You looked out the window , it was later in the day so it was getting darker outside and it had started to rain. You thought long and hard about this choice. You had finally come up with an answer that you knew you would regret but you thought it was for ...for him. You knew you were a demon. What you felt surely couldn't be real. The longer you stayed the more chance you had to hurt Ciel and you didn't like that all. You didn't care if it meant you had to live in eternal sadness knowing you could never be with him , or watching him love someone else as well. You knew that it was the right this was the right decision. But what you didn't know is Ciel , when you were younger before the fire would cry to his parents every night saying he didn't want to marry Lizzy he wanted to marry you when you grew old. But his parents would yell at him and tell him that life doesn't always work out the way he wanted , marrying people related to you by cousins or second cousins was very common. When the fire happened he defiantly missed his parents. But he could get past that. Something he couldn't get past was the thought of not having you in his life anymore. He never showed Sebastian but every night after Sebastian leaves he cries. Not fake tears but real tears...He doesn't know that you are. Well you the girl who knew from before. He dreams that one day he well find you and he well take care of you and never let you go , ever. At this time you burst out the door in tears Sebastian could hear it upstairs after about 20 minutes of explaining to Ciel that you were the girl from so many years ago he burst out the doors after you. He didn't know what direction you went. He didn't care about running for days , hours , weeks. He would find you no matter what it took. " (Y/N)?!" He screamed running in the rain looking for you. He could feel his heart beat faster and faster not just from running but emotions he hadn't felt in a long time. The water running down his face wasn't just rain after about 30 minutes of looking for you. He could feel his asthma acting up but he didn't care. He started walking aways when he finally reached you.
~back to your P.o.v~
You sighed " C-Ciel you aren't making this easier." You said refusing to turn around so he wouldn't see you crying. " W-what do you mean?" You glanced downward at the ledge " I mean falling. I've started falling in love with you and I can't do that I'll just die in the end and hurt you.." You coughed a bit from so many tears. " I-I'm sorry Ciel but I can't stay here anymore I-I have to lean in the other direction..." You said slowly leaning towards the edge. At first Ciel didn't get it but then he realized what you meant. By the time he realized...It was too late. You had started falling your wing folded on you back so you could go faster. You closed your eyes while tears twinkled like stars coming from your eyes but not long after you felt a pair of warm arms wrap around you. " Anywhere you go , I'll follow you. Any time you fall I will pick you up. I'm going to stay with you until the very end because...I love you (y/n)" Your eyes widened and you were going to outstretch you wings but you and him hit the bottom but you noticed you had both fallen into water. The water was cold and soon you couldn't see anymore it had all gone a cold , dark black...