things just click between people and we don't know why it happens that way but it's not a bad thing. At the end of the day we are all human. We don't have to go back to the guide until you're ready." He reassured me and smiled at me.
"How did I get so lucky?" I smile up at him and he chuckles back saying "I know right."
I get up to go take my shower; Gray respects my privacy even if I don't ask for it. I've never felt this way though, wanting to give myself to him so badly. Oh god Lucy, you better keep it together! Unless of course he feels the same way.
I just let go and let my thoughts roam, all the sweet and beautiful to perverted and sexy ones. The hot water hits my skin. I lean against the wall of the shower and close my eyes. Imagining all the things that could happen but yet Gray was on the other side of that door. I frown to myself and wait. I don't know what for but I just wait. I must have been in the shower for 40 minutes before giving up and getting out.
I had clothes in the bathroom but I decided to go find some better ones, I wrap a towel around me and walk out of the bathroom. I hear Gray in the kitchen. I decide to change in some sexy underwear some shorts and a tank top. I walk up behind him and hug him from behind.
"I know what I want to do today."
"Oh yeah and what's that?" He smiles and turns off the oven and hands me a plate of breakfast. I take it and we move to the table and sit down.
"I want to put blankets over the windows blocking out the sun and stay inside all day. I just want to be with you." I say and start to eat.
"Whatever you want" He smiles and also begins to eat his breakfast. After we finish our food we take the plates and out them in the sink. Gray begins to wash up but I move in front of the sink to be right there with him. "Gray." I say in a small voice.
He pulls me up into a hard and passionate kiss. He lifts me up so I am sitting on the edge of the counter; he steps closer between my legs. His tongue is fighting for dominance against mine, while his hands wander to my legs. His sweet cool touch radiates through me, he grabs onto my thighs and pulls me closer to him.
We pull apart to get a breath of air, while Gray lifts me up and wraps my legs around him. He moves me to the wall and presses me against it, slowly kissing down to my neck. I can't help but let out a moan, I feel warmth from between my legs. I being to burn up with passion and lust as Gray kisses my neck, I focus on the feeling of his lips. How cool and soft they are, Gray comes back up to meet my lips and we are back to tongue sparing.
"Lucy." I hear him call out to me.
It's as if he's asking for permission when we already are so close to each other he seems to have taken a step back. But not physically, as if he wants to stay in control.
"Yeah?" I ask between kisses.
He doesn't say anything; he just pulls away and studies my face. His eyes are full of questions, still being pressed against the wall I release my legs hold and slide down. He slightly frowns.
"Oh come on, now is the only time you don't strip?" I say looking to see he was still fully clothed.
He laughs "Lucy Heartfilia, how perverted of you! Thinking I'm just going to strip for you and you get to stay fully clothed."
"When did I ever say that?" I say walking into the other room.
He follows me.
"Ms. Heartfilia I really think we should close the windows before someone see's us. Or is there a different reason you wanted to shut the windows."
"Mr. Fullbuster! Maybe I just like the dark!" I exclaim laughing a bit.
I go stand on my bed and pull the thicker curtain together causing the room to dim, I turn back at him.
"Now, Mr. Fullbuster I believe we were in the middle of something." I say
I jump down from the bed and down to him were he waste no time picking me up and kissing me.
I kiss back opening my mouth to let him in; he walked with me back towards the bed and put me down soon to be lying on top of me.
He moved his kisses down back on my neck but now exploring new territory and pulling my shirt down a little trying to not cross a line.
"Gray.." I whimper feeling as though he is doing this more to tease me than to ask for permission. When he hears me he almost tears my shirt off. Throwing it across the room, before he can put all of his attention on my chest I flip him over now being the one with the upper hand.
Letting his hands play with me and the newly exposed skin but never breaking contact, lowering myself down on him I feel his length harden. I rock back and forth on it teasing him. He sits up to deepen the kiss. At that moment there was no one else in the world.
He wants to get the upper hand again and sucks on my neck making me lean my head back giving him a better angle. He starts to softly bite while lifting me up putting me in a position where he can get my shorts off and then he forces hi way back on top.
He just looks at me, earning a deep red blush across my face and me attempting to hide myself after a while. He pulls my arms above my head so I won't take the view away from him and leans down to kiss me.
Kissing down farther and farther he finally unlatches my bra and tosses it with all the other clothing while also losing his pants in the process. He latches on to my chest, kissing and sucking on it.
I moan his name the more he does it, his hands start to roam down towards my womanhood which is soaked by now. When he slides his fingers across it teasingly he earns another moan and cry for more. I feel him smile, he slides his finger in causing pleasure to run through my whole body and I hold on to Gray's other arm now feeling as if I will burst if I don't.
He begins moving his finger in rhythm; the pleasure fills my body which makes me screams for more. Gray kisses me on the lips and I claw at his back while his fingers pick up speed .
The pleasure makes me feel like I'm about to burst and rather than having his finger I want all of him.
"Gray, please.." I moan in his ear which makes him almost freeze and in an instant both my underwear and his are off. He kisses me on the lips sweetly and pulls away.
"You're sure?" he asks wanting to know that it was him that she wants and craves for and no one else.
I whispers yes before kissing him and he stays in the kiss as he lowers himself in position, he slowly pushes himself in me. There was a little pain but Gray took care of me. Going slowly and paying attention to my reactions. Almost being too careful I begin moving my hips before him and then he challenged me. Thrusting in rhythm along with me, he played with my chest with one hand and sucked on all the sensitive parts of my body, making me feel like I was about to burst again.
"Lucy.." I hear him moan; obviously it feels just as good for him as it did for me. I arch my back to be closer to him and he holds me and bites on my neck while slamming into me. Going as deep as possible and hitting just the right spot.
"Oh god.. Gray, I think I'm about to…" I say kind of worried what was about to happen. I never have had an orgasm before, but this matches the descriptions I've heard. Scratch that, this is so much better.
"Lucy… Are you ready?" Gray asked almost reaching his climax.
I just moan his name for his answer. Letting Gray take over completely he thrust in a completely different way, harder but not to where it hurts. It feels like a completely new pressure and sensation. I try to hold back my loud moans but I end up moaning Gray's name right before my release. My body just shoots with lust and every other type of passion you can think of and then reaches the climax and then silence.
Gray is panting over me catching his breath and looks at me.
"Sure glad I closed those curtains." I smile up at him and kiss him again but more lovingly than lust.
A Gray smile down at me and then lies down next to me.
"I love you Lucy"
"I love you too Gray"
Opening my eyes I see Gray. I must've fallen asleep after what happened but he is still with me and is holding me in his arms.
"Gray?" I ask to see if he's awake.
"Five more minutes" he groaned and pulled me closer. We didn't get to 5 minutes, my stomach let out a big roar at about 2 minutes.
Gray just chuckles and then opens his eyes.
"Wanna go out for food?" He asks
"You know me so well" I giggle and lean up to kiss him. He helps me up and out of bed. He gets his clothes on and I find jeans and a t-shirt to wear.
"Uh Lucy, you may want to look in the mirror before you walk outside." He says staring at my neck trying to hide a smile.
I go in the bathroom and see I have not only one but multiple light hickeys, but one dark one closer to my collar bone.
"Gray!" I walk out and he burst in laughter "You definitely marked your territory, didn't you?"
"I don't look at you as territory, I just made it clear that if any guy wants to flirt with you they know who to answer to first."
"So considering we have had sex, we are official? Cause you know Mira is going to ask." I say with a nervous smile.
"I would really like that, Lucy do you want to be my girlfriend or significant other? However you want to label it, I just know I love you and want to be with you for as long as you will have me."
"Of course, Gray. I love you!" I hold his hand and kiss him on the cheek.
"I love you too" He replies with a big smile.
"Do you want fast food or a sit down place?" I ask walking out of the door not caring about the hickeys.
"Fast, so we can come back here and have a bit more privacy." He winked
"Mr. Fullbuster, I'm going to have to ask you to tone it down until we have eaten. Because I am starving but that won't stop me from taking you right here right now." I laugh
We walk into the little food shop to see Happy and Erza. Gray puts his arm around my waist and pulls me close. "We don't have to talk; we can just get our food and go." Gray whispers to me.
Obviously he was angrier than I was at that point.
"Oi, Lucy!" Happy yells when he spots the two mages walking in the store.
"Hey Happy." I say not too thrilled but at least I was trying.
Gray orders I food quickly and then comes back to where Happy was chatting to me about fish and Carla.
"How come we didn't see you at the guide today? The team was starting to get worried." Happy asked.
"I was with Gray." That's all I say, that's more than what they even need to know.
"Oi, Gray. Why didn't you drag Lucy to the guide today? It was boring without you guys." Happy turned his attention to Gray.
Thankfully Erza was occupied with her cake and didn't pay attention to us.
"Natsu and Lisanna and Wendy should be here soon, so you can at least hang out with us now." Happy said gullibly
"No, I think we are going to go, sorry. I promised Lucy I would have a movie night with her." Gray said sort of stepping in front of me.
"Oh… Well we'll see you tomorrow right?"
Gray was about to respond but I beat him to it, "Of course! We couldn't stay away from you for that long" I smile to the blue cat.
"Good, Natsu said something today about needing to talk to you also." This made my stomach drop. I didn't really want to even see him let alone talk to him.
"Lucy what happened to your neck? Did you guys go on a mission today without us?!" Happy exclaimed.
Gray and I laughed "Of course not."
They called us up for our food; Gray went and picked up the bag. "We'll see you tomorrow Happy!" I wave goodbye as we walk out. Down the street we see three Fairy Tail members approaching the shop. "Let's go Lucy, you don't have to talk to them."
"Oh, I know. But come on the look on Natsu's face when he see's these hickeys would be priceless."
"What makes you think there going to have faded by morning. If anything there are going to be more." He walked in front of me and said "Come on, Lu. We have a whole night ahead of us" He winks and then we head to my apartment for a very active night
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