You have been realizing how much you really like Ciel , but you didn't think you felt the same way. You see, you and Ciel were best friends before his parent's died in the fire. That was when you was still human. When The fire started you was with Ciel's parents and she , along with his parent's were killed. you awoke after that in a strange place that was full of flames but it wasn't Ciels home and your hair..it was black you looked to your left to see that your eyes had turned red. You was confused until a tall figure approached you and explained you had died and that you were a demon , a powerful one at that. You weren't sure how to take it at first but she got used to it and came upon a decision. You would use all your magic to make your hair color and eye color change so that you could go to human world again. You became very weak but your hair had returned to a nice (h/c) and her eyes were (e/c) again. It's been 2 years since then and you have been watching ciel grow up and all the amazing things he's done. You now have to wear a bandage to cover your right eye because your energy is running lower than normal since you are using it to keep her appearance and be in the human word so your right eye has turned a maroon red like sebastians. You may be wondering why you haven't talked to ciel once. But that is caused by two things one, you were afraid to talk to him and two you feel it will bring tragic memories for him. You wear a necklace with ashes from that dark and dredful night three years ago. Almost four now. That is why when the carriage came close to hitting you fainted / black out , it was too much adrenalin. You ponder leaving every now and then. You feel like Ciel doesn't recognize you but you are sure Sebastian does and you hope he won't tell Ciel. And now you sit at the window sill thinking about running out afraid you well cause more problems for Ciel then good. I mean sure you well miss him but you can watch him from the shadows like always right?