"Abel...wake up...sweetie...wake up..."
He was hard to breath but when he opened his eyes he was blinded by light.
"Hello?", he tried to sit up but his head was pounding.
Then a woman appeared in front of him blocking the path of the sun for him. When he saw her he almost had a heart attack for it was impossible for her to be standing in front of him, unless...
"Jenny...is that you?", he found the strength to sit up.
She smiled, "Yes, did you miss me?", she held out her hand for him.
He clenched his eyes shut and began crying.
"Jenny, I'm so sorry! It was all my fault if I hadn't made you mad, if hadn't pushed you so far, you never would have...you never would have..."
Jenny bent down to his level and lifted his head to look in eyes.
"Abel please don't, we don't have much time, you have to wake up now", she pecked him.
He looked at her in disbelief, was she not mad? After all that he had done? Did she not want to shout at him?
"Wake up? You mean I'm not dead?", he touched the back of head, blood on his hands.
"No, not yet you took a strong hit to the head but you will survive if you wake up in time.", she held his hand in hers.
"Jenny I cant leave you! Not like last time. I won't.", Abel pulled her close to him.
"I'm not mad anymore Abel, you did what anyone what have done if they had been in your shoes, I don't blame you anymore. I forgive you Abel.", she kissed his cheek and smiled at him.
It was unbelievable, forgiveness? After what he'd done?
"How? Why? I left you to die! I seen your wrists, the pills, everything! I ran! I didn't even call the police! I went to some girls house, got drunk, and slept with her. How could you forgive me after that? My cheating was the reason you committed , how can you say that you forgive me? I can't even forgive myself.", he broke down after that.
Jenny frowned.
"I...I won't lie and say I wasn't angry when I was forced to watch my death with my own eyes...and then you sleeping with that girl. I cried, I cried for a long time before I realized that it didn't matter anymore. You weren't here, I wasn't there, we could never be again, so why bother crying? Over time I just let it go piece by piece. Even now I laugh at my stupidity, killing myself over a cheating boyfriend? Why couldn't I just throw all your things out like a normal girlfriend that was cheated on? Please Abel, you've mourned enough I've seen it. The flowers on my grave every holiday and every birthday. The drunken nights you go through when you get reminded of me, when you lectured your sister about not sacrificing herself for her boyfriends. I've seen it all. I'm not mad, not angry, not bitter, I promise you, now please Abel, wake up!"
Abel wanted to let her know that he could never be forgiven but his head began to pound with a vengeance. He held onto it and tried not to scream. Why now? He wanted to talk to Jenny!
"Hey, I think we stopped moving. You listening? You even alive? Say something!".
Was that...Lin?