Welcome back to another chapter of stuff and things. I hope you enjoy reading something happy for once.
And blazingalex, and we are the new dynamic duo. I have no idea how long we're gonna make this, so screw it. Another chapter up and running.
WE ARE NOT GAY FOR EACH OTHER!
Chapter 4: GIRLfriend?
I woke up in a white room filled with drawings. Something pressed up against my chest. I looked down and saw a female Vaporeon asleep on top of me. I gave a weak smile as I wrapped an arm around her body, pulling her closer to me. She stirred in her sleep.
"...mmm…" She sighed. I swept one of her hair strands off her face. A new emotion flowed throughout my body: Love. I was in love. For the first time in my life, someone cared for me. I was happy, and I didn't need a razor blade. I didn't need a noose, or pills. I was happy. Oh, so happy.
She moved her head and looked up at me, her eyelids slowly being raised. Beautiful aqua eyes met mine.
"Hello," she whispered.
"Hi," I responded. "How are you feeling?"
"Good, seeing that you're still alive. You?"
"Happy." I kissed her lightly on her forehead. I was happy. She looked kinda cute, all sleepy-like. She reached up and grabbed my head, pulling me closer to her and planting her lips onto mine. I was caught off-guard with the sudden kiss. 'Holy shit!' I thought to myself. 'Oh, Arceus, what do I do?' I closed my eyes and kissed back, hoping that was the correct choice. She put her hand behind my head and ran her fingers through my hair. Her tongue prodded at my lips. I parted them a little bit and her appendage slid in. Being new to this, I let her take control of the situation. She climbed up, sitting on my crotch. Her tongue swirled around inside my mouth. My hands rubbed her back as we made out.
There was a small cough, someone clearing their throat.
Startled, we looked up and saw a male human standing in the doorway. The Vaporeon got off and sat down next to me, grabbing my hand.
"Can we help you?" I asked in a panic.
"Have you guys seen CJ?" He asked. "I can't find him anywhere. I thought he would be in here with you."
"Did you...check...the bathroom?" The Vaporeon asked back.
"No, I didn't." The man scratched his head, then left. I was surprised he didn't question what we were doing. Now that I think about it, CJ has been gone for some time now. I wonder where he is.
"Where were we? Oh, yeah." My head was grabbed again as she pulled me in for another kiss, pushing me back onto my cot. I broke the kiss and stared into her aqua blue eyes.
"You're a beautiful girl," I told her. "You must have a beautiful name."
"My name is…" She looked up in horror. "Oh, Arceus, what's my name? I've been called Comfort Girl for so long I forgot my own name!" She began to panic. I grabbed her to calm her down.
"Hey, hey, it's okay. I can give you a name. A new name." She looked at me, tears forming in her eyes.
"Y-you will?" She sniffled.
"Of course. Your name will be… Jasmine." I smiled at her. Her eyes lit up in excitement.
"That sounds lovely." She buried her head into my chest. I rested my chin on her head. "I love you," she whispered. She... loves me? My heart started pounding. In my entire shitty life, I have never heard those three words in one sentence, let alone the word love. I became scared.
"I...love...you, too." I struggled to speak those words. Sweat dripped down my face as she snuggled closer to me. Maybe living wasn't so bad, because she loved me. Somebody loved me. Being touched by a female is blissful. Soft, caring touches. Yes, it made me nervous, but it was a good nervous, unlike the nervousness I had back when I lived with my...mom. My mom. Oh how it hurt to call that… thing, mom. Mom.
I started to tear up at the thought of my own mom beating me when I was younger. All the bottles that had been broken over my head, the pans that were driven into my back, the slippers that were used to spank me everytime I did something she asked me to do. The only person I could turn to was my sister, but even then, she was depressed. Suicidal, like me. We only had each other at home, but the only times we could see each other was when our mother was black-out drunk, which was almost never due to the resistance my mom had built up. If my dad wasn't such a bitch, maybe my sis wouldn't be dead, my mom wouldn't be an alcoholic, and I wouldn't be suicidal. But then again, if all of that was real, I wouldn't have met this beautiful girl that laid on top of me.
She must've heard me or something because her head perked up and looked deep into my eyes.
"You okay?" She asked lovingly.
"Y-yeah. I-I'm fine," I responded, wiping away a tear. "Go back to sleep." She slowly placed her head down again.
"As your girlfriend, I'm concerned about your emotions." Wait, girlfriend? What?! Oh, my sweet Arceus, I've never been this nervous before. I have no idea what to say.
After a few minutes, I reply with, "I'm fine." I wasn't fine, but she loved me, and that's all that mattered to me at the moment.
Don't listen to Alex, my stories suck! (but you should totally check them out.)
Yeah, I had no idea how to end it. Um, remember to review and PM us if you want us to add anything to the story. And also check out Ryan's stories, specifically A Restart. blazingalex, out!
