That night I wanted to go talk to her, console her, but for some reason I couldn't get myself to push my knuckles against the wood. Instead I sat against her door and listened to the muffled sobs of my younger sister. She was crying into her pillow. I felt so horrible.

What if we could make it work though? Rapunzel was just one thing, we could make sure it wouldn't happen again. It's not like we weren't being careful before. What if we never made love in the castle. No, that would be almost impossible. But true love always finds a way, doesn't it?

I got lost in my thoughts and drifted into a light sleep. When I woke up I heard the joyous talk of Kai and Gerda. I quickly got up and walked into Anna's room. I didn't want to have to explain what I had been doing out of her room all night. When I quietly closed the door behind me, I noticed Anna sleeping peacefully; crying all night had probably exhausted her. I felt a deep stab of guilt in my gut. Her arm was strewn across the bed and her other arm was resting on her extended belly. I listened to the quiet inhale and exhale of her breathing.

I suddenly found myself falling in love with all the little things about her. Her cute little nose, the slight curve in her mouth that was almost a smile. I wanted to kiss her so bad. I walked towards her bed and placed a gentle kiss on her forehead. She started to stir. I tried to get out of her room before she woke up.

"Please don't go," her voice was full of so much hurt. I wanted to cry. I turned to face her. She was sitting up and holding her stomach.

"Is everything alright?"

"Mmhm. She, or he, is very active right now. Please sit. Elsa we need to talk."

As I sat down next to her, I felt the overwhelming urge to kiss her. To passionately make out with her right there. Even if I hadn't tried to call off the relationship, I knew I couldn't. It would be too risky.

"Elsa, what you said to me last night, are you sure you really want to say goodbye to all this?"

"Yes," the word echoed through the room.

"C'mon, we both know that is a lie,"

"But it's too dangerous. You're expecting. Imagine what they might do to us, to you, if they found put about our love."

"Elsa we were being careful, we were-"

"No we weren't. Two nights ago, Rapunzel had come to my room after we had finished making love. She, she knows about us Anna."

"What? But, she doesn't care. Or she would have told someone by now. It was a one time incident."

"I've been trying to tell myself the same thing, but what if it wasn't a one time thing. Do you realize what we have been risking this whole time."

"I'm willing to take that risk. I love you. I would risk my life for you and then some."

"And you are willing to risk your child's life?"

Anna's breath hitched and then she suddenly burst into tears. She burried her head into my chest to muffle her sobs. When she had stiffled her cries she looked up into my eyes; She was waiting for me to kiss her. I looked back at her, then looked away. I just couldn't face her knowing the pain I was causing her. A fresh set of tears filled her eyes.

"Damnit, Elsa, you can't do this to me. Not again. You know you love me, you know you do, and you know we can fight through this. You also know that we were being careful before and that nothing like that will happen again! You know you love me. You know you love me," she said a second time, quieter, as if she was trying to convince herself that.

Suddenly her lips were on mine. I did all that I could to protest but her lips were so a soft and sweet and tasted of strawberries and suddenly my mind was a mess. Nothing made sense for a second. Why was I doing this when I knew all the horrific outcomes that were seemingly imminent? But then it made sense that I was sitting here kissing this girl who I loved and maybe we could get through it and maybe we couldn't and yeah maybe odds weren't on our side but I was sitting here kissing this girl that I loved and my heart was racing. Her fingers interlocked with mine perfectly and our lips danced on the others perfectly and maybe that was all I needed to make sense of.

Although I had tried to prevent, Anna had overwhelmed me and we were back to how things were before, as if I had never caused her the pain of the initial blow. But every time we kissed my subconscious was screaming at me,

What the hell are you doing? What the fuck do you think you are doing? Where in the world is this ok?

It seemed this time Anna wasn't going to let me say "no" to her again.

Anna had planned for us to go on a hike to the mountains to visit my castle. She got our horses ready and stuffed a picnic basket full of food. When she was finally done preparing, we went up the mountains. Anna wouldn't really talked to me. It seemed like she was kind of mad at me. When I noticed where we were going, I smiled a little. She was taking me to my castle. It was a slightly reddish color. Probably because I was a little frustrated with Anna. When we approached the castle she jumped off of her horse and grabbed the basket. She immediately started walking up the staircase and disappeared into the castle before I had even gotten off my horse. I quickly followed up the stairs and then opened the doors. She was nowhere to be seen. I walked to the second story and saw her laying a blanket down underneath the ice chandelier. I walked over to her and sat on the blanket.

Once she saw that I was sitting down she immediately sat down and pushed me back and straddled my lap. She had a wicked grin.

"Anna," I tried to speak but her mouth was on my collar bone and I couldn't breath or think straight and I immediately started panting. Her mouth slowly worked across my collar bone and onto my sternum, biting and sucking, no doubt leaving love bites across me. I didn't care though. Her hands cupped my breasts and I gasped. A quiet moan escaped from my lips. I was a fine tuned instrument and she was playing me and pulling all the the right strings. The result was an even louder moan.

"Oh Anna. Mm that feels so good."

She started kissing lower and her lips were around my nipples. They immediately perked up. Heat started pooling in my belly. She continued this until each one of my breasts had started to become sore. She massaged my breasts as she moved down, planting kisses on my rib cage and then down to my hip bones. Her mouth then hovered over my core. I bucked my hips up slightly ad she started attacking. Her lips were around my clit. She alternated between sucking and licking. More moans of pleasure escaped my lips and continued to get louder. She inserted one finger into me and my muscles immediately clenched around her.

"Oh god, you're so wet. So, so wet. Not really what I was expecting of someone who didn't love the other,"

"I, I, never," I gasped as she plunged another finger into me, "Oh, I never, s-said, th," I could barely form a coherent sentence. I writhed and moaned under her.

"But you tried to make me think that," I wanted to say I'm sorry but she had pushed another finger into me and I wasn't sure how much longer I could last. I knew it was only a matter of seconds before I reached sweet ecstasy.

"Oh Anna. Oh yes oh god, yes, mm, harder!" I was practically screaming. Suddenly she started pumping her fingers into me, fingering me like mad.

"Oh, I'm, I'm gonna-" suddenly she pulled her fingers out of me and took her mouth off of my clit. I whined and wiggled. It was the most underwhelming feeling ever.

"Anna p-please," I begged.

"Oh but I shouldn't be doing this to someone who doesn't want me to. It just wouldn't be right."

"You, you made your point. I love you. Please I need you," Anna grinned wickedly at me. She had accomplished what she wanted to. She resumed what she had and very soon I was pushed over the edge.

"Oh Anna, fuck, oh,' I started to trail off as pure pleasure took over my body. When I finally recovered Anna had started getting the food out of the basket.

"Now that that's settled, let's eat. I couldn't help but laugh at her.

A/N: So I already know how I'm going to end the story. Don't worry we still have a few more chapters. So when I first started to come up with how it ended I thought that it would be way too mean to end it like that so i'm gonna have three alternate endings, and only one of them will end happily. I'm evil I know :) lol. Anyway you should please leave a review because I love them so much and I love to get feedback so I can produce better chapters.