"What kind of deal Emma!?"

Why did I give in...? I watched Ronnie Dimarco hand her some pills. 'Blaze' smiled and thanked him. Yep, I have a new name for her: No longer Greenpeace!

"Where's your brother, Ronnie...?" How did she know about J.D...!? "Oh, he's making a new deal with someone." You mean, the drug kind. This was getting more wrong and weird as she took his mouth and kissed him.

The guy gave me Coc, okay!? I watched all of the other drunks and wild teenagers doing it, coming and going from the Van. I thought about what kind of person I am to be doing something illegal. To be rebellious, wild, and free with no parental permission. I'm a bad person but yet at the same time, I don't want to be the last person to try drugs.

Why can't I do something mean and cold...? I don't have to put on an act.

Out here, it's a free world.

I took the Coc.

Greenpeace is losing it. I watched her fly away into no man's land. I shake my head at her.

"You are high as a kite, kitten...!"

I really should be looking out for her. But that girl can get into your head.

Yep. It's a free world.