Mrs. Nelson dragged her back to the car. I watched as she was about to raise her hand. They were shouting obscenities and I intervened. "Put down your hand Mrs. Nelson." She chugged her beer and smirked at me. Then, Emma. "She can't live without me..." Yes, she can. She can survive anything. She's Greenpeace. She fights against people like us.
I sheltered her from Mrs. Nelson behind my back. "Emma is staying. She doesn't want to go with you."
Greenpeace ran off.
Why did she have to stomp in and ruin a good night. People were laughing so I pulled my hand out of his and ran off. Jay was startled and followed me. I hanged on the cliff, ready to jump. It was the Bennett Park Cliff. Jay hauled me over his shoulder and I closed my eyes, pretending like I was flying, like I was flying away. When he dropped me, he was pissed. "Why do you have to kill yourself!?"
When she was about to jump, I was scared. How was I supposed to live without my little Greenpeace? Without her annoyance? Her bugging the Hell out of me? Taking me out of my bad habits? My element?
I needed her as much as she needed me.
I didn't want to live anymore, okay...? And that's why I'm hanging by the cliff of Bennett Park, ready to jump. Ready to end my life.
I'm tired of putting myself up for people's demands. It's a work load.
Amy. Is. A. Ho. I repeated. I watched her fall back into Towerz, laughing. "You love Greenpeace. Why can't you love me...?"
I had to stop myself from getting drunk when Emma showed up with a black eye, telling me that she can't see me again. I winded up in the Ravine. I was drunk and slept in my car without even knowing I'm sleeping there.
Amy. Is. A. Ho.
I don't get it. Before, she was playing nicie nicie with my girl but now, she's not with her hitting on me. Was it false? Was she pretending?
"Take a cab, Amy... Cause I'm not giving you a ride. She knew what 'ride' I was talking about. I think I gave her the hint that I didn't want her cause the person I'm really after isn't here.
I told her about Emma's home life and yet, she's still hitting on me. Trying to get me worked up for a night's 'mood.' I don't like it. I hate it, in fact. Cause she is a Ho that can't digest she is a Ho.
She needs to get over it.
I hate impersonators. False people. Liars. And hypocrites. That's what she is and all of it.
I need to protect him from the cops my mom is trying to get called. I had to shut him up somehow and this was it, telling him goodbye for good.
