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A whole new day:
I open my eyes to the blue sky. Not quite sure if I'm a human, or I'm in heaven. Every single part of my body aches, so I assume it's not the second one. Really? Does it mean … ?
I try & manage to get up & sit. Then I realize… I'm actually the same size I've always been, only this time I'm covered in bandages. This can't be. Nothing changed? Except I got burnt injuries?
I look around for an answer. Then there is him, cooking. I'm thrilled. He saw me looking like this? Or maybe even saved me from the fire? I can't face him right now. I stand to scape. But on that moment, he turns around & attempts to catch me. Trying to run, my foot is stuck in some bondage, & I fall down. He jumps & catches the tip of my tail. Damn, he's fast!
He sits, pulls me and picks me up in the palms of his both hands. I don't even have the power to resist or scape anymore.
Then he bursts out in anger: -"What in heavens are you doing? Are you trying to kill yourself? Have you any idea…" now he starts to cry "… have you any idea how worried I was? You were burning alive in the fire! And I thought I may lose you forever…" unable to continue, he now just cries.
I can't watch his tears. They make me cry too.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Yun, for making so much trouble for you." I say & I cry.
"It's okay now. Don't cry. I'll protect you, so don't do such stupid things ever again!" He pushes me hard to himself & we cry. Then in the corner of my blurry sight, I see some completely burned black papers. They have to be the spell & the circle. Did he see them? There's no point now. Everything is over now. Although I got the chance to be cured by Yun as I always wanted. But I have to stay like this forever. At the highest point of my disappointment, I remember a name that Yun always talks about: Ik-Su. And I think of one last solution. Praying to God!
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Dear God,
How are you? No! I mean… Thank you for giving me all the good things & Yun!
And please forgive me for all my mistakes.
I just have one little favor to ask you.
I know you cannot turn me into a human being, or make Yun fall in love with me.
But would you please at least, make him notice about my feelings?
That would be fantastic if he only knew.
Thanks in advance.
Sincerely,
Ao!
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